turn on ur speakers!!!
dis song is on repeat on my media player... damn nice!!枫
乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉积已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖随我到秋天
极光掠过天边
被风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行泪遮住我的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
在山腰剪开一夜风雨
随着北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
谁把窗外枫叶已经沉迷
alwiz thot autumn is a v nice season.. v cooling weather yet not biting cold like in winter... n can c pretty red maple leaves haizz... i wanna go abroad!! boohoo.. when can i pick my v first maple leaf?
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stressed? maybe...
it was abt my whole family being murdered by someone v close to us... n i think i was unconscious.. when i woke up.. e murderer eh no shld b murderess walked towards me.. i was soooo afraid.. i kept screaming but i had no voice.. wah damn chum.. n i dunno y i had no energy to move away.. she had a knife.. i was trying v hard to dodge her strokes.. den i think my uncle regained consciousness.. i not sure if it were my uncle but jus some guy.. dat guy knocked her down wif a chair.. i quickly reached out for my hp.. but dat murderess pulled my hair.. i screamed again but again no voice..
but i managed to dial 999..
[at dis time i m happy dat dis few nites i switched off my hp abt 1 or 2 hrs i reached home, if not i might haf really dialled 999 in my dreams..]
n i dunno wad happened.. we moved to living room.. n at dat pt i suddenly rmb i was still holding my hp..
"hello, police!"
n e police gave a funny response..
"we r not police.. we r e in-charge.. all of us are here. we haf been listening how can we help u?"
den i told them there's a murderer n our lives r in danger...
i din say my address or wad n within like 5 min e police was here..
hmmm i cant rmb wad happened after dat...
but i only know when i woke up i was still in a daze.. v affected by e nightmare... up till now.. haizz...
all of a sudden i felt v alone..
hmmm thou one may haf many frens or even acquaintances.. but in my case i only turn to those few close frens when i m sad or wad..
but i will usu not disclose too much to a particular one.. n especially if fren A is close to e ppl involved in the issue..
i haf a v strange habit.. when i tell a person sth too personal abt myself, i might avoid e person for a while or be v cold towards e person..
mayb perhaps i dun like ppl to understand me too well... haizzz i m jus v protective over myself...
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5:30 PM
nv go out wif somebody who jus recovered from a sickness...
today went mediacorp den auntie nix briefed us for SHA woohoo!! i will b stationed at 星光大道 haha.. she was shocked den our exams not over yet.. yar i noe whole world's exams over liao... sec sch.. poly.. but not uni lar..
aiya but sian cos dis yr turn out not soooo good leh.. haha oh but hong junyang will b there!!! hahaha.. yay!! hahaha... eh... den like nobody else who's v wah dat kind liao! if only jay will b here... haizz...
even if he were there i can only c him n mayb shake his hand *dreamz* cos cannot act 小歌迷 if not i dun need 混了..
den after mediacorp me n mozzie baby who jus recovered from her mild dengue n serious drug allergy went holland v to study..
dat mozzie baby 10 000 yrs nv eat so cannot blame.. i pei her eat all that junk until i almost died... u noe ar we ate at abt 4plus? n now is like 11 plus n i m still v full??!! grrr... n jus now my stomach churned soo loudly machiam some lao pok machine at work.. poor stomach...
our first station was e laksa stall at holland v.. eh.. i took a light lunch ar cos she warned me b4hand dat we shall go eat laksa in e late pm mah.. but who knows jus when i was abt to go out.. my sis came back!! n she bot curry puff for me!! n when i told her i gg out.. she looked disappointed! n so being e nice n like-to-please-everybody me.. i finished e curry puff.. at dat time i was still feeling ok... haizz.. not after e laksa thou...
den we wanted to go coffee club express.. cos mozzie baby is not easily satisfied wif e laksa of cos.. she craving for muddy mud pie! haizz.. n i was soooo full i dowan anything milky.. [ps: in case u dunno dis peculiar habit of mine.. if i m v full i dun like anything wif milk eg tea unless teh-o, papaya milk, coffee unless kopi-o, horlicks, milo... etc...] yar so all e ice-blended r out.. n i ordered rose tea!! those one pot kind! [reminded me of e times in tw when i wld go ah yi's fren's cafe at 新光三越 to drink fruit tea n rose tea.. n rose tea taste 1000 times better than bandung! they r not e same can??
but jus when i took out my 文化大革命notes to read e waitress came n told us politely dat no studying allowed! wad e hell??!! i placed order le leh... den now how?? n 1 pot of rose tea means i cant drink fast fast cos i wld definitely want her to add more water ar..
ok so i stared into space... tried sleeping etc.. finally on to my 2nd pot.. den cz ordered muddy mud pie.. my stomach is really bursting.. but look at mozzie baby happy face to c muddy mud pie..
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c!!! mozzi baby anxious face!!! she wanna finish e whole muddy mud pie herself... 
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yay all ready to attack! n my face looks big!! grrrr....
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10 min later... e remains of e muddy mud pie... notice dat only got one fork n i think its mine! miss mozzibaby r u still licking ur fork??? haizz...
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How You Live Your Life 
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
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Your Japanese Name Is... 
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irritating~~~
my dad is flying again!!! n once again its during my exam period!!
i was trying to recount to my sis how suay i m lor!! last exam in may was lydat too cos i rmb i told him i gg taiwan den he decided to go in end april so dat he wun clash wif my tw trip grrrr...
den last yr nov oso he was not ard!!!!
last may too i think!!! ok i m so sad... eh not dat i dun like e idea of him alwiz flying.. but jus dat he alwiz pick my exam dates.. he din do it on purpose lar.. cos he never noe when is my exams anyway..
n my sis v bad.. she was so happy my dad flying off during her bday period!! so she is happily planning where she gg to havoc liao..
frens who haf no where to study can come my place cos v likely i need to stay home n be a watchdog.. haizz..
which means i need to start planning wad to cook for myself in e 11 days my dad is not ard..
yay! can go shop at supermarket liao! i alwiz like to try new recipes when my dad is not in.. cos e kitchen is MINE!! muahaha...
so frens who wanna cook can come my hse oso haha if u dun mind washing e dishes.. cos i dun like! haha...
but i v gek!! y din i get my driving license???????? haizzz evri time he flies i will lament abt how e car is parked downstairs n i cant drive.. n right now it's even worse.. cos i haf nv felt driving a car so near to me yet so far.. cos technically i learnt how to drive liao ar.. not like previously.. haizzz....
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jus thot of blogging...
but i haf dis list of blogs i will alwiz check evriday n on certain days when i m bored i chk several times a day haha..
i even chk my blog even if i nv blog.. cos i like to read e tags or messages frens leave me on my 2 tag boards..
but recently, i realised like nobody leaves msg on my tag board.. haizz..
cos my life is boring ba.. nth to comment on hahaha..
or mayb not really a lot of ppl chk my blog.. i seemed to haf a circle of bz frens.. no time to chk my blog n go out wif me haha..
dat day was reading xiaxue's blog.. she was like all alone at home den she mentioned at times lydat she really hope she had a bf or sth den she can hope over to his hse *censor some stuff* ha..
i guess most of my single frens would haf e same sentiments as her n me ba.. especially if u noe those movie block busters coming out like harry potter lord of rings.. den when i wanna find ppl to pei me watch dey will say like orh watching wif bf n stuff lar.. haizz.. so i oso dunno who can i look for to watch..
thou i like to nua.. i nua only during semesttral period when there is endless assignments to complete.. n like now when there is endless readings to complete b4 exams haizz..
dat is partly e reason why i like to fill my holiday schedule wif endless stuff.. i rather b bz.. wif only a few days of breathing space.. 我已经渐渐习惯 忙碌把生活填满 和自己分享晚餐
试着活得更理所当然 我已经渐渐习惯 对感情顺其自然
ok dis is rather hard to express in words.. but i try k.. its like u r alwiz bz.. den all of a sudden u dunno wad u gg to do tml or e day after next.. den v chum.. evri morn dunno wake up do wad...
n its during exam period dat ppl think of gg overseas.. i wanna go oso!! but i dunno who to go wif n where to go..
my fren asked me to pei her go taiwan.. but i dowan liao lar.. i wanna go thailand bangkok or even cruise.. japan or korea oso can but not dis period.. nth to shop oso.. china oso can.. eh aust oso can.. but dat's nxt yr ba.. haha vien i din 4get!
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happy bday to daddy!!
u noe dis few days i was thinking of having a big major celebration for my dad 60th bday but ar i m appalled to realise that it wil b in 6 yrs time.. which means i shld b working for abt 4 yr liao then..
but i dun feel confident of giving him a comfy life then ha.. shit!
k anywayzz i jus wanna tell my daddy thou he wun b able to read it anyway.. yar dat i wanna thank him for taking care of me.. yar i m 白白胖胖 你没有对不起 mummy.. haizz mummy can u c dat i m too 胖 oredi?? haiyo...
n i alwiz wonder wad kind of person wld i b if mummy was still ard? more spoilt? budden again i dun rmb having much interaction wif mummy oso cos 记忆中，mummy 比较疼姐姐。。but one thing i m v sure wld b dat i wld still b v terrified of daddy haha...
爸爸：
虽然你把我们照顾得很好，但是有些事情不是说接受就能接受的。表面上是做到了。但是，忍耐加视若无睹到某个阶段是不是我该换个方式生活才能减少一些不必要的摩擦。我希望到时候，你能尊重我的决定。你可能无法体会mummy在我们心目中的地位，不是说取代就能取代的。
永远一样爱你的女儿
那天看到刘德华的一段访问，他提到：人的一生会有一个最爱，其他的就只是替身。好像蛮残的，不过现阶段你问我，我想他说得好像蛮有道理。因为目前我对爱情处于失明、失聪状态。。。
我害怕付出，害怕承诺。。。
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easier said than done...
e place where i spent my first 11 years..
a lot has changed...
i took e shortcut
me n my cousins discovered
when we were out exploring the neighbourhood
[one of our fav activities]..
as i walked in..
i was reminded of e times my mummy will drive me n my sis out
to e little "neighbourhood stalls"
many of which r no longer there..
one of e v few remaining ones was
"lana cake shop"
i rmbed e wooden planks or rusty drain covers
that was used as bridges to cross e drain..
[i think those drains look gigantic to a little girl like me back then]
as i walked across today
i rmbed how my mum used to coax me to cross
cos i was afraid i wld fall into e drain..
[fine luff at me for all i care]
after collecting yanling's cake,
[i din buy any for myself btw
cos dis fri is my dad's bday
so we getting..]
i walked to my old house
since there was another shortcut
to my house from e cake shop..
i passed by e park
where i exercised evri evening during those 11 years
where i first learnt cycling..
where my sis learnt how to climb trees wif my dad...
if only i din haf to rush home to refrigerate e cake
i wanna try e swing again
i wanna play e slide again
i wanna build sandcastle again...
but all these prolly wld not b e same anymore
since u r no longer wif us..
mayb after exams
i will go back to e neighbourhood i grew up in..
sit on e swing i used to sit on..
strolling ard e park i used to walk/cycle in..
anyway today den i realised e lana cake shop boss was our neighbour..
she stayed across our house..
cos my sis was asking if my dad noe violet kwan
e lady boss of lana cake
den i was like "siao y wld papa noe dat woman?"
den my sis said i young n dumb
din eben noe who our neighbours were..
my dad said yar he noe..
but nv kept in contact ever since we moved hse
yar.. expected mah..一秒的安慰 是我想你的滋味
微甜的滋味 让我能去面对
欠你的安慰 尽管你从不曾说累
你寂寞的眼 我发现 对你总不够体贴
一秒的安慰 是那思念的滋味
微甜的滋味 给你力气面对
温柔的安慰 让它流入你的心扉
给我机会 去体会 生命里有你多美
想听见 你说的任何字眼 会温暖 这颗心忘了疲倦
再多的考验 不过是训练 训练更多的了解
明知道没有结果
却越陷越深
如果生病能唤起你对我的关心
我希望能永远感觉到这份关心
你真的变了
以前总觉得和你说话很痛苦
因为都会有所保留
现在，
我却能没有压力的说出心中的感觉。。
一直都在等待
而等待是一种煎熬
等待的最终
如果还是没有答案
是不是放手
会更快乐
还是
那是另一段折磨
我希望
自己有一天
能够坚决的放手
不再留恋
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aiyo.. dere is sth wrong wif e jay's 夜曲 lyrics
n e song damn nice!! cos its written by jay~~~ k e shld-b-correct lyrics:最终正确版
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`夜曲
作词：方文山 作曲：周杰伦
Ａ－
一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引
我面无表情看孤独的风景
失去你 爱开始分明
失去你 还有什麼事好关心
那鸽子不再象徵和平
我终於被提醒 捆著手我现在是奴隶
我用漂亮的押韵形容被掠夺一空的爱情
啊
应该是这里 夜色不乾净
还给你整夜的回忆 占满天的星
送你的白色玫瑰 在纯黑的花季凋零
午夜在树枝上诡异的很安静
倾听 我黑色的大衣 像我的你
衣栉比鳞的鬼 走过的走过的生命
啊四周弥漫雾气
啊我在空旷的墓地
老去後还爱你
－副歌－
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲钢琴
我给的思念太小心
你埋葬的地方就有你
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应
还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印
－杰伦ＯＳ
jay说
夜曲这首歌歌词由方文山所写 曲子当然是我自己写啦
顾名思义 听到里面的音乐呢 会有点点古典钢琴的感觉
然後厄...裏里面的内容呢 就是在描述一个很凄美的这个爱情故事
但是又不会太洒狗血 大家聼聼看就知道了
-－
那些断翅的蜻蜓 散落在这森林
而我的眼睛 没有丝毫同情
失去你 泪水混浊无情
失去你 我连笑容都有阴影
我站在满心期待的屋顶
嘲笑我的伤心
像一口没有水的枯井
我用尽我的自信
要我後悔莫急等待爱情
重复 副歌
最後重复 A
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rotting day~~~ but happy...
woke up early in e morn at 5am thou gh driving me to sch.. aiyo stoopid lor.. if only i can wake up at 5 for e past few weeks i wld not need to borrow lect notes n copy like siao now hahaha...
k den finally settled IO assignment.. haizzz n i seriously haf no idea how i m gg to prepare for my IO paper leh.. boohoo boohoo..
ok wait till i settle my dumbo 204a assignment!! grrr went to access lab after lect cos i needed to print some more eviews! but i m dumb or sth lar.. cos i dunno how to do e dummy variable question haizzz...
was supposed to reach nus at 12 noon n join xq n hr for lunch haizz but cos i was too carried away wif my econometrics in e end i left ntu at abt 1130 den ar reached nus sc canteen at 1230 haizz den i cant hai them cos dey haf test tml.. n i damn sian c e canteen queues so long [btw, xq n hr finished eating le] so i jus bot a choco cookie n set off for central lib..
i got some econs readings to photocopy mah.. [y not photocopy at ntu?] cos ntu books loaned out le.. haizz..
[shall spare u all details on the boring photocopying process]
but i wanna mention e librarian gave me 2 wrong books on 2 different occasions! grrr... if only i can walk into e rbr section n find myself..
den after i finished photocopying, i went upstairs find xq haha.. haizz but she need to rush off for her malay tut after a while..after she left i took a short nap of 20min.. bearing in mind wad happened to rena while she was sleeping in lee wee nam lib, i clutched my hp n my ipod in each hand while i slept haha..
[i din drool on my notes =)]
n yanling was on her way down to find me liao sooo nice of her to travel down from ntu huh hahaha..
den we tok tok tok.. aiyo or dunno nua or wad but i rmbed she only did 1 tut qn den she qt pissed haha den we went holland v..
had late lunch or early dinner at dis hawker centre.. n within a time span of 30min i saw 石欣卉 walked past in super high stilettos n she looked super unnatural haizz.. think she need more training.. den i saw 莫小令 in a cab.. she was giving e cab driver some directions cos she was gesturing wildly haha.. n lastly i saw vernetta lopez haha.. so many ppl hor..
oh n 2 police patrol cars passed by 4 times.. hmm is holland v dat unsafe??
after dat i went to dis party needs shop i alwiz wanted to go [i used to frequent e shop when i was v much younger abt 10 yrs ago] but cos it closes at 7 ar so everytime i reached le it closed liao.. heng today got time to shop ard!! found a lot of potential stuff i can get for my bday party!!
i was too carried away wif many princessy stuff!! like super big balloons!! tiaras! wands!!! nice deco!! confetti!! my goodness!! told yanling we must go back again after exams!! den i can start 采购-ing for my party!! bwahahaha.. so 兴奋！
den we went to essential brew for tea!!
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v nice place wif nice ambience!! oh yar!! n qt shuai leh e waiter hahaa qt charismatic! albeit a bit short.. but nvm hahaha.. yar den i saw he took a packet of cigarettes n walked out i sian diao.. n immediately he got negative ratings!! haizz... oh yar!! nxt time mus try their fish n chips!! damn xiang leh!! too bad i too full to try anything haizz..
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11:17 PM
hahaa of cos we will take idiot pics like this la!!
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advertising space~~
!! haha... feel free to leave comments on his blog too k?
chris happy? =) haiyo haha.. n congrats for attaining your goal!! woohoo~~ president of smu bondue (sth like sch of business club equivalent for those of u who dunno...)
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10:50 PM
a JAY die-hard fan~~~
tml 17/10/05 his new song will b aired for e first time on a lot of top radio stations in ASIA!!!!
hope it will not b a disappointment like stefanie's haizzz...
share wif u all some of e lyrics!!
eh i heard one of e duet he sang wif nan quan ma ma's lara not v nice.. i think cos wu ding was a classic.. haha...
1.洪荒世界(百事可乐)
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦
日古长夜 喜怒交接 我终於懂得流眼泪
洪荒世界 百分之七十都是水 湛蓝的旷野
一列 超高速的地铁 一路 训练我的听觉
消灭 那些 太琐碎 太另类 让问题尖锐
一双 狂奔中的球鞋 一路 强壮著我的肺
面对 这些 太威胁 太强烈 从来不喊累
通过 尼洛岸边的河水 痛诉 暴力的赞美
2.夜曲
词：曾郁婷 曲：周杰伦
--wrong!!!!!--- but qt nice oso haha..
我 醒了 暗的 房间暗的
他们说爱是仅有唯一 灿烂颜色 我为什麼都不觉得
会冷 因为曾炽热 遗失的往往多过拥有的
指纹 留著 任它留著
我牢牢记得 但不代表应该忘的 必须苦苦拎著
会冷 还有自己体温 不需要另一个人包裹著
那个寂寞下午 只有风 扰攘著树叶 在低回
窗外金色的阳光 洒落一地
我眯著眼 彷佛看见
从前的你 在对我微笑
从相遇 思念 到别离
到再也看不见你 听不见你
今天显然是 最心酸的一天
我低低向风里 诉说著你的名字
但我好像忘了 要怎麼流泪
3.珊瑚海
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦 唱：周杰伦&LARA
男:转身离开 认真说不出来
女: 你有话说不出来
男:海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
女:海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
男:我们的爱 争议一直存在
女: 我们的爱一直存在 回不来
男:永久真爱 竟累积成伤害
女: 等待经历几次伤害
男:转身离开 认真说不出来
女: 你有话说不出来
男:蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
女:蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
男:当初彼此 不够成熟坦白
女:你有我的 不够成熟坦白 不应该
男:热情不改 笑容隐藏不来
女: 见爱笑容勉强不来
爱深埋珊瑚海
4.四面楚歌
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦
5.飘移
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦 编曲：周杰伦 和声：南拳妈妈
找支笔 写下日记 记录勇气 我可以对著墙壁 让拳头叛逆
呼吸 天窗玻璃 打开我的身体 这里 引擎声就像是一种乐器
所以 风呼啸而过刺激
所以 我在转弯飘移
加足了马力 飙到底 看仔细
零到一百公里 谁敢与我为敌
我用第一人称 在飘移青春
输跟赢的分寸 计算的很精准
我踏上风火轮 在飘移青春
故事中的我们 在演自己的一生
胜败的对比 是残酷的可以 运气 从来就不在我这里
实力没有办法模拟 飘移 人车一体 飘移
笑看後视镜的自己
点火 继续 事关 荣誉
我除了 第一 其他没有 兴趣
得飘 得飘 得咿的飘
我安静的喝饮料 轻松的笑
我用第一人称 在飘移青春
输跟赢的分寸 计算的很精准
我踏上风火轮 在飘移青春
故事中的我们 在演自己的一生
得飘 得飘 得咿的飘 得飘 得飘 得咿的飘
我绕过山腰 雨声悄悄 我绕过山腰 雨声悄悄
得飘 得飘 得咿的飘 得飘 得飘 得咿的飘
再开进隧道 风声潇潇 再开进隧道 风声潇潇
6.码头
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦
经过 战後的港口 浪花低声嘶吼
水手们的脸上全都是落寞
诉说 最後的内容 孩子们的记忆中
只剩无助的生活
太阳穿过细缝 照亮整片码头
那景象残破 被狠狠的一次透露
风在吹送 蒲公英飘向天空
记得什麼时候 几月开始过冬
照片里头 好久不见的笑容
雨过後的彩虹 能够维持多久
文字穿过伤口 将感情慢慢回收
这些话太多 抽象的爱谁看得懂
7.突破
词：刘耕宏 曲：周杰伦
力气 已经浪费 疲惫 心里出现
找个 逃避偏僻的世界
我在梦里 毁灭 找到一个 随缘
替代 现实剧烈 重重惊险考验
让我遇见 纾解 压力的锁链
矛盾为难的直觉 是否会很肯定的浮现
爱 在几千年以前 已经跨越 所谓的极限
我勇敢走向前 穿越地和天
只求一个机会 看见 决裂破灭
现今 已经 够永远
突破 纪录的界线 突破 世间喜和悲
就算有 多倦累 我也会 努力 加倍
挂墙上 怀念 守候了 春枝的叶片
渴望著 一辈子 完美(大晴天)
难免 不可能 完完全全
8.曝光(狗仔队)
词：周杰伦 曲：周杰伦
9.子弹时间
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦
10.一路向北
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦 编曲：蔡科俊
後视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别
你转身向背 侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面徘徊 是我错失的机会
你站的方位 跟我中间隔著泪
街景一直在後退 你的崩溃在车外零碎
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
方向盘周围 回转著我的後悔
我加速超越 却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
停止狼狈 就让错纯粹
11.幸福的D弦
词：宋建彰 曲：周杰伦
我常拨弄著琴弦 独自漫步海滩上
琴声那样忧弹奏著无尽惆怅
今天我抱起了吉它 琴声却是这样明朗
每一只自由的白鸥 追逐著海波浪
每一只自由的白鸥 追逐著海波浪
虽然姑娘不在身旁 琴声却是这样明朗
因为她那发针 插在D弦上
啊我幸福的琴弦 奏起幸福的交响
她那粉红的发针 曾经插在鬓发上
我常拨弄著琴弦 独自漫步海滩上
琴声那样忧醪 弹奏著无尽惆怅
今天我抱起了吉它 琴声却是这样明朗
每一只自由的白鸥 追逐著海浪
每一只自由的白鸥 追逐著海波浪
12.东方武林
词：方文山 曲：周杰伦
the princess left at
9:48 PM
did i do e right thing?
all e good times n
all e bad times..
i fully understand ur situation
cos i was once in charge of getting help oso
it was not easy
but somehow i feel as thou
i was too "readily available"
to e extent i haf to reschedule my stuff to fit theirs..
sometimes i dun eben know
how to say "NO"
e feeling of being left wif no choice
accentuates
i begin to question myself
y must i alwiz gif in?
u haf a source of motivation
i dun..
i m doing it cos
yar dey were once v nice to us..
well i used "once"
cos i dun really c them nowadays
n dun tok to them...
but u noe this feeling of
"indebted-ness"
is v binding
that's y whenever i think of it
i will gif in
n say ok
i will turn up..
im sorry
i dunno y e apology
but i feel bad really..
but i dun feel i was being irresponsible
cos i told u last nite i dowanna go
i haf to be selfish
my future is at stake [a bit exagerrating, but exams round e corner]
ah yi's stuff has oredi taken a toll on me lor
i haf myself to ans to..
i gave up our common dream long ago..
i need to be realistic..
梦想的距离越来越远
现实的残酷必须面对。
the princess left at
1:38 PM
sometimes... that's wad friends are for...
it takes nothing more than
2 words...
CHEER UP!
over e 8 yrs i noe vien ar..
i think she said dis to me countless times haha..
last nite again..
thanks vien!
sometimes
i jus needed to let it out
n yes..
xq..
tokking to a fren does help!
[thanks to cz too! =)]
haha after i whine
n wail..
n grumble...
i feel better now!!
vien..
allow me to do it one last time..
haiz haiz haizz...that's wad frens are for~~~
the princess left at
11:34 AM
喜欢人和被喜欢一样累人。。。
如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
原来，从开始到现在，
答案还是不变的。
我正努力学习知足。
如果你快乐再不是为我
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
the princess left at
2:43 AM
时间只能冲淡一切 但时间不能冲走一切
朋友，我只想说：你真的忘得了吗？当你把这件事写出来的时候，你应该只是希望自己是真的忘了他。事实上，他永远都会活在你的心深处吧。我们可不可以不勇敢
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人很流行释然
好象什么困境都知道该怎么办
我们可不可以不勇敢
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白的放生哭喊
要从心底拿走一个人很痛很难
this is one of my fav song..
等到有一天你与他再次重逢，你不再有那种怦然心动的感觉，你就成功了。加油！
--“如果重逢也无法继续 失去才算是永恒
惩罚我的认真是我太过天真 ”--
the princess left at
12:12 PM
一封寄不出的信
你的一举一动
它主导我的一切
你也许不知道
有时候，
和你说话的时候
我有种窒息的感觉
好怕说错每一句话
又怕你看出我的不自然
你更加不可能知道
有时候你说的话
伤了我
我也有自尊心的
都怪我
我不舍得不理你
我不舍得看你伤心
那么多那么多的不舍得
你应该不知道吧
我知道你一定不好受
每一次你提到那件事
我多莫希望自己有勇气
大声地告诉你
我在乎你
如果这是梦
我情愿梦不醒
只为听你对我说
你和我一样
半年为期，
逾期就狠狠把你忘记。。
我也该走出属于自己的一条路
不在过着你主宰的生活
the princess left at
11:52 PM
some of my dream phones~~
Compact, chic design
Comfortable fit in the hand
Megapixel camera with full-screen landscape camera mode and camera flash
Nokia Xpress audio messaging
Media player, MP3/AAC ringing tones, and FM radio
Video streaming and recording (up to 1 hour)
Push to talk
Available:
Planned in the third quarter of 2005
User-friendly slide concept in a compact design
Two integrated cameras: 2 megapixel camera on the back with landscape camera mode and flash. VGA camera on the front for video call
High-speed connections with 3G and EDGE
Two-way video call capability for face-to-face communication
Video ringing tones
Fast, convenient email access
High-resolution, 262,144 color display
Music player with stereo audio
MiniSD card support
Available:
Planned in the fourth quarter of 2005
Twist to access phone, camera, or music functions instantly
Play your tracks randomly and build playlists effortlessly with a built-in music player, and dedicated music keys
Memory expandable up to 1 GB of storage space for 750 songs of great quality stereo audio with the new, advanced eAAC+ digital audio codec
Share playlists with your friends over Bluetooth, MMS, or email
Plug your own headphones into the connector jack in the headset cable
Snap photos and videos with the integrated 2 megapixel digital camera
Share and publish your mobile memories via blogging
Available:
Planned in the first quarter of 2006
the princess left at
8:11 PM
i really hate dis feeling~~
but its back to haunt me..
sometimes i wish u cld b less
UNREASONABLE..
n stop harping on e fact dat
you PAID for EVERYTHING
everything is therefore
YOURS only...
lastly..
i think e root of problem
is still ME..
im in a foul mood..
as usual..
the princess left at
6:42 PM
what is WRONG wif me??
on e way home dunno y i was feeling melancholic dunno y oso jus felt v moody.. so i decided to get my fav dark choco from 7-11. i used to place one tube of individually wrapped dark choco discs nxt to my little corner on e floor.. cos dat period wasnt feeling too happy..
but qt disappointed wif dis brand cos like still qt sweet.. n not bitter enuf.. sianzz.. nxt time dun buy dis brand liao.. so disappointing.. n of cos stepping into 7-11 = buying a bag of junk home.. haizz i bot 2 bottles of sour plum drink [ fell in love wif it ever since car wash when auntie mary bot for us] 1 packet of dark choco n 1 bag of lightly salted potato chips [a new flavour]
thou i haben finish everything i bot i m feeling kinda bloated now..
sianzz..
n i m still not feeling happier still.. e choco is not bitter enuf..
lemme share wif u a story i read on i-weekly..很久以前有一对老夫妻，老公永远大步大步向前走，老婆就在后面，一步一步急。老公始终搞不懂，老婆为何那么慢；老婆永远不明白，老公为何那么急。老公希望老婆快一点，老婆希望老公慢一点。虽然这样，他们都不曾放弃对方，因为他们爱着对方。
简简单单。。
最近想了很多[but then again i think a lot every day haha.. thou i think my 神经越来越粗]不知道为什么最近刘若英的一句歌词一直浮现在脑海中“我等你 半年为期 逾期就狠狠把你忘记”
a lot of ppl has been asking me wad i want for my bday haha i dun need anything.. i jus need u guys to turn up.. n e one thing i ask for is 如果你能给我如果的事。
the princess left at
9:49 PM
im guilty of it too...
[eh 拜托 我不是指某dragon事件，不懂？算了]
有时候身边有人一直默默守护着你
你常把他当作理所当然。
我一直认为自己的警觉性蛮高
至少在观察人方面，
还不赖。。
原来我错了。。
今天我才发现
你对我的好
可是我却从来都不晓得。
hee好像还蛮失败的
我是指“他”
因为他为我做的
现在都没有了
可是我都没有感觉前后的落差
可见他在我心目中的地位
heehee
当我的眼里只有某人的时候，
我是不是也该留意一下身边的其他选择？
the princess left at
11:34 PM
impulsive....
i allow ppl to read my blog based on my gan jue.. i m a 跟着感觉走 person.. hence i made a few wrong decisions at times but i told myself nv to regret wadever decision i made cos i once trusted YOU n allow u an insight into my really personal life.. i mean.. need i say much?
u read my entries isnt it so different from how u all perceived me to b? some of the entries i really wrote exactly how i feel without any attempt to conceal any part abt myself..
anyway was watching some old tw variety show dis pm [i m beginning to feel like a tai-tai or a housewife.. ]yar anyway den e special guest was wang lee hom.. as much as i dun like his character i haf to say i m impressed by his talents la.. n he performed dis song which i wld like to share part of e lyrics wif ya ppl..学了一辈子的爱没勇气说出来 弥补那些伤害
你和我 在世界同一座擂台 别懦弱 拿出勇气对待
让眼泪流出来不是因为失败 幸福那个梦
就看你和我 你和我 你和我
那么多的人只敢窝在网络里面生存 慢慢都忘记计算机屏幕没灵魂
科技的发达让人的距离被拉开 再也拉不回来
你和我 在世界同一座擂台 别懦弱 拿出勇气对待
让眼泪流出来不是因为失败 幸福那个梦 就看你和我
你和我 你和我 你和我 你和我(我们做得到yeah)
你和我也没什么不一样 该学习地球如何分享
为什么我们会忘 记 怎 么 拥 有 简 单 的 大 爱
that's right, 你和我 我们都要做的更好
yar haizz but 我似乎找不到属于自己的勇气，重新站起来。重新找回自己的信心。
dunno y more n more ppl r saying i look 拽 really meh?? i think its more of a front i put on to protect myself..
i dunno y over e yrs i become more of a 自我保护意思很强的人。 when u hafta handle everything alone.. u only haf u urself to fall on and rely upon...一直在找一个人
曲：徐世珍 | 词：Dennis Cathy/Ellis Simon | 编：吕绍淳
控制不住的心跳 等待你轻轻呼唤
才知道我一点都不勇敢 才知道愈在乎也愈不安
要不是那天你伸出的手 那么温暖
我一直在找一个人 就算盲目都快乐
也只有真心相爱才可能 了解什么叫深刻
我一直在找一个人 让我相信幸福是真的
还有什么能够让人更虔诚 身边有你我就有了答案
你走进我的心里 有此理所当然
就算有理有迷惑吧 你的拥抱却让我明白
才知道我一点都不勇敢 才知道愈在乎也愈不安
要不是那天你伸出的手 那么温暖
我一直在找一个人 就算盲目都快乐
也只有真心相爱才可能 了解什么叫深刻
我一直在找一个人 让我相信幸福是真的
还有什么能够让人更虔诚 身边有你就有答案
有谁不是在汹涌人海里 寂寞的等待谁呼唤自己的名字
等待着有天爱让自己变得完整
才知道我一点都不勇敢 才知道愈在乎也愈不安
要不是那天你伸出的手 那么温暖
我一直在找一个人 就算盲目都快乐
也只有真心相爱才可能 了解什么叫深刻
一直在找一个人 让我相信幸福是真的
还有什么能够让人更虔诚 身边有你我就有了
身边有你我就有了 答案
n i watched dis mv at e end of e wadeva tw variety show.. i wanted to switch off my tv liao but e title of dis song caught my attention haha...
the princess left at
7:06 PM
v sian...
k anyway it was scary cos i had a nightmare.. hmm not really a nightmare but jus some scenario that might in e future.. n i realise that i actually m afraid n really afraid that it WILL happen n i will no longer be my daddy's princess.. hmmm.. dowan say too much.. hmm mayb cos its guilty conscience at work cos dis entire week [last wk] i was bz.. i oso dunno wif what, simply cant recall what haf i done.. den my dad nagged at me a few times i jus ignore him.. so i will haf dis kind of thot.. dis kind of dream haiz..
but anyway yest was a nice day.. v long nv shop till causeway pt close liao.. reminded me of my jc days.. my mugging-for-exam period.. thou i might not say b4 but wif u ppl ar even if its jus keeping quiet n not saying a word.. i wun feel awkward.. u guys r one of my v much cherished group of frens.. den we had a mini-jc gathering cos of yl's bday n turn-out was good cos only 4 din go for some unknown reason haha.. e rest all not in sg liao.. so sadz..
but looking at how yanling's family was all mobilised to help out wif e deco, food n stuff i begin to worry for my own party cos i dun haf anyone to help me wif e planning.. haizz cos yar my family will not b gg..
n i hafta chk in at 330 e bday thingy will start at 6 ba so dat leaves me wif only 2.5 hours to decoreate n set up n stuff my goodness.. dun think its a lot of time lor.. n also i need to collect my heavenliciously choco cake.. but i no car grrr so dat makes trpt v difficult argh!!! n loyang is not exactly v near my hse or my bday cake shop grrr..
haiz haiz haizz....
the princess left at
10:56 AM
first stage of e banner-painting: base colour...
the princess left at
12:18 PM
rena trying to erase e pig's eyebrow bwahaha...
the princess left at
12:18 PM
me n rena - mu hou gong chen for dis banner ok haha....
the princess left at
12:16 PM
dumb candid shot taken by rena wong hahaha...
the princess left at
12:16 PM
my fav pic!! n i realise we r all wearing white leh!! so qiao!!! bwahaha...
the princess left at
12:15 PM
felt like super star when we r taking grp pic cos got so many cam to post for...
the princess left at
12:14 PM
weird posture hhaha i dunno y i look wo weird oso.. haizzz...ugly pic.. haha...
the princess left at
12:13 PM
sth terrible happened yest...
n my lappie "enter" key is spoilt i hafta press at least 5 times b4 it will go on to e nxt line.. besides, my external disk drive seemed to gif up on me le!!!!!!! i m so upset!! i haben trf all my stuff out leh v upset.. one word of caution: even if its external disk drive: you should NEVER bring it out lest it fall onto e floor grrrr..
ok n can some ppl jus leave me alone?? i really hate u u noe.. dun promise anything when u cant fulfil them.. most imptly: dun make me hopeful for one second only to leave me dejected in e nxt can?? wah lau.
全世界應該只有你有那麽大的本事：讓我的情緒像過山車一樣，能有那麽大的起伏。
可惜我承受不起，也玩不起。
所以，求求你，還我自由。
the princess left at
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