i bot a lot of books!!! yay!!
Anyway so happy gahmen banked in my $$ for me liao!! woohoo~~ yeah I will save it for my hp!! Haha…
Dis pm while I was watching my aqfms again… haha actually watching it e dunno-how many times cos I m sooo bored.. cz msned me.. asked me go eat jap food.. okie yay! V long nv go eat liao.. she say got new jap restaurant wanna intro me to..
So hurry up bathe n rushed out liao.. okie I admit I dilly-dally a bit.. while I was in e lift our dear rena called n whined abt her driving lessons haha.. y do ppl like to call me n whine abt driving.. [cz concluded dat cos im guo lai ren so I can understand better.. diaozz ||| ]
Reached cwp liao went to e jap restaurant first thou its only 5pm haha… but oredi got queue can.. its called ichiban btw if u stay near e area can drop by n try… wanted to bring cam n take pics of e food but left hse in a hurry forgot…
Lemme try n recall wad we ordered.. eh I ordered a unagi-tamago don.. [which means unagi+egg+rice with 3 stupid peas on top I dunno y only 3 round peas.. haha…] den cz ordered a big piece of unagi n kupped my rice.. which I cant finish.. n almost too full to walk out of e restaurant as usual.. den took ika sushi [raw cuttlefish], crabstick mayo sushi from e conveyor belt n I dunno wad dat cz took hahaha…oh yar n 2 chawanmushi!! Yum yum deir chawanmushi got a lot of liao: 2 slices of v fragrant mushroom [I love mushrooms!!],gingko nut [I dunno y but I like them haha..], chicken meat… n I cant rmb wad else… haha…] but it’s a whooping $3.90 boohoo… sakae’s only $1.90 leh…
Den e whole bill was like $44++ haizz… dunno how we eat oso… dere goes a portion of my gahmen’s ang bao..
We shopped ard e place after dinner cos I v long nv go liao ever since nobody jio me go wdld lib.. hahaa… den went popular bot lotsa books.. heng went today cos I jus realize my popcard expiring tml!!! My goodness…
Bot lotsa books soooo happy!! Dat shld last me one week I hope… haha cos I m really bored… cant keep buying books lydat I will go pok.. cos spent $50++ on books.. boohoo… after nxt wk den I go lib n find books I guess haha…
Den I wanted to drink bubble tea.. went to basement.. saw e queue got e shock of my life!! My goodness sporeans still love bubble tea!! So we took lift up cos I dunno if e bubble tea store yl brot me to during our jc dayzzz still there anot.. while in e lift.. I gana molested by a baby behind me.. boohoo.. she was in dis pram.. den she reached out her small palm n put on my butt n pinched me!! Den she slide her hand down my thigh.. I was wearing shorts btw.. I turned ard n wanted to scream at ji go pek.. but I turned ard n saw a pair of doleful eyes staring at me giving me a toothless grin… grrrr… her parents luffed… boohoo… anywayzz reached level 5 bubble tea store not there anymore it’s a clinic now…
So we took lift down again n joined e queue… finally got to drink our bubble tea after a long wait.. n its home sweet home..
Oh yar den on e mrt home ar… dere was dis v big-sized Indian man who was in standing in frt of me.. I was sitting down.. den somehow he lost his balance n almost fell onto me!! Boohoo e whole mrt looked at me! But heng he managed to grab e pole in time.. if not I wld haf been flattened… n heng I getting off e nxt stop.. save me from further embarrassment…
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im bored....
okie wad did i do yest.. woke up nua nua nua.. den once again i thot i haf a lot of time until oh shit its 1pm liao.. my dental at 2.. i dashed out n waited v long for bus lor! idiot.. in e end reached dentist at abt 215-220 heng e recep din call me cos oredi got 2 other patients waiting..thou i m supposed to b e 1st paitent after lunch grr.. den i waited v long.. read 2 newsweek mag n 8days.. still not my turn yet.. den more n more ppl start to come in den i chk e time *gasp* its 3pm liao n i was stil telling tai-tai i wld b at orchard at 3pm lydat.. n now 3pm liao i haben even seen dr tan!
anyway cos tai-tai smsed me say she lunching wif her mum den i told her i at city hall wanted to go down orchard get some skincare stuff n books.. yeah so we thot if got yuan den we meet lor thou i wld nid to rush off... cos nid to go down suan piao..
den finally 310 i went in c dr tan.. haizz he gan chiong i think cos he want to hurry up den in e end he yanked out my bracket!! den in end had to spend more time cos nid to wait for e glue to dry n stuff.. walked out at 330 lor.. sianzz..
rush down to orchard.. bot stuff..
den when i was at tangs tai-tai called me asked where m i.. i buying soya bean milk cos i still haben eat lunch la! din noe dr tan will take so long.. v hungry u noe.. den waited for her while i try n finish up my soya bean milk.. den finally saw tai tai n her mum.. haha actually qt bo liao cos we din tok much n stuff b4 i nid to rush off.. den tai tai was saying she v happy to bump into a lot of ppl.. diaozz.. i dowan bump into ppl cos i rushing for time la.. hahaha..
in e end cldnt go kino to buy books n mags as planned... haizz mayb i will go back on mon or sth.. if not i really v bored leh like now.. yawnz..
den da bao otah n oyster mee sua to office to eat.. otah is for j,mx,jy n cz... thou in end dey din leave any for auntie jy haha.. oyster mee sua is my lunch-dinner while oms is cz's dinner..
cos i was holding lotsa stuff liao.. wanted to take cab down to mcr but ar e cab queue outisde marriot damn long la.. so i took mrt to tp den change cab.. it was a wrong decision! cos i waited till 510 for my cab lor.. reached ofc at 530 lor.. everyone who bumped into me like liang ping lao shi, uncle guoxian, n eben recep all said e same thing to me.. "hao jiu bu jian" haha yar... den had to keep repeating yar cos i having exams.. cant come down n stuff..
hurry up suan alone while cz washed e cage of xiao hui n xiao pang [2 stupid hamsters] haha dey r stupid cos dey refused to drink water from e bottle i trying to feed them wif.. den it was oredi 610 liao.. we booked ktv from 630 n we still in ofc die liao lor.. n its raining leh! as expected taxi queue at recep v long so we walked out n oso got queue outside.. so we crossed e bridge n wait for bus.. reached tp at 705.. heng kbox still kept our room for us.. sang sang sang.. den all of a sudden e whole system hang!! n its not only our room.. it s entire outlet.. me n cz took out our mp3 n started blasting using e mic hahaha v fun! cos we cld play e songs we wanna sing! at first when cz called e person was saying we can only sing to 930 cos got ppl wanna use our room.. in end i think cos of e system dey din dare chase us out or dey too bz repairing e system we sang until 1030 oso nobody chase us.. but i v tired liao..
den cos cz nid to go back ofc at midnight so i pei her rot ard at tp lor.. we went to c pasar malam.. din buy anything.. haha so good rite?! hahaha... den took bus home.. reached home at 1130.. *yawnz* v tired liao..
dis morn woke up till now din do anything constructive other than watching some variety shows i dl-ed n some idol drama.. n i cant get to sleep.. cos i think i slept too much over e past few days..
v mao dun.. dis part of me dowan start work.. another part of me think staying at home is v boring.. cos i can foresee i gg to stay home most of e time if i not gg to work den i will jus nua n nua n become v lazy which is not good! but haizz when sch starts i will lament no time to rest.. den now got a lot of time to rest i dun feel like resting.. cos even if my frens finish exams.. actually only left yl haben finish.. oso no diff la.. not as if i will go out wif yl everyday.. but i noe if i cont rotting at home ar soon sometimes ppl ask me out i oso dowan go out liao.. oh not den i will get fatter n fatter!! cos i jus eat sleep eat sleep everyday!! argh!!
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yeah changed blog skin..
in e midst of changing still while i struggle wif all e html codes.. pls b patient.. i trying to resize my photos so dat dey will appear in e array above..
today really jus eat n sleep n eat n sleep.. woke up in e morn when everyone's out to work/study.. ate my super big bun.. read newspapers.. went back room played computer games.. nua rot nua rot.. went back to sleep..
woke up at 2 cos sis bot yong tau foo back for me again..
den played solitaire showdown wif gh.. den dad came home.. i watched a bit of yu le bai fen bai b4 he asked me help him do accounts.. wah do until i tao tia.. i spent 3 hours can?! cos my dad say until v luan.. how i noe where his money go la?? den he asked how come his money spend so fast?? how i noe la.. in case u r wondering my dad is not concerned wif e few hundreds he is thinking in terms of how many grands.. so he wun relate to me.. haha.. den hafta squeeze my brain n think where r his other assets n investments den finally got a figure which is close to wad he predicted his wealth to be..
dat y i can only eat dinner at 8.. grrr.. watched tv sth which i haf not done for qt some time haha.. den while watching i suddenly realise i v long nv got e 闲情 to watch tv without deadlines of proj n tut at e back of my head.. haha..
den went back room nth to do.. sianzz started to surf net n look for blog skins n spend 2 hours editing e html codes n stuff.. n re-size some of e pics haha..
anyway yest while walking ard far east ar i saw dis nice bag dat i like!! how how how? eh i dunno how much isit it looks ex.. i cant find e price tag.. eh den i asked myself if i can only buy one bag which one wld i choose? [cos i haf many bags in mind now] den i realise i cant decide on ONE SINGLE bag i want ALL OF THEM.. haha... how ar.. i m so dead...
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today...
anyway dis morn event i was so afraid i wld b late n stuff set a lot of alarm clocks.. n din eben allow myself to snooze snooze - e root to my freq lateness... yay but so stupid i got up at 2am thinking its time to bathe.. c how 紧张 i was.. i wasnt looking forward to dis job at all lor.. den woke up close to 5 n bathe.. n thinking i haf a lot of time i slowly put on my skincare products den oh no!! its 6 liao... i haben eat breakfast haben change [cos its a 3piece suit i nid to wear: long sleeved blouse, blazer n pants] haben pack bag n stuff i start to gan chiong!! den sheesh ran down wif my heels n heng managed to catch 77.. got on e bus at 620.. reached tangs bus stop at 655.. okie so good! jus in time.. went up.. den dey told me got 3 other girls.. wah lau i was e earliest la den start work earliest boohoo..
den ar..e nxt girl to reach was dis v pretty girl.. she's 1 yr younger than me jus grad from poly.. she really v pretty leh.. cos her face is 1/2 of mine.. eyes v big n deep set.. nose v sharp oso.. hair long n nice.. she looks like a mixed but she's chinese.. her name is carrie.. haha.. i called her "lousy" or "miss lucky plaza" tell u abt it later..
anyway yar.. e other 2 were more not my kind of person.. hahaha.. so din really interact wif them.. e one who was latest, reached at 730.. was dis girl called sylvia.. haha i v bu shuang her.. cos ar i think i m so well trained by janet dat i jus bui tahan her slack slack attitude.. if janet is ard everything mus fast fast fast de set up quik-screen n stuff.. she dilly dally dilly dally.. 很怕做多一点事情的人 den i decided to b slow slow like her if not i wld loogie.. help her do soo much haha... i was suddenly reminded of my labour econs.. haha.. den ar our head.. she's called caroline.. was qt angry wif us said we v passive.. haha but i heck care liao.. i bu shuang e ppl liao.. den i realise wad's so diff wif dis event n other events liao.. i wld haf known a lot of stuff known who r e ppl dat's y i can handle all queries better.. wah lau dis one 你一问我三不知 dun eben noe who to look for.. how to b active?? haiz...
den dere was dis other seminar gg on in e other ballroom den cos our snacks more appealing than their coffee only.. their coffee break literally coffee only.. [eh i not sure got tea anot? hhaha] den ours got croissant, cakes, puffs, pastries.. so in e end me n carrie got e job of being a human fence... as wad dis stupid man from e other seminar put it.. n dis uncle ar 讲话就讲话嘛 put his hand on my shoulder for wad... i not his daughter lor.. n he came up to tok to me twice.. e 2nd time he said i think u all serve better food than our seminar.. den i smiled n told him politely haha but IDIOT UNCLE JI GO PEK YOUR coffee break is over there.. pls help urself to ur coffee over THERE...
den enuf of reg stuff at e booth.. aloysius [another of my boss] asked me go in b e fish bowl girl.. dat's wad he called me grrr... cos u noe u watch tv ar mus escort those kind of big big vip on stage for lucky draw yar i supposed to escort dis guy up stage n hold e fish bowl[wif name cards] for him..
okie anyway yar.. after dat a few more rounds of human fence n mundane reg stuff n crowd-shooing.. machiam chase those "sheep" who r yanking away to pls go back to e room.. ask them keep their volume down liao.. den dese stupid grps of men told me "eh inside v hot leh.. i dowan go in.. unless u go repair e air con " "eh u noe inside v hot n crowded anot??" haha i shook my head n told him i dunno.. cos i din go in hahahaha gek him! den he said orh den u go in n c lor.. dey really trying to piss u off de lor.. trying to b difficult.. den i told them i will reflect to my head n c how.. den my head came by i directed them to her.. den this other grp of men i asked them to go back into e room den dis guy said v loud " hahahahah we r exhibitors leh nid to go in meh??" den he looked at his other colleagues n dey all luff at me... eh not farnie hor!!! nxt time pls get a marker n write " im exhibitor" on ur face lar! den i will noe u not "delegates" grrr... den i wun shoo u in..
ok den caroline came n told us we hafta go break in 2s.. den rmb e last girl who reached.. she said she hungry she wanna go first.. den carrie said okie we go last.. so sylvia n beelian went to eat first.. while me n carrie attend to e booth.. den we got nth to do n we started chatting n chatting.. n i still dunno her name.. hahaha... but i din say.. as in we were intro-ed at 7am but i forgot all their names liao la.. haha...
okie den 1/2 an hr passed liao another 1/2 an hr when dey r back me n carrie can go eat liao we started planning where we wanna go n wad to eat.. den we tok tok tok caroline came by n say we can go help ourselves to e buffet food.. n carrie is v tempted n we loitered ard e table for qt some time cos i dun dare take.. n she dun dare oso... after a while caroline took for us.. but v farnie she took 1 plate of curry puff n 1 plate of crab claws.. each placte got like 6 to 8 of them.. me n carrie luffed cos we were thinking huh we can only eat dis two ar cant eat e cakes n stuff ar.. so we ate ate ate den carrie kept looking at e cakes haha n we decided to help ourselves~~~ we took one of each to share hahaha.. den halfway thru i oredi bu xing le.. i cant finish le.. n carrie kept wanting to try muffin croissants n bread haiyo when she herself oso cannot finish e cakes liao lor! haha.. had to stop her... den e 2 girls came back liao but me n carrie cant move liao hahaha.. too full... but we were happy we saved lunch money haha.. n we da bao e v cute jam bottles home!! hahaha cos nobody is ard.. n e 2 girls went to help themselves to e buffet oso... dey v 厉害 leh cos if its me lunch outside liao ar come back i sure cant eat cakes or wad de lor.. den stupid carrie still said eh how come no fruits de ar??!! diaozz carrie really think e buffet is for her..
den she still cant finish e cakes n kept wanting to get e muffin dat's how she got e name lousy den i told her i dunno her name she said i lousy cos she noe i m hui min.. den she refused to tell me her name den i said i will go on calling her lousy until she said n she still refused diaozz.. haha which she did say in e end la.. hahaha...
e 2nd half of e seminar was qt sian-nang.. n me n carrie kept gg toilet cos we drank a lot of water.. dat stupid girl kept asking me to go toilet wif her cos she said she will scared... diaoz..
den we were playing dis name tag machine den suddenly spoilt!!! boohoo.. told caroline n she said mus b no cartridge liao no nid to worry.. but change liao still spoil!! so she figured mayb no batt!! den she gave me money n ask me go buy batt.. she asked us where is e nearest 7-11 n carrie said lucky plaza den we huh tot its far east..? den caroline asked me to gif e electrical dept in tangs a try.. heng got leh cos it was raining v heavily leh!!in e end not batt prob leh its caroline put in e cartridge e wrong way cos aloysius managed to fix it! n me n carrie can play wif our toy liao! haha...
den me n carie took out our timesheets we gg to fill in liao.. den stupid girl kep disturbing me.. n we were thinking of e nearest post box.. n i said mrt den she said no lucky plaza got! hahah dat's how she got e "miss lucky plaza" title hahaha cos she eveything oso lucky plaza de..
den we were pissed wif e other 2 ppl cos we wrote 1/2 hr for our lunch break which is true la cos we din leave marriot at all leh!! we ate e pastries for lunch lor.. while dey did go out n lunch for one hour n came back n eat pastries somemore leh while slacking wif us.. can u believe it??!! n dey dare to write 1/2 an hour.. at first carrie was saying we shld write 0 hours of lunch lor cos while lunching we were supposed to look after stuff oso de lor.. n somemore dat girl was late in e morn leh me n carrie were e earliest can! hmph! when caroline signed e timesheet she oso commented to them huh u all lunch for 1/2 an hour only meh but she still signed in e end..
okie den b4i knocked off.. knock off early somemore.. i went toilet n change heels to my birkies n tee shirt cos i supposed to go shopping wif my sis.. she coming down to dine wif me.. i waited at far east for her.. waiting for her to bring me my berms cos raining la i walk ard wif my pants n flats will wet.. den i went to change.. oh oh yar forgot to tell u we da bao e cakes n puffs home.. carrie is of cos v excited.. hahaha cos she everything oso wanna try de la.. den asked her where she gg after work she ans lucky plaza eh no.. ps hahahaha... c how much she love lucky plaza hahaha... so we diff direction..
den me sis went to eat han's thou i really no appetite.. she said go hmv after dat.. but i told her i v tired wanna go home sleep.. in e end b4 we cld make our way to taka we started quarrelling over some stupid stuff.. n she walked v fast.. i was soo tired i cldnt catch up wif her.. n u noe sometimes e way my sis speak ar can really piss me off de leh.. she will say v loud n she eben ignored me when i called her den everyone is like looking at me la.. wah lau.. den reached taka she said v loudly in e underpass i was so paiseh den she will ans things like "orh so u will oso feel paiseh ar.. 我就是要让全世界知道 leh!" den she will turn n look at e crowd n said 看什么看 没有看过啊 .. u all will paiseh anot?? u tell me.. i was soo tired i dowan argue wif her.. n she stormed off again.. dis time round i din follow behind her.. i walked e other way n took bus home.. wanted take cab de cos i m really tired.. but no cabs.. n 174 is here le..
den i realise i wanted to buy books from popular n kino de lor if not i got nth to do..被我姐这样一闹，什么都忘记了 cos i got nth to do tml mah.. supposed to go ktv wif april dey all but i gg k-ing wif cz on fri leh or dunno when.. n april said i cant join them for high tea.. yar so i m free tml.. mayb i go west mall lib borrow book..
oh yar at far east while waiting for my sis to turn up.. i suddenly realise there is sth i wanna do but nv done b4.. i wanna go 民歌餐厅 not necessarily ai qin hai.. haha cos i wanna listen gh sing song ask him go ktv can liao.. he sing 1 song i sing 10 songs.. ktv is listen me sing not listen him sing hahaha... yar but alwiz nobody wanna go wif me.. cos dey say ex n stuff but i wanna go c leh... nv go b4.. boohoo so ppl who wanna go any min ge can ting can jio me too!
in addition to e long list of feasting, shopping n mj-ing..
ok dis is a v long post.. i off to sleep liao.. bye bye to alarm clocks!! woohoo~~
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10:33 PM
done wif exams!!
so lemme try n recall wad r few issues i wanted to blog abt over e past few days but din.. [m supposed to go to bed early cos of e stupid job tml but cos i waiting to watch e latest episode of aqfms.. so i decided to blog haha..]
first issue.. eh hp! yeap rmb e w800i i was interested in.. yeah key word here is WAS haha.. dis 2 weeks m1 n singtel super promo la.. only 300 plus.. heh but i decided to wait till e launch of e new 3g se phones hahaha... i dunno how much it wld cost.. but as long as not more than 600 can consider.. i noe i shldnt spend my govt ang bao dis way.. i shld save some money for rainy dayzz haizz but first time govt gif me money leh.. can i celebrate my adulthood in a "resoundingly extravagant" way?? hahaha... even k700i got super promo.. my only guess is dat dey trying to clear e old stock to make way for my new se phones!! haha.. yippie yay! okie i hope dey launch b4 june n prices fall like nobody's biz by end june/jul cos my hp really cannot make it.. i not kiddin la.. it really siao siao one... i noe i said 1001 times liao.. haha..
2nd issue!! v impt!! goodwood park durain puff season is back!! wow nicest durian desserts i haf ever tried!! yummy yummy i haf been craving for them since last yr.. dis durian season is e NG sisters' annual event! mus go buy de! citibank cardholders got 15% discount haha.. anyway yar dis time round dey got write e end-date of e durian season.. its 20th aug!! mus mark it down.. mus die die make my sis go buy n stock up some supply.. haha... n anyway if u all wanna go sample e durian desserts! goodwood park oso haf high tea buffet + durian desserts buffet @$30.80 n if u only wanna choke urself to death wif durian desserts.. dey oso haf e durian desserts buffet only at $20 i think.. haha.. can ask me along!! pls gif me at least 1-day notice so dat i can starve myself a bit i dowan loogie!! haha... rmb go try ar... if not hafta wait another yr...
eh i cant rmb wad r e other stuff i wanna blog abt... haha.. hmmm...
haizz now dat i can finally rot at home.. i got a feeling i m gg to spend n spend n squander all my money.. boohoo.. once in a while ask me out.. eat cheap cheap stuff oso can.. cos i still wanna go high tea wif my tai-tai khakis hahaha...
today went shopping wif my sis.. eh.. b4 dat had dis super sweet ice-cream at jp swensens cos gh hungry n i a bit hungry oso.. end up i cant eat much of e food my sis ordered at crystal jade.. n fyi we only ordered one claypot beancurd n one plate of xia jiao[prawn dumpling] n 2 bowls of rice.. i only ate 1/2 a bowl.. bu xing le.. n i ordered my fav almond paste!! die die mus eat de!! heehee... n of cos everything is paid for.. dat's y i love gg out wif sis! haha... when i m broke.. or when i wanna leave my money for better purposes like shopping haha.. i din buy anything except a pair of heels haha.. cos my prev heels gave me lotsa blisters.. n my sis said i gg to stand e whole day tml better not get too high heels.. n i bringing my birkies to change after dat... cos we gg shopping again!! haha cos sis wanna get an evening bag.. meaning those small smal bags u can bring to wedding dinners..
anyway i got lotsa places wanna go!! like e serene centre nice ice cream i haf been hearing ppl in sch tokking abt.. n oso i wanna go back chomp chomp.. ehh newton haben finish renovate but i dun mind go oso.. eh... i wanna go eat katong laksa!! haha... a lot a lot la... pls ask me out to eat! hahaha...
okie i nodding off le.. bye
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okie my uneasy feeling is v accurate...
n i dunno y after i agreed to dis job i started to haf dis unexplainable weird feeling like sth is gg to happen.. but i dunno wad... i felt tempted to call up e agent n say i dowan to work liao.. but cos dis is a new agent not my usual.. i thot it wld b qt bad... haizz i mean i got another job offer at raffles place.. a 3-day assignment jus stapling n sorting of docs.. so happy rite.. eh hourly rate is $0.50 cheaper.. but i dun really care cos e job v ez la..
ok anyway dis kind of stupid ad hoc assignments better.. haha cos i wld still haf time to go shopping n sleep... those 9-5 n 5-day week will kill me i think.. i c how la..
yar oops i supposed to say so wad happened to my one-day job.. yar anyway its an IT-seminar.. at hotel intercont supposedly.. so i was hoping i wun b too bored.. n dey were saying me n gh cant lunch tgt.. ok wadeva... den e agent jus called ask me go down to another venue.. cos "THE MANAGEMENT" needed another lady at another IT seminar... wah y soooo many IT seminars gg on ar? i hope i get to c some real cool gadgets if not i wld b sooo bored.. *yawnz* yar so i m not gg hotel intercont but marriot now.. while gh will remain at hotel intercont.. i m ok wif dis arrangement la cos gg marriot is easier ha got direct bus la.. but still *yawnz* 7am in e morn... n dis job is not ez la.. cos "THE MANAGEMENT" wants to conduct an interview wif me.. but since i m unable to go down today dey will conduct it over e phone.. oh wow! e prev one dun nid to do anything de lor... dis one so ma fan.. can go die la.. cant study finish liao still gif me kang tao... i hope e aloysius [i/c at marriot] is nice.. e other i/c at hotel intercont is called malcolm..
okie wadeva.. i better go back study my stuff... resume blogging after tml.. woohoo last paper later!!
the princess left at
10:14 AM
grr angry wif myself...
althou i m sooo tired i decided to hurry up book in case no air tix.. den ar i booked everithing liao so happy.. printed everything so happy.. air tix 260.. so happy.. den i was looking at e itinerary again.. eh shldnt we return on a friday instead of a tue?? sheesh!! y isit tue??!!! i booked e wrong day back!!!
so i hurry up change la.. but cos i pressed e "confirm" button liao.. so well i hafta pay for e amendment fee!! which add up to 40 for 2 ppl!!
i m sooo angry wif myself cos now my air tix so ex la!! got cheap deal oso like no cheap deal la.. n cos its my blunder i hafta absorb la thou willie did kindly offer to split.. but haizz... paiseh mah...
gh was stilll luffing at me for booking e wrong day back cos its e same flight as them la.. grrr... but when i told willie he HUH so loud.. so heng i changed it back la.. i jus hope i dun discover any more blunders after e promo period if not by then it wld not b $40 only..
e after-effects of not enuf sleep.. boohoo...
e last thing i wanna noe is things like i typed e wrong passport no for willie or wrong expiry date i will die.. or even worse wrong passport no for myself or wrong expiry date! things like dis shldnt happen cos i alwiz qt meticulous de lor! grrr.... spoil my reputation la..
the princess left at
8:18 PM
i wanted to blog...
anyway now not in e mood to blog cos i m down wif mild food poisoning.. i hope its mild.. cos now its diarrhoea... no puking yet... keep gg toilet.. sianz.. no time liao lor.. still got sooo many things to study den gif me dis kind of kang tao...
okie tgt wif e prev 2 fevers over last 3 wks.. dis is e 3rd time i m sick dis exam period.. oh wow! sianzz...
i think i gg to sleep soon thou i still haf lotsa things to read.. eh cos e pain qt unbearable when it comes.. haiz..
the princess left at
12:55 AM
stressed is an understatement..
因为一直住危机一直住在我们的身体里
所以才会有
压.......压力
因为一直没有注意每一件事的真诚意义
所以空虚
所以放弃......
无能为力
压.......压力
因为鼻子突然不想呼吸
因为耳朵太多不一样的噪音
因为嘴巴无法控制次序
因为眼睛无法变得很透密
因为太不公平
所以这么病侵
压.......压.......压.......压.......力
wanted to post another lyrics but accidentaly stumbled upon dis lyrics.. yeah i really think i m gg to die.. can u imagine completing 6 chaps of labour a day squeezing e numerous graphs n definitions n effects n theories into my tiny brain space?? but i bo bian.. cos i haf only 5 days.. 2 days for labour 3 days for chinese.. another can die one.. haiz.. i really dunno wad to do... boohoo..
i want a break i dowan study dowan work dowan dowan dowan dowan..
i jus wanna rot...
but i cant...
boohoo boohoo
anyway jus now i figured aiya i prolly wun b able to study finish might as well cook dinner since we haf been da-bao-ing dinner for e past few dayzz a bit sian liao.. n ha mayb cos i m too bored from all dese studying i actually felt v relaxed preparing dinner.. n mayb i was too relax i poured too much dark sauce and a tad too much oil for my vege.. i m known to b v giam siap when it comes to adding oil to fry vege.. haha.. cos i think too oily v e xin.. yar but i jus added too much oil but my dad said dat shld b e way diaozz.. but my soya meat too dark ha.. heng all edible! e best is e soup ba cos my dad kept drinking.. yeah rainy dayzz drink hot hot soup is e best le!! n i think i improved my dad's mood a bit cos he's pissed wif his stockbroker.. made him lose money.. kept irritating him wif endless calls...
n i m a bit out of sorts liao.. i contemplating either not sleeping or staying up to v v v v early in e morn to finish as much as possible.. i m still v far away from my 6-chap-a-day target.. cos if i cant ar.. den tml dun think i wanna move my butt out of my hse to study.. cos travelling time v long.. but prolly go sch more effective than staying home..
lastly ppl b warned mayb u all will c a panda on labour paper day haha.. n if u all same as me oso last paper is labour me gh n jilian r gg out to feast!! feast wad haben decided.. eh interested parties can join us!! or ppl who simply dun feel like studying anymore can join us too!! might b gg chomp chomp! ha..
the princess left at
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我要快乐
我要快乐我 要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
okie end of e jinjalat paper... e nxt jinjalat paper coming up.. my chinese ge.. bleah dun like history stuff so much memory work..
in e end today's paper was more theoretical than analytical.. wth lor.. budden again i wld haf preferred theoretical if [BIG IF here] i knew he gg to test our concepts n stuff.. den i wld haf memorised more stuff n not jus read thru n scratching my head trying to recall wth went in..
not dat i wld prefer analytical cos which graph shifts left shifts right.. y shift here y shift there after dat i simply cant recall.. scribble n erase scribble n erase.. haizz still dunno if my ans r correct anot oso..
damn sianz.. dowanna flip notes dowanna noe wad's e ans...dowanna noe wad others wrote.. cos it's OVER... i nv liked to find out wad's e correct ans oso.. cos it only made me more demoralised.. sianzz..
okie i m gg to sleep soon.. i m mentally drained.. 5 more days' break b4 i haf 2 back-to-back papers.. wish me luck man.. 2 stack of stuff i haf nv touched b4... oh man.. for dis morn paper i studied e longest lor.. way b4 exams i started studying 206.. den during recess when i went back sch study i oso studied 206 everyday.. n still nth gets in...
so i dun think i can accomplish much in e nxt 5 days.. yawn..
many thanks to e frens who smsed me n asked me to jia u! yeah thanks...
the princess left at
3:07 PM
im fine...
but i m still v angry wif myself for showing my 脆弱的一面 haizz shldnt haf said soo much grumbled soo much.. now i feel so paiseh la...
but sometimes i m disappointed by reality of life..
anyway jus wanna say wadeva is mine is mine n i will cherish.. wadeva is not mine i c no pt in fighting for it/him/her cos dey will nv b mine.. yeah!
thankew frens out there..
i miss all my frens n i really hope i can meet up wif all of u during e 3 mth break if not v soon some of u will enter workforce n so diff to meet up liaoz..
the princess left at
12:37 AM
i shldnt haf broke down jus now..
i jus felt like running away from all this.. i looked myself in e mirror when i was brushing my teeth den i saw how irritated my skin is wif all e rashes n my dark eye circles.. v sad..
i yearn to experience e carefree life my fren is enjoying now on her exchange.. she was feeling qt depressed last yr as she felt she had reached her bottleneck and nid to leave all dis emotional baggage behind n look for her true self.. mayb i shld do e same cos she is now all ready to return to sg when her exchange comes to an end end of dis mth.. but since i cant go for exchange cos of my braces i certainly dowan to wear my braces half a yr longer.. [n my dad jus asked me when can i remove them.. haizz i oso wanna remove la.. so ugly..]
right now i m more inclined to taking up e shanghai summer prog cos a few ppl encouraged me to do so.. u can say i m running away or wad.. but i alwiz wanted to run away from this place wif lotsa unhappy memories.. but i oso think i shld learn to grow up.. [although i still believe i m qt mature in some ways haha] anyway.. yar so wad if i m gg alone.. i can make use of my one mth to go research on shanghai n plan which places i wanna go! i can go on my own wad.. i got mouth i can ask ppl how to get there.. i will not b alone cos i haf my digi cam n i can take lotsa pics n i can upload n blog abt them n all my blog-ders can share my joy wif me..
yl was saying so wad if i cant work i will b broke.. but i will b rich in another aspect.. i will b knowledge-rich n experience-rich..
haizz ok i still v angry wif myself how can i allow myself to tear in public.. heng e tears din roll down.. dey remained in my eyes.. but i guess i was jus soo overwhelmed wif all e stuff i nid to drill into my head over e nxt few days.. n i met sooo many ppl in sch today really made me even more stressed..
dis is a realistic world.. i haf only myself to blame if i cant make it.. i haf been slacking too much too long..
anyway jus now on e way out to boon lay from sch we passed by e new jw lib den saw dere got yamaha so was qt happy since so near sch i can learn flute after sch ha.. i wanna learn flute cos i think e sound of flute v soothing.. saxophone oso can or clarinet.. but i prefer flute.. wanted to learn percussion cos i alwiz feel percussionist v sud.. but anyway went to chk yamaha website dun haf e course fees.. but flute is definitely not cheap la! my goodness!!e cheapest is 600odd leh.. boohoo..
if i go shanghai i certainly cant learn liao la cos i wld haf no $$ left for e flute course liao.. super tight budget cos still nid to save for tw trip n aussie trip.. n btw dis flute course is one yr leh.. so long... boohoo...
oh btw jus to add on wad's holding me back now is prolly e opportunity costs cos i really wanna work n earn some money! haizz but all e job i applied all no news lor.. including e china studies i got from sch haiz..
lemme think carefully.. ha.. n i think i shall gif myself a break tonite cos i really bui tahan so i not studying liao i shall go sleep..
anyway another nice song from an idol drama i watching... ha..我想我已开始有点疑惑
好像被她说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖地束手纠缠
难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错 谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中又舍不得
看着你要走 还装着笑容
泪水的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口 如何挽留
感情这条线 注定只能这么远
不敢相信已经来到昨天
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线
看着你走远
还继续装笑脸
掩视沉默我能撑多久
如果现在开口 怎么挽留
感情这条线 注定无法延长一点
你已不再而我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命
不曾放弃你 我不会说什么
默默地承受想人的自豪
看着你要走 还装着笑容
泪水的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口 如何挽留
感情这条线 注定只能这么远
看着你要走 还装着笑容
泪水的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口 如何挽留
感情这条线 注定只能这么远
ok lar e lyrics not v wow.. but somehow wif e tune.. e impact is there...
and dis was e song dat started e welling of my tears in my eyes. hahaha.. from then on 装着几乎崩溃的情绪瓶子就这样被打翻了。。我们都忘了最初的快乐
拥抱越紧痛愈深刻
谁不会舍不得
现在我给的或许并不是你要的
如果分离是唯一的解脱最后的话我来说
如果永远你不必再难过遗憾让我来过
就算过去的回忆太脆弱连未来也没有我
爱着你仍是我的执着
the princess left at
12:43 AM
矛盾 矛盾 真矛盾。。。
okie den i jus chked email n dey finally say its open for reg got 10 vacancies only n half price cos our sch n hkbu r partner uni.. its usd 550 usual price is usd 1400
i wanna go!! so i called up dat gh who said he wanna go in march too...
but he said he cant leave cos dis prog last abt 3 wks la.. den he got other commitments.. not everyone is as free as me 了解。but i dowan go alone!! boohoo... or mayb i shld go so dat i will get to noe more frens... but like wad dat gh said wad if less than 10 ppl sign up n mayb e 4 5 of them i cant gum de leh.. den i will live 21 days in agony.. n cos cos cos nid to do project presentation n assignment n exam.. it better if i can gum wif them rite.. i mean easier to work wif my own fellow sg-reans than go shanghai uni n work wif some angmohs rite? i haf nth agst them btw jus dat communication wise oso easier.. n shld haf similar interests n stuff...
haizz n win n pin went last yr liao.. e ppl i m close to like all taking inter sem.. nobody can go wif me!! boohoo at least i cant think of any.. how how how...
so wad shld i do?? shld i go?????? boohoo i really wanna go.. eh if i go ar means e jap classes hafta wait till end of yr liao... den golf i dunno..
btw pp smsed abt joining judo cos she learning judo now.. she asked me get a fren to pei me go la.. lessons shld b free cos her coach oso coaches ntu students.. so i think our sch paid $$ liao haha... so anyone interested??
but anyway e main thing n main purpose of dis blog is to ask u all if i shld go shanghai.. 3weeks.. 21 days.. i hafta take into acc e opportunity cost of this trip cos i wun b able to work liao.. haiz haiz haizz... shld i shld i?? oh n dis is v v v v urgent cos selection based on first come first served n deadline is wed... haizz i nid to make a decision by tue cos i got paper on tue so i can go submit..
the princess left at
11:51 PM
my current fav song...
現在很想見你
要打電話給你
可是我的勇敢只在我夢里
和你去看電影
一起唱ktv
我的世界就更明亮
現在很想見你
如果你會答應
我會試著實現夢里的情境
擁抱你在街上
不怕別人眼光
你是我永遠的夢想
gh asked me listen to a song called "organic love" den i went to dl dis malaysian idol whole album n i fell in love wif dis other song! hahaha...
was discussing e lyrics wif cz hahaha really v nice hor.. especially e dream part...
the princess left at
12:48 AM
i think i shld go learn judo taekwondo wadeva -do...
but wad made me surprised is e "criminal" is actually a juvenile.. eh only 13-15 yrs old leh.. but v tall liao wor.. 175cm.. mayb guys grow taller ar? i oso dunno.. but haizz worrying sia..
so shld i go sign up for judo taekwondo or wadeva-do at my community centre??
nobody interested in dance ar btw? cos nobody ask me go learn dance.. if dun haf den prolly i will sign up a package at amore liao.. but haizz yl signed up such a long package wif amore.. she wun join me at e beginner classes liao la... boohoo... nvm i sign up for e 3 mths one enuf liao.. think will go for kickboxing n aerobics.. eh dunno if i wanna try yoga, pilates or others.. i nid their pamphlet la.. cos their silly website down...
i hope i find a job den i can finance all my these expenditure... but i can foresee i wun b able to work ot if i got soo many other commitments...
[hypothetical situation]: mon:amore wed:jap thurs:golf fri:suan piao.. left only wkn prolly nid to meet up wif frens n stuff.. n oso mj sessions! haha yl go bug ui!! den we can go his hse n play! hahaha...wah v xiong hor... oh n my wadeva-do classes!! den everyday of e wk will b packed.. wah damn jialat hor after work v tired de leh still go soo many places.. haha..
but but but...
bz life is better than no life ha... c wad i can do.. but i got a feeling i wun accomplish anything.. sianz... pls bug me kzz... if not i rot at home den damn sad la..
n i m supposed to save up for aussie trip!! aussie trip gonna spend a lot leh cos of e airfare n stuff.. heng lodging r mostly free hahahhaaha...
aiyo how ar..
oh n today's paper left me v drained.. cos when i reached home i rotted a while read newspapers n tok to my dad who came back n rest a while.. den i went to sleep.. i only got up when my dad reached home n made a lot of noise.. haiyo does he nid to open e door so loudly?? grrr... but i was sleeping like a pig la.. dun eben noe i slept for sooo long liao leh..
e nxt paper is e most jialat one... e one i m v v v v v afraid [most afraid for dis exams] my international monetary economics.. its v v v v v heavy a lot of concepts to noe n a lot of graphs n a lot of applications... n i cant rmb all e things dat i haf studied.. damn sianz.. so hafta start all over again...
ok i will rot a while more then start on e revision liao... sianz... good friday not good one!
the princess left at
8:10 PM
tml's tml is e day...
anyway hols coming.. i dropped my intersem.. i wanna look for a job.. n i think i wanna pick up my jap again.. i down to 2 sch choices.. partly cos of e location of e schs as well as e affordability of e courses.. eh $190 for 12 lessons for e one at delfi orchard.. n $285 for 12 lessons at paradiz.. right now i prefer e one at delfi haha cos its cheaper la! duhzz... anyone wanna join me? oh n cos e commencement dates r jus nice for me! ha in may la.. so good! i shant procrastinate any longer.. cos if not v soon i think i will forget all my hiragana.. ha.. i oredi in e process of forgetting some liao.. not to say katagana... boohoo...
yay so if everything goes well i shall work n learn jap too! i wanted to learn sth during dis hols.. since i m done wif my driving.. n i asked my dad if i shld learn how to drive lorry he scold me.. so i think i shall jus stick to my car license hahaha.. so i cant think of any other lang i wanna learn.. hmm mayb after completing jap i wanna learn malay ha.. cos i think dis 2 lang v useful to me.. cos jap ar i can go japan shopping ar.. den malay ar nxt time i go jb can converse wif those malays liao la.. [eh not dat i v gian tok to them la.. but sometimes order food v xin ku if dey dun understand english]
den mayb i wanna learn shanghainese.. hmm haha i nv consider french n german leh cos i think v hard ha...
korean tooo chim liao la.. e words so difficult to write i think jap is easier cos i learnt b4.. n still rmb a bit..
den i think i wanna learn a sport.. not really a sport la but like dance[like modern dance or sth for fun de..] or like aikido..judo taekwondo or sth.. hahaha... aerobics oso can.. cos if not i really too slack..
ohh n i actually considered learning hairdressing n make up la.. but not those professional kind jus for fun... cos i dun c any practical use la.. ok mayb make up got use la haha.. cos can draw on myself.. haha...
of cos e best is i can accomplish all e abovesaid during dis 3 mths of hols.. yeah.. so we shall c after 3 mths...
ppl who r interested in any of e above can contact me!!
k lar slacked long enuf.. i shall go back study liao.. *yawn*
the princess left at
11:22 PM
ok i m fine...
gh said i too hyper today.. or rather since last nite..
ehhh... i guess its all stress-induced.. cos i really really dun feel like mugging wad i m mugging now.. boohoo i m gg to die... sianzz...
heng it din turn out to b as bad as i thot.. phew..
anyway i hope i din get anyone into trouble bcos of sth i did today..im sorry i was seriously not thinking... *ah bish*终于明白你已变成回忆 没有言语能夠说明当别人问起
谱了一段旋律没有句点 也无法再继续
像埋伏在街头的某种气息 无意间经过把往日笑与泪勾起
忽然心痛的无法再压抑 原来从未忘记
haha jus thot dis lyrics v nice.. haf been listening to dis song today while i m studying.... nice song...
the princess left at
10:43 PM
i think i m dumb....
i dunno how to study.. i dunno how to ans qn.. i dunno wad e prof wants...
i m dead... nobody can save me...
i must haf let down all my ny tchas n hc tchas.. v sad n sianz...
the princess left at
1:03 AM
i cant stay at home la...
today dad went malaysia so sis ordered canadian pizza for lunch cos she noe i lazy.. i prolly wun take dinner if no one comes home so i can munch on e leftover pizza for dinner.. n cos its a combo we ordered we haf a not-so-nice lasagne..
n cos i haf been slacking n i cant stand e state of my sandy floor.. i kpoh go vacuum n mop e floor.. n i dunno y now i haf e cheesy smell in my respiratory tract n dis overwhelming smell is making my brain fluid v v v bui balanced la... cos i feel like puking now.. damn jialat..
yar i v ez giddy de.. shaky buses.. those lao pok pok buses will make me feel like puking.. eh ppl shaking their legs in e same row of chair i m sitting on in lt will oso make me v pissed.. eh after consuming certain food i cannot haf big movements if not oso will puke.. eh.. oh n certain smells oso make me feel like puking.. eg dun eat canteen-bot siew mai near me i hate e meaty smell.. oh n meat pau.. pui pui pui... i bui tahan de..
cos i m sooooo slack wif myself.. from tml onwards no more sleep until zi ran xing.. i m gg to set alarm n make sure i wake up early early.. n btw cos its critical period now i m gg to off hp at certain times of e day especially if i m at home.. so e only way u all can find me r:
1]if not urgent sms me i will read it some time..
2]urgent drop me email lor.. but think will read abt e same time as sms
3]under very life-threatening circumstances can u call my hse.. [strongly advised not to call my hse]
thankew for ur cooperation
anyway i wanted to buy some skincare products [new ones i tried e sample from e tw mag i bot from kino like not bad] so i ordered online cos e store had free worldwide delivery for orders above certain amt.. so i shun bian ordered a few more items i cant find in sg de.. ha so happy!! it will take abt 7-14 days to deliver.. from hk to sg dun nid sooo long ba.. hopefully 7 days will reach den if good i can recommend to u all...
yar now u noe wad i m bz wif when i m supposed to b studying.. boohoo... i nid to study la!!!! mai ca wa! bye bye...
the princess left at
6:23 PM
now i noe...
i slept more than half of e studying session.. i hope i din snore or drool.. no i din drool cos my jacket wasnt wet haha... but anyway yar n irritating e whole lib wif my constant nose-blowing.. haha.. used 4 packets of tissue during dat 5 hours.. was sooo afraid i not enuf n had to resort to tissue rationing.. i mus haf looked my worst yest wif my new specs! hee n a super red rudolph nose.. n no foundation at all.. gh eben commented can c my dark eye circles! boohoo...
after studying we went jp for dinner.. i ate fish porridge hee not bad lar thou e fish like not v fresh or my nose blocked so v sensitive to e yu xing wei... i oso dunno..
when i got home i saw my bed i cldnt take it anymore.. i jus plong myself on e bed.. but b4 dat i took my temp n saw e reason for being so drowsy.. i was running a fever.. when i saw e temp on my thermometer.. 37.6 it cldnt reg at first i was thinking 37.6 is normal isit? den i thot a while eh no leh during e sars period dey say those above 37.5 must go home... so 37.6 means v high i guess.. n my forehead really v hot..
anyway i wanna congratulate my dear fren... guo ran nv disappoint me!! haha... xq passed her driving liaozzz!!! yeah yeah yeah yeah!!! one more fren wif driving license hahaha... so happy so happy!!!
the princess left at
4:02 PM
可以不要那么爱我吗？
yes if u all vaguely rmb i was sick less than 3 wks ago.. eh last wkn i had mrs cramps visiting me.. last last wkn i think i m fine.. it was last last wkn dat i was sooooo 痛苦 cos i had fever n e darn weather killing me...
now mr flu bug is back to haunt me??!! wah lau!!! 看我好欺负啊！
today ar my nose was oredi half blocked when i was on e bus on e way home so i kept sniffing. den dere was dis young man he v big size.. he plong himself nxt to me! wah kau.. okie u big size 我也就算了 do u hafta open ur legs sooo big to eat into my space?? den nxt ar his overpowering masculine perfume odour was toooo much for my poor nose to handle.. can u imagine?? my nose half blocked i oso can smell la!! grrr... keep having to open my mouth to gasp for air.. jin jialat la...
den when i got home half drenched cos wind kept blowing.. got umbrella oso no use la! after showering i promptly fell asleep.. i suspect got slight fever liao.. cos when my sis woke me up for dinner.. i a bit 神志不清 somemore.. nid to hold on to e chair for support.. den ar so irritating la my dad niam me again for not drinking water... wah lau i think i drink a lot of water lor... den he scold me cos i m sick again.. my dad is lydat de la.. when we were young we sick dun dare let him noe de.. cos imagine ar u so 痛苦 liao he wun console u 也就算了 still scold u haizz... so yeah he jus niam niam niam n said he 不理我了 but anyway while typing dis entry 3 min ago he jus asked me to go drink more water... so he still care for me ha..
i v sian liao la.. my 1st paper is less than a wk away liao.. can someone jus kill me?? boohoo....
den sick how to go mac study boohoo...
the princess left at
8:20 PM
都是msn nick 惹的祸
u came n asked me wad was dat sth dat i wanna gif up dat i cldnt.. hmm actually there is nth particular i m referring to.. but since u brot it up.. i was reminded of wad happened a few mths ago.. i wanted to gif U up.. hmmm dis seemed wrong oso cos u were nv mine.. n i still dun haf e ans... but wadeva it is.. last nite u said how can dere b anything dat is sooo difficult to gif up dat required lotsa courage.. den i pondered a while.. hmmm mayb 放不下 is e word.. haha.. okie wadeva it is i changed my nick liao.. to 减少不必要的msn conversations.. hahahaha...
n to peeps out there my nick was REALLY not referring anyone/anything in particular n if there's any perhaps i m referring to mugging cos i really v sian.. grrr but yet i cant gif up mugging rite cos if i stop now i m bound to fail! grrr...
n its really a farnie feeling that u r e one of e few ppl who wld still msn me despite my status set as "bz" n e inclusion of "dnd" in my nick.. e rest who msned me prolly [i hope] haf pressing academic-related stuff to ask me.. or some stuff to settle wif me.. but u dun haf la... haha n i had e "courage" to shut u off after a few sentences.. 以前的我 would haf jumped at every opportunity to lengthen our conversation.. haha.. anyway ur bday coming soon oso.. dis yr no time to go shop for ur bday present early early.. n dun eben noe if we r getting one for u haha... yl r we?
okie nid to get ready go sch for tut + make up tut sianzz...
the princess left at
8:56 AM
im soooo stressed..
especially when i hear ppl ard me getting As n stuff i wld b soooo worried for myself.. i m nv really lucky wif grades.. somehow sth will screw up during exams.. i noe my stuff but somehow exams i will jus get mediocre results to get me to where i m now..
yar i noe if u take a look at my edu history so far all good schs wor.. wad crap i tokkin abt rite? but really lor i m really e borderline de.. haizz.. sianzz.. ok lar in ny i really chao bia owiz knowing wad's gg on.. alwiz finish assignments way b4 hand dat kind.. wad happened in jc?? wad happened in uni?? boohoo... i m soooo stressed...
but heng i got stress reliever.. my sis came jp to find me today cos she wanna buy her bag at 37d.. but end up she din get her bag cos its e last piece its e display set.. n cos its velvet material we scared dust collected on it.. so we decided to go other outlets n try.. i tried like 4 berms but nth to my fancy.. haha.. which is good can save money.. den i went bum saw a nice top.. din buy cos my sis said all my tops same pattern.. den saw another top at bega which is young n cute.. hmm but din buy oso cos feel dat its not worth e money.. i shld really cut down my expenditure.. boohoo..
but but but! i bot panties!! hahaa so happy.. buying lingerie is such an enjoyable thing!! n i bot more 龟苓膏 heee cos eys still having promo.. wanted to buy bird nest de.. but but i still haf 3 bottles..so nvm lar nxt time den buy la..
den we da bao food home for dinner.. cos if not my daddy gonna call n ask who's buying dinner n he wld b disappointed nobody dine wif him again.. daddy is a lonely man.. ha.. aiyo like yest lar he called me n asked wad time i gg home cos he lazy go buy dinner.. den when i reached home he ate liao la cos he cldnt wait.. den he told me actually his friends asked him out for dinner but he lazy wanna go home n rest.. den in e end we all not at home.. n heng we not at home cos if not we supposed to go dinner wif him n frens bleah dun like... den cos my hp really cmi liao ar if anybody call me it will auto switch off.. so daddy called me n my hp kupped him! n i called him back n later my hp off on its own!! den i jus left it as it is.. den when i got home sis scold me cos she had been trying to get me n kept calling for half an hr.. haizz... not i dowan buy la.. its its its.. hp v ex la.. hahaha... wadeva... k lar.. i better stress myself more so dat i will study harder harder harder...你是不是像我在太阳下低头
流着汗水默默辛苦的工作
你是不是像我就算受了冷漠
也不放弃自己想要的生活
你是不是像我整天忙着追求
追求一种意想不到的温柔
你是不是像我曾经茫然失措
一次一次徘徊在十字街头
因为我不在乎别人怎么说
我从来没有忘记我
对自己的承诺对爱的执著
我知道我的未来不是梦
我认真的过每一分钟
我的未来不是梦
我的心跟着希望在动
跟着希望在动
the princess left at
7:07 PM
my dear fren jia you~~~
at first wanted to put her name up there but i dunno if she's comfy wif me sharing this wif my blog-ders anot yar so i decided not to... i noe who she is can liao..
anyway i m v touched la dat she will sms me hee cos she is one of my v good frens whom i dun really meet up v often cos different schs la.. n haha yet we haf a lot of things to say each time we meet up hee.. yar cos i will alwiz haf a lot to share wif my dear fren hahaha...
k anywayzz.. my dear fren jia you!! do ur best!! n yes i will b there for u!! i hope i dun nid to console u at all.. i m waiting to congratulate u... so pls jia you!! n yeah we all hate b*b*d*c... hahaha....
the princess left at
9:40 PM
wow!!
but i wanna watch cos a hc-ian made it to top 4!! so proud of cheeyang!! wow!! n i can really feel e hwa chong spirit even thou i m at home n abt 5km away from sch hahaha... but but but!! somehow i feel so proud of him!! n he sang soooo well.. when dey were showing video clips of his sch life.. i was trying to guess e places dey shoot.. haha e stair case leading to canteen.. our class benches.. central plaza where we assemble every morn.. wow!! i miss hc sooo much!! i dun dare say e same for other sch but i think hc jus has dis ability to bond everyone tgt no matter which batch u belong to.. i m soooo proud to b a hc-ian!!
but ar i v paiseh when e host- huang hui [who's also from hc!! ha] interviewed dis girl from ny wah lau.. can dun so diu lian anot.. i find it v diu lian cos all along ny has been romantically linked to tc ok i haf no prob wif couples from dis 2 schs but jus dat i dun like dis whole idea like ny girls mus alwiz go gaga over tc guys or sth.. i oso dunno how to say.. jus try n tone down a bit lar!!
anyway den i realise e ri campus superstar oso v cute!! yin wei i think his name.. haha cos he was "dancing" to e song.. haha somemore his moves not v synchronised.. its ok for me to luff at him cos i oso no dance sense like him muahahaha.. so cute!!!
ok n since i spent 3.5 hours watching tv i nid to replace back dis 3.5 hours by deducting from my sleep.. boohoo...
oh yar n i v jealous cos teresa get to hold jy's hand n sing duet wif him!! boohoo!! n she kept looking at him!! *jealous!!** hahaha... ok enuf of gaga...
back to hit my books...
the princess left at
10:58 PM
im dying...
e whole of today i was not feeling v well lar.. blame it on my cramps i guess.. but dey r not exactly excruciating leh.. so i went to nap n [yes i wasted my whole of sat sleeping.. when i m supposed to start my revision argh!!]
so when i woke up.. i was perspiring like mad so i went to bathe.. oh wait a min.. by right i shldnt haf any cramps cos dr tan said e medicine he prescribed shld regulate my menses n shldnt haf cramps.. i dunno y i haf cramps.. n btw i m not one who will alwiz experience cramps la.. i rmb when last yr got once v jialat dat i had to ask my doctor to gif me painkiller injection n he commented "wah! got so jialat dat u dowan take oral medicine n u rather haf injection.." den i nodded my head cos i really feel like dying.. i thot i almost cldnt make my way to e clinic.. walking down e slope to e clinic took me 1/2 an hour lor cos i kept having to squat down n support myself b4 i cld move on.. nobody's at home so i had to go alone.. n heng no kpoh neighbours.. haiz..
yar anyway dat was a yr ago.. today's one was comparable.. yar so i went to bathe.. den i went back to my room.. all of a sudden i felt as thou sth was sucking all my power from e back n i started to feel v cold v v cold.. i felt as thou i m gg to faint e nxt min.. i looked into e mirror n i was shocked to c how pale i was.. i went to lie on my bed immediately.. i felt better.. but i cldnt lie for too long la cos my hair v wet.. v e xin la.. all sticking to my face.. so i went to blow dry my hair.. but blow blow blow for abt 2 min i bu xing again i feel as thou i m gg to faint again.. so i plong myself on my bed.. n i heck care my still damp hair.. n my stomach aches like mad... i started breaking out in cold sweat argh! i jus bathed lor den now i m sticky all over again! grrr n oso my hands were shaking.. i wanted to reach out n get tissue to wipe my sweat but yar my hands were too shaky.. haizz...
im rolling on my bed to n fro.. n i dun dare tell my dad.. cos he wld b v worried.. n my sis was not at home.. so i cld only bear all this silently..
i seriously dunno wad's e prob.. but e last time [ e one i experienced last yr] e doctor said it was due to stress.. so i guess this time prolly.. since its near exam time.. n i still rmb dat stupid painkiller jab my doctor gave me triggered another allergy lor.. my eyes swelled like mad lar.. n my eye ball [the whitish part] became like e texture of uncooked egg white.. damn gross..
now i feel better thou e uncomfy feeling is still there.. n i dun haf appetite.. i cldnt finish e fried rice dey bot for me.. partly cos its really nan chi.. yucks.. but bo bian.. cos i will b home alone later cos dad got dinner function to attend.. sianz.. i think i better rest somemore so dat i can really start my revision tml.. huimin is getting on my nerves..
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