haha my prog did this for me haha gonna use it as one of e power pt slides for my foc.. thot its qt cute! haha 
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shu shu in sg
firstly on sat, we went to jie ji n was qt shocked to pick a shu shu clad in berms haha n sandals! so sa tuo huh haha.. he bot a lot of food for all as usual!
den went to his hotel he dumped his stuff n we took cab to newton to eat! ordered a lot of food but e amazing thing is shu shu finally drank GREEN sugar cane juice despite his many visits to sg liao. he nv drink sc juice b4 leh! n b4 e food arrived he finished one GIGANTIC cup le! haha ordered another one for him.. some other food we ordered r sting ray, kangkong, hao jian, satay, n hokkien mee.
nxt day, sun was a gan-chang day for me! it's fathers' day too! but i m unfilial din pei my dad.. but we dun celebrate dis kind of thing de lar haha.. took shu shu to take mrt to tp.. showed him e neighbourhood and den took bus to balestier eat e all-famous bak kut teh shu shu said its nice! n haha supposed to drink HOT chinese tea, ended up we ordered green tea!! haha nice~~!!
den he wanna go guan yin temple n c c so went down to bugis, really a lot of ppl!! den walked to sim lim, equivalent to guang hua shang chang in taipei haha.. after dat gotta rushed down to compasspt for e mediacorp show- mighty race. took cab down n dunno how dat stupid uncle rao lor!!! grrr.. dat cab ride cost me $10 haizz..
after e show, shu shu not done wif houses viewing yet so me cz n jialin guang ard compasspt lor while trying to convince jialin to go dinner wif us haha..
den we rotted at sengkang bus interchange den finally board bus to bedok! took qt some time b4 we reached bedok den bot bday cake for joanne!
we went ecp for seafood dinner n shu shu seemed like e most fortunate "father" in e restaurant haha cos he had 5 "daughters"! n e li hai thing is he noe e boss again!! n e boss was so polite to all of us n even called us 和小姐 cos 和 is shu shu surname lar haha.. so farnie~~!! gave each of us his namecard but eh i dunno where isit e min i got home lar haizz...
mon morn was horrible.. supposed to bring shu shu to bank at 830am haizz cos ah yi needed to remit money over mah haizz.. so shu shu had to go open account. so joanne's fren came pick me up at abt 815 but got jam so reach shu shu hotel at abt 9 haizz.. rotted at dbs while shu shu n joanne n joanne's colleague settled some issues.. den 10 plus 11 le.. we went down to city hall to look at e lang centre shu shu gonna enrol his kids in.. erhh e lady boss ang moh damn zai sound as thou she from mew york herself lar n her chinese oso not bad..
after dat shu shu said wanna treat us to lunch haha cos e past few days we dua him!we will go settle e bill first b4 he cld do anything haha.. so went westin 70th storey wanted to go to dis v good buffet restaurant to eat called jaan.. but i really hate e recep at e lift lobby grrr ok so wad if there is a dress code, you cld let us noe politely. i jus got dis v -qiao-bu-qi-ren-jia tone from her.. den we went to this other restaurant oso on 70th storey called equinox. dey serve semi-buffet lunches, meaning u order ur main course, collect ur soup, appetizer n desserts from the buffet bar lar haha.. dun really like e waitresses attitude up there oso lar.. luckily e breathtaking view made up for it.. haizz din bring my camera!!! grrr if not i wld happily snap away..
after rotting n nua-ing at e restaurant, we went to labrador park! haha of cos we kept mi-lu-ing haha..i haf nv been there lar so dunno how to go! but e sea there really v nice lar den we oso agreed nxt time mus go there for bbq den bring ah yi along! haha..
anyway shu shu was in a melancholic mood lor.. sometimes he wld b v quiet.. e first time i c shu shu lydat.. den he told us he v sad he will not b able to c his kids n wife for qt some time.. i feel dat he v similar to my dad in many ways... yar so when he told us, i was somehow reminded of my dad n mummy..
anyway after labrador park, haah i brot him to my fave prata shop!! behind nus!! haha n ordered milo dinosaur for him haha he dunno wad is milo jus knew it taste like ovaltine haha.. but he thinks milo taste nicer!! n he love dinosaur! so yar one more sg drink he like. he like prata too! but he more amused wif my tissue prata! haha...
den went to pick anna who jus knocked off den we set off to geylang for tian ji zhou! frog leg porridge lar. my first time in geylang thou i was more firghtened by that stupid cat near our table dat was meow-ing away haizz.. wanted to go try durians after dinner de! but haiz we were too full.. actually dey were too full! cos i esp left a space for my durians i haf been eyeing b4 my dinner haha..
den shu shu was so excited n he proposed gg ktv... so went lor haha.. but somehow i felt dat he was jus feeling lonely n unhappy dunno.. we smuggled shu shu's whisky into partyworld gen gana caught by e staff lar so angry haha..
den sis called to say dad looking for me. dat time was pat midnight le.. den i kup her phone.. den shit! daddy called.. he din sound v angry leh.. [thou when i reached home, my sis insisted my dad was shouting at me] okie wadeva finally finished singing at 1am.. hurried home n heng daddy slept le! =)
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我很累了。。。可是我无法抽身。。
叔叔等一下就到了。。。
带他到处逛逛好像成了我的责任。
我一个人的责任。
我不明白。
身边很多朋友都得到叔叔的帮忙过。
可是叔叔真的要来新加坡的时候，
每个人只说那就约个时间吃饭吧！
那我呢？
难怪叔叔常说阿姨说我们跟你比较熟
这是一种无形的压力 我好怕~~
今天，
要去接机。
问了几个人。
蛮生气其中一个说“噢，看先。”
更惨，我联络不到另一个答应去的。
明天，
叔叔要去看房子。
我得工作。
joanne 问我能不能不去工作。
理由：她不想一个人带叔叔看
我不能。
明天.
是父亲节。
我希望能和爸爸吃饭。
他是我唯一的亲人（除了姐姐外）
我不能。
我有选择吗？
后天，
joanne请了假，
因为星期二是她的生日
早上要带叔叔去银行。
再去看是不是要看房子，
还是看学校。
晚上，
我得练舞。
我不能不去。
可是joanne又说她不要一个人。
星期二开始。。。
我得自生自灭。
我不知道怎么找时间练舞。
我讨厌被主宰的生活
我讨厌身不由己的决定
我更讨厌出局的感觉。
我觉得是自己的好胜心在作祟
明明就不喜欢
但是看到别人那么开心
心里就很不是滋味
自己原来那么容易被取代
自己原来不是那么重要
那种感觉越来越强烈。
自己又不是没有付出过。
因为付出过，
所以才特别伤心，
特别累。
我始终鼓不起勇气离开
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我已经出局了。
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pissed pissed pissed.....
yest during lunch at my senior camp, xq smsed me asked me wad time is my op exactly. cos she needed to take leave to pei me.. eben yl she was bz e past few days n eben today she reserve the whole day for me! i so touched by this 2 frens! so i called up ttsh n asked lar..
den e dumb nurse asked me for my name.. den i spelt our for her.. den she told me she cant find my name in the operation book.. no record of me!! wad e hell.. so she said will call me back again..
ok den she called me back abt 10 min later asked me for my nric no.. den hung up n said call me back later...
[15 min later] ok my operation time is 945am la.. den e nurse asked if i haf stopped wearing contacts.
den e stupid thing is she said "sorry miss ng, i cant count, haf u turned 21?"
of cos, being e honest me, i said no lar. den she said oh i m afraid ur parents hafta come down n sign the parental consent form.
me: wad if dey r not free? can u fax me e form i get them to sign n bring it down tml?
nurse: i m afraid not. we mus c ur parents.
me: can dey authorise my sister to sign on behalf. dey can prepare a authorisation letter, i can bring along their original ic.
nurse: its not within my ability.
for e next hour or so.. i called my sis asked her wad to do haizz.. cos my dad will definitely not come down n i cant call him now.. my dad v 怪癖de.. if we dun ask him during stipulated timings we r asking for a scolding from him de lor.. n he hate last min stuff.. haizz.. n my sis said my dad came back in e pm he wasnt in a good mood lar.. so i better not try anything funny.. somemore, i was at my senior camp, trying out night walk somemore, wun b home early de lor. so how?? grrr...
den bo bian decided to wait till i get home den ask lor.. haizz..
den shit lor when i got home by cab! my dad slept liao!! wah lau!! felt like dying liao...
set alarm at 7am so dat i could get my dad b4 he go for work.. hope 7am is early enuf..cos he has no fixed gg to work time de.. c he shuang anot de.. haizz so i woke up at 7am.. waited till 8 still no sound from his room.. he still sleeping.. getting more n more nervous.. den e ttsh nurse called again..
nurse: ms ng, u din call us back yest?
me: yar cos i couldnt contact my dad.
nurse: oh he cant come down? so do u wanna postpone ur op to dis fri or nxt week?
me: no i wanna cancel e op.
nurse: cancel??!! oh yest u mentioned ur sis could come down as a guardian rite? how old is ur sis? above 21?
me: yar above 21.
nurse: oh ok i go n chk wif my staff nurse if she is allowed to come down on behalf of ur parents.
[wad e hell???!!!! so yest u din eben check n told me i cant lar??!!!]
[15 min later.. my dad still sleeping..]
nurse: im afraid u hafta wait till end of dis yr or till ur dad is free den u gif us a call. thank you.
ok i m pissed cos i hafta answer endless smses n calls abt how my eyes.. i m so disappointed.. cos i was soo looking forward to dis day when i cld say bye bye to contacts n glasses haizz too bad..
but nvm! i found another hospital!! mount e!! their minumum age is 18. i jus sent an email enquiry to confirm if my parents need to accompany me. if dey confirm at least i haf black n white. i will change to mount e! bwahaha...
pissed pissed... made me waste few days.. but nvm can slack haizz...
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yay! start of our recce say cheese!
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i dunno wad caught all of out attention haha.. eh did u notice hss guys cant make it haizz.. dey r holding umbrella.. ok i correct myself as mr guan hua pointed out.. only hss MALAYSIAN guys cannot make it haha...
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one of e rare occasions i m briefing ppl haha...
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us at work.. listening to our dear programmer, li quan c wad she has to say..
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guanhua says i shld stop asking yih yang to take pics of aeroplanes n dat i shld stop my stupid airline guessing game wif pin ru haha...
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e not so ready group photo haha..
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so luan huh dis group pic haha.. but better than e prev le..
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dey r supposed to guess match our back views to our face haha so funny.. shall post my own back view lar haha..
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e chalet my og is staying! v big hor! one og one chalet!
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updates lalalalala~~~~
jus got home from dat 933 outdoor concert.. reached abt 2plus den bot drinks n walked over to find cz.. my reporting time was 4 but go earlier to pei her lor.. n relieve auntie nix of pasting stickers on those ppl sweaty n sticky arms..
e weather is so damn hot haha.. n zhi yuan asked lotsa of stupid qns n gave lotsa stupid comments dat made me n cz luff haha.. yar lar he dun understand y some ppl r so dumb as to buy 2 cartons of fruit tree fresh fruit juice jus to stand in e so cramp priority standing area, n dey wun b exactly so close to their idols oso haha.. he wld rather sleep at home..
den ivan reached le.. he is my partner n we in chrg of e vip area.. actually got nth much to do oso cos most of e vips got their pass le... but i feel as thou i was at jin qu jiang when i was oso in chrg of giving them e passes..
finally we dun haf to stand under e scorching sun! n get to chui air con me n ivan so slack haha.. n he oso v lame n funny! n his chinese really so farnie! n e whole chunk of info he memorised haha really damn funny in his ang-moh-accent-chinese haha..
den he so enthu alwiz run to remove e barricade to let ppl pass.. really pian yi those irritating security guards! oh yar den we all jue ding dun eat e dinner dey gg to provide.. cos chris was saying if we dun eat ar den we will get some money reimbursed.. cos e djs ar so ai mei so not eating oso so got some dinner money left we cam split!!! woo hoo~~!! so gan dong.. we were nv paid for helping out at such events de leh!
zhiyong was e only nice dj who tokked to me.. huishi n jingying jus merely acknowledged my presence.. haizz dun like dem.. dey jus tok to ivan haizz.. jus bcos his dad is dunno wad impt figure n v rich.. so xian shi dun like dem.. haha zhiyong damn farnie lar.. getting senile.. den i told him abt my night walk den he was like yucks!! changi beach den he said chongqing went there b4 den heard voices so eerie!!
anyway at abt 8 plus i was hungry n ivan oso hungry den he so cute bot so many dim sum back for us.. den he so sad like nobody wanna eat.. c he so ke lian i ate a lot lor haizzz. too bad he's only a little boy lar huh haha..
anyway now i finally understand y acs guys r so popular haha.. zhiyuan thou not as thoughtful as ivan oso v cute in his way haha..for eg he dropped his hp a lot of times haha.. n e hp will fen shen sui gu de haha but he same as ivan both v rich de!! haizz.. rich kids..
k anywayzz dat's basically for e concert! oh yar!! mus thank my mummy n ah yi for buying coffee club for us oso!! oasis in e desert manzz! thankew soo much! wanted to let u all in de haizz but scared auntie nix.. if its janet n mx mayb still can shang liang..
okie abt yest recce haizz.. we tried out night walk route at abt 5pm plus.. haizz.. scary enuf lor.. n i tripped over e wire at old changi hospital haizz so scary!1 n pain! haizzz heng nv sprain my ankle thou my ankle hurts.. at first was ssupposed to try out e night walk again in e night.. but looks like gg to rain so we abort e idea.. but will do it on tue during our senior camp.. on e actual foc will do it after e pageant most likely past midnight..so can u imagine in e evening i oredi so scared liao.. in e night i sure cry de!! haizz n i cant cry or look worried in frt of e freshies cos dey will b more worried rite haizz..
mayb i shld pray for rain!! haha.. den we will hafta cancel night walk??? haha.. or mayb i shld hope my og has some irritating fools who will wanna scare e poor girls.. so i will hafta cancel e night walk for my og?? hahahah... wad a slack chair we haf!
anyway cos i hurt myself mah so i changed my nick! so happy he came n asked me abt it! cos b4 i went for my recce he was online mah so i told him abt it haha.. so he knew.. n he passed his driving test today too! so li hai! congrats! i know its basically impossible btwn e 2 of us.. but yet i alwizz so gan dong or happy when he msn me! n he was e first to msn me when i signed in.. it was so immediate! haha...
k i gtg.. tml got another 958 event haizz bz bz bz!!!!
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updates..
anyway got time to blog cos its only 10plus now thou i feel as thou its midnight le.. jus so drained.. tml got driving no need to work.. but got recce haizz at changi beach.. first time there... hmmm ok lar 2nd time.. e 1st was dumb cos when we were young, my dad wanted to bring me n my sis out.. den my sis wanted to go pasir ris park but my dad din noe e way so he drove us to changi beach, thinking it was pasir ris park haha. den got down e car den realise its not! yar so tml will b my first time i set foot on changi beach n changi hospital *shudders*
anyway today was a lazy day.. cos in e morn reached office.. meixian not in yet.. karen oso.. so we continued sorting meixian's huge stack of namecards.. i typed out e script meixian asked me to translate.. den jus when i was happily msn-ing away on karen's com, dey came back.. auntie nix was briefing cheez abt e sat 933 concert... she said will brief me later cos we in chrg of different things..
yar den meixian was like "你们在做什么??" n glare at auntie nix haha cos she tot auntie nix asking us to do things for her.. of cos all these in a jokingly manner..
den meixian like super stress no time to joke wif us she said she had meeting at 2 den another one at 4
haizz.. n we cant go for our lunch yet cos all e scheduled trailer timings all so close to one another.. waited until abt 2 lydat den auntie jingyun came up hahaha she passed me fan wei qi new album.. i downloaded le lar v nice album!! i gif it 5 stars!! den i was looking thru her lyrics booklet..
den we played her album.. den suddenly meixian came in n scold us haizz cos got a lot of DUMB listeners called in n say dey wanna get goodie bags.. den dey called e djs to say we nv tell them where to collect n wad dey supposed to do..
den auntie jingyun oso said we nv tell e listeners how can?? but ar those listeners deaf or sth lor.. kiasu singaporeans! call without knowing wad is e hotline for.. n somemore each time the stinger is played we mus pick up 10 calls leh.. n got so many info to disseminate.. need to ask dem for ic no., tel no.. a lot leh.. n if we dun hurry up many ppl will gif up calling after a while.. somemore e pissed thing is we only haf one telephone n one line.. somemore we hafta chk if dat person has participated b4 u noe.. haizz.. mx n auntie jy dun understand! haizz.. dey made us call back e close to 300 contestants who registered over the last few days..
after dey left office at abt 215.. we waited for the 225 stinger to b played den we took cab to coro to haf our lunch haha.. so happy!! had lemon chicken at ke ai ji!! n my fav green tea! brot back lotsa fond memories.. a place where i spent practically my entire childhood n teenage years.. haha.. cos meixian dey all will only b back abt 4 plus mah so we happily went ntuc to shop for more food haha more JUNK food to b precise haha..
oh yar forgot to mention dis super rude girl at ke ai ji!! i walked over to her table to ask if i can take e bottle of lemon sauce.. cos her table was e only table wif lemon sauce.. n she was alone lar.. she was eating fries when i asked her.. when i stood in frt of her she did not eben look up lor! den ar i asked her POLITELY "excuse me, did u order lemon chicken? can i take dis bottle of lemon sauce?" she STILL neber look up lor! wad e hell! den i was so irritated n pissed i took n walk off..
den we took cab back to mcr.. den we so suay.. bumped into 958 car at carpark.. so meixian dey all saw us!!! heh..
after dat went back office.. more work to do.. cos meixian v stressed... karen out for another meeting again.. we finished sorting meixian's namecards.. she v happy wif e outcome haha.. v nice n i got a sense of satisfaction too!
b4 leaving office at 6 plus.. i decided to drop by 933 office cos auntie nix haben brief me yet n i wun b in office tml mah.. den auntie nix said i will b in chrg of e vip area haizz so stress.. e sponsors.. e media.. e press.. OMG! haha which means i will c cz's mr mervin! yar n i m paired up wif dis intern called ivan. n cz will b wif dis supposedly "fierce-looking" person called zhi yuan.. dunno who oso.. cos dey will allow e siao fans in at 2pm.. i only need to report at 4 lar.. but auntie nix say i can report early to pei ms cz.. c first lor haha..
after work we went bugis to shop haha.. at first qt sian cos e stupid cab uncle super lousy driving skills made me feel like puking.. den shopped until v high den me n cheez each bot a pair of nice nice shoes.. v nice leh!! haha but was feeling a bit dumb lar cos tw got a lot but we nv buy.. somemore cheaper than sg lor.. den we buy in sg haizz dunno wad r we doing man hahaha.. anyway.. bot one more top oso! n oh yar!! we bumped into doreen haha.. cos she was making her way back to reds from e toilet haha.. n she rmb we went tw! haha..
ok end of today.. shall go sleep....
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songs on my playlist now.....
闭上眼 默念3遍 Call My Name 曲：Jaimes/Saxon/Cavanagh,Ronan/Wright,Andrew | 词： | 编：
希望你理解 爱上你有多难
像童话里的故事 可恶的安排
明明两个人都相爱 却偏偏遇阻碍
非得让人痛彻心扉 才能证明爱存在
我们 如何找到出路 通往 爱的国度
闭上眼 默念三遍 Call my name我就出现
(Call my name and I'll be there)
有时候 寂寞难掩 像不醒的梦靥 闭着眼 数了三遍
你应该要出现 但你却又食言 让我看不见
(你应该要出现 但你对我食言 不在我身边)
如果你能明白 这场相爱有多难
像童话中的傀儡 口是心非
以为你找到了幸福 我却感到好无助
只能笑笑去祝福 偷偷掉着泪
我们 拼命想找出路 通往 爱的国度
永远究竟多么遥远 为何我总无缘 无法好好体验
爱不像你跟我说的 简单像许个愿永不放弃 (格斗天王片尾曲)
曲：胡如虹 | 词： | 编：
风 停了它又吹 汗干了却又湿了好几回 我看见 你眼中的泪
不该让你陪着我受罪 看你摇着头说不后悔 要我放心勇敢往前飞
I won't give up Take my hand 因为有你的爱当我的信念
梦再远 也要追 不管前方暗藏着多少危险 一定是蓝天
我 拼了命去追 这一路上有太多是与非 错或对 我又能问谁
只求自己问心后无愧 跌跌撞撞也许很狼狈 多少次我笑中带着泪
I won't give up Take my hand 因为有你的爱当我的信念
梦再远 也要追 不管前方暗藏着多少危险 一定是蓝天
(You know I won't give up)
在梦里面 我看不见 你的脸 心要碎 而地毁灭 不会变
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jus thot of updating u guys....
nxt, my class guys FINALLY gg taiwan le.. flying off 16-26 june.. asked me abt tw hotels haha i think i v uncooperative. cos dey asked me out a lot of times wanted to discuss wif me, but i m just so pissed wif them! really.. tokking to him over msn is ok, wah but meeting them in person will make my blood boil. e way dey do things, settle their lodging n stuff.. haizz.. so po po ma ma.. dey asked me to get shu shu to help. NO WAY MAN! i dowanna disgrace myself in frt of shu shu wif frens lydat. plus during e period dey r in tw, shu shu n ah yi wld b in sg haha.. so TOO BAD!! bwahaha..
dis few days, janet not ard in office, karen too! so we r like slacking most of e time. meixian says i can use karen's com to type stuff for her.. so i can b online mayb for one more day.
how i wish i cld stay back in office today [bcos of someone] haha not alwiz e case.. cant wait to siam at 6pm.. especially cos meixian was not in office after she took her lunch n dump some stuff for us to type.. den ar scared anybody come our side n saw dat we r slacking n janet will b in trouble for paying us to slack.. so hafta appear bz.. typing typing when actually i was msn-ing?? haha.. ok lar dis is one of e perks of dis temp job. we noe e lao ban liao.. of cos e big lao ban we still scared lar.. but 958 office is like our 2nd home. we noe ALL e djs haha..
dis morn was tokking to uncle dicong haha.. he jus plant himself on karen's chair n started chatting wif us.. din noe he used to pon lessons like nobody's biz haha.. he v farnie..eben asked us to off e ringer when its not time to play games haha so dat we will not b so irritated.. evri time tok to uncle dicong v stress one.. cos his chinese v good de haha.. anyway he oso like tw.. he goes tw evri year haha he oso say hua lian v nice.. can stay there for a mth i dun print money so nah lar..
den shuo zhe shuo zhe.. he started planning for his nxt tw trip so farnie... den i cant rmb wad happened n i need to leave e desk for a while.. when i came back he gone le! haha..
tok to auntie jy abt lasik. she oso jus did e op. but sooo good!! dey do got corporate rate de leh only 2k odd for both eyes at national eye centre. wah those eye clinics v smart! cos ar dis r e ppl who wld go for lasik.. e celebrities! haha..
was supposed to go shopping wif yl after work.. den she realised she got stuff to do. but i was trying to get my sis. cos she told me she wld b home for dinner asked me to call home.. den i thot i gg out wif yl so smsed her n said i haben call home n i not gg home for dinner... she din reply.. i called her.. she oso nv pick up.. den yl said not shopping liao. i smsed my sis.. she oso nv reply.. i called home.. haizz my dad's china biz assoc in sg.. he din tell me! hmph! so no dinner.. at 6pm my sis finally called! she was having exams lar.. tml last paper.. good luck! yar den we planned wad junk we gg to get! bwahahaha.. den we decided to share bee hoon n DURIANs!!!
den jus when i alighted 157, my sis smsed me "SHIT!! wad e hell!! daddy is at home! ur info is WRONG!"
den i huh?? shit! i called my sis.. den we decided to smuggle durian home haha..
in e end our room stinked like mad.. heng my dad din smell anything n we finished 2 boxes! haha so shiok! but damn full la!
tml daddy will b out oso hahaha mus plan wad feast oso!
the princess left at
11:43 PM
finally found e song i went gaga over in taiwan.....
如果的事
曲： | 词： | 编：
我想过一件事 不是坏的事 一直对自己坚持
爱情的意思 像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁有所的对与错 不管对与错 不管时间
说着我们在一坊有多坎坷
我不敢去证实 爱你两个字 不是对自己衿诗
也不是讽刺 别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆 我很不服我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制 每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实 如果你看我的电影 听我爱的CD
如果你能带我一起旅行 如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次 如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信 这般恋爱心情 如果你能给你如果的事
我只要你一件如果的事 我会奋不顾身地去爱你
the princess left at
12:50 AM
从何时开始。。。
我跟我爸顶嘴了，
他应该吓了一大跳吧。
因为他没有回应。
他继续弄他的燕窝，
我继续切我的马铃薯。。。
原来我也有情绪崩溃的一天，
而身边我最珍惜的人就是我伤害的对象。
其实我也不知道我烦什么。
原来，
从年头开始一直到现在，
或许，
应该说从不知道什么时候开始，
不管我再怎么努力，
我也跟不上你的步伐。
我们的距离越来越远。。。
就算我做得再好，
也比上你的。
我甚至找不到让我留下来的理由。
他们以往的无心笑话，
如今，
再拿来讲，
我是不是经不起玩笑。
我不知道。
我只觉得很受伤。
我真的不知道能跟谁说，
这一切，一切的痛苦，
好像是自找的。
是自己的钻牛角尖吗？
或许，是时候离开了。。。我 拼了命去追 这一路上有太多是与非 错或对 我又能问谁
跌跌撞撞也许很狼狈 多少次我笑中带着泪
the princess left at
9:07 PM
all i need is a rest....
i went driving in e morn.. beginning to like driving more n more. i feel in control of e car n noe wad i m doing.. until my instructor has to constantly remind me to slow down haha dun speed.. but i feel better now that he doesnt need to help me steer that much le.. yay!! den he v funny.. ask if i wanna go pc show.. den he asked me ask my frens den i can go down after driving.. he say i can jus drive down directly.. wah! i so scared haha.. v far leh n i cant go on expressways mah "L" plate leh.. so i declined.. plus i wanna sleep lar.. i miss my bed!! haha..
after driving went home n cooked barley.. e barley which supposedly will aid slimming according to ah yi haha.. i soaked those gigantic barleys in e morn b4 i went driving.. so abt 3-4 hours haha..
i love e barley i cooked! i think its eben better than e 四神汤 we drank in taiwan.. haha.. but i was qt irritated wif my dad cos i left e barley to boil mah.. den after 5 min he came in n told me he turned off e stove cos ar my barley looks v cloudy le.. too thick le he said.. den i huh??!! i wanna EAT barley de leh.. den he scold me siao where got ppl eat? i shld drink e water haizz.. but i wanna eat lar.. den we compromised. we changed to a bigger pot n added more water... heehee
i went back to sleep.. den i think my dad came in n tell me he turned off e stove again... i was sleeping so i jus nodded my head n he left to work again.. at dat pt i was too lazy to get out of bed so even if my barley wasnt cooked until its soft for chewing i decided i will jus continue cooking it when i wake up..
den i woke up n went to drink my barley!! yay!! its so soft n nice!! haha... so happy!!a day of rest at home really brightened my spirits! haha so happy! den i can go back to work on mon liao! all e append heh... n oh yar... sunday got e first outdoor show at causeway pt.. yucks! hafta wear e 972 shirt grrrr jus got it today.. nxt wk another bz week..
4 days of work den friday got recce.. den sat got e 933 outdoor concert.. auntie nix told us we will get those v impt jobs of facing security.. heh den i asked oh does it mean we will get to c stars??? haha den she said NO! haizz so sad haha.. but we will get e new 933 shirts too! when she free to go n dig haha..den sun show is at northpt..
nxt nxt wk oso v hectic.. i not working dat wk le.. jialin will stand in for dat entire wk.. mon got dental n rena will b back on dat day too! den tue got seniors camp! den wed lasik thurs follow up for lasik.. fri rest day cos need lotsa rest.. den sat shu shu will b here le!!!! OMg!!
time flies!!
ok shall not waste my sleeping time.. i go orh liao...
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