updates on my temp job....
e bank is at raffles place on e 45th storey leh!! so high haizz.. i saw e building today when i went to sign e contract at my agent's place. dunno any nearby eateries except lao pa sat.. amoy food centre is too far le i still prefer working at tanjong pagar den can go international plaza buy fruits!! my fav!!
n i knock off at 6pm dun think need to work ot cos nuddin was said abt working overtime so if u r in e vicinity can come look for me for dinner or wad.. yeah can eat sting ray n satay at lau pa sat!!!!
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我累了。。
anyway dis wk a lot of things happened! n i din haf time to consolidate my thots thou at times i relly wanted to post up here.. cos i really felt v pissed lar.. first we were supposed to add in filters for 1500 torches for e community chest charity show tonite de..so after my wed paper me n cheezi went over to janet's exam hall so dat she will drive us down to mcr.. but cheezi din buy cellophane paper.. so we went to office to rot.. cos torches were not here as well.. but finally janet n meixian went out to get e torches n cellophane paper..so we bao bao bao until abt 1130 ba.. den we took cab home decided to go on thurs to continue.. we reach office at 10am.. n did until 1230 cos janet say dey need e room for meeting n since cheezi wanted to rebond her hair n i wanna colour.. we went reds lorr.. by e time we were done we went back n continue. we called janet to say we r back.. but she din sound happy (thou she said no) n she was having dinner n not in office le.. so i was qt pissed oso .. i mean come on lorr we r not paid to do it lorr.. n its deir job not mine.. its their responsibility not mine y shld i b worried for dem..
den we started preparing den we realised we forgot to get batteries from e 958 car.. n we r only left wif 4 miserable batteries n we still haf like 600 more torches..n we attempted to look for e key on janet's table but it was not there.. so we called meixian since she was more approachable.. but she nv pick up as usual.. den i was qt pissed oso.. so i decided if she dun call back dne i bohew oso lar..den we did until like 1015.. since dunno can claim taxi fare anot.. n no batteries oso mah... n fri we gg malaysia... so mus go home early to rest..
den on fri we set off to malaysia to SHOP!! yeah so happy.. but din really buy a lot of things.. in e nite went back to 933 to suan piao.. n decided to continue doing e torches.. but e torches were not there le.. so we thot dey finished dem le!
sat was e start of e thunderstorm lorr..cheezi msg me saying janet was angry we din finish e torches on thurs.. we were EXPECTED to finish dem up on thurs..wad e hell lor.. we were supposed to finish up for dem while dey went for deir dinner isit...??!!! n not dat i wanna say lar. on thurs lar me n rena actually wanted to go haf our katong laksa de.. but in e end cldn't go bcos of e torches.. den janet was angry cos dey sent e torches down to jurong east stadium le.. so after all e shows on sat we hafta go back to jurong east stadium.. i haf paper on sat de.. den i was qt pissed.. cos janet said i din hafta go down n help out for e shows.. so i was supposed to meet rena for katong laksa after e shows.. so wad now??!!! we haf to go down n finish up e torches i cant haf my katong laksa again!!! den when janet saw us she keep saying until like its really our fault... den she still say isit i bu shuang meixian nv pick up my call.. n she say we owiz call her for nuddin n when there's really a prob we nv call her.. so it's MY FAULt??!! in e first place i dun owiz call her up oso.. in fact other than events n stuff..i WONT ga jiao her.. den she was angry cos her uncle was supposed to treat her to black pepper crab den she say now we owe her a crab meal.. den wad abt my katong laksa.. n when i say katong laksa it's not jus abt any katong laksa franchise.. but e real authentic one in katong area lorr..!!!
at dat time i really tot of not helping out events at all le.. i mean i wanna gif up all dese le.. i m tired le..really.. when i c cheezi's frens all turn up to help out at events.. to b honest i m stressed out! althou i may appear to b nonchalant but i do wish my frens wld b there.. janet was like saying u got no frens ar? althou she said it in a jokingly manner.. i still feel e stress.. u noe most of e times i ask my frens dey will ask me got money anot? i mean if u all think i get any money out of it i DUN!! n for e dunno how many times.. all e rewards i get are non-monetary lorr.. like concert tic.. preview tix.. bla blah bla.. mayb i really haf no frens at all...
i m tired!!! i m REALLY TIRED!!
n sometimes bos most of e helpers r not really my frens.. i mean afterall dye r closer to cheezi e same course n stuff.. i can feel at left out de.. at times when i tok nobody listens.. n i m really bored! but who can i tell..
n i jus ask when r u gg to return me e money cos its snowballing le mah.. come on lor its not a small sum of money lor.. of cos i m worried la.. i not saying u not returning lorr. do u hafta snap at me.. mayb u dun mean it mayb i m jus being sensitive.. but after a day of putting on a front i m TIRED!! i mean evrithing u expect me to settle e bill for u.. i m beginnin to lose track of my accounts lorr.. n after all its not a good feeling to c my account decrease by so much.. n i hafta put hp-changing plan on hold le.. at least until u return me e money cos i cant jus keep signing.. not trying to get u to pay up or wad.. but jus expressing my thots..
haizz jus ignore e last para if u want.. cos i rmb u said dat if anyone offend u den dat's it.. i am qt scared of u all of a sudden.. mayb cos u seem to get along wif evrione n anyone.. even if u may not haf a good impression of dat person.. hmm.. jus like thou i m pissed wif someone.. if we cld all pretend nuddin has happened.. den let it be lorr.. i mean y spoil a relationship mah.. come to think of it i qt 失败lor cos i still din manage to contact dat thumb drive guy lor.. so irritating lorr.. wonder how come some ppl dun feel guilty de lor.. so irritating!!
k i m jus feeling troubled after a week of stress.. jus ignore me.. another long blog post!!
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running towards e finishing line....
den fri i went down to smu to get my lappie fixed.. flared up in frt of e cit person.. bet e whole cit room knew i trf out of smu.. haha but at least i fought for my consumer rights!! k.. den met qt a few frens..haha so happy..
ok on sat dat was e worst.. i dun feel well i felt a bit drowsy.. den i slept literally e whole day.. den in e evening.. i drag myself out to study.. i jus cldn't continue to spoil myself.. i m getting lazy!!! managed to read abt 3 chapters b4 i went home..
on sun.. i went to orchard.. my fav ring i wanted to get for myself is GONE!!! i was devastated.. mayb it's destined.. u noe sometimes when we keep hesitating.. i mean.. i haf been to e shop at least 3 times to c e ring when i finally set my mind to get it it's GONE!!! den i went down to suntec.. owiz wanted to buy dis scarf... n its gone as well.. y isit when i haf e money to buy dem its no longer on e shelf.. den i bumped into yanling n hz's gang.. when i finally reached home i felt slight discomfort in my right eye.. argh!!
true enuf dis morn i woke up wif my right eye swollen..it jus cld not stop tearing.. but despite dat.. i drag myself out to meet yanling to study haha..but haizz.. wasted lorr.. i cld get anything into my holiday-mood-mind.. plus i had lots of sms n calls rgding my taiwan hotel.. yar lor still haben settle yet.. den i was qt pissed.. but heng evrithing was settled.. chong de is really nice.. he actually offered to top up e difference between e hotel price n my budget.. which amts to abt S$100.. OMG!! i oredi felt v bad he ahd to go ard to hunt for me.. i mean taipei is so big unlike sg lorr..i will buy lotsa bak kut teh for him!! haha n merlion chocolates haha his fav!! i still rmb dat time he heard sg can eat chewing gums le.. he offered to send all kinds of flavour to me.. haizz.. but too bad lar i told him its only legal wif doctor's prescription..
n to frens who wanna ask if its possible btwn me n chong de.. cos at least 2 asked me dis qn today.. hmm no lar.. i not interested in long distance relationships... haha i only meet him once a year.. n he too wen rou le.. i feel so "man" nxt to him bwahaha.. so no lar huh..
n to frens who still wanna place orders.. for ur info i oredi need to bring back S$80 worth of sun biscuits n abt S$50 worth of pineapple tarts.. OMG i m gg to look like some village girl liao.. so if u all haf e conscience pls come airport to claim ur stuff haha.. its 3 jan 6.35pm flight i think..
c lar.. exam exam.. i still go n do all dese stuff.. k lar i better get back to my studying.. its macro paper left!! i dun like macro mayb cos i m not an essay-person.. i like maths better dat y i prefer micro haha..
Good luck n jia you guys!! e last lap!!
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Ard e world in 80 days...lala~~lala~~
well well well other life situations as well.. budden again.. if one is not hopeful one might not seem happier as well.. cos when ur dream comes true.. that kind of feeling is almost undescribable.. for instance when my dad said i cld go taiwan last yr.. well if i cld openly display my appreciation i wld definitely hug my dad n jump round e hse.. well too bad my family is e qt conservative kind.. so nah haha.. i did it in my heart.. hate to bluf my dad dis yr.. but well he say i cant go korea.. n if i cant go korea... he wun possibly agree to taiwan which i jus went last yr.. but i really need a break lar... a lot of things haf happened recently.. n last yr while i was in taiwan a lot of things a lot of places i haf not set foot on.. thou dis yr i dun haf any close frens gg wif me.. so sadz... but i will enjoy myself de.. thou i will miss u all!! haiz..
u noe when u can go travelling wif ur frens... even if its jus to malaysia or wad anywhere away from home.. its really fun! althou last yr we need to settle a lot of stuff from booking air tic.. hotels.. n itinerary.. cos we gg from taipei to kaohsiung to taitung.. but we really enjoyed ourselves..
when we go overseas wif our parents.. usually i cant shop to my heart's content.. other than e fact dat he may pay for me.. but when i go myself i can psycho my frens to go back to places we went liao haha like shilin night mkt.. n eat anything.. without having dem to say.. "no lar dun eat from dis stall doesn't look hygienic" or "getting late mayb we shld go back hotel le" haha....
well well.. i dunno if i can go overseas nxt yr.. cos i prob need to save up for my immersion if i gg... not confirmed..at first wanted to go thailand n find wanshi de.. haha she say can bring me go buy cheap cheap triumph bra haha... n eat nice nice stuff... but hafta c first.. budget...
n i oso wanna go melb.. still haf 4 more yrs b4 vien grad.. haha so mayb vien u will haf to wait till i grad n find a job.. den can fly there n find u.. so many places i wanna go!!
i like travelling thou i dun like to sit aeroplanes.. hmm trains r ok surprisingly haha... at least i managed to fall aslp on trains..
k lar shall slp liao.. cos still haf paper tml morn argh!!
ps: i think v soon.. e number of times i go taiwan will b equal to e no. of times i go malaysia haha.. cos i dun usu go m'sia de anyway.... nitezz...
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updates on handphone
i shld b getting my hp nxt wk ba... $298 haha... thou a bit ex n out of budget but i v scared e phone will b out of mkt soon.. cos starhub is not selling it le.. n cos nxt wk is new pay mth n e start of e 19th mth... means i m eligible for upgrade liao...but means hafta sign another 2 years lorr.. actually now i m qt ok lar.. ever since i changed my plan my hp bill decreased from close to $100 to abt $30 lydat lorr.. or ard $40 heehee.. so happy....
k lar.. good nite ppl..
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最美的愿望 一定最疯狂
# 最初的夢想緊握在手上 最想要去的地方
怎能在半路就分合 最初的夢想絕對會到達
實現了整個渴望 才能算到過了天堂 #
hmmm is dis wad i really want? being a dj? i really think i m not up to it... i rather wait till i m ready den go for it.. but wld dere b future opportunities? will i b too old den? i dunno.. haizz...
anyway good luck for exams ppl..
i still haf 4 more papers to go.. sigh tml is a morn paper... v long nv wake up early le.. dunno can anot... mayb hafta ask dad send me to sch le heh..
anyway yest was a horrible horrible day.. almost flared up... even thot of not gg taiwan liao.. k shan't say y here.. jus dat yest a lot of things happened n jus so simultaneously... n too great for me to handle.. it's like smacked in e middle... i hate being middleman but i had to b in two situations.. i dun understand y ppl nowadays r so afraid of assuming responsibility.. n ppl who r jus simply so wishy-washy.. so indecisive.. (hmm mayb i m lydat myself) but anyway.. since we decided on sth.. we shld stick to our plan right?? i dunno lar.. wad's e pt of getting angry now right? not as if getting angry will solve e problems or wad.. in dis case mayb even spoil e relationship.. i dunno larr.. hate to deal wif dis kind of situations... hate hate hate!!!! k enuf said.. i gg to slp!!!! cos dese few days haf ben trying to finish e chinese classics like 水浒传，三国演义，红楼梦 for my chinese module lar..
so irritating.. i better go slp now before all e information slipped my mind.. mus slp to retain e stuff right vivien?
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shld i get dis hp? dis hp has radio function chinese function n weighs 93g.. hmm it can oso take pictures n even video... n qt nice its in silver... i wun trade in my old hp cos i really like it a lot.. n all my sms n mms inside.. haha... so yar i wun trade in my hp thou its dying.. shld i shld i ?? m i wasting money.. wad do u all think? 
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2nd blog of e day...
well dat's only for my micro.. i m seriously v worried for my macro.. so micro is my only hope of getting A.. e rest of e subjects i dun dare think.. can get B i v happy le.. my chinese module better get B if not wasted.. cos i wanna minor de.. haizz..den my other 2 psycho n bio.. haiz i seriously dunno.. psycho i think e best is only B lor.. prob a C eben... v sad...
anyway jus now was tokkin to a guy on msn.. dunno y he kep asking if i like him or wad.. hmm.. i get v worried n tense up when guys say such things cos i dunno how to react.. if i treat it as real den in e end turn out to b otherwise den v malu like i over react.. but when i told him i will become v unfriendly to guys who like me but i dun like.. den he say he better keep his mouth shut then... if not cannot eben b frens??!! huh.. i really dunno la.. cos he really not my kind.. hope he is jus joking la horr..
come to think of it my expectations v high de.. i told him i like clever guys and older guys v much older in fact if not at least v much more mature than me.. cos i think i quite independent.. i haf been thru a lot..seen a lot.. especially ever since i "work" in mediacorp..den he told me.. den no chance liao lorr.. cos he say i too smart le.. well i dun think i m v smart.. haha at least in hwa chong another 75% is smarter than me.. but i think i qt street smart la huh.. come to think of it.. m i really dat unapproachable? i dunno leh.. but i dowan think abt dese kind of things.. in fact i haf a phobia for relationships leh.. i dunno y oso.. mayb too used to doing things alone.. being alone...so mayb i will remain on e shelf ba.. i so old le.. gg to b 20 liao **shudders** so old liao cant believe it!!!hmmm wad will life b like if mummy were still ard.. 10 years le... she missed my entire teenagehood..anyway dat day my tutee(tuition kid tutor n tutee haha)told me i cannot b called a teenager v soon liao den i realise oh yar hor.. cos she reasoned to me... 13-19-year-olds r teenagers cos its thirTEEN n nineTEEN..i din realise that until i approaching 20 le haha... 5 more days to my sis 21st bday le..shld i get her sth? i dunno leh...nv bot anything for her de .. she not e kind who will want ppl noe its her bday de lar..dis wkn gg out shall c if i can get anything suitable for my sis.. since its her 21 bday.. v significant leh..to all my frens who r v close to their family members do not take dem for granted.. cos i dun haf a v close family relationship.. its alwiz me n myself... wadeva problems i haf i can only depend myself to find solutions..i may look cheerful or wad to most of u.. sometimes i m really so tired.. its really not ez all these years.. so i m closer to my frens... or rather only a few frens...
dunno if i haf ever told u all b4.. got once was tokkin to cheezi.. den we were saying we can understand how come some artistes r being branded as "dao".. its actually not their fault for being dao..(well there may b a few exceptions) cos dey r jus trying to protect themselves.. they haf to put on this shield.. cos dey dunno who are trying to get close to them jus bcos dey r public figures... or truly wanna make frens wif dem for who dey are...
althou i m not a public figure.. but wif my one leg inside mediacorp haha.. sometimes i do get benefits here n there like free movie tix concert tix blah blah.. i do get worried if ppl r being nice to me to enjoy dese benefits as well... like dere's dis guy who was v nice to me.. den after that he keep asking me for posters of artistes... i got qt fed up lar.. den i nv tok to him le lar... cos i noe he not dat kind of die-hard fans de lar.. i mean i dun mind helping u guys get autographs if its within my limits and if u really like e artistes.. but if i find out dat u want dese autographs to sell i wld b v angry de lar...
dat y sometimes i really wanna break free from all these mediacorp stuff.. i dowan do anymore.. but will i lose everything? i believe many posts i own now r partly bcos of e relations i haf wif 933 n stuff.. in fact 958 is my starting point.. its not a 老人台 like some of u might think.. in fact dey r the most close knitted station among e 3 chinese stations lorr.. e ppl dere r so nice n friendly.. anyway yar wir rgds to my connections sometimes i dowan tok abt it larr.. i dunno...i jus wanna b a normal n ordinary girl.. normal ntu student..
recently.. cheezi ask me to go join dis 933 dj hunt... cos she joining n her frens r joining.. its actually part of ntu talentime.. at first when i got to hear of it.. i wanted to join den i ask her join wif me.. but she dowan cos if u win its jus cohosting a 933 prog..now she ask me join haizz... but i dunno... wad will daddy say?? will he b angry? haiz.. i dunno leh... e closing date is 16 nov.. y dun i haf a poll here.. those ppl who r supportive of me u can either tell me or leave a msg on my tag board.. there will b a public auditions 9 jan i think cant rmb.. somewhere outdoor in a shopping centre dat kind so will haf a lot of ppl.. but u haf to perform for 5 min i think plus intro.. i dunno wad to perform leh.. only thing i can think of is to 模仿联邦腔 cos dat time was tokking to cheezi's fren den i tok to her in dat accent.. she tot i was from malaysia.. but i dowan offend e malaysians leh.. so i oso dunno.. i can oso fake taiwan accent larr.. but wld dat b too common? oh i suddenly rmb.. i m 冷笑话王 n all my 欠扁问答题 haha (right wanshi haha..) n if i were to take part i need to go on a diet lorr. too fat liao lar.. n i not good looking.. surely wun win y waste my $6 registration fee hor.. cos i noe now looks does matter in dat circle.. cos a lot of 933 djs host tv shows liao... its v difficult to b jus a dj only.. n in fact if u get to host tv shows can earn more money...
想太多haha... yar anyway it will b so weird if those judges r from 933 which is highly possible.. cos i will noe dem haha... den somehow wun b ez to perform in frt of dem.. cos not v shou wif dem oso... den if i malu myself.. i still need to 算票de leh...still haf lotsa opportunities to face dem..
anyway cant wait for exams to b over lorr.. dunno leh.. jus v stress liao lorr.. recently my family got a lot of prob again.. y isit i haf to face so many prob.. cant my life b less exciting?? i wanna go hols i wanna take a break.. i wanna indulge in retail therapy.. i wanna shop!!
anyway thks yanling for lending me ur bio notes.. no time le.. guess i will jus survive on ur notes.. at least can recall sth den tml can crap haizz..cant wait for tml(oops!! shld b today) to b over..
paiseh dunno y my blog end up so long..
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Argh Argh n more Aargh
i really dunno how how how?? n i tried studying but NOTHING goes in!!!!! haizz... die liao lar.. so paiseh if i need to redo dis module lorr.. i m a bio student leh!!! oh no.... dis is so terrible... i think i haf gotten so used to econs.. noe e concepts den bull shit... now bio dun memorise cannot de lorr... if not cant even bull shit.. all e triplet codon.. 20 amino acids leh!!!! oh my god!!! n kreb's cycle n calvin cycle... all look GREEEK to me liao lorr.. i really dunno how liao larr....
anyway to frens out there who haf received my hi5 invitation join if u want..
u c lar exams period i still doing such things i ought to kill myself man...but anyway she accepted my invitation i was shocked! hmmm... dunno leh... but she like not reading my blog le...
9pm le.. i need to go watch my show haha... so addicted to this new drama serial.. c look at me!!!!! haizz..
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這個世界的苦已太多 偏偏彼此只懂得折磨 退一步就海闊天空
那時我們總有好多話 什麼事都可以講
我的愛情比你早 卻一直放在心上
後來你們之間的變化 我不想再多說話
經過了相遇和掙扎 我還是無法將他放下
那是多久後的事了 有一天你突然問我
在那個時候 是否也愛著他 我也很想他 我們都一樣
在他的身上 曾找到翅膀 只是那時的他
是因為你他開始飛翔 我也很想他 在某個地方
我少了尷尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天還是那麼短 思念卻很長
還記得 那年我們三個許下的願望
星星騙了我們 我們卻因此上了一課
成長必修的學分 我們都一樣
i still dunno if u still reading my blog...
anyway to all my blog readers.. exams starting tml.. last 3 wks in my case.. sian... wish me luck!!
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