告诉我怎么做才不会难过
是笑着放手 do or die
告诉我怎会听见心在喊痛
在萎缩
我们的幸福只剩那一步
就会幸福
。。
告诉我怎么做才能够better
要笑着放手 do or die
告诉我怎会听见心在呐喊
在萎缩

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Sunday, December 25, 2005


it was a merry xmas after all...

hmm thot i wldnt enjoy myself bcos of some special reason.. but nonetheless.. dis is one of e more elaborated xmas i've ever spent..
cos in e past i wld usually go airport or some ulu-ated area like west coast park last yr.. but one thing nv seems to change.. as we grow older.. liquor will come into e pic haha..
k n oso cos of e much celebrated xmas dis yr i burnt a VERY BIG hole in my pocket.. all for a night of happiness ha..
2 days ago my sis bot a choco log cake..

as u can c my sis doesnt wanna show her face.. yar so bo bian lar.. she used e box to hide her face... yeah she v skinny lar.. face long long lar not like mine if its me u prolly c a bit of my face or head haha..


dis is our v chocolatey cake.. heh.. v sweet lar.. dun really like log cakes.. but ok lar... dun ask me eat too often or too big a piece still can...

nxt is e highlight of dis yr xmas - celebration at shu shu place...

shu shu prepared all kinds of liquor from chinese wine like gao liang to red wine to cocktails to vodka to whisky etc... n ah yi even went to ntuc to buy more red wine midway..
n cos its a potluck everyone supposed to bring a xmas goodie.. really a lot of goodies we haf on e table..

wad u c now is ONLY e FIRST round of food.. like buffet sia so many rounds of different dishes.. still got chilli crab lar.. sashimi, pizza, lasagne, fishballs, teriyaki chix wings, honey glazed pork ribs, soup prepared by ah yi n a lot lar i cant eben rmb haha i din eat every single dish of cos..
no photos of e subsequent rounds of food cos was bz eating liao hands dirty mah..
i din dare eat a lot cos b4 e dinner i had a shock of my life.. went to take my weight in shu shu's room n to my horror!! i think i put on weight!!! y oh y??!!
i need to cut down on my appetite liao so dat i will look mei mei on 30th dec haha.. a bit hard lar.. but i mus try! boohoo..
dun stop me if i gorge on 30th dec cos i ren too long le.. haha..
after a while i went to play my Garfield monopoly wif e kids haha.. yeah v long nv play my special monopoly liao.. sometimes i wish i can b like e kids no troubles.. or rather not as much troubles i need to face.. haiz..

den we called in to radio cos cz was hosting haha n she indirectly dedicated my fav jay's "feng" to us!! woohoo!!
subsequently shu shu n joanne's fren were drunk! my gawd.. joanne's fren eben puked.. heh... so drunk hor.. so scary.. n we used video cam to film shu shu hahaha...
shall not post shu shu's drunk pic here lar.. so bad hor haha.. i dowan get into trouble..
after dat shu shu n joanne's a few frens concussed.. we cut log cake after midnight..
hmm i was too full to enjoy e food liao actually.. haha its a mango log cake lar..

shant comment whether its good anot cos it wld b biased since i m too full to fully appreciate e cake..
after nua-ing a while more cos joanne's frens oredi snoring away lar.. den i told them cannot lar i need to go home liao...
took cab home n heng i reached home early.. eh b4 2am haha cos my dad was waiting up for me.. he bot durian for me!! wth! i m like super full liao lor.. haiz...
ate a few mouthfuls n bu xing le.. went to toilet n most of e stuff i ate were flushed down toilet bowl ha..
feeling v xing ku now.. prolly wun sleep early liao.. too full le.. think cos of e few glasses of liquor i drank.. wah...
i wld haf enjoyed my xmas more if only my xmas wish came true.. ha too bad..
anyway i loved my xmas present from my mummy n cousin's mummy.. its a dream *PINK* case for my nano!! woohoo!! i love it loads!! yippie!!

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Saturday, December 24, 2005


我错了。。

我没那么洒脱。

最怕的是。。
没有回应
这比一切有声的言语更恐怖

沉默最恐怖。

the princess left at
4:44 PM

我错了。。

我没那么洒脱。

the princess left at
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Friday, December 23, 2005


today's a rotten day..

ok i started off e day wif buying bday deco.. heh spent 30.30 on deco... sian lar...
really hate gg out now cos everything needs $.. ok den went marina shop shop..
mind everybody its only window shop...
eh.. den went down to 9** for my weekly suan piao routine.. v long nv go oso le.. anyway.. yar got a few presents.. surprise surprise! wow!
den asked auntie nix abt inviting djs down for hss week.. den she said since nature of it is different from my foc.. dis time round like whole sch will c kinda thing.. dey need to charge us.. den i oh ok.. i no $$ de leh.. den she said need to ask feng lao ban.. [heh @@??!!*&! cos f*** v wad de lar...] ok anyway yar.. den in e end she said mayb pay for transport fee can liao.. den i oh haha.. i lend u my concession haha.. u all need how many i go borrow.. haha..
den she was like haha 300?? den i wah! u all drive wad?? den she haha 50 100 lar.. i tot dat was qt reasonable leh.. considering if u wanna engage them for like talentime etc prolly need >1000 lor... 50 is definitely comparable to peanuts lor...
but apparently e junior wasnt qt satisfied wif my answer lar..
like i said many times.. foc was different cos i din actually ask them to come down.. dey vlounteered to come down.. dey asked me de lor.. so its different.. i merely asked them for goodies... n oso i noe e program n stuff mah easier for me to persuade them not to charge me $$ dis time round i like dunno anything oso.. haizz angry lar..
dun think its alwiz ez for me to do things for u all hor..
n it definitely doesnt mean i ask means sure got hor! b prepared for a "no" answer.. ok i m pissed i shall go sleep...
merry xmas folks...
definitely not a season to b jolly... boohoo boohoo

the princess left at
10:27 PM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005


enjoy e not-so-frequent gathering wif my jc clique...

hahaha once again we had another successful gathering!!
but it started off wif another mini jc gathering first at ah gong's place e 赌鬼s at work hahaha... but we started off wif lunch at 可爱鸡。 my gawd v long nv go there le.. haha.. yeah nice food thou auntie was v bz n like qt absent minded.. haha.. for eg making 3 trips jus to serve ah gong coke..
1st time: pass him a can of coke
2nd: a cup of ice
3rd: a straw hahaha...
den we went ntuc shopping.. haha cos we like to haf fruits during our game of mahjong n of cos not 4getting my bottle of POK*A green tea.. but but BUT!!! i dunno y dun haf!!! in e end hafta make do wif H&E... boohoo..
n i 输到惨惨。。。 haizz... where has all my luck gone.. but we haf damage control haha so nvm haha... but i learnt a new lesson today haha...
okie den after mahjong we rushed down to city hall cos we noe eli wld alwiz b v punctual n everytime she alwiz wait for us.. we feel bad lar.. but we were still late 720 den reached... reached le.. but we cant find eli!!! heh... we smsed her n she nv reply.. called her but cant get thru [we thot she barred incoming calls which she alwiz does according to yl.. i dunno lar nv call her b4] heh.. den we called ting hoping ting was wif her or wad...
heh but ting still shopping at orchard..
den me n yanling walked ard..
is eli angry wif us dat she went home?? she cant possibly haf forgotten cos she msned me last nite to bring a cd cos she wanna borrow..
but still mayb she forgotten so we called her hse.. but her dad she had been out since morning...
at dat time it was 740 le.. haiz.. as we were walking back to city hall we bumped into eli!!!!
wow!! her hp was cranky she cant sms us or call us.. neither can we get her...
[lesson learnt: we haf grown to b so reliant on hp dat we do not abide to meeting times anymore, thinking aiya reached le den sms lor.. but haizz dis kind of things do happen..]
finally eli is her n dear ting is still at somerset! oh wonderful.. by e time we made our way to marina i was oredi famished...
haha let u c our mouthwatering dinner!!!

we ordered 2 super big portobello mushroom burgers to share!! damn nice lar e mushrooms!! haha even e beef is v tender.. dun haf e usual bur*ger king weird beef smell haha... n look at my cutting skills! nice hor!! hahaha n e cutlery is plastic de hor mind u hahaha...
we ordered 2 sides.. criss cross fries n beefy chilli cheese fries...

v long name sia.. haha but i was qt disappointed wif dis lar.. cos its not exactly chilli taste like some indian curry food thou... heh nit v nice haf weird smell..

oh yar wad's nice abt dis place is dey haf free flow of drinks n u can make ur own iced lemon tea from adding ur own sugar syrup n lemons! haha... oh yar dey eben haf a serviettes dispenser so no worries abt being untidy n messy hahaha...
we spent qt some time dere.. n we had to go home soon le haizz cos ar we met early so e time spend qt short..
but eli suggested taking pics wif christmas trees hahah so here goes some of e pics..



we all like e nice deco on e ceiling can u all c very princess feel haha i told them i want sth similar on my bday joking of cos.. hahaha...

yeah b4 we part our ways.. cos i go esplanade take bus home mah so we took a pic wif esplanade as our backdrop... but my pic cant c esplanade clearly..
[ps: yanling send me urs when u c dis k. thanks =) ]
so dis is a 完美的一天。

the princess left at
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005


a venetian affair....

haha i actually forgot to post abt miss amanda's bday party!!
yeah last sun.. i attended a v posh bday party haha.. cos amanda's parents booked e entire Italian restaurant tucked at some ulu corner in Sixth Avenue..
Thou ulu, their meals r definitely not cheap...
n me n rena were supposed to b there early to help her out while she go home n change haha but in e end we din help much except to drink a few more glasses of iced water than others..
haizz but dunno y haha.. there seems to b a barrier btwn e meds n e non-med.. n rena was trying v hard to tell me to mind my words n tone haha..
[she said: you noe how u cld sound at times..
me said: how?
she said: u noe...
me said: i dunno...]
hahaha... i really dunno...
but anyway dunno y i wasnt in a v good mood on sun mayb cos i was still sick n was worried my dad wld call me n make me go home.. cos he said sth abt grounding me again cos i m still sick after sooo long.. [my nose is still blocked now btw]
den while he was sleeping i quickly changed n went out..
dun really like wad i was wearing too cos its jus not soo my style.. so dat made things worse.. n i felt so not confident haha...

dis is our table wif amanda right at e end of e table.. looking more n more like a tai tai.. gui fu wadeva... hahaha... no wonder she set such a theme cos only she looked good in it haha..
5 of us in frt from 7a e 3 girls behind were amanda's st nicks frens but we were all from hc! woohoo!! so i sorta know them too...

mr cs was trying to entertain us wif his lame-ness n i think e ultimate thing was he din noe i was doing econs ||| haiz.... n he was supposed to b my ah pa!

me n rena played wif e venetian masks haha.. v expensive leh these masks...
e food was great haha wif pasta n turkey n roast beef n mutton..
but but but but...
i need to mention their tiramisu is HEAVENLICIOUS!! my gawd... i can jus melt wif one mouthful...
of cos manda's bday cake is v nice too... haha.. a great party lar... v different from e others i haf attended soo far..

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when one good thing happens a bad thing is bound to happen...

haizzz... jus when i was feeling good abt my results... cos i din da bao.. need to empahsise dat itz not up to my stds jus dat it jus met my hopes haha cos i hoped not to da bao...
so i set off to orchard continuing my hunt for bday outfit n xmas presents...
n i mus commend myself cos today is a super productive day n i enjoyed my shopping a lot!! haha..
shopping alone can b sooo fun de!
i bot my dress le.. but haben set theme yet cos my dress not exactly formal de.. depends on wad accessories i m getting to go wif it.. right now haf 2 shoes in mind haben decide which to buy n e shoe will determine if it will b formal or wad.. necklace oso haben decide earring oso hahaha...
but haizz can nv become princess feel le.. boohoo...
n i went art friend.. bot stuff to make corsages.. woohoo [lemme count..] ok i did 8 of them le.. habben attach ribbons n strings yet but e flower is done.. sorlie lar my production line only got me, myself n I so ar.. when i finish making all e flowers den i attach e strings.. haha 42 more to go.. how wonderful.. still haf 10 days.. everyday make 5 still can..
n i jus designed my guestbook cover!! nice nice hahaha... waiting for it to dry now...
still got e insides of e guestbook not done yet.. cos i haben prepare e photos haha.. yeah once again i need to remind myself i only haf 10 days.. haizz..
den when i settled everything i was sooo happy wanna take bus home den i decided to make full use of my newly bot concession so i decided to hop on e 1st bus dat comes along which coincidentally goes to holland v n i got a lot of buses to go home from there...
den... i feel for my ezlink in my back pocket.. eh eh eh... nth leh... ok nvm look for it in my bag... oso dun haf!!!! omg!!! n i was at taka bus stop u c..
n having been out for like 4 hours.. walked from lido to far east to wisma to taka to paragon back to taka.. i seriously cant trace my route back.. not to mention e numerous fitting rooms i've been to.. i v upset leh!!
i jus bot my concession n as if its not bad enuf i oso topped up my ez link card just in case i take mrt..
now now now i need to go make a replacement.. so expensive xim tia..
dat's y i told gh i gonna quit shopping le.. which is a good thing den i wun c another dress n fancy n be so fickle minded n buy a lot of dresses which i wun wear oso.. ha..
ok on another note, yl jus told me my banner is done!! woohoo!! unlike yl's banner, dis time rd dey took an entire day to paint.. awww... love ya guys sooo much i think dey started real early n ended at evening.. cos yl was telling rena she'd b at her hall at 10am...
so now i m v happy to announce i haf a kiki lala banner!!! woohoo woohoo!!!

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Monday, December 19, 2005


phew phew phew....

after saying my prayers 10000 times to mummy... n tossing coin to decide if i shld chk today or wad...
I FINALLY CHECKED MY RESULTS!!!
phew phew phew.. thou i wasnt exactly pleased wif some of e results but on e whole as long as i nv da bao i v happy le!!
n i qualify for my chinese minor!! woohoo!!! i cant believe it! heng i nv SU it! my gawd!! guan hua if u r reading dis, we can proceed to take e nxt chinese module n work towards our chinese minor le!!! =)
ok dis is e best best best BEST bday present i got!! thankew sooo much mummy!!! i shldnt thank myself cos i m one big lazy bum i got my results thru sheer luck...
ok but i m disappointed wif my econometrics!! wth!!! i know how to do de lor!! wad went wrong again???? haiz.. k anyway wadeva.. i dun mind sacrificing a bit of my econometrics grade for more evenly distributed results...
but my 2nd upper dropped to 2nd lower le.. i m sooo sad... nvm i will work harder harder for e nxt sem n e sems to come!! woohoo!!!
lalalalalalalalalala...
seriously my grades r nth to b proud of.. but cos i set my stds so low dis time as long as i nv da bao i happy so i m easily satisfied...
知足的快乐其实才是拥有。
yippie yippie!!!
i hope my nxt bday wish comes true too! thou i told mummy if i can only choose 1 of e 2 i wld choose good grades..
ok at least now i dun feel guilty when my dad asked me to 好好把书念完，再跟爸爸说你要做什么，爸爸会支持你。haiz he told me dat last nite i almost cried cos i feel i m such a disappointment..
i rmb when i was v small i told my dad "爸爸，将来，我戴上方帽的时候，你要来学校参加我的毕业典礼，我们要一起拍很多很多照。"
my dad jus smiled v widely...
when i was in primary sch, my dad alwiz went to sch during oct n nov.. cos i alwiz do him proud.. i wld get top in class etc.. n my dad alwiz go sch n support his daughter... even if its for some dumb award like "best penmanship" which is actually best handwriting in class...
but daddy has not been to my schs for a v long time.. cos his daughter has been such disappointment e past few yrs...
okie okie i can go eat my lunch in peace den go out shop for xmas stuff enjoy my 2nd last wk of hols...
btw!! i wanna say v scary!! i can actually say NEXT WEEK is my bday party le.... my god my god!!!

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12:58 PM

Sunday, December 18, 2005


some thots running thru my head...

today was a bz day after nua-ing at home for one day yest cos i was grounded.. my dad said i whole day 往外跑 dat y sick until 不清不楚。。。 i sorta recovered today liao.. but my 鼻音 is still there.. haiz.. n i still cant sing.. haha...
dis morn i had to attend some business seminar for my dad.. at some hotel ballroom lar den supposed to reach at 830.. i was jolted awake by my sis screaming "oei 820 liao leh!! y u still here???"
shit my alarm clock [i need to empahsise BOTH failed again!] din go off again haiz.. so i only haf time to brush my teeth comb hair n fill water bottle n ran out le..
heng i could flag a cab n e seminar started late phew~~
on e way to e venue i was thinking shit.. v long nv go lect take down notes n stuff.. how m i supposed to take down notes for my dad for dis 5-hr seminar.. i m so dead..
n to make things worse.. i forgot bring my bread out.. so i went into e ballroom hungry n cold.. only haf my water bottle to 陪我。。
finally interval le!! got buffet haha so happy!!
i went out n joined e queue.. some other ppl oredi eating away.. hmmm given a choice i dun really wanna eat e stuff.. haha got muffins n sandwiches i think.. e sandwiches look ok..
but its not a question of what i wanna eat.. its a question of whether i get to eat anything in e first place...
there were 3 buffet tables wif e same dishes i presume cos its alwiz surrounded by ppl so i cant really c..
so i joined e queue at e last table..
den suddenly e queue dispersed cos ar no more food on e table..
[at dis pt i m qt pissed le.. cos its 12 noon i woke up for close to 4 hours n i haben eaten any carbo or protein or fats or wadeva]
so i joined e queue at e 2nd table.. [while glaring at some of e v full plates of some ugly singaporeans]
thou e muffins r qt small but dey r not exactly bite-size small oso lor.. i m appalled to c some aunties take like 5 or 6 muffins WITH 3 curry puffs WITH 4 or 5 sandwiches.. seriously ar u all got soooo hungry anot huh??? cant even leave 1 for me??? diaoz..
at dat pt in time i told myself if i made it to get food eventually i will make sure ppl behind me still haf food to take oso...
den all of a sudden 2nd queue dispersed too!! cos all 3 tables r empty now..
wth!
i stormed back into e ballroom hoping e seminar will end as soon as possible.. i drink a few more sips of my water... [need to ration water liao]
finally 130 le n it ended i happily walked to suntec cos i need to drop by accessorize to c if dey haf anything suitable for amanda but haizz a futile trip thou..
btw i was 气饱了 so i din go look for food immediately n partly cos i din c any finger food along e way..
den i took bus home home.. haizz
finally 在我家楼下，i bot my first meal of e day.. i takeaway 炒米粉 wif chicken wing n egg.. e auntie v nice.. she must haf known i m damn hungry or sth.. she went to fry a new chicken wing for me cos dere were some in e tray liao but she said it was left outside for qt some time not as hot n fresh as e one she gg to help me fry..
but ar at time like dis i'd rather e over-friendly auntie wld jus gif me wadvea food she haf lar dun need go thru so much trouble.. ok wadeva at least dis auntie din kapo all my muffins sandwiches n curry puffs..
by e time i sank my teeth into hot piping delicious bee hoom it was 330 le! woke up for more than 6 hours! oh great...
i watched e repeat of st*ar id*ol while eating n need to go out for 56 *2 concert liao..
yay 2nd concert in 8 days...
55*66 was qt different dis time ard.. however i feel dat dis is not e real them... dey seemed to b trying v hard to please e sg consumers.. haha mayb dey realise we r e only ones who will willingly fork out $$ to buy their albums [no matter how many versions] n their concert tix..
i based my arg on a few grounds haha.. [like gp essay sia]
1.dey started early! my god! i thot dey wun start until like 830.. well may*day started at 830 mah.. but dey started at 815.. my guess is dat: so dat ppl wun say dey 耍大牌 liao.. whole day make their fan-cy wait.. i will alwiz rmb e merlion park autograph session we waited like 1.5 hours under e hot scorching sun! grrr...

2. dey sang live.. haizz dey really shldnt haf given themselves away.. cos xiezhi was saying aiyo nv dance until so tired b4.. cos 他们身上背着很多机器 ：ear monitor, cordless microphone etc... den dey 一直勾到wire..
hmmm r dey trying to imply dat e prev few concerts din gif them enuf experience of handling all these gagdets on them??
ok lar but still mus gif them credit for singing live.. mayb cos dey really need to polish their "singing live" skills if not dey cant go china sing liao [ps: in case u all dunno china dun allow any form of 对嘴]

3.dey actually invited 4 fans to go onstage to sing wif them.. including holding their hand n sing 守候 tgt n shaowei eben hugged one of e female fanz..

4. dey keep flaunting their "undiscovered talents" which i dun even think its talent in e first place.. cos dey were flaunting their drum beating skills n some instrument stuff.. hmmm i dunno leh.. but if dey wanna show off dancing skills i dun mind la.. cos dey r talented in e area mah.. but hmmm... dunno...

haha do i sound cynical? i hate to say dis: thou dey sang live dis was one of e concert i din really enjoy myself.. mayb cos dey sang a lot of new album's songs n i dun really like their new album.. yar so i wld only become v high when dey sing familiar songs...
n they performed a lot of fast numbers, further tiring themselves only.. cos i wld rather b 感动。。 haha...
budden there a some parts i really like! like e wangzibianqingwa renactment! so cool! haha... was qt farnie..
n some of e video clips were funny..
but those video clips without 56 in it only broke e flow of e entire concert..

anyway on another note.. i still owe my hss-ers an ans cos dey asked me wad present i want but i seriously dunno oso haiz..
i still thinking haha... i seemed to b getting everything i wish for le.. left 2 more items on my wishlist le.. which r interlinked.. but even if i dun get them i wun die.. hmmm... it those kind of good-to-have but dun-haf-wun-kill kind... haha...
i only want one thing for both christmas n bday haha can i use up all my past 10 bday wishes to make dis one wish come true? [ps: i dun celebrate bdays de mah.. as in nobody at home rmb my bday or wish me happy bday de so no bday cake so no bday wishes n stuff lar..]
yar.. n nxt wk results releasing le.. shld b lar since dis wk no 动静 haiz.. i seriously dowan chk.. 2 more wks n my hols is coming to an end le!!! grrr... n sem after sem 过去 soon it will b time for me to go n work le.. i seriously dowanna go out n work.. bleah.. so afraid of my own future.. some of my frens were gg on internship liao..
u noe recently i haf been thinking abt me n dis fren.. dunno y leh but it seems like 我跟她之间的话题越来越少了，sometimes we may eben haf blocks of silence.. it is not awkward still lar.. at least i dun sense e awkward-ness yet so its a good thing.. but i dunno leh i think dis might persist leh.. cos our paths seemed to haf changed n there r lesser things we can tok abt.. we used to tok abt a lot of stuff.. but recently i like dunno wad is gg on.. hmm mayb to start off, our friendship was qt lop-sided.. haha..
~~我愿意付出任何代价换取一个时光机~

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1:15 AM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005


today's a nice day...

rena's back!!!! my god! when she called me haha i dun eben noe it was her cos her number is private number de.. n i din expect her to come back today my goodness!! no she din lose her way in israel.. haha... n we were discussing abt wad to gif amanda n amanda's super difficult bday theme :venetian affair [Italian kinda thingy]
me n xq went to shop at e newly opened marina square.. hmm not a lot of shops leh.. but i realise they do haf a lot of boutiques selling exotic prom dresses, those not e usual daniel yam n stuff... i tried on this v nice black dress.. but haizz for once e auntie actually said i do not haf big enough assets.. [upset =( ]haha... but anyway it was a really nice dress n e auntie told me its e only one in sg! of cos e price oso v nice lar.. but still within my budget..
den i tried on another white dress.. a bit translucent thou.. but i qt like oso.. thou xq think it looks like a nightie... haiz sianz...
enuf of tops n dresses we went to try shoes.. i tried all e boots in URS haha.. cos i wanted to wear boots for my bday de.. but ar v ex leh 100 odd even wif e 20% discount oso not v helpful.. anybody who noes of any place selling cheap n nice boots pls lemme noe thankew u! i tried on a pair of heels from URS i qt like haha think i m gg to get it.. wait till i haf money...
there was another pair of nice slip ons.. only 19.90 n 15% discount makes it 16.90 only.. but i decided not to buy liao cos i dowan waste money haha..
den while me n xq made our way to art friend cos i need to get some stuff for my guestbook... i bumped into gh n his gf haha.. we were standing in e middle of citylink lar.. blocking e traffic.. we had to move to e side.. n poor xq was approached by e over-friendly jewellery promoters..
speaking of citylink.. haha while waiting for xq at city hall dis pm, i was approached by another model company again?! i really dunno y but dis lady was asking if i m interested to star in a tv commercial cos dey looking for fresh faces.. nah...
ok anyway after art friend.. we walked over to suntec.. shopped around but din c anything dat i fancy.. n after our dinner at food court [yay low budget i m v broke..] i bumped into a few more hss ppl cos dey were having main comm meeting my goodness haha... got li chuan henry cherin n serene.. hmm henry still discussing wif yih yang if dey r coming for my bday cos dey will b at desaru on 30th boohoo...
n oh yesh all e hss ppl i bump into asked me wad i want haha.. i seriously dunno yet...
cos i dunno wad vien n gang getting for me.. wait till dey confirm ba den i can consolidate n noe wad u all can get for me..

the princess left at
10:40 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005


so long no blog

haizzz...
i think i m running a fever...
v hot.. e weather is killing me or i m killing myself...
sore throat worsened..
now coupled wif flu n cough wif phlegm.. yucks...
v pek chek leh...
my voice oso changed...
jus now while watching tv was trying to tok to my sis...
n i realised i no voice..
wth lor...
i v guai leh.. drink a lot of H2O lor.. hmph..
took a lot of panadol n panadol cold n pi pa gao...
i dowan c doctor...
i dun like c doctor haha... [well unless i need mc haha]
oh yar n i cant sing now!!! wth...
i can only croak... grrrr...

anyway yest went bugis wif yl continue on my hunt for bday outfit...
haizz...tried 2 dresses which i think i might buy if i still cant find anything suitable..
still haben found any dress or top which will really make me go "WOW!! i wanna wear" dat kind... sianzz...
n i went reds to cut hair yest oso.. now super short lar.. like back to 1/2 yr ago dat length..
bo bian cos doreen say my ends like dry grass.. if dun snip it away e ends will spiral upwards n affect all my hair!! *shocked!!* so i guai guai let her cut lor..
did a new treatment i nv do b4 yest too.. cheaper than e usual ones i do..
hmm effect not bad leh... haha. so smooth i like.. but i think cos she snip off my damaged ends oso..
anyway.. i gg to reds to style my hair n make up for my bday liao.. doreen giving me a super BIG discount! wow i was soooo gan dong.. haha.. haha she cant do foc lar..
but b4 my bday party i m looking 4ward to xmas party..
potluck at shu shu ah yi place.. wif cocktails n wines.. wow!! n nice food!! n sushi n ice cream log cake n honey glazed pork ribs.. n cheesy macaroni [i bringing hahaha hope my cheese n stuff is enuf] n fried chicken prepared by ah yi... [after dat intensive diet regime for my bday haha like real]
i hope i recover by then if not i cant savour e nice nice food...
i better recover by then cos one wk after e nice xmas dinner is my bday...
which means hol coming to an end.. boohoo..

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Saturday, December 10, 2005


喉咙很痛很痛。。

我要死了。。。。
昨天睡午觉醒来，就感觉喉咙很痛。以为喝个两杯水就会没事，毕竟每天早上都这样。。
可是，到了933的时候还是这样，所以就到vending买了佳佳凉茶。。
然后，在回家的时候又到附近的药材店买了“仙丹”-- 金嗓子。。
到家时，又冲了一杯“柠檬蜂蜜”。
今早起来，好像更糟了。。。完了。。完了。。
等一下要去五月天的演唱会的。。
不能跟他们一起飚歌了。。
hee.. 门票是送的，昨天已经跟joanne说了：可能我要早走。。免得搭不到车。。
好啦。。
我要去阿姨家了，要扫描一些东西，拜拜。。

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Friday, December 09, 2005


bored... all vien's fault...

i was trying to send vien pics of my prev 2 bags.. so dat she noe wad kind of bags to get for me..
but somehow my wireless died on me!
so here i m using my home pc e first time ever since it's changed.. ha..
den now i m sooo bored.. cos my home pc doesnt haf my favourite links n stuff.. so i cant do much surfing..
okie now i haf more or less confirmed 35 ppl.. ppl who r reading this.. pls reply me if u haf not done so!!! grr... even if u r NOT gg, pls haf e courtesy to tell me u r not gg..
oh n i realise a lot of ppl r reading my blog.. but nobody's tagging.. haizz.. vien complained my tag board is spoilt.. but i tested it worked leh..
n pp say she feel weird tagging..
wadeva it is...
now dat i haf sent most of my invitations out.. i would like to thank e following ppl for their help soo far:
1) rena wong: yeah e mei mei invitation card is done by her... some of e nice remarks dat i got are like "v nice!! so huimin!! so cute!! well done" and "wow!! v pretty!!" all along dat line de lar..

2)miss cz: for putting up e website for me! wow she spent some time looking for pics n uploading them!!

3) yanling: for coordinating 7a ppl.. haha n one of e main in charge on 30th itself i can foresee...

4) xq: for pei-ing me walk e whole of orchard road thinking of wad theme to set n wad clothes to get.. thou i still cldn't make up my mind ha..

as well as e 35 ppl who haf replied..
n also some of e ppl who's gg to help me out on e actual day..
n oso ppl who r in charge of getting my present n collecting $$

thankew sooo much! i shall leave e 2nd part of thankew post till 31st dec.. haha..

prolly nxt wk i will settle my catering stuff liao if not e wk after nxt is xmas.. prolly a lot of orders n e caterers heck care me how??!! haha...

lastly.. i wanna go dim sum buffet!! n steamboat!! anybody who wanna go pls sms me! bored!!!

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Wednesday, December 07, 2005


phooo....

can i haf some breathing space...
i seriously haf no idea wad i m bz wif...
boo...
v tired...
almost out everyday from morn till nite...
discussed lotsa bday plans wif frens etc... really thankful to frens who offered to help.. even those not v close to me in hss even msn me wow! v gan dong =)
then again i urged everyone who haf gotten my email to rsvp wif me.. dun think aiya nvm if ONLY I dun reply.. u r wrong man!
organising a bday is v tiring.. mayb not for others who haf everybody or family members to help wif e planning.. but for me.. really v tiring dat i hope i haf a clone.. im doing all dis so dat i will haf wonderful memories 10 20 yrs down e road.. ha it's my first bday party ever! my goodness.. prolly e last in e nxt 20 30 40 yrs...
yar back to e rsvp part.. so far i only got 2 replies cos dey cant make it n 1 more cos cant stayover.. wad abt e rest? do i assume u all r coming?? wth lor..
really hate dis kind of thing..
n i hate "c how" answers.. waddya mean "c how?" i cant tell my caterer "c how".. damn pissed la...
even for my frens who r helping me rope in as many ppl as possible to get me a good present.. i noe dey r in a difficult position wif responses like "c how".. how do u expect them to plan n decide wad to buy without an expected budget in mind??
luckily.. my 30th schedule is more or less fixed liao.. thanks to my v good 7a ppl..
but but but... my bday outfit is not settled yet cos i m a v fickle-minded person ha.. wanted to buy some bday deco today.. but but but.. i cldnt decide which to buy.. so might as well dun buy first lor...
i got a feeling 27 28 29 i wld b bz running ard e whole of sg... bah wadeva....

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Sunday, December 04, 2005


happy bday vien..

ha.. almost couldnt go malaysia cos my v protective daddy [at times only] was v afraid of my safety n was hoping i can not go.. but despite saying dat.. when i asked him for ringgit.. he nagged n shook his head while digging out his A LOT of other currencies.. haha...
so off i go to malaysia to celebrate miss dear vv's bday...
supposed to meet xq n hr at woodlands chkpt directly at 130 cos i haf direct bus from my hse n dey all oso.. n i seriously thot i wld not b late.. cos at 120 i was at sheng siong supermarket [for those ppl who know] den ar i realise e stoopid bus uncle took e wrong route.. n we came out from dis ulu-ated road n e main traffic refuse to gif way to our poor 170.. [at dat pt: oredi got mini jam] n so when xq called me at 135 i told her i v v v v near liao... which is true...
n at 145 she called me again my poor 170 only moved like 2m?? mayb i get down n walk faster... but v hot... so i finally reached at 210 ba? i not too sure.. n we sped to woodlands chkpt.. but as usual clearing sg customs was a breeze..
den e traumatic experience came..
for those who haf been to malaysia customs during peak hours wld experience e whole crowd of ppl jus standing ard wif no distinct queues for us to join.. but luckily for me i filled in e arrival card at home le.. but xq n hr dun haf.. it was v v v v v difficult to "excuse me" to e front cos ppl might think u r cutting queue.. ok wadeva n so xq failed on 2 attempts.. i told them to wait till we r nearer e counter den take ba..
so we stood ard in e crowd not noeing which queue r we in still..
dis whole process lasted abt 1 hr.. n its damn hot n humid.. cos somehow there is no air-con thou hr insisted there is aircon beyond a certain pt.. but me n xq begged to differ.. hmm mayb cos hr taller so air fresher up there.. but wadeva..
n hr decided to try making her way to e front to get e arrival card.. n hr did not disappoint us! wow!
i shant tok abt e rude experiences dat we encountered in e remaining 45 min b4 we finally cleared e customs n made our way to kota raya where sikyin will pick us..
n by e time we reached kota raya it was 430pm..oh great!
we went sy hse first cos we wanna settle vien's present.. we prepared a special present for her other than her super expensive external hard disk..
we thot of 21 impt items or items wif symbolic meaning n put it in a box n gif it to her.. ha.. some of e items haf hilarious story behind it.. haha..


n blur me.. actually forgot to put in 2 v impt items n we haf to brainstorm for more items thinking we dun not haf enuf stuff.. haizz.. i realised it at e end of e whole bday party...
i drew vi vien's v special guestbook.. which is actually a board..


okie i wanna say dat vv v mafan she still hiam my v nice board.. say i nv write guestbook.. how ppl noe.. [i need to defend myself.. i think writing those 2 words will spoil e aesthetic outlook of my board] but we hung on her gate so ppl who r leaving will c n sign.. ha..
e food was qt nice.. jus dat ppl who dun take spicy food will die.. haha...
den was e cutting cake thingy.. vien's cake is 3kg thou more than half is not finished haha.. n its a 3d gift box thingy..

there r 2 layers... made of 2 different cakes: marble cake and banana cake.. hmm e icing on e cake was v v v v v sweet... this is a pic of e unfinished cake..

not forgetting vien's v friendly dad who keep offering to make us cocktails or even bringing a bottle of red wine to our table n almost gg to open but we stopped him in time.. haha in e end each of us got a cup of gin n tonic instead... n its v nice! haha.. shit i think i becoming alcoholic or sth.. or n a small girl girl was dragged out of e scene of crime cos she was drunk haha... dis goes to show how popular yeo papa's cocktails r...

n oso dere was dis v cute girl.. who kept wanting to take photos wif us.. haha n she had 2 poses.. haha.. v cute thou after a while it became a chore cos she wanted to be in EVERY single photo we take n vien had a hard time distracting her..

haha k lar.. i v tired le.. a long day ahead tml again.. phew~.. nitezz

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Saturday, December 03, 2005


我不是一个好人。。一个好女儿。。

虽然我尽力讨好每个人，但有时候我做不到。
i was tokking to my dad jus now cos need to seek permission for gg vien's bday.. hmm i haf nv stay over at frens' place.. partly cos my dad dun really like e idea.. n partly cos i v ma fan de.. haha my close frens will noe how 挑剔 i can b to e kind of hairdresser i use, shampoo n conditioner.. dat's y ar.. eben gg swimming i dun really like.. not dat i dunno how to swim.. [thou i still like to go sun tan] yar.. but cos i need to prepare loads of toiletries..
b4 u all say i v tai tai.. princess.. 大小姐.. wadeva.. but i seriously dun c anything wrong.. cos i was not blessed wif good skin n good hair [althou i used to.. in pri sch.. my hair was super nice n straight n i dunno wad happened to my hormones overnight]
n soo all e more i must 保养 la.. n i believe in choosing good n suitable products.. i oso experimented for qt some time.. n its not as thou i haf been wasting money.. cos ppl who haf known me for v long wld haf seen e improvement..
for facial products i only believe in doctor's prescription..
n luckily for hair i found a suitable up to now.. i will try n experiment wif more of cos..
oops sidetrack liao.. yar i was tokking abt my conversation wif my dad..haha i feel v 惭愧 cos i dun usually engage in a v long conv wif my dad unless i need to ask him for permission or v imptly for money ha..
if not when he comes home after work i will jus ignore him or acknowledge him by calling him n back to my tv or comp..even when we haf dinner we dun tok.. cos my dad v strict de.. he dun like us to tok during dinner.. yar den i m alwiz e first to finish eating.. so i will leave dining area first..
as we grow older.. i feel dat we become more n more selfish.. i dunno if u sensed it.. but i feel it myself.. ppl start to become busier.. n i hear ppl saying dey want to leave a particular day for themselves only.. some personal time.. for e past wk.. my schedule is alternating.. meaning i m free n at home on alternate days.. n on those alternate days i jus slack at home.. n i really dun feel like gg out.. jus me myself.. watching vcds.. reading books wadeva.. i m v happy..
but i was reading a fren's blog.. can say she is my 战友 ba haha... since 2003.. for a period of time we jus dedicated all our wkns with one sms/call.. n i alwiz tot i haf given up everything.. 看破红尘 but i was wrong.. cos i got a call from auntie nix regarding 如果 爱 星光大道 meaning i will get to c 金城武 up close. but i din agree to help bcos of dat.. n thou i rmb im gg out wif xq to shop for my bday.. i still agreed to help.. n now placing myself n xq in agony cos we haf to change our shopping plans.. i oso dunno how to plan cos its really dumb to go to orchard then rush down to vict theatre den back to orchard huh.. haiz..
y m i sooo foolish??
at first i dun really mind de.. but somehow when chris was tokking to cz.. n din really tok to me while auntie nix was briefing me.. den all of a sudden we r leaving.. den chris said "eh你真的会来帮忙？”den i jus smiled n yar.. den she said "谢谢你leh" hmmm somehow dat sound fake.. hmm not saying chris is fake la.. but dunno leh.. den i was thinking i do dis kind of stuff for wad.. but yet i dowan to 过河拆桥 haizzz..
but i think my 战友 more 无奈 than me ba..
hmmm u noe ar recently i haf been thinking of e advantages of being single leh.. cos looking at some of my frens ard me who might b having relationship problems.. it may b better off being single.. like me! wahaha.. first of all.. my time is flexible.. u c i m alwiz e 配合-ing ppl.. n if i wanna stay home i can stay home! i wanna do wad i do lor..
yeah thou may feel lonely at times.. or hoping for someone to go sit cable car.. oops now dun haf like go sit chair lift wif me.. or go rot or stroll ard wif me.. but ar.. dat is really at times only.. n i think xq is right.. mayb shld gif ppl chance.. hmm.. so yar... i still trying la huh..
wait till i shuang ba..
lalala~~ i think all my wkns r packed liao.. except nxt sat.. so any takers? haha sound v bhb hor.. but i dun really care!
i m me!

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Friday, December 02, 2005


ha.. i din vanish from e surface of e earth...

ha jus realise i haf not been blogging..
hmmm cos nth interesting has happened leh.. qt a bz week.. thou i dunno wad i was bz wif.. finished 2 harry potters.. 2 chinese books... 4 variety shows dat i found while i was packing my cupboard.. think henry burnt for me de last exams haha but i dunno y i nv watch oso..
n i waiting for my lang man man wu aka full house [korean drama] to finish dl-ing.. only watched episode 1.. ha qt farnie..
den i did sth sooo happy dis morn! i ordered my cake le! my heart skipped a beat when i called up e super attitude shop n told dem i need a cake on 30 dec.. den she was asking choco cake? den i err ya i want e special 21 bday design! den she oh.. i not sure if we take special orders for eve of new yr's eve. i go chk.. den i was like heh.. if dun haf den i will jus take e normal ugly choco cake.. but of cos i din voice it out first..
[in e backgrd] i heard another tel ringing n she went to pick up n told e person she bz attending to another customer.. haha which is ME!
den she came back n said.. yupz can a special key-shaped bday cake for me!
den she asked me for e wordings: happy 21st bday to...
den i ans: Hui Min H-U-I-M-I-N
den she repeated..
den i : correct!
she: and u r...
me: Hui Min haha
she: haha dat's good! u will noe wad u want best!
she prolly sensed my uneasiness hahhaa...
i thot i wld get Queue no. 1 but i was wrong i got 7! haha so dere r 6 more kiasu souls infrt of me.. but i doubt so i shld b e most kiasu one cos i called like 3 times hahaha.. finally placed my order! cos e prev 2 times were too early..
at dat time i was thinking heng i nv order for 31 dec if not dunno haf anot.. ha..
really looking forward to my bday cake! ages since i haf a bday cake.. n after dis one i dunno when will b e nxt time i will haf my dream cake!
k lar gtg le! =) bye!

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