yay wed is over...
i hate weds cos of biz fin tut.. i really hate biz fin tut.. i dun hate e subject la.. cos on wed morn i haf fin econs tut den pm biz fin so i feel as if i m a finance student on wed...
but e point is other than having to go for lessons alone on wed.. [i mean biz fin] cos fin econs i still haf pin n win.. n we will go for lunch n nua ard in lounge until its time for me to go for lesson.. den i will DRAG my feet there cos i really dread dread dread biz fin tut..
i think e prof blacklist me liao.. boo.. i m b soooo stupid in her eyes.. oh great.. low self esteem...
anyway i really hate biz fin lesson la! how i wish i m presenting today's tut..
n i really agree wif pin's point of view: take biz modules mus take wif a fren.. if not will die... n right now i m dying!
anyway ya cos today's tut i noe all e ans to e qns she posed to e grp lor.. wth!! i nid to go beat *small ppl* liao..
hmph hmph hmph hmph!
okie lemme enjoy myself b4 e nxt wed comes.. boo i still haf 9 more biz fin tut to go..
after biz fin tut i thot i nid to celebrate so i went westmall to walk ard hahaha.. i wanted to buy comforter de.. cos i haf been procrastinating since n yrs ago... n cos e comforter i like not having special offer i ended up buying a new pillow for myself!! yippie tonite got new pillow to sleep le!! hahaha frens who haf slept wif me b4 [pls dun think Y Y thanks] noe i like to sleep high high pillows.. so new pillows i like.. i was thinking if i shld get e support pillow or a normal pillow.. dey r e same price la.. but in e end i got e normal one cos i scared i dun like e support one..
den reached home i changed my bed sheet n help my new pillow wear new pyjamas! haha yay!! so happy...
on another happier note.. tml i m gg jb to shop!! yippie.. pin n win nid to buy cny clothes.. i dun really bother abt cny clothes de la.. i oredi haf a pink tee from aust.. i m resisting e temptation to wear.. cos i nid it for cny.. e only time i wear my "new yr clothes" is after midnight on chu xi.. cos every yr my dad will bring us go pray pray.. hahaha not at some temple la.. jus in my hse.. so pink/red tshirt can liao..
but winnie is betting i will definitely buy clothes back thou i say i dun nid.. well i say dun nid = not buying [if there r nice ones wad] hahaha.. but i wanna buy bags n shoes leh...
okie i m alwiz buying bags n shoes when i alwiz carry dat ONE bag n wearing my good old birks..
i better not buy more stuff cos my dad is oredi v not de happy wif how messy my room is.. he doesnt eben wanna come near my room liao.. cos once he stand near my door he will bui tahan n start to nag.. haizz.. i oso dunno where to start packing from leh.. haizz.. i think if i sell those things dat i dun use anymore on auctions i can prolly make a hiuge sum out of it.. haizz but i m jus soooo lazy.. mayb i shld jud dump them in a bag n donate.. but again i m lazy to bring it down.. haizz..
oh n i wanna say doreen is sooo nice to us!! hahahaha.. yay!!! jus now she called me.. so farnie...
anyway im supposed to intro another nice song from dat singer rite... haha.. so here it is..曾经以为年轻不会不见
曾经以为犯过的错只是锻炼
短暂的感情
不是我的责任
谁为我伤过心
曾经以为爱过就是永远
曾经以为分开的泪只是肤浅
麻木了的感情
也许早该结束
谁为我伤过心
也许是我自已
有一天醒来脑袋一片空白
有一天睡去梦境却清楚明白
喜欢你多么简单
忘掉你却比永远还难等待
我原来不明白
有一天醒来脑袋一片空白
有一天睡去梦境却清楚明白
也许我不够勇敢
背对着你还温热的心说分开
喜欢是淡淡的爱
爱是浓浓的喜欢
我现在明白
我现在才明白
我原来不明白
喔...
我现在才明白
n anyway angela recently released her new album... i quite like her dis album though i dun like her image for dis album.. but anyway 1 of e songs i like...张韶涵-其实很爱你
离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己
其实很爱你
现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下
感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人喔
每个人的心里都
会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留
现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下
感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人喔
每个人的心里都
会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留
感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人喔
每个人的心里都
会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留
okie i m hungry liao.. jian gui la...
anyway i think e weather dis few days weird weird de.. i feel as thou i m holidaying in some cold countries... ming ming so sunny but yet i feel soooo cold.. especially e winds.. my gawd... but i m not complaining i love dis weather!! as long as it doesnt rain [or rain when i dun hafta go out] i m ok hahaha...
n lastly.. i was tokking to win abt donuts dis pm.. i feel like flying to tw la!! i wanna eat donuts!! i want go c concerts!! booo... i want eat all e nice nice food!! i want go experience e cold weather again!! n i tot e last time i was in tw was v long ago.. actually not really leh only 1/2 a yr but it feel like yrs.. haizz....
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不公平
anyway recently i fell in love wif this new singer... i dont know if she is new anot la.. or prev she is a producer/composer/lyricist wadeva... but she released an album not long ago [ i think ] n there r a lot of nice songs in it... my current fav.. tml den i intro another song ba...作词:萧贺硕
作曲:萧贺硕
编曲:Terence Teo
走了那么远
发现你不在身边
独自走过了什么
自己都不了解
未来的蓝图应该有你
不该只剩叹息
只是偶尔 泪流不停
坚强的理由
只是自己骗自己
你眼中的恐惧
说什么都多余
付出的一切值不值得
永远不会有答案
只有天知道我有多么爱你
一颗心属于一个人
在爱情里什么算公平
爱的深也伤的深
是不是催眠了自己
一颗心属于我自己
爱情里找不到公平
而当你最后选择了逃避
我学会不公平
坚强的理由
只是自己骗自己
你眼中的恐惧
说什么都多余
付出的一切值不值得
永远不会有答案
只有天知道我有多么爱你
一颗心属于一个人
在爱情里什么算公平
爱的深也伤的深
是不是催眠了自己
一颗心属于我自己
爱情里找不到公平
而当你最后选择了逃避
我学会不公平
一颗心属于一个人
在爱情里什么算公平
爱的深也伤的深
是不是催眠了自己
一颗心属于我自己
爱情里找不到公平
而当你最后选择了逃避
我学会不公平
本来就不公平
in a conversation wif vien earlier on she saidŲә!Λ!Λ says:
ok so if i die tomorrow, know that you are my treasured friend and that i said bye
-_- ||| my reply was....
i dowan! i want u to wake up n said bye...
coma is a v v v scary thing.. i guess i will nv haf e willpower to put on a resilient fight... yar mind over body.. haizz.. mind over stress... haiz haiz haizz...
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only u haf e power
爱到 爱到
爱到脑海里有一万个你
快爆掉
你一个眼神我什么都好
或许就是狠狠爱到
这就是电到
爱到爱到
每夜失眠脸上却还傻傻
在微笑
谁叫你可爱到无法救药
让我这样狠狠爱到
黑色的瞳孔带着闪亮
空气中飘着你无敌迷人发香
每一个小动作都吸引我
就算洗脑也无法将你忘掉
我学会什么叫二话不说
你开口我就没办法say no
这感觉找不到适合形容
费洛蒙向我进攻
就被你掌控oh baby
就是爱到
将你缝上纽扣扣住我
爱到不让你有任何机会挣脱
在一起的时间绝不错过
车子后座我只会为你保留
就是想要把你占为己有
不要你出现在别人眼中
紧紧抱住你哪怕会痛
舍不得眨眼
怕少看你一秒钟oh baby
u seem to noe when i m feeling down n sian...
i m feeling v saddened cos i jus heard a v sad news from tw.. if u all noe who is 许玮伦 she was rumoured to b zai zai's ex-gf.. anyway she died at 7 plus jus now.. at 6 plus i was watching news while eating dinner wif my daddy.. den dey reported dat her brain was severely damaged cos she was involved in a major accident.. she was still in a coma.. n many of her good frens like rainie, shi yi nan, lin yi chen, li wei [her ex-bf] and some other ppl rushed down to tai zhong to visit her...
her car was badly flattened as wat i saw on e news.. even my dad aiyo-ed thou i think he dun rmb who she is.. she was in her mini cooper n e tw news later said dat mini cooper is not exactly a v safe car to drive.. y was she so badly injured? haizz cos dis truck rammed into her car's rear n cos its e rear dat y e air bags r not activated.. so scary...
den after watching e news i went online to search for more reports.. i even went to her blog n looked at all e jia-you comments her fans left on her blog.. so gan dong.. rainie oso posted on her blog n asked her fans to help pray for weilun's recovery..
shortly after i saw another headline dat she died.. i thot it was fake.. but subsequently more of such headlines appeared.. n my heart jus sank... i was not her fan la.. i din really like her.. but neither do i dislike her la..
but all of a sudden i jus felt life is sooo vulnerable.. really v fragile.. she din eben get to tok to her parents for e last time.. her parents r really devastated...
i really hate to hear of anyone's death.. v saddening..
den i went to her blog n read again.. her fans' jia you msg became all e 哀悼 msg... like wad cz said we wld b equally devastated if this were to happen to our idol.. haiz..
if today is my last day on earth i think i would haf many regrets.. i regret for not getting an ans from u..
joanne said wei lun did not live in vain cos at e end of her life at least she managed to find someone who love her a lot - li wei...
i thot dat was v true... mayb its not soo impt dat our love is reciprocated.. but dat its impt for us to find our true love: someone who love us a lot..
i regret for not being able to give my dad a better life n take care of him when he's old..
there r just so many regrest in my life..
it's really difficult to live your life with no regrets...
n jus when i m feeling down.. u came n msn me.. i dunno y but it seems like everytime i m feeling down u will alwiz come n msn me... call it telepathy i guess.. ha.. but i really hope i will get to c u real soon..
it's e next thing i really look forward to! thanks so much =)
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dun really feel like blogging
supposed to get started wif applying all e internship stuff [dat's a deadline i gave myself] but ya apparently i m not sticking to it...
haha anyway i m v happy to b able to c zun twice yest heez... he looked every bit like what i c on tv/computer screen hahaha.. so shuai!!! so nice.. hahaha...
i saw him at 933 bash first.. wasnt really enjoying myself partly cos a grp of ah bengs was smoking behind me lor.. so irritating.. den cos anna n eunice were bz taking pics.. got dis ah beng tapped me on my shoulder.. i was v scared hahaha cos i thot he gana scold me for pinching my nose to show my displeasure of their smoking.. but nah e ah beng asked if we gg to take pics for e entire bash den can send him anot or dunno wad la.. sth abt asking me for contact details..
i said i dunno.. den he huhed me..
i huh-ed back.. den he repeat his qn..
i said i dunno again...
hahaha..
den j said we mus leave early for concert cos dat area has 70 000 ppl tonite.. boo we wanted to take cab from lavender cos we figured kallang surely a lot of ppl.. but diaoz lavender oredi jam liao lor.. so we walked all e way from lav to indoor stad.. we v zai hor..
den went for she concert.. super high can?! wahhh... until my hands ache from all dat vigorous waving of my lightstick n star wand.. ha..
hmm i was v awed by selina's dance.. she really dance v well... i think e uncle sitting diagonally in frt of me is drooling liao lor... haha..
i like ella's hair!! so shuai!! so nice!!! hahaha... i had a impulse to cut my hair like hers for a split second.. but nah i m not sooo adventurous la.. hahaha..
i like hebe's voice.. especially when she try n reach all e high notes.. den she would b v pleased wif herself for being able to reach all e high notes.. so cute!
n its so cute cos we were sitting behind their parents n gong shi jia.. n sometimes like wad ella said, they looked bored cos this is e 5th time dey watching their concert.. but sometimes selina's mum would b bz snapping photos away haha.. n i saw yanzi's parents too!
hmm but i oso dread e gg-home part after concert... n to make things worse there was e asean football semi-finals gg on at e natl stadium nxt door.. so while waiting at e bus stop, we could still c e cars we saw an hour ago.. we were so tempted to call up e traffic police wad's e cause of e jam la..
concert ended at 11.10 lydat.. by e time i board e bus it was 12.40 can.. diaozz.. anyway it was e new stadium direct bus so it brings us to 4 places which include boon lay, amk, tamp n i cant rmb wad...
i took e boon lay one n got off near je central den took cab home..
in e end reached home at 1.10.. wth lor.. i nid freaking 2 hours to get home?! was sooo tired den i din eben bother to dry my hair n plong on my bed liao..
n my dad has been nagging said will "tao-hong" as in head wind or dunno wad la.. but my hand really v tired leh i dun think i got energy to lift up e hair dryer la...
n i think i m really getting old.. cos i m still feeling v v tired despite sleeping for more than 12 hours... boo...
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madness
wasnt supposed to meet dat bo-liao-cz yest de.. i m supposed to get my pimple cream cos i ran out of it n from dr tan n there is a gigantic pimple above my lips!! grr heng now its almost invisible.. phew...
den dat cz nid to get sth from me [she said i cannot tell anyone] yar so dat sth is soooo soooo impt dat she coming vivo meet me..
den ar i wanna complain.. i made appt wif dr tan for e 2pm one.. den after my lesson i went home n bathe.. when i came out of toilet saw a few missed calls.. called up e clinic... oh dr tan got lunch appt dey ask me go down at either 1 or 3.. i looked e a clock eh 1230 liao leh.. how to reach at 1? ya so i took e 3pm slot.. in e end dr tan reached at 345?! n i was punctual lor...
in e meantime was still struggling if i shld pei dat bo-liao-cz wear jc uni.. cos her jc clique seeing hong off den dey gg to surprise him n wear uni.. so cz will wear her uni to vivo to meet me.. so she made me pei her wear...
i dug out my uni n tried on.. haaa dat feeling v weird..
we can nv go back to dat period in time.. a sense of helplessness... ha n i m getting old... [thou on wed i helped my dad buy 4d e auntie asked to chk my ic?! wth]
anyway so i gathered all my courage n wore my uniform out.. b4 i stepped out of my hse.. i made sure e coast was clear.. i surely dowan any of my kpo neighbour-aunties start gossipping like how i m retained for 5 years... hahaha..
walked down to bus stop.. felt everyone looking at me.. mus b cos of guilty conscience cos i dun believe anyone can tell i m not a jc student lor... haha..
but i still v v v v v guilty cos of my v colourful hair leh.... haizz..
prayed silently in my heart e bus hurry come.. cos i really felt weird...
heng dr tan din realise i was wearing my uniform hahaha.. cos a lot of ppl n he came in late so he gan chiong haha...
den me n cz wanted to take pic.. din get ppl help us take so we went to 2 diff fitting rooms to take...
think topshop fitting room better.. cos nobody de.. hahaha..
after taking many photos i changed out of my hc uniform.. hahaha.. cos i felt v v v weird la...


n oh ya we tried donuts!! haha hmm not v nice leh.. i mean it's soft la.. but cannot b compared to krispy kreme at all lor.. den ar if it's hot or at least warm it wld taste better i think...
n i was soooo disappointed wif sushi tei's sashimi salad yest.. i din eben finish all e sashimi.. boo partly cos teeth pain.. n secondly.. e sashimi a bit nua nua one.. not nice!!!
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booooo
so many of my frens gg so exciting.. mich la n ms yinglin la.. yest said no more tix no more tix la.. wad left only single seats den she is a good sis paying for her bro to watch.. ha.. eventually managed to help her get tix..
haizzz now i hoping sat dun come sooo soon.. cos once e concert is over nth for me to look fw to liao.. den life is so sian so boring.. so... i dunno... hahaha...
mayb a little more exciting is cny can go frens' house play mj.. but not v high oso leh.. i mean a nice concert is high!! hahaha..
dunno if i shld listen to more of she songs n fei*lun*sea songs now so dat i can rmb e lyrics.. but i dun think its a prob.. hahahah most of e lyrics shld b etched in my limited brain space..
if only i m sooo hardworking when it comes to studies hor..
hahaha
n our sch offering summer prog to tai da leh!!! first time leh!!! jus added one for dis yr!! hahaha.. but not confirmed.. hope e stupid int'l relations ofc hurry confirm e details n stuff... me n yinglin were thinkg if we really go ar we might pon all e lect n tut n dunno wad... hahaha cos we might b too bz wif watching tv all e 100 channels of variety shows n oso gg for all e autograph sessions n all e free outdoor concerts.. we wld b too bz hhahahaha...
but if go for summer prog it cld mean at e expense of my internship.. haizzz...
or mayb i shld go e hk one ba.. haha..
e following para is dedicated to my dear lappie..."Dear ibm-lappie,
thanks for being wif me for e past 3.5 yrs.. i noe i m a lousy owner.. but i think u oso got ur revenge la.. cos u died on me sooo many times..
ehhh soo sorry i alwiz feed u wif so many garbage prog.. hahaaha n hitting ur keyboard when i m in a bad mood.. playing my fav mario kart.. n my solitaire..
sometimes drowning u in my tears while watching all e tw dramas.. hahaha.. paiseh la.. heng u nv short-circuit..
i tot of getting a new lappie to replace you so dat u can retire n rest well...
hmm but it fair in march leh.. first time i c it fair so big scale leh.. 3levels of exhibition halls booked u noe...
if not for e fact dat it fair coming soon in march.. i think i wld haf bot e fujitsu lappie my sch jus brot in last week..
so can u pls pls pls pls... dun try anything farnie within this 1.5 mths? i promise i wun feed u wif any garbage prog in e meantime haha... but ask me dun watch my dramas is a big no-no leh...
so bear wif me for a while more b4 u retire can?
thanks!! =)xie la! "
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Your Birthdate: December 31 
You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.Your Scholastic Strength Is Evaluating 
You are great at looking at many details and putting them all together.
You are talented at detecting subtle trends, accuracy, and managing change.
You should major in:
Statistics
Speech
Conflict studies
Communication
Finance
Medicine
hmmmm stats n fin r under econs.. so mayb i din choose e wrong major? i dunno.. den y m i still doing so badly? hahaha..Capricorn - Your Love Profile 
Your positive traits:
You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment.
You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of.
You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you.
Your negative traits:
Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past.
You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with.
You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not
Your ideal partner:
Is incredibly powerful and well respected.
Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work.
Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday.
Your dating style:
Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you.
Your seduction style:
Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom.
Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time.
Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary.
Tips for the future:
Open up. A little emotional expression is a good thing in relationships.
Leap before you look. You don't have to run a cost benefit sheet on everyone you date.
Enjoy the now. No need to worry about marriage on the first few dates.
Best color to attract mate: Dark green
Best day for a date: Saturday
dat part abt having a good amt of money sooo farnie.. so where is my golden turtle?People Envy Your Generosity 
You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you!
People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.
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quick one
online meetings nv work out.. boo..
all of a sudden i m overwhelmed by a lot a lot of work!
i m v v v v tired...
i mus b getting old.. cos i get tired v easily.. oh or m i dying?
n it doesnt help i need to do so many calc
v tedious lor...
felt as thou i m working in bank liao.. calculating all e expected returns n yields...
sometimes i wld b qt luan.. dunno if i m doing financial econs or biz finance...
cos really dey r abt e same..
i can find some of e ans to my fin econs tut in my biz fin notes la.. den for a moment i was luan..
ok not for a moment, perhaps..
it's forever..
n i really hate chn economy.. but i wun gif up de la.. its v impt.. thou i still find it v confusing.. i dun really noe wad's e structure like.. shit shit shit...
n it doesnt help dat e textbook has v v v v v good sedative properties i tried reading chap 1 i fell asleep after 3 pages..den i gave up cos its v dry n boring..
den i was trying to read chap 2 last nite.. beginning of 2nd page only i fell asleep liao.. wah bestest lor!
oh no... dey call me liao.. i nid to get back to work.. bye!
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知人知面不知心
as we grow older i find it increasingly difficult to guess wad's on people's minds.. to some extent sometimes i jus choose not to tok to dat person at all.. i really shudder at e thot of how some ppl can b so fake..
den i will appreciate e frens i haf ard me.. jus now we had a "sec sch gathering" cos vien flying back le.. so we met up wif my sec sch clique to celeb xq's bday n bid vien farewell.. dis is e 3rd or 4th time we are seeing vien off.. i really wonder from nxt yr onwards will we still turn up in full force cos everyone else except me will b working liao..
n i broke record once again.. within 1/2 an hour i spent $50 in tampines mall.. diaozz... it all happened after we stepped out of ajisen.. den xq n a few jus walked ahead of us.. while i was attracted to e keychains on display.. it aint normal keychain hor! hahaha.. e one i used to hold my keys [which i bot from taiwan] broke dat day for no rhyme or reason lor.. diaozz.. so i was hunting high n low for a new one.. finally bot a pair at tp mall.. haizz its one boy n one girl.. n i m gg to use both.. 雌雄同体 cannot ar huh.. hahaha...
den we cldnt find xq dey all den vien wanna go toilet.. so we went toilet.. while waiting for vien i saw a new nalgene bottle! erm its actually an old design.. but i nv c pink one b4 so i bot lor n dat idiot salesperson told me today last day of discount.. wad rubbish lor.. dat time me n rena went parkway oso same price lor.. boo.. but wadeva i stil bot la.. hahaha..
den we were gg to make our way down de!! den vien went to c pouch.. n i bot not one, but TWO pouches.. ok i m beyond hope.. i noe.. vien said she liked to shop wif me.. thanks hor... she finally witness my 功力 ha.. in aust she saw how i restrain myself she so 不习惯 haha..
so up till now its 1 pair of keychain, 1 water bottle, 2 pouches! oh great.. all within 1/2 an hour or isit 20 min.. diaoz leh..
den walked over to century sq.. cos dey r nua-ing at starbucks..
bot cake for qiao n sang bday song haha... felt as thou we were back in ny lor... qt farnie.. den was showing babu my new water bottle.. den oh no she showed me her new nike bottle.. n vien so gian lor.. still dowan go airport wanna go find dat water bottle.. in e end i oso bought?! cos babu said until v difficult to find de.. n since we managed to find so many on display it must b 缘分 oh great! so dat's 2 water bottles in a night!!! aint i power?!
den i went wallet shop chk out a wallet i m eyeing.. heezz i like! but i decided not to buy.. cos i feel guilty spending soooo much in a night.. so so so... i tot of an idea!! gh!!! i want wallet shop voucher hor as my bday present.. go tell pin n win thanks! hahaha... yay! den i will haf new wallet ha so happy..
c lar at first i v lazy go out de lor.. cos tm so far lor.. booo.. i was late for 1.5 hours hahaha.. but chey e rest oso not v early oso lor.. hahaha late for abt an hr hahaha..
n oh ya i saw another shirt dat i like leh.. how ar.. it says:
" u have the right to remain silent. because anything you say may be used against you in court will be stupid anyway "
so cute right!!! hhahaha but its $25.. n its from outfitters.. hmm their quality not v good leh.. i got 2 tees from there liao.. budden again i say only la.. i might get dat for cny cos its bright pink!! hahah... alright i m jus finding excuses.. boo...
k la i gg to orh orh liao.. dun look fw to sch at all.. i m looking fw to sat thou!!! cant wait for she concert!!! woohoo~~~ so happy!!!
anyway on e long long journey home i suddenly tot of dis song..以为已对你失去感觉了
以为已忘记我们在一起过
以为想得没错
以为只要雨季别坠落
就可以放心对着你笑了
我以为说忘记就忘记
多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼
头再一点
眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去
不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻
才让我懂
以为已错过不能再回头
以为走太久不能再一起走
以为想得没错
以为只要对自己说
我还好
心情就会好一点
我以为说忘记就忘记
多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼
头再一点
眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去
不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻
才让我懂
冷静的我
坚强的我
勇敢的我
不是我
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updates for a week...
anyway ya decided not to grad earlier.. e nxt big thing is how to break e news to my dad without letting him feel disappointed dat his dear daughter is "retained" haizz... he sort make me promise i will grad early if i trf to ntu.. but haiz... 事与愿违 things dun happen at e correct timing.. n i cant jus go on lamenting or grumbling.. so move on!
dis week is like an orientation wk for me.. cos i went for biz fin tut alone.. gotta noe a few ppl.. n i tink i haf dis affinity for koreans?! or maybe 天意弄人 wadeva.. somehow i got another korean guy in my tut presentation group.. i din choose ok.. e prof assigned.. boo n suay suay we nxt wk nid to present liao?!!! my gawd... 10 qns leh! n e other guy in my grp was tokking to me dat day...
he:eh u zai anot one ar?
me:no lor.. i dunno wad e prof was tokking abt lor..
he:ok lor win liao.. cos i oso dunno.. i preparing to s/u
me:wad?!! so fast?!! can u dun gif up?! i want my A
he:oh den u work hard! thanks..
me: -_- ||| thanks ar
e other girl in my grp is v blur de.. she's yr 1 i think.. she was asking me how to get out of here.. den i asked where she wanna go.. den she said she wanna take 179. i brot her to lift lobby n asked her take lift all e way down.. she looked blur.. haizz...
den e korean dun really understand wad i tokking abt.. or wad we tokking abt.. oh great! i jus saw my A grow wings n fly away...
den after biz fin.. i attended something i regretted all my life.. so traumatising.. pls dun remind me of it anymore.. attempted to change my hp no. msn email add everything.. mayb go for plastic surgery eben.. wth! dun force me to nus exch for my remaining sems.. boo..
on thurs finally free day! yay went to je dump textbook yay! den rush to clementi ate pizza hut.. wah v v v v v long nv step into pizza hut can.. but its cheap la.. 5.95 only for a set! wah~~
den heard good news abt she concert hahaha yay! den went bugis shop.. bot 3 tees! heez all v cute de! n its cheap!! den went to find dor n cut hair! now my hair v thin thou dor insist she nv layer alot.. but anyway cz cut her hair wif me too.. but she more jing bao than me.. haha.. eh now then i tot of e hairstyle i want.. but a bit too late liao cos i think my fringe too short to haf dat hairstyle.. n i dunno if it suits me.. nvm i asked dor nxt time.. haha..
n i so happy reds changed their rebonding cream brand.. ha dor was v shocked i so li hai hahah of cos la.. okie good! no more miscommunications in future!! whoopie!! im gg to stick to reds liao..
in e meantime can my fringe hurry grow to dat length cos dor last day is last day of feb den she go on maternity leave liao.. 3 to 4 mths nobody help me cut hair.. 怎么办?!! hahah...
den yest met up wif yl n ui in bs heez yay thanks for ur biz fin help!! den i made my way down to suntec to change aud to return vien.. she gg back melb on sun liao.. i still owe her money cos dat time in sydney i not enuf $.. v kns lor.. yest e rate i got was worse than wad i got in nov can?! wth.. haizz.. bo bian nid to return her money...
den reached home slept all e way until 630.. boo woke up wif splitting headache n so drowsy.. i dunno y.. think i falling sick..
dis wk damn jialat gastric for 2 consecutive nights n now falling sick.. damn sian leh..
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mon blues~~
想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头承认自己会怕黑
我只求能借一点的时间来陪
你却连同情都不给
想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界好像只有我疲惫
无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
天灰灰会不会
让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑梦违背
难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违
累不累睡不睡
单影无人相依偎
夜越黑梦违背
有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是另一种美
sometimes i wished everyday would b wkn den i would b able to stop thinking abt some issues.. haizz...
well today is mon again.. a lot of ppl waiting for my ans.. boo..
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long time no update
took e last few days thinking n pondering over my fyp.. i still haf no conclusion.. ya i noe i v slow.. its not ez to put across in words on my blog wad i m concerned abt.. all my worries n stuff
but luckily i met up wif pp on wed n haiz it jus felt so good someone understand wad i m gg thru.. m happy to learn dat she found a job too liao.. dat's good! congrats n once again i wonder how my life wld b if i stayed on in smu.. but dun get me wrong i nv regret coming over to ntu =)
i guess its v impt dat we learn not to regret any decisions we made n b responsible for our actions..
so ya dat y i dunno wad decision shld i make.. sheesh...
n anyway i really wanna thank pp for her help hee rgding my internship n my future job.. still rmb how we got into econs tgt n seeing how well she's doing now makes me feel so proud of her! haha.. cos wow she actually paid attention to all my "jin yu liang yan" but hahaha i m so ashamed of myself.. i nv practise wad i preach.. dat y i m still struggling in ntu boo..
n oh ya my daddy is back.. haha.. got money to shop liao! haha..
k la i gotta go read some stuff b4 sleeping. dis sem stuff qt difficult.. thou i m taking only 2 econs modules.. dey r really tough!! i still dunno wad's gg on.. boo.. sian la...
n oh ya me n pp were discussing abt our degree.. hmm n my degree is really v econs while hers is more business ha.. diaoz.. n oh ya i dun really hafta go into banking n their management associate program.. i can go into consulting too! dat sounds fun! ha n e pay is damn good la.. but first i mus work hard hard to improve my grades la.. haizz....
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v luan
n i really nid to make a decision soon cos i nid to take 1 more subj so dat i can grad by e end of nxt sem.. boo..
if i agree to grad by end of dis yr i foresee i would b v bz cos 5 modules per sem + intern/summer prog + fyp.. oh man i m dying! n i oso nid to start my jap soon.. if not when i go out to work i wld b bz.. boo..
i m so drained after 1st day of sch, reached home slept for 2 hours lor.. boo..
i think i need 2 days to think over dis fyp issue.. haizz...
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人是矛盾的
but now dat my dad is overseas i m so bored..
especially when i jus quarrelled wif my sis...
i din wanna quarrel wif her de la.. she's jus unreasonable.. she doesnt say wad's on her mind den how m i supposed to know la.. haizz e art of communication
yar den she went out n now its 930 i m back home liao she's still not home... yest i online till 3am she's still not back b4 i fell asleep..
its really v scary to stay at home alone.. i dont haf frens who can stay out so late [plus i dont like staying out late oso] dat y i cant let her haf a taste of staying at home alone.. budden again if im not at home i guess she will find her own entertainment like asking her frens out.. n so she wun haf e same prob as me..
when my dad is at home, althou sometimes v sian i hafta go out n da bao dinner.. but it's better than i staying at home alone n if i din ask dat cz out i think i wld b too lazy to go out n eat liao..
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sian-ness after high-ness
really hope nxt time his concert i can go again!!! i love him love him!! n he v farnie!! hahahaha...
he is a v professional singer.. a typical characeristic of hk singer.. i've never seen any singer memorise all e sponsors' name n orchestra's names can.. wahhh.. n somemore he sang so many songs he nv forgot any lyrics at all!!!
everyone was so high.. n e encore was fantastic.. me n rena wanted to leave early not bcos he was lousy but cos we nid to catch e last train.. but we jus cant squeeze out la.. cos e ppl at e back all crowd to e front n ppl were standing on chairs for encore! wow!!! he's really really great!!
oh e only sad thing is i still dunno who is e special guest.. ehh it's dis female singer who sang a canto song.. hahaha.. den everyone went toilet.. hmmm...
but anyway fabulous concert!!!!
den reached home chk timetable i m damn heng la.. i got 1st choice for both my ge n pe.. thankew miss cz once again haha.. ehhhh but only i got my 1st choice.. so i most likely hafta go for lessons alone.. haizz sad... really dunno anybody dat kind leh.. was scrolling down e photo list... i really dunno anybody!!! sian~~~
booo...
okie complain finish liao.. today went out to meet vien n we took neo print! its an annual event.. every yr she return to sg we mus take de.. -_-
but dis time one v nice yay!
den went queensway to meet my MAs.. ha.. finally got my bday present yay!! saw e exact same bag at vivo selling for 69.90.. n queensway cheaper muahahaha so my MAs bot for me!! yippie yippie!! i love it loads!!!! thankewberymud!!! hahaha haf fun on ur hokkaido trip!! how i wish i can go hokkaido too.. boohoo..
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busy n nice day..
anyway yar.. den went to do marketing cos my mumS and cz coming for steamboat! dey were v surprised i 熬 e soup myself.. heh i thot those soup stock cubes v 难喝 or v salty or a lot of msg.. ha.. i dunno.. i dunno how to use them.. i only noe how to do e traditional way..
n yeah steamboat was a success! managed to finish ALMOST all e food i bot.. but i forgot cz's sausages hahaha.. paiseh la.. no hand to carry oso liao.. qt heavy.. heng i drove n heng din rain.. ha..
n thanks dat cz so 捧场 la.. finished 1 pot of my soup! den i had to add more water n cook again cos jo not here yet.. later she got no 汤 hahaha..
she still stuck at her meeting by e time we were almost done wif steamboat.. so an and cz helped her dump all e ingredients in e soup while waiting for her..
oh yar i wanna thank dat cz for giving me eason's tix!! whoopie!! gg wif rena wong!! anybody gg lemme noe k? den can share cab or sth..
haiz wanted to drive down de cos dat expo so far.. but i meeting 2 other grps of ppl b4 dat.. first meeting dat vien cos she 难得come out to sg.. n haben seen her since ozzie trip.. den gg queensway wif my mumS den go meet rena for dinner b4 making our way to expo for concert..
想到 expo i 就头痛 so far la! den rena wong said she oso tot of driving to expo oso but her parents wun 放心 let her drive alone.. n i oso qt afraid of entrusting my life in e hands of someone who will doze off n miss her stop n change mrt 3 times.. diaoz.. n someone who is ever so blur.. someone who loses her hp while sleeping at lwn lib.. or isit her wallet.. someone who has no sense of direction.. hahaha.. say until she so bad.. but well if she's driving den different story la.. mayb i can try once.. hahaha...
haizz n take cab from expo is ex got surcharge de.. haizz.. mayb we shld leave early.. v bad but well i dun drive u c.. haizz..
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nice song~~
一身黑皮肤白手套红短裤
一双大大耳朵
随时在向人打招呼
他是我朋友陪我笑陪我哭
尤其是当我当我最无助
有他听著我倾诉
梦中城堡里面跳舞
醒了世界依然残酷
以为我爱著孤独
以为自己不会迷路
以为自己跟自己
再不用谁照顾
以为我爱著孤独
却又崩溃的无助
谁能让我拥抱著尽情的哭
让我唯一的朋友不是老鼠
谁是草莓族
你才是榴连族
一身伤人顽固
伤害我还要我不哭
摩天轮停住
咖啡杯不跳舞
孩子练习著
让悲伤麻木
快乐也开始麻木
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12:52 PM
we went to c gotheborg...

anyway u can read more abt e ship on e first level of vivo city.. there's like a mini exhibition..
besides gotheborg, i went to watch confession of pain yest oso... nah not v nice.. some parts qt draggy.. heh.. heng i din doze off... ha.. but vivo cinema qt good.. ample leg space! woohoo! or isit cos we sitting at e last row? hahaha.. not bad..
after movie, went down to chompz to meet my uni clique.. hee poor pin wait for us until she qt pissed [thou i think she's against gh only la hahahaha] but ok la thanks to our private taxi driver if not we wld b later ba.. eh i was not e latest hor.. our blur winnie took wrong bus la den dunno ended up at where.. diaoz.. anyway it was raining qt heavily lar last nite.. diaozz.. so many days nv rain den when we wanna go chompz den rain.. li hai lor.. hmph...
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waraku

after hearing many raving comments abt waraku, we finally went to try on 1st jan!
i was e first to reach hahaha... den while looking at e menu, sth caught my eye! *bday treats!!* ding-ding-ding
cos we went on 1st jan which is 1 day after my bday, i immediately got e waitress here n asked isit for bday week or wad? den she said its for e day itself.. orh so disappointing!! if not i cld haf gotten a free dessert which usually costs $14.80.. so sad...
i kop e above pic from cz blog.. haha.. eh more like my montage mah.. cos dun haf her pic leh.. so many my pics hahaha.. anyway.. e top left pic is wad i ordered.. it is $9.80 only! i got a hot soba and 1 unagi rice bowl! yum yum!! add $2 and i got another chawan! yum yum!! e chawan got qt a big piece of unagi somemore!! woohoo~~
e top right soup like thing was wad we ordered to share.. cos uncle cy wanna share sth.. he big eater de!! i cant eben finish my own set la.. still share food.. bleah... but e soup is qt salty leh.. boo.. dun like.. but e beef is really tender.. yum yum!!
oh ambience wise.. e place is rather noisy! cos e waitress will say all e japanese "welcome" and "c u again" v loudly.. and its qt irritating.. cant u jus do it at e door? haizz.. or mayb cos we were sitting near e door? hahahaha...
but anyway e food is really qt nice!
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backdated pics...


dis is my "bed family photo" hahahaa i m sleeping wif so many creatures at night.. hahaha... yeah.. thanks cz for buying my xiao gui's his distant relatives.. 
ha i put dis pic cos it was taken donkey yrs ago.. when i first got into ntu... my gawd y is my face so bloated then ar?! n i look damn fat.. not dat im pencil thin now la.. but ha.. no wonder dey say my baby fats is gone.. if dey r baby fats to begin wif hahaha...
ps: i got 3 more belated bday smses from my uni clique: gh winnie n pin. thanks! n 1 more belated bday msn msg from my ah pa.. diaoz ask me go chiong wif e shuda gang. thanks for e invite but gg zouk is not my cup of tea la huh.. n i nid to drive my dad to airport e nxt morn u c.. ha..
pss: to e stupid girl who refused to sms me happy bday hahaha.. thanks for e v gan ren blog msg.. yar la ya la its 1000 times better than a bday-sms la.. ha.. thanks for listening to my grumbles oso.. n pei-ing me indulge in all e good food when we r both feeling down. ha..
more pic of todays gathering coming up if dat stupid girl rmb to send me.. we finally tried waraku!! wow!! yeah!
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