december
i alwiz like dec... thou i dun really like e period b4 sch reopen.. heh but i think dis time round i will b happy celebrating my bday at jay's restaurant n counting down.. yippie yay!
plus nxt sem shld b qt a relaxing one other than meeting fyp DEADlines... eh but shld b taking only 1 or 2 modules.. only left 1 to clear basically.. may take sth to play.. eg lang or wad.. ha... if only they haf geomancy lessons or tarot cards or astrology as in our diff star signs haha...
k la i m dreaming...
qt angry wif myself actually haiz for doing all sorts of wu ar bo eh n nv do impt work.. exams r really round e corner n i m still sleeeeeeeppppping n walking ard... irritating...
k i better go back to writing my report...
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phew...
but proj r unfinished stilll... boooooo...
need to start revision sooon.. or rather need to start reading my notes n figure some stuff out.. shit...
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你們會這樣嗎？
我从不相信自己(定)
也无法面对现实
当生命失去了光(潘)
我就失去了方向
前路依然很模糊(宣)
要挣脱许多束缚
你让我依靠让我坚强(许)
你守护在我身旁
每当我需要依靠你(宥)
你一定会在这里
有你的地方就有阳光(合)
你总会在我身旁(宥)
当我还不够坚强(还不够坚强:潘)(鸭)
推翻命运的围墙(潘合声)
你还是和我在一起(安)
给我无限的勇气
路依然走得困难(弟)
当我变成了负担
你依然把我紧紧拉着(峰)
我就是最幸福的
每当我需要依靠你(合)
你一定会在这里
有你的地方就有阳光(合)
你总会在我身旁
每当我需要依靠你(合)
你一定会在这里(就在这里:安)
有你的地方就有阳光
你总会在我身旁(总会在我身旁:潘)
我需要依靠你(定:要依靠你)
你就在这里
有你的地方就有阳光(合)
你总会在我身旁(弟)
esp when i m feeling down i need to tok to someone..sometimes or rather e recent thing is dat i will save unposted drafts cos i no longer noe who i can talk to... sometimes my frens r too bz to listen.. too bz to reply to smses... when i call frens who i haben spoken to in a while, i usu dowan bore them wif e recent unhappiness in my life.. cos afterall i haben heard from there for a v long period.. they prolly wun noe i was feeling all alone at e pt of time when i called them...
need to tok abt so many stuff.. plan so many things but nobody seems to b free to listen, to reply...n when we even hafta email to keep in touch.. dats a really sad thing huh... n e worst is i dunno if u haf read..轻轻唱边梦边唱
闭上眼一路摇摇晃晃
没有人知道答案
路很长循着光到前方
勇气的重量
穿过树影落在我手掌
紧紧握着不能放
半边月亮挂着重重的梦想
捕梦的人指着天空想越爬越高
累了躺在堆满星星的城堡
过了就好
逆着风跌跌撞撞
泪和汗痕迹印在肩膀
静静的辨认星光
灰的云却挡住了光亮
勇气的重量
穿过树影落在我手掌
紧紧握着不能放
半边月亮挂着重重的梦想
捕梦的人指着天空想越爬越高
累了躺在堆满星星的城堡
过了就好
啦啦啦啦啦啦
捕梦人织的网悬在蓝天上
啦啦啦啦啦啦
捕梦人的愿望好远却又好灿烂
半边月亮挂着重重的梦想
捕梦的人指着天空想越爬越高
累了躺在堆满星星的城堡
过了就好醒来继续微笑
yest went to watch sha... waited for mx for outside indoor... was so afraid red carpet start liao n i miss my cai min you... heh.. when i eventually got e tix.. ran into indoor cos no one replied my sms as to whether show started le.. booo scared me i tot they were too bz or too occupied cos show started le.. heh luckily haben...
was high all e way cos was sitting behind flh fans.. thou ppl sitting ard us seemed pissed when me n win wave too much... heh... a bit restricted... screamed until voice a bit hoarse whenever flh had any action ha.. there was dis little girl who was sitting near them.. she went up to them n asked for autograph.. ha n e fans were like so jealous,making a lot of noise.. alright i was one of them... ha... den ar yan ya lun held her hand n led her to da dong.. win went mad cos she like yan ya lun ha...
i love evan's singing! so nice.. so cute!! cant wait to hear him sing live at countdowns.. n he releasing new album too...
love angela too.. so pretty! perfect complexion..n me n win kept looking at zun's rxn whenever angela's on stage ha.. n oh ya flh looked like 4 pandas la.. haiz.. so poor thing...因爲負擔太重 我承受不起你給的承諾
要你陪我承擔 於心不忍
只能眼睜睜看著你離開
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adverts...
《彩虹》
作曲:周杰伦 作词:周杰伦
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
RAP
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始会绕会绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
2nd hit... yeah... cant wait for his album... cant wait for his concert even more... ha...
2nd thing is dor smsed me dis morn to say got promo for [perm/rebond/color]+cut... so interested ppl can ask me for more details... i not doing cos i got no money heh... n oso current state of my hair is not driving me crazy as yet... ha... yupz...
exams r reallllli coming up soooooon... i dunno how m i gg to die... haiz...
dun eben noe when's my first paper.. either 14/15/16 ba... oredi e end of e world for 2 mod.. as in 2 lecturers declared end of sem liao... dats good... hopefully dat will help to save some taxi money for me... dis few weeks lucky got pin come bt timah to cab pool wif me i can save a bit of money heh... if not i dunno how m i gg to survive..
win yest asked me wanna go viet wif them anot... heh i wanna go... but i got no money le... n i gg tw... my dad will kill me if i go 2 places ba... n i believe nxt time surely got ppl wanna go de ba... cz i wanna go e sapa place in viet i showed u e last time.. haha...
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a qt old song...
but e singer din become famous...
but she did come to sg to publicise...冷冷的夜一颗心
突然想念孤寂
远离热闹人群一个人
吹风看海都可以
找一个地方让自己
封闭所有思绪
望向满天的星星无穷尽
挑起想哭的冲劲
回忆通往心底
一个人却忘了恐惧
泪水不小心被冷风吹了去
像洪水泄堤控制不住自己
开始觉得寂寥忽然想逃
逃离满身烦躁不想醒太早
忘了应该怎么笑才好
感觉自己变得无依无靠
开始觉得寂寥忽然想逃
逃离满身烦躁不想醒太早
不知道有没有解药
逃开缠绕任风吹掉心中的煎熬
不断的告诉自己
别总是等到失去才会珍惜
一再把情感藏起
以为我可以活得更加坚定
逃离满身烦躁不想醒的太早
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吵架
當吵架慢慢變成一種溝通方式
這是一件多麽令人心寒的事
吵架的重點
你每次都抓不到
都頭來
又白吵了
我還是那句
我問心無愧
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10:20 PM
updates
still bz wif e few same old irritating proj... haiz...
oh dat day ting msn me... qt shocked haha.. she's still reading my blog! wow!! thou she reads occasionally only.. haha.. Hello ting!!
yest went for career fair... hmmm learnt of 2 more job opport dat i might apply... can fly can shop.. hahaha.. n i bumped into e rp ppl again! heh.. they were distributing flyers haha...
den went to buy bday cake for my dad... n e irritating asst manager of dat v famous waffle chain was v v rude... i guessed he was in a bad mood but as one from the management he shld set a good example for his staff lor.. attitude! if not for e fact dat most shops r closed liao n other shops dun haf small small cakes i really hate to buy from him.. hmph! 40 dollars leh.. gif me dat kind of face..
i was like standing in frt of e counter n he jus stood there, face down, n count receipts... n when i walked away he din bother.. another guy went up to e counter, he oso din look up too... wth...
ok life is really boring dat i dun haf any interesting to blog... haiz.. so sorry la... i jus wanna tell u all i m still alive!
ohhhh wait looking fw to go sg hit awards nxt week! yay! got cai min you leh!! at first tot will only c him at e end of e yr at tw countdown hhahaha.. mei xiang dao i can listen to my "wo ke yi" earlier than expected.. n not forgetting fei lun hai!! woohoo~~ im sure me n win will go gaga tgt tooo...
oh n lastly! my jay is coming 19 jan nxt yr! woohoo~~ after 3 yrs... zhong yu coming!!
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10:47 AM
life is fragile...
i got into e lift nxt to theirs..n they stopped at my level n when they pushed the stretcher in the direction of my corridor, my heart really skipped a beat... i was reminded of how the medics pronounced my mum dead in my prev house dat fateful morn.. somemore my dad wasnt feeling well these days i was sooo afraid...
in e end e stretcher stopped at my neighbour's door.. e old indian lady had a stroke.. haiz...
when my dad came home slightly later than his usual i called him.. becoming v paranoid nowadays ha... esp cos my sis flew off for another biz trip dis morn.. i m left all alone wif my dad..
ok but my dad is not limping as much le... mus b my braised pig trotters! hahahaha... i went supermkt yest to buy pig trotters to help him bu yi bu.... yi xing bu xing mah... i oso bot my fav fish n veggie! yay so dis 2 nights i cooked for him... i m a good daughter ok..
haiz but my applied is still in a v big mess...i really dunno how to sit for e exam...*whining n kicking leg frantically*
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9:55 PM
hope
help me pray will u?
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2:42 AM
美梦
wif all dis mess n proj that r drowning me.. i m so looking fw to e countdown at tw... e parties n stuff... but i dunno how e finance part gg to work out.. it will determine how many days we can go etc... haizz but shu shu haben reply me on e jap tours.. n e hotel... boooo... 我当然 hope can go for as long as possible.. but considering e messy state of our fyp now.. i seriously doubt i can b away for too long oso... haizzzz sianz.. n i can hear my dad screaming behind me for being away for more than 1 month dis yr... so scary.. haha..
so we need to really get down to plan oso...
dun really wanna spend too much money oso cos nxt yr grad liao.. dunno if i can find job soon anot.. shld start saving for my unemployment... sianz... haizz...
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haiz
kidnap ask randolph over.. n surprisingly he came wif them n he was qt shocked to c so many of us there i think ha...
den he ans our qns n i was qt happy he din try n smoke us like he usu did... ha... but at abt 6 [he came at abt 540] he said he need to go back office for a while... if there r still any qns we can call him cos he will b in ofc for another half an hr...
ya n 15 min after he left.. gh n lichuan called him n we all spoke to him on speakerphone.. qt a weird experience haha...
e most gan ren part was when i was trying to tidy up my panel data randolph came back... i turned ard n c who opened e door n was shocked to c himm....
oh he really so nice.. we nv ask him to come back leh.. but i think he really 不放心 us... heh... n dis time round he ans a lot of our burning qns hahaha.. n of cos b4 he left he told us its hari raya n dat we shldnt work too hard today... dotz... i din eben noe it was hari raya.. haiz...
den shortly after gh left... n i tidied up my own indiv data n regression.. den i got bored n i went online shopping.. lc got influenced n we started tokking abt which bag is nice la etc hahaha... den alice joined in.. in e end e last 1 hour b4 we left lab was spent on shopping.. e security uncle came n chk on us but i forgot to "tell" him we left le by switching off the "human" sign.. oops!
when i walked to bus stop at 9pm i was shocked to c so many ppl... i tot everyone was so 可怜 need to rush proj like us... den i saw sn... den i rmb yest was zhang zhen yue's concert! grrr n sn was complaining ntu no cab.... den in e end pf after hosting e concert n satisfied all her fans' photo requests [according to jk] drove down to pick sn up... sn asked me to hop on.. but i tot 179 wldnt disappoint me.. n i dun really noe pf la... i paiseh la... ya n alice was wif me.. so nvm i waited... n in e end we saw 5 FULLL 179s drove past bus stop without stopping in a span of 1 hr 15 min... dat's how good e freq was... n 3 private buses that were full to e max [u noe those 80cents bus] grrr... n i was famished like nobody's biz la... n everyone started calling for cab... we shared cab wif kt n her fren who went to watch e concert... in e end i got to west mall at 1030 can u imagine?! den bot kfc home for dinner... kaoz... waited another freaking 15min for e bus home.. got home at abt 1115... i need 2hr 15min to get home?! wth lor... n dis journey actually included a cab ride somemore...
n as if not being to hop on 179 wasnt worse enuf... singtel network was down! alice cldnt reach kt sometimes.. n i tried calling kt oso cannot... den i tried calling alice oso cannot.. den alice tried n call me can.. dotz...
pissed really pissed leh... for once i really felt like a poor kid 20 yrs ago studying on little pulau ubin with bus frequencies of 1 per hour.. n stranded wif no means of communications wif e outside world... grrr...
1st time i had to on call cab in sch?! pissed....
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1:15 PM
hungry again...
anyway can blog now cos i jus finished my micro tut phew~ finally sth do-able if i din do wrongly... haiz.. after a few consec weeks of blows to my self-confidence... i m finally able to do sth... i finished e regression part for my applied proj oso cos pin stayed to help me n gh out... *so touched* hafta get down to report writing like SOOON... n real soon... but there's still a 2nd part to e proj... e cross-country analysis part which pin cant help us out le cos dey were taught panel data analysis... grrr how can e same course coordinator shuang shuang changed e entire syllabus?! ours is like so damn tough now la... hmph...
n i still haben finish my part for fin proj... grrrr hafta get down to writing e report sooon... n since i m on e topic of finance.. i wanna say jjr stunned us today... he told us today is last lect liao... wah he really slack can... dotz... dis is e 2nd week after recess btw... n its last lect liao.. meaning from nxt week onwards i officially haf 2-day week... but nth to rejoice oso cos i haf tonnes n tonnes of things to do....grrrr... n i better get my butt out of e hse n do work somewhere out there[ over e rainbow way up high~~~] haha ok not farnie... but ya if not i can foresee i will jus sleep my day away when no one's home or get v irritated by my dad when he comes home n think i haf all e time in e world... [cos i alwiz look like i jus woke up when he reach home]
we gg to book our air tix sooooon... so exciting yay! but i wanna declare i m soooooo gg to b broke after booking cos cos cos at first i foresee at least $500 from tuition pay will come in for dis 2 months but my tuition kid has been mia-ing since i cant rmb which yr which mth which day... n dat poor me is drowning in endless proj dat i dun eben think i can squeeze time out to tuition.. ya so at first i tot my tuition pay can b used for my air tix, now i hafta eat into my own money... haiz sianz...
n once again i foresee i m gg to jobless n broke in e next few months to a yr to come... oh great~
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12:14 AM
brown sugar macchiato
no longer hate lollipop n blackie dat much le...
althou i think an overdose of them cld kill ha...
i like 鬼鬼 and 王子 omg! they r so cute la!
2 songs from their soundtrack dat's driving my itunes crazy
cos its on repeat every moment i on itunes ha...微微笑的看你越是认真就越让人心疼
街头那盏路灯仿佛在笑我愚笨
没什么能做但我比谁都真诚
泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深
你知不知道你总有一种很可爱的独特
让我充满勇气抵抗冬天的寒冷
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温
不用等你开口先说我爱你
在那之前想对你说我愿意
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒
我该如何让你明白我爱你
在那之后你点头说我愿意
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧
你知不知道你也有一种很可爱的天真
大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温
虽然永远太不可能
少了你的完整
两个对的人奇迹就能发生
这一刻只想把你
抱紧
2nd one...我知道你心里有个人 但谁是哪个人
你总是笑著不承认
有时候真的很想问 想从你的眼神
知道我有没有份
是不是你心里的人 当然你不用明白承认
只要用你的眼神默认
我就可以再往前多进个几分
找个理由来等你从朋友变情人
其实我 好几次 想要开口对你说
爱情的滋味 就好像玛奇朵
甜蜜的烙印在我心口 虽然他只拉了你的手
只是摸摸你的头 悸动却一直跟著我
雨刚下过 这一个夏天显得特别闷热 当你微笑看著我
那时候 世界突然间静止一分多钟 那一个moment怎麼去形容
爱情就化成玛奇朵
all e proj n stuff r drivingme crazy.. e most irritating thing is how i m still procrastinating...
i tot i noe wad to do.. cos when i was reading some of e readings.. i was so happy i cld find some pts to write in my report.. but i m jus simply lazy to start organising e pts... den when i m in frt of my com wanting to type.. i dunno where r e pts.. n i need to think all over again... argh.. in e end i give up... pissed wif myself...
n yet some ppl r jus so unappreciative dat i m cooking dinner... jus take it for granted dat i m supposed to b v free to help u do every single thing n start complaining n nagging abt me alwiz being out n not helping out "at all" at home.. wth lor... i can list at least one household chore i help out every single day lor... hmph! not buying dinner for u dis week. grrrr i m staying out.
there r jus so many things i wanna do... i need to do... but yet i dunno how to do or how to go abt doing... grrr...
better get back to studying...
i foresee i will go mad in e last 2 weeks of lesson.. 2 big proj due n 2 presentations.. and 1 quiz...i jus hope dey dun fall in e same week....grrr... cos e presentation sequence hasnt been assigned yet...
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1:17 AM
high 到爆
有些我没听过
有些耳熟能详
勾起了许多许多的回忆
又或者应该说，
现在听这些歌
比较有画面感
i love 裘海正 even more now la! my gawd... n 方文琳 is so pretty la... my goodness... dis is was dey really call 岁月丝毫没有在她脸上留下任何痕迹。。。只愛一點點
詞:李敖 曲:巫啟賢 編曲:KITHO
不愛那麼多 只愛一點點 別人的愛情像海深我的愛情淺
不愛那麼多 只愛一點點 別人的愛情像天長我的愛情短
不愛那麼多 只愛一點點 別人眉來又眼去我只偷看妳一眼
伤心的人更伤心
词陈佳明曲巫启贤编曲martintang
失去了爱情
拥有了寂寞和无法拒绝伤痛的心
漫漫的长夜感情的缺口
如何去承受
不是没想过
要长久厮守
那一夜却吻别了你
直到我发现就从此分手
才狠狠地哭泣
为什麽我们的爱情那麽多阴影
和彼此不断猜疑的心
我们的过去都太过清晰不是说忘记就能忘记
为什麽我们的爱情那麽多阴影
和彼此不断猜疑的心
所有的记忆让长夜更长
伤心的人更伤心
失去了爱情
拥有了寂寞和无法拒绝伤痛的心
漫漫的长夜感情的缺口
如何去承受
不是没想过
要长久厮守
那一夜却吻别了你
直到发现就从此分手
才狠狠地哭泣
为什麽我们的爱情那麽多阴影
和彼此不断猜疑的心
我们的过去都太过清晰不是说忘记就能忘记
为什麽我们的爱情那麽多阴影
和彼此不断猜疑的心
所有的记忆让长夜更长
伤心的人更伤心
为什麽我们的爱情那麽多阴影
和彼此不断猜疑的心
我们的过去都太过清晰不是说忘记就能忘记
为什麽我们的爱情那麽多阴影
和彼此不断猜疑的心
所有的记忆让长夜更长
伤心的人更伤心
为什麽我们的爱情那麽多阴影
和彼此不断猜疑的心
我们的过去都太过清晰不是说忘记就能忘记
为什麽我们的爱情那麽多阴影
和彼此不断猜疑的心
所有的记忆让长夜更长
伤心的人更伤心爱情傀儡—巫启贤
别让我在每个夜里为你流泪
其实我并没有睡
想你容易让心碎
如果你想要的只是荣华富贵
何必在感情世界
留下你虚假的美
我真的好累你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡
*音乐*
别让我在每个夜里被你侵略
是我对你不了解
还是我不懂拒绝
如果你想要的只是风花雪月
何必在乎我是谁
又何必如此虚伪
我真的好累你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡
我真的好累你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡思念谁
你知不知道
思念一个人的滋味
就像喝一杯冰冷的水
然后用很长很长的时间
一颗一颗流成热泪
你知不知道寂寞的滋味
寂寞是因为思念谁
你知不知道痛苦的滋味
痛苦是因为想忘记谁
你知不知道
忘记一个人的滋味就像欣赏一种残酷的美
然后用很小很小的声音告诉自己坚强面对
你知不知道你知不知道你知不知道寂寞的滋味
寂寞是因为思念谁
n my fav-test song...
每一次我走近 总是那么悄悄地
不敢使你讶异 让你发觉自己是幻影
每一次我唤你 总是那么细细地
不让寂寞听到 嘲笑我用温柔的声音
每一次我离去 总是那么轻轻地
不敢将你惊醒 让你发觉醒在我梦里
每一次我等你 总是那么静静地
不让光阴知道 安慰我用无言的嘘息
一个一个想你的日子 砌成一栋孤单的房子
我在上楼下楼开门关门 翻着抽屉寻着你名字
一个一个想你的日子 从你回眸而去那天开始
我的日记写成诗 诗的背后寻到你的名字
想着你的感觉 有如雨的缠绵
淋湿我的岁月 而我却依然不知不觉
想着你的感觉 有如风的缱绻
吹乱我的日夜 吹也吹不走你的容颜傷心的人更傷心
歌 詞：陳佳明 曲：巫啟賢
失去了愛情 擁有了寂寞 和無法拒絕傷痛的心
漫漫的長夜 感情的缺口 如何去承受
不是沒想過要長久廝守 那一夜卻吻別了你
直到我發現就從此分手 才狠狠地哭泣
為什麼我們的愛情那麼多陰影 和彼此不斷猜疑的心
我們的過去都太過清晰 不是說忘記就能忘記
為什麼我們的愛情那麼多陰影 和彼此不斷猜疑的心
所有的記憶讓長夜更長 傷心的人更傷心你是我的唯一
詞：邢增華 曲：巫啟賢
很想給你寫封信 告訴你這裡的天氣
昨夜的那一場電影 還有我的心情
很想給你寫封信 卻只是想想而已
我已經不能肯定 你是不是還會關心
愛與不愛都需要勇氣 於是我們都選擇了逃避
愛與不愛都需要勇氣 於是我們都選擇了逃避
或許你不相信 我很滿意這樣的結局
或許你不相信 我沒有一絲的理想和悔意
雖然你是我的最初 雖然你是我的最終 雖然你是我的唯一
詞/曲：巫啟賢
聽到DJ又播出那一首歌 一首令我深深感觸的歌
發生在啤酒周圍的故事 還有住過的房子
昨天又接到一個問候的電話 禁不住又談起那一段日子
曾經為了我 我失戀的傷痛 你們陪我流淚痛哭
多少次我們夜裡漫步 談談人生與前途
多少次地酒後真情流露 而今我只能抱著吉他
望著天空裡星星無數 唱著你們寫下的愛情故事
那年的世界盃我們還看著電視 為了足球明星共同歡呼
冬冬和ROCKY在門邊互相追逐 沒有人夜裡獨處
你們都喜歡穿我表演的衣服 曾在演唱會裡抱頭痛哭
友情對我來說是另一種財富 在心靈上不再孤獨
n of cos e most 经典song i was sooo looking fw to.... after dis song i love 裘海正 even more... she really got e 大姐的风范 my gawd... so seh n cool!!盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真忘了我的人
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
fab concert!!!
接下来 got a lot of concerts coming up: sammi, xiao zhu, ah mei, fish... dunno if i gg... depends a lot if got tix... n dunno if i got time to go... but i jus love gg concert la... so fun! so high~~
esp tonite... encore so many times.. was qt gan dong leh.. can really feel dat he is not a super star, more like a good friend sorta feeling.. n our seats were damn good... row 3 sitting behind his family n friends... v cool! n all those kids n fans who tok to us in taiwanese-accent chinese.... oooooh so cute!! cant wait to fly there at e end of e yr... haha... n we were exch 荧光棒 info la... so cool... i din noe e newer Light stick so cool la.... hahahaa... end of yr will go 扫 a few nice ones back... or rather i shld ask worm to start helping me buy man~~
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but i guess e waitresses mus haf been sweating when we keep requesting for lighter n dis n dat without eben placing our ramen orders... oh n i like their tumblers of water! hahahaha like wad me n ui said: we can easily eat cake, drink their water n leave e place hahahahaha..
e cake we bot from swiss bake.. nicey! small n finishable hahaha...
e 2 bday girls... 1 advanced bday celeb +1 belated bday celeb... hahaha... i guess we haf reached e age which we dun really care abt presents.. we r contented if we can jus gather n sit n tok... nice feeling~
group shot...
den ting had to leave cos she has to work tml n her bf has test tml.. yar lor.. jason is a nice guy ha... happy for ting~
den we had to leave e ramen place cos they closing.. but we walked over to starbucks for drinks n more chit chat... haha...
nicey gathering... back to studies.. haiz... hope to meet dis grp of ppl soon...
oh ya ui n jy almost gave me a shock when they almost got our other class guys to join us... dotz... if they really appear i guess it will b a surprise for me, as much as for yl haha... hahaha...
dis is jus a nice cosy gathering ok... not class gathering.. [not saying class gathering not cosy but ya.. its a small grp/clique nice gathering hahaha.. yupz]
yupz k v tired... haiz...gg to sleep le
byee
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randomz
慢慢地撤出忧伤
你在转角处等他
能用声高放地唱
我可以整天对你不牵挂
这场爱不会开花
我情书却割舍不下
眼见你爱的是他
却还是学不会摆脱这挣扎
想听的话你说给了他
我的快乐从此蒸发
如果同时爱的代价哪相信
想撒个什么谎
想听的话得不到回答
我却还在独自装傻
回答时我的脸颊好让你看不见
我眼角的变化
i like dis song loads loads loads...
haiz tml is fri le... another week has gone by... as usual another stressful week.. but my most dreadful day of e week is fri... somemore tml need to lunch alone cos gh not coming to sch to pei me lunch... contemplating skipping translation tut n lect but ar nxt wk quiz le.. i need to attend dis wk lect lest he gif some tips n i wasnt ard.. n i got no frens in dat class... better go listen for myself.. haiz...
shu shu sent me e hotel url he gg to book for us for countdown... look qt posh... n so is e price... but oredi expected la.. but stupid cz drunk jus now.. haha.. so we missed a chance to discuss again... dotz.. a lot of things to plan n still unsettled...
n today broke my record of meeting fyp prof twice in a day.. met him in a morn n managed to solve some irritating data issues.. den while i was alone at access lab after lunch i saw dr choy email n called win immediately cos pin was at a meeting.. yupz.. den pin called me back n i called dr choy to c if he's still ard.. haiz managed to iron out some issues n had to go back to e irritating place again to camp... booo... y is our data collection so tedious?!
was tokking to calv jus now n told him i was qt interested in research.. nv thot that wld b my cup of tea.. but somehow i think facing machines is happier than facing human n ans phone calls... boo... will speak to my frens again on my career options.. alwiz enlightening to tok to them n really wanna thank them for their encouragement n advice... feel so dwarfed nxt to them.. haha... yay!
cant wait to meet up wif frens! yay!
oh lazy to upload my ambassador photos here.. but i uploaded on my facebook so can pop by if u haf an acc.. apparently qt a few ppl left me comments both on msn n facebook.. yay so far comments were +ve... calv even termed me poster girl.. dotz... eh my msn pic is a pic of e pro pro shoot of me which i qt like.. so if u wanna take a look n yet dun haf facebook mayb u can click on me on msn... if not den wait till i m free to post here... haha... sayo~
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i really haf no yuan wif tuition....
n while i was trying on pants in jb my hp rang... my tutee sent a sms to say tuition is cancelled.. e reason dis time is dat her mum is hospitalised... ya not in sg of cos... in vietnam n so she is catching e first flight available back which is today la... n so today's tuition is cancelled... i cant eben rmb when was e last time i saw her... n i think she owe me 1 lesson's pay... now i haf 2 options: 1 is to really quit for good.. cos i alwiz hafta "assume" tuition is on n all of a sudden tuition is off... kns... 2 is to make her pay me each time i go for tuition cos i seriously dunno when is e nxt time i will c her... haizz... getting on my nerves...
while i was at woodlands i bumped into e rp diemers ppl.. hahaha still as crappy as ever n kids will only b kids.. cos e first thing dey got to know i jus came back from jb, they asked me for b***** gum... dotz... told them cannot bring back of cos... will ganna caught de... hahaha kids leh... was reminded of e e 5 day camp... n e prep work b4 dat... ha...unforgettable man.. n oso seeing them reminds me i m supposed to go pester my boss for e treat she owed all of us... hahahaha... told kelv i wun haf time to org during my term time... prolly hafta wait till dec during my hols le... at first my bosss asked me go back work during dec for them... i seriously doubt i wil haf e time to go back to help.. thou e pay of $1200 is really tempting... but haizz... i cant la.... i really need e break...
anyway when i got home ate dinner n started proj meeting.. really stressful.. i think one of e proj mates is really angry wif us.. or at least e few of us... our scholar sounded really pissed... but eh how come only i sense it ar? haizz... dunno leh... den stil got our fyp data collection! dunno y isit so diff for us to collect data... gg mad!!! grrrr... i can really feel my recesss leaving me... ok la i slacked long enuf.. din really slack oso leh.. everyday i will try n do sth leh... haiz... really v upset... n demoralised...
n e blue top i wanna get from hula is sold out! i still v much wanna own dat top badly! haiz sian diao.... dat day was tokking to my maid [my ex-maid who worked for us for more than 10 yrs saw me go thru sec sch/jc n now i m in uni] i suddenly felt v gan kai... dunno how to explain dat kind of feeling but anyway.. ya... haiz...Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home
gone were e days when i cld go home for naps n fret over wad to eat for dinner n which hawker i shld patronise.. v sad.... anyway i think i put on qt a bit of weight... dun usu go weigh myself unless i feel myself becoming lighter... but ever since i came back from wuh i think i piled up qt a bit... haha... dat's bad.... stop snacking man!
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i shld start gg for tuition diligently....
hahahaha or mayb i shld stop meeting rw *bleah* not as if we got a lot of chances to go shop in e day for e nxt few yrs to come.. haizz cos dat girl is starting to work sooon! omg! but ever since i started meeting her every other day my wallet hole is getting bigger n bigger [ n i even got a new wallet today... pun intended] dotz la... we eat good exp food... [n oh ya sidetrack a bit: i think i've been to every single hk tea cafe in sg OMG!] den ar we shopped like our dads own gold mines or sth... dis is v bad v v v v bad... i haben start earning oredi spending.. unlike rw who has secured a job.. i m still a poor student giving tuition whenever i like it n dis liking mus coincide wif my tutee's whims n pleasure too.. dotz...
today is e most kua zhang one la... i used 3 of my membership cards! my goodness.. but no la out of e 3, rw used 2 of them n i din contribute to e 2 at all! hahahaha... n e 3rd one rw oso contributed too! hahahhaa.. bot a new sling bag which i can bring for travelling! yay! i beginning to like zara stuff a lot! my goodness dis is v bad! cos their stuff r ex!! n rw dun lemme go near tshirts/cute stuff which she said i wun haf chance to wear them soooon... [which i argued i will b jobless anyway... plenty of chance to wear them la] hahaha... n cos i forgot to contribute to rw's bday pres prev [i tot i trf e money to her which i din] n so she "contributed" to e top i bot at zara today.. n cos e top cost me a bomb! i m gg to make sure i wear it to every single interview IF i get to go for any...
n to make things worse... [i insist its jjr fault hahaha cos he cancelled tut tml!]n cos 某人情绪低落 n boss gave her a few days off we r gg jb to 散散心 tml! wahhhhh~ n rw is coming along cos she needs to do some last crazy rides b4 she sooooon loses her chance to do so.. haha... so impromptu sia... n cos i wun b home tml again i guess i mus do more work tonite la! for eg help to edit lit review n exclaim my darn recess is almost over! [got extended till tml means total of 2+7+2=11 days of recess which i m utterly grateful for] haizzzz dis is e bad thing abt being e only one left in sch while e rest r out working cos ppl will ask me out when they haf days off! hahaha.... but i m enjoying every single bit of it myself too... heh....
alright back to e real world which i need to earn a living n stop spending!
n oh ya! i finally paid every single payment for my braces! i dun owe dr tan any more money!! whoopie! wadeva dats in my acc is MINE! muahahahahaa.... althou i m still v broke... haiz haiz haiz... i need dat 4k 5k 6k 7k job! boooo...
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