im still alive...
anyway i dunno if i shld wait for new sony ericsson phones to b launched cos i saw 2 v nice phones which will b out soon.. but i dunno how soon cos dey jus wrote coming soon.. haizz... i wun get so early i guess.. i can wait till may ba when i get my 600.. i can use my spare nokia phone..
show u all e 2 new hps i eyeing..

It’s here. A Cyber-shot™ digital camera and a small and sophisticated feature-packed 3G mobile phone all in one. Open the lens cover and you're ready to take the picture. Bring the K800i with you and you have a 3.2 megapixel camera with autofocus, built-in xenon flash and image and video stabilizer function ready for any moment, anytime. And a 3G phone for sharing your pictures. Instantly.


Slim 3G music style
The W950i Walkman® is a slim and stylish 3G phone with an advanced digital music player and large touchscreen for optimal ease of use. Using the W950i is easy. A touchscreen and stylus are a comfortable way to choose and open menu items.
The keypad of the slim W950i is smooth and flush with the surface, and the dedicated music player keys and other controls have one-press-to-open functionality.
eh i dunno if e 2nd one has camera function anot lar.. cos dey din say on e website.. so most prolly dun haf ba? so weird haha but tis v slim lar.. i prefer e 1st one more.. cos its v stylish!! n e camera v good lar its 3.2mp leh!!
of cos e phone i wanted to get is w800i

heh dis hp oso v good la.. 2mp camera... eh but i nid a phone which can c me thru 2 yrs... cos i dun think e govt will gif us payouts in e nxt 2 yrs rite? den i will haf no $$ to change!! n den oso no contract for me to sign cant upgrade.. so i was thinking if i shld invest in a 3g phone.. not as if i will use any of e functions lar.. but but but i nv noe wad may happen in e nxt 2 yrs rite? so yar.. i oso dunno..
so i shall wait till may/june den look c...
anyway anyway arghhhh i m getting qt angry wif myself... i m v easily distracted by certain things certain people.. or rather one single person! boohoo.. 为什么每次跟你说话的感觉那么舒服,总是狠不下心恨你、生你的气。我们都没说过几次话,但是感觉却是那么的熟悉,为什么会这样子??一点都不符合我喜欢的类型,我却被你的一举一动牵动着。。。
the princess left at
10:00 PM
bz is an understatement..
so i msned my fren's fren n asked if her sis was ard..
n my msn kept giving me probz... den i had gastric!! i hungry but nobody's hungry so nobody hew me.. n nobody wanna cook or buy back for me..
so while i go cook myself some instant noodles n it was tough cos i dun like all e flavours so i had to cook some stock for myself la.. grr... n i was signed out of msn!!!!! only when i finished cooking den i realise n shu shu went offline le.. hope he's not irritated like i purposely go offline or sth... i certainly din!! boohoo!!
n bz is an understatement cos i haf a test tml!!!!! n i n not eben halfway thru!! oh no dun nid sleep liao lor.. sianz.. e only consolation is perhaps its open-book??!!
but i haben do tml's tut as well.. heng i finished e proj due tml if not sayonara to my bed liao.. okie..
now i hafta say sayonara to my blogders while i go mug mug mug!!!
last but not least i wanna go tw i wanna go tw i wanna go tw!!!
the princess left at
10:58 PM
okie yippie yay!!
den cos sis not at home so din open her letter.. i opened mine. yeah got $600!! haha confirm can change hp liao!! so happy!! haha to think i was still so worried i got no cpf contribution yada yada stuff.. i dunno if my dat 2005 jan cpf helped anot lar.. cos my other frens haben got e letter so i oso dunno hahha.. but get $$ i still v happy!! hahaha..
now my sis v bu shuang me cos she only entitled to get $400 she insisted she din earn dat much.. n dat she quit long time ago b4 becoming full time student again.. so she gg to ring up mof liao.. haha...
oh we jus found out e reason for my sis getting $400 liao hahaha... cos e income is based on assessment submitted in 2005 which is of e calendar yr 2004 hahah she earned slightly more than $24 000 in 2004 poor sis. now she more bu shuang me!
n now i noe y i get $$ liao cos in 2004 i did 2 hols jobs n both i got contribute cpf! hahaha its a good thing to contribute to cpf liao.. i c e benefits!! haha... okie may 1 快点来 den i got $$ spend on hp n go tw! hahaha...
this is e song dat has been on repeat on my itunes n nano dese few dayzz...总是忍不住寂寞
掉下眼泪你才会给安慰
担心短暂的晴天随时都可能被阴狸收回
等待有机会最坏也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你
所以连快乐里都装满伤悲
你不曾发觉你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切 爱少的可怜
伸出右手想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我 想信你会了解
总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲 我做好了准备
也许太自由的你心里面那个家谁也不能回
我一直相信总有一天你会用左手牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远却会实现
心在同一边就能够听见
你说的那句我爱你
你一定看的见
i jus find this whole song v got 画面感 n i think dis whole comparison abt holding ur right hand n heart beating in e left.. dunno how to describe oso..
if u all got chance go listen to dis song really v nice!! haha...
i forgot wad i want blog abt liao.. so until i rmb tata..
once again.. i wanna go tw i wanna go tw i wanna go tw!!
the princess left at
10:54 PM
not another hk action packed movie dream..
n it was tough cos i was trying to warn ppl ard me to stay away from her n yet i had to b as discreet as possible.. wah v jialat leh..
dun ask me who r e coursemates i dreamt of lar.. e hynoptist is not from hss btw she's from my sec sch class i not v close to her de la dunno y will dream of her oso.. mayb cos she got e scary look when she was in sec sch hahaha n we din really like her oso.. i dunno if its good to dream of someone dying so i rather keep my mouth shut n not tell my mr-know-it-all dad again lest he asked me go 打小人 again.. haizz...
n shu shu msned me abt e tw trip again liao.. intro gh to shu shu.. hahah its farnie to c him type in english n shu shu typed in chinese.. cos shu shu was apprehensive typing in english.. he said he type english v slow.. yar den i said its ok cos gh com can read chinese jus dat cant type chinese i oso dunno y..
n once again shu shu brot up e idea of eating insects la.. sian diaoz.. y mus he alwiz suggest insects?? oh no!!! haizz... i dun mind watching them eat la but i dun dare try boohoo...
oh n shu shu said he can get us ktv vouchers! haha so happy n eben 温泉 vouchers.. so a lot of things might b on e hse hahaha so happy!! wadeva la.. 花越少钱越好。then he said might ask other shu shu to join us for e ktv or dunno wad... haha...
shu shu coming in april for 10 days.. eh i having exams then dunno if i will b able to meet up wif him.. but promised to gif him a treat if i m able to meet up wif him la..
n i got him to help me get a tw prepaid card cos i calc e expenses.. its cheaper lor.. even if its calling back home from sg... haha.. sending sms-es oso cheaper.. so u all can sms me to my sg no. den i reply using tw card haha..
oh n shu shu jus asked me plan where else i wanna go cos he can drive us ard other than our shoppings hahha...
n i think 最经典的一句话 was "只要是你、anna、joanne来台湾,叔叔、阿姨一定带你们到处逛。" so nice rite?! hahaha...
anyway i m angry wif myself cos y isit dat its alwiz during exam period dat i will get myself hooked on 偶像剧?i m watching 恶作剧之吻 now yar i noe a bit e slow but recently den finished dl-ing most of e episodes leh.. haha n its nice!! n cos i watch 偶像剧 ar den i will think of him cos most of e male leads r like him cool cool de.. dowan tok much dat kind.. den dunno wad he thinking abt hahaha.. hahaha.. den i will jus luff at my own foolishness hahaaa... n its farnie how 轻松 i can b now.. hahahaa...
i love gg tw i love gg tw i love gg tw...
the princess left at
6:45 PM
if only i can haf time for myself everyday...
den my sis n i decided to go out cos daddy not at home leh! shld wreak havoc a bit.. we went marina sq to shop shop.. n cos i wanted esprit privilege card mah so if sis wanna buy sth n chip in for me it wld b great! but sis was hungry so we decided to try changing appetites at marina sq first.. btw i got their discount card so if u all wanna go can borrow from me.. i ordered baby ribs which is v nice!! n a shouga green tea.. its actually ginger tea lar their signature drink.. but i find e ginger taste a tad too overpowering n too taxing on my on-its-way-to-recovery throat.. so i din finish e gigantic drink... sis ordered e cheapest food on e menu - fish n chips cos she figured i surely cant finish my ribs n she can cope from me.. n she ordered a choco drink.. we wanted to try e desserts de.. but true enuf, after my main course [i did share wif my sis btw cos i cant finish] i was too full to try anything esle liao haha..
so we left e restaurant n went esprit.. while i was calculating wad things we can buy to make up dat amt to get e privilege card my sis said she stomachache n she went toilet.. i went wif her.. after toilet trip we went back esprit cos we were not done.. but after like 2 min sis nided e loo again?! n she kept running to toilet every 3 min.. so we din get anything from esprit.. we went to another stretch of stores n we were nv too far away from e toilet..
den sis felt slightly better.. i bot a top from fox.. den sis fren called.. he reaching soon can send us home le!
i still gian my esprit stuff n we went back for e 3rd time! dis time i v nice i bot sis her top.. n we got e privilege card eventually!! woohoo! n got lotsa freebies!! wow!!
b4 we set off to marina sq in e evening my sis told me not to haf a heavy dinner cos she wanna go geylang for dou jiang you tiao.. so sis fren still drove us to geylang despite sis' 不行 stomach.. she felt slightly better liao la.. n we ordered tao hway!! n you tiao!! v nice!! haha but geylang dat place gif me dat creeps!! eeks.. i dun dare go without a grp of ppl..
dat was fri...
den today went down early cos got event at 鸟不生蛋 place.. in e end realised i got direct bus from my hse to there ha so happy!! n e event was qt slack! n e place has nice food! or mayb cos me n jialin were too hungry haha.. i dun like siew mai de lor.. but yet i ate a lot abt 3! e siew mai were nice.. dun haf 恶心 meat smell!! hahaha... n i went down to marina sq again cos got direct bus.. but my mummy haben left her colleague place yet.. so i went wif jl to suntec to find cz n merv.. dey gg to watch superband..
den my mummy reached! we went shop ard n i bot bras!! so happy hahaha.. i spent a bomb lar n dat auntie gave me vip card!! wah lau 3rd vip card in 2 days.. e auntie keep telling me i shld wear one cup bigger.. eh really not so big lar.. dun scare me.. i dun like too big.. den i told e auntie no leh i wearing e same design now.. i wear dis size de its really ok!! jus try for fun.. n i wanna buy all e colours! haha... my mummy oso thot i shld b wearing a bigger cup.. eh u all 太看得起我了 not so 伟大 la... anyway i love buying bras hahaha.. cos bras r ex n its not everyday dat i will b willing to spend a bomb on them..
den we went cafe cartel to eat! finally tried e lengendary cafe cartel.. their bread v nice!! i keep taking.. hahaha.. ate 5 in total, drank minestrone soup and my main course was grilled fish dory yum yum!! their sambal chilli was nice!! heehee.. n after dat i was too full.. i kup a bit of my mummy's peach waffle! nice!! n again i got cafe cartel discount card oso!! 4th discount card in 2 days.. haizz...
after cafe cartel.. my mummy gg down to je to find my cousin's mum so she sent me home.. dat cab driver was irritating keep asking me a lot of qns cos mummy was on e phone.. e qns he asked r directions wise la.. haiyo.. n i dunno if its bcos i m too full or e uncle's driving skills v de powerful ar dat i feel like puking lar when i got off e cab... n until now i m stilll soooo damn full...
n of cos my mummy passed me my birkies!! hee so happy!! so nice!!!! i m sooooo happy!!okie i m soooo tired i wanna go orh orh liao.. bye bye!!
i wanna go taiwan i wanna go taiwan
[p/s: i shall end wif dis sentence after every blog entry to make myself look fw to dat trip..]
the princess left at
11:28 PM
i got a new idol!! wow criag david...
share wif u all e lyrics of e song which got me hooked onto e entire album..Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
[Chorus]
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.
[Chorus]
Now I see, what love means
hahah wanna highlight some part of e lyrics but i was looking at it again i dunno which sentence to highlight?! cos everything jus flow v nicely wif e melody really v nice!!! omg!!!
was reading yl's blog n she mentioned dis personality test is super accurate so i went to try.. i dunno if its accurate leh.. let's c..
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
i dunno if i m an efficient problem solver anot leh.. so qi guai.. i dunno.. i may b a little straightforward i guess...
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
yeah i agree i dun really care too much abt looks.. of cos mus b shun yan den ok liao..
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
oh crap hahaha find myself wif plenty of dates??!! den where r they?? hahhaa
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
hahaha how true i may not like to study!! unusual job?? i dun think so leh..
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
okie once again im said to b practical boohoo...
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
hahaha dis is different from master khor said! cos master khor said i m a workaholic! i wun gif up too much for e person i love! but dis analysis says otherwise.. oh but master khor did say i m easily influenced by e ppl i love n care abt...
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
yes i guess i can b qt indpt. hahahah
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
wow!! i gif good advice? wow!! haha...
today is a nice day cos i met yl for lunch haben seen her since... rena's hall prod i think wow!! n i was sooo afraid when she mentioned abt gh "forcing" me to go tw.. den gh got qt angry n i thot e 2 were gg to quarrel or sth.. n so paiseh got 2 other gh's frens ard.. boohoo... really v scared gh wld b angry... no no no i was tempted to go tw.. n i din wanna stay in sg de.. so go tw lor.. yl dun get e wrong idea.. cos dis morn i was still thinking if i shld go mah.. den mayb i dunno haha... e 2 of u dun angry k pls pls pls.. haiyo..
wadeva.. den heng i came home early cos daddy came back early to pack luggage he gg kl..woohoo wu fa wu tian dayzzz again! hahaha...
the princess left at
6:45 PM
im sooo tired...
i wanted to blog.. but i cant rmb wad i wanna blog abt liao..
jus chked email n saw e details for dis sat event.. wah lau smart casual den dun let me wear BLUE jeans.. diaozz.. wear wad?? n its at a 鸟不生蛋 place!! grr... i 好不容易 find a bus which goes there.. haizz.. but i dunno how to go home from there.. anyone wanna meet me for dinner at town on sat? mayb my mummy? v long nv meet up wif u n my cousin's mum liao.. i m suffocating from all e deadlines.. yar anyway if meet town den i can take cab down from e darn hotel.. grrr its v near e spc we washed car last yr.. rmb we were rotting outside.. den we went to sleep a while in auntie jy's car b4 gg to auntie jy's hse.. haha.. those were e dayzzz...
right now i m dying dying dying.. cos i got soooo many things to do... so many deadlines to meet... so many tests to study!! n exams r coming soon!! cos nxt wk is last wk of lect lar! grrr...
yar b4 u all start lashing out at me den sat stay at home la.. well i wished! but dey cant find ppl leh sianzz.. so since i m out might as well go out n 散散心 so pls ask me out for dinner on sat.. anybody!!! pls!! if not i dunno how to go home la.. take cab home from hotel v ex la.. take to town still not so bad.. n i believe i will haf lots to complain abt e darn show.. cos i rmb e person who sent me e email.. n i rmb e horrible experience.. grr i rmb e v detailed run down n how we were luffing at it.. n i will b soooo damn bored by e seminar cos its a marriage congress???!!! diaozz...
i wanna get married tooo... of cos to a nice guy la...
anyway recently some things happened which make me wonder n start to doubt my judgment of ppl.. i haf alwiz pride myself in e judgment of ppl! i believe i can tell apart if i can stand dis person right away.. but haizz some ppl r jus good lar.. 深藏不露 really v diff to 看得出 dat person can b dis kind of person... tsk tsk tsk.. wasted la... hahaha...
k lar tml still got tut n lect... *yawnzz* pls ask me out for dinner on sat.. thanks!! awaiting ur sms-es!! anyone anybody!! i feel like eating nice food.. eg marches? eg... sushi? hahaha anything as long as its nice!! ah yi hse oso can hahaha den can save $$ muahaha...
oh yar speaking of ah yi!! shu shu v nice again lar! made me so gan dong.. all e places dat i wanna go he said will drive us ard!! oh no! sooo enthu again haha.. sheesh i dun think bak kwa n choco r enuf liao.. better rack my brainsss to think of how to repay my gratitude..
the princess left at
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what haf i gotten myself into????
1] i cant go bkk liao n i dowan stay in sg n rot..
2] if i not gg anywhere i prolly wun work oso n jus stay home n rot eben more
3] i will spend even more $$
4] i wanna leave sg la..
5] i like taiwan!! n i want my frens to like tw too n not cos dey dunno e way n stuff n din enjoy their trip..
den now i m trapped in dis twirl of mess cos 4th guy only wanna go taipei to shop.. n he's v enthu abt shopping! 5 days of shopping.. of cos managed to convince him to do some sightseeing in taipei like gg 渔人码头 and go take e ferris wheel at miramar e 真命天女 one!! heehee.. but other than dat e main focus is shopping! i had to get worm to help liao [thot i dun haf to meet him ever again! haizz] cos worm liked shopping too mah so he can gif pointers where to shop for guy clothes.. i only noe where to shop for girl stuff lar..
shldnt haf told shu shu soooo early dat i wanna 阿里山 and 日月潭 n i m truly in a dilemma cos i wanna go c sunrise de!! but its jus different if i had to admire sunrise alone.. [i mean watching it wif another couple is weird lar..] watching sunrise is v romantic de! if i haf a bf by my side i certainly dowan someone extra by e side oso rite. i mean i noe dey all say dun mind.. but trust me i dowan u all to regret in e future.. n yeah i haf a 互相利用的感觉 at first i din de den someone pointed out.. i m like a tool cos only if i go den all e transport will b sorta taken care of.. n i m jus a mere tour guide.. i dowan think of it dis way cos i wanna go myself..
n e itinerary dat i planned earlier is wasted.. i seriously dunno how to make e 5 days in taipei coincide wif everything.. i hafta break e 5 days up lar.. but i cant! cos no one share room wif me!
y dis tw trip will make everyone so unhappy? n e 4th person 委托 me to b e mediator... i c his stand lar.. but haizz i dunno how oso..
[after another long phone conversation wif gh n willie..]
okie everything is settled!! hahaha willie agreed to compromise a bit!! yeah hahahaha so we extending our stay to 6/7 days! eh... we gg to one of e amusement park haha. shld b 六福村 hahaha... wadeva... shall go research more! hahaha... yay!! at last nv waste my effort! n lest he change his mind again i got his ic no. liao! hahahhahaa so ar gonna submit to shu shu n book hotel liao! muahahaa... we hoping jsa will haf more promo coming up so we still look c look c for e air tix la... okie i m happy!! yay!! back to doing tut liao lar... sianzz...
the princess left at
6:16 PM
i wanna strike lottery!!
1] buy a car to improve my driving skills
2] so dat when i haf car n bu xiao xin scratch ppl car i got $ to pay hahaa.. [i hope dis wun happen of cos =) ]
3] treat my good frens to a nice hols somewhere..
4] do some charity.. i think i m a v bad person.. [cos i m alwiz owing ppl ren qing.. n i dunno how to return e favour oso.. cos when i wanna return sometimes ppl dowan to accept boohoo... so i shall go help others who r less fortunate..]
5] gif some $ to daddy ask him help me invest.. heehee..
haha i m dreaming.. ok i m running a fever.. i jus took my temp 37.5 [yest was 36.9 de..] i think my brain is fried hence all e hallucinations abt striking lottery haha..
i beginning to think 有些人在我的心里的位置好像永远都无法被人取代,好像接下来遇到的人都不可能比你好。可惜,有些事情,有些话,这辈子都不可能再对你说。
oh my god i jus sneezed non-stop for like 5 min my goodness.. my poor nose.. can u imagine sneezing until ur ear drums hurt? i jus experienced dat grr.. i m dying.. n now my eyes r tearing.. heng tml no sch lor.. if not i sure die.. hafta lug tissue box to sch..
now i keeping fingers crossed crossed we i can go tw hahaha... after all dat conversations wif shu shu n gh really made me feel like gg la.. now waiting for mr willie to nod his head liao.. today me n gh 劝 him until i almost died liao la... was perspiring non stop lar.. not bcos i was nervous but cos i was v hot.. yar cos of e fever.. grrr... anyway i planned e itinerary liao haha.. tried my best to satisfy everyone as far as possible.. now waiting for
1]willie to nod his head
2]send shu shu e itinerary n c if he say its feasible
ok i wanna go orh orh liao... i jus exhausted all my energy from all dat sneezing.. grrr... i basically spent my entire wkn sleeping lar.. tml cant sleep again liao cos tml nid to compile proj liao.. so die die mus squeeze out sth..
the princess left at
12:44 AM
sick sick sick...
haizz den xq is worried abt her driving.. actually dere was sth i was angry abt.. cos i had a circuit lesson e night b4 my test.. den only during dat circuit den i realised my technique for parallel parking n vertical parking were wrong.. e prev times i was jus heng i cld get my car in e parallel parking slot.. i was qt pissed lar.. cos i mean i test sooo many times liao.. until dis nth time den u[e instructor] realised sth was wrong.. not only dat, on e (n-2)th time, he lent me dis practical driving book den i realised crank course got technique.. which he din tell me oso.. so dat's y on e nth time.. i din make all these mistakes n cld clear everything... wth.. now i suspect my stupid jee go pek instructor jus wanna make me learn more lessons.. or sth..
ok now tokking to shu shu online.. haiyo tempting me to go tw mah.. not i dowan go.. but no khakis lar.. den once again he super enthu lar.. tok abt booking bus n stuff.. n he said can go wif us to 日月潭 and 阿里山,he said hope we get to c 日出 cos dat time joanne dey all went cant c cos got fog.. hee.. n shu shu confirmed dat july is 颱風天 but 難預料 so yar if got 颱風 we jus stay in hotel lar.. gh shld b happy la can play mj liao lor.. haha.. eh.. den he said of cos if we wanna go out oso can.. cos he tried b4 n he described dat experience as 刺激!my goodness.. i wanna go i wanna go.. haha.. yar now waiting for one person to 點頭,den think we will b off to book tix liao!
eh eh eh at dis pt when i m blogging. i m still v 痛苦! cos my nose is still blocked n stuffy grr.. last nite keep waking up.. n i din even off my msn.. n fell asleep liao cos i was too drowsy.. hee but thou i m sick i still eat A LOT!! haha last nite i had supper! smsed my sis i hungry n she bot sambal sting ray n tao hway for me! yeah!! hahaa of cos e sambal sting ray is i insist n request de lar! cos she was afraid i wld lose my voice n daddy will blame her for 害-ing her sis.. haha... but its ok daddy was in his room n we finished everything n 消滅證據 b4 my dad sees anything... [oops jus realised everything is in 繁體 cos i was tokking to shu shu mah... hahaha] but i eat until not 過癮 cos cos cos my nose is blocked. i cant really taste! boohoo... i wanna go chomp chomp eat la!!
ok i bu xing le.. i can feel my bed beckoning me.. cos my flu medicine is taking effect i nid to go orh orh again bye!!
the princess left at
11:48 AM
okie my bloggie is up again!!
but i m sad cos i m officially sick.. keep waking up in e middle of e night cos of my stuffy nose.. nid to blow my nose lar.. v tong ku.. heng my tissue alwiz nxt to me la.. so not so bad.. haha but dirty me i jus leave my tissue lying ard.. i mean i m sleeping mah where got e energy to walk to dustbin every now n then to throw tissue rite? haha but dun worry now dat i wake up liao i threw away liao of cos *grin*
anyway e idea of me as being a licensed driver haben really sink in yet.. but i m happy i dun hafta c my jee go pek instructor anymore.. n i dun hafta go near bddc anymore really hate dat place la! n most imptly i dun hafta waste money on stoopid driving lessons!
wait till daddy goes china or dunno where.. den i ask if i can drive his car la.. i think i better practise ard my neighbourhood first hee.. b4 i conquer e expressways.. heehee.. i had better prepare some poles if not i dunno how to park ahahahah... n i v scared filter traffic n change lane leh boohoo.. can i jus continue being chauffeured? boohoo... i want suppers leh!! hahaha..
anyway i m hungry now!! cos no breakfast.. grr... y y y ?? i shall go back to sleep liao.. cos i m hungry.. n i m v drowsy.. my head v heavy.. n e headache is killing me.. blocked nose oso v jialat.. boohoo.. good oso la in a way.. den i m forced to stay home n not go out n spend $$ haizz.. budden again i splurge once in a while only lar.. heehee... most wkns i m at home de lor.. haha..
oh yeah my new birkies r on their way to sg!! thanks anna for ordering for me!! haha.. cos she n her fren wanna order den got free shipping for orders dunno above how much la so i bot oso lor! n oso cos buying online is $50 cheaper than getting from e sg stores for my dat pair of sandals lar.. heehee.. yay yay yay!
n cz confirmed we not gg bkk le.. unless 奇迹出现 boohoo.. i dowan stay in sg for my entire break leh.. boohoo.. haben decided if i wanna go redang wif my fellow hss ppl oso.. ha.. cos my clique not gg leh.. den i will b alone boohoo...
ciao i m gg back to my bed le...
the princess left at
11:04 AM
im a p plate driver!!
1] no car
my dad din say anything abt letting me drive..
2] i prolly dun dare drive... heehee..
3] i no money to support a car..
but still still still i m happy to pass!!
i dunno when can u all c dis post.. cos at e pt when i m blogging.. my blog is down.. apparently blogspot haf some prob wif their server.. n some blogs r affected like mine boohoo...
i obviously din barr any one of u from reading lar.. so dun worry..
ok i m tired.. falling sick.. started sniffing n sneezing halfway during ktv n on e ride home.. haizz i dowan fall sick lar...
boohoo.. i want my blog to b up soon!!!
the princess left at
1:02 AM
wad shld i do?
i woke up at 3 cos i had nightmare.. i keep dreaming of dis stretch of road.. i dunno isit all in one night or dat i haf dis dream on other nights.. but wadeva.. i told my dad e contents of my dream.. n as usual my mr-thinks-he-know-it-all dad tried n decipher my dream n he concluded dat i haf too many xiao ren [baddies] ard me n dat i shld go temple n da xiao ren.. haizz.. shld haf jus kept my mouth shut lar.. now dat i told him i still nid to go prepare sooo many things.. nv knew da xiao ren so ma fan de lor.. now i wonder those ppl i saw in my dream: r dey xiao ren? i rmb who r dey lar.. but weird leh... dun really believe wad my dad said abt xiao ren part.. he luan lai again i guess... haha..
okie yar anyway i woke up from my afternoon nap.. not sure if i dreamt or wad cos i dun recall anything.. den i went to fridge to get my fav green tea.. den i passed by e weighing machine n decide to weigh myself.. cos e last time i weigh myself was during xmas i think at shu shu's hse.. me n joanne went to play wif e machine haha.. cos its damn cool lar.. hmmm n it seemed to confirm wad ppl haf been saying abt me losing weight.. cos from dat xmas weight to e current weight dat i took i got a shock lar!! i thot e needle [of my hse weighing machine] hang or sth cant move further.. cos its a whooping 4 kg drop leh! i mean 4kg is like close to 10% decrease in weight leh.. of cos dere may b some measurement error cos after all different weighing scales r used in 2 diff occasions.. but but but!! i dun feel any lighter leh.. n my jeans or not v v v loose or wad lar.. i mean dey r loose la.. but dey r loose in dec liao mah.. weird.. n i still eat at weird times of e day n i eat a lot of meals n snack a lot leh.. dat time i jus finished one whole bag of chips lor! but i asked my sis to go weigh she say her weight nv change so weighing machine not spoilt?! weird weird weird.. 难道 i lose weight in 不该减的部位 boohoo.. if not how come i dun c??!! boohoo... n i still feel fat!! dat day jielin said i anorexic diaozz!! u got c a anorexia girl eat so much like me? haha unless e food is 难吃 den i wun finish. like yest's bee hoon.. yucks!
so i conclude uni is too stressful n its e good period to lose weight..numerically only.. i haf yet to c any physical weight loss..
i used to shun e weighing machine btw cos i refused to 面对现实 so i only weigh myself twice a yr during pe lessons when dey haf to take ur height n weight haha.. den ever since i grad from jc i dun rmb weighing liao.. hahaa..
ok nxt up.. gh confirmed his tw trip liao.. jus emailed shu shu to ask him help wif e hotel.. i told him i haben decide if i wanna go.. really tempted to go.. if confirm get $600 [cos now dey say we got no cpf contribution den considered no income.. den cant qualify!] den i think think think i might go.. but i wld b caught in an awakward situation leh.. i hafta 相依为命 wif someone i oso not v shou but can crap n qt farnie person.. hmmm.. haiyo 矛盾 leh.. grrr...
true lar a lot of ppl ask me bring them go tw.. but when u finalised n wanna book liao ar ask them ar den dey start to say no $ la not free during dat period blah blah blah.. dat's alwiz e case..
in case vien is reading dis, b4 u start to lash out on me n question me wad abt ausssie trip.. dun worry dun worry.. i will do some financial planning... i will scrimp n save n make sure i will fly there n celebrate ur bday wif u..
the princess left at
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快乐时光
today had a long long day again.. den ar.. we went ktv to post-celebrate gh's bday!! yay ktv leh! our fav! or rather my fav.. haha but b4 ktv i had an unpleasant experience at e hawker centre boohoo.. haizz sianzz dowan to dwell on unhappy stuff cos of e idiot kopi uncle..
yeah let's tok abt ktv!!
at abt 8 i went down to collect gh's bday cake! by right shld walk in v sud sud-ly wif cake n lighted candles.. but blur me forgot to take lighter out.. so ar hafta walk in wif e cake.. den go out n light again!
haha here's me lighting e cake...
den we were trying to force gh to remove e candle n happy bday tag wif his mouth..haha n e most farnie thing is gh's 10-yr-buddy jus ignored us n continued singing lar.. haha.. den after dat it was my song n i too ignored him n sang away happily.. haha..
den pin wanted to listen to f4 songs haha so we forced gh n willie to sing for us! n made them go up to e screen n pose let us take pics lar haha.. hahaha.. willie was more sporting n we really luff luff luff until bui tahan lar..

hahahahahaha so farnie.. mayb my blogders wun find it farnie but its farnie lar.. hahah n now i haf gastric so i better end soon.. but i jus wanna say i m happy!! prolly e last time i can enjoy myself soooo much b4 exams.. sianzz...
n oh yar tokking to gh n winnie n pin n willie abt tw made me feel like gg tw again la! especially wif diff ppl!! haha like sooo fun lar.. haizz if only... yar if only i can find ppl to go wif me.. to go wif them.. den it'd b sooo fun! haha..
[p/s i dunno if i will upload e other ktv pics i took wif pin n win cos all nv on flash n its v v v v dark.. wait till i m free to edit.. haha.. den i c if i wanna upload lar..]
ciao i m sleeping soon.. bye!
the princess left at
10:31 PM
*shudders* scared-scared...
but anyway she posted dis v horrible incident that happened to her thailand fren's fren.. On valentines' day this way, Nancy's friend was at Dunkin Donuts at Siam square. While waiting for her bf, she ordered a drink. Well, her drink was doped and apparently her bf also felt kind of drowsy after drinking some of her drink. Her friend claimed that she was still consious and all and she is aware of what is happening around her but she has sort of lost the ability to analyse things and all... like if anyone were to approach her and get her to do something, she wouldnt have the ability to reject and all... she would just go ahead. She was lucky, her bf came... and that he wasnt late or too late... He felt the effect of the drink too but he was still able to drive himself and his gf home. This girl's sister found it wierd cos she saw both of them came back and they just went to sleep. AHha... what a valentines' day.
But anyway... its never safe to be alone. things like that happens. Its beyond ya imagination. like even the people behind the counter are capable of doing such things...
Nancy's brother has been robbed while he was on a public bus too. The guy just pointed a knife to his body, well... he had to give him all he had. Now i sort of understand why most of my classmates drive to school. YEs, one thing of course is they are wealthy. But another more important reason is for safety.
Bangkok is, afterall, a large city. City stories...
den after pondering e whole of last nite.. cos me n cz 2 girls gg only ar too dangerous liao..
den den den! i decided!! if we r eating.. we can da bao back to hotel.. hahaha,, n if we wanna drink we go 7-11 or supermkt buy bottled mineral water! those kind surely wld b safe ba?
i die die oso wanna go bkk lar..
thou i m oso tempted to go tw.. its prolly e only country i dare to go alone cos i m familiar wif e place n i not scared of e place..
anyway yar.. haizzz.. i dunno but recently i feel v dumb.. m i really easily influenced by ppl who i care a lot?? i dunno.. but i noe u r in a difficult position n i tried my best to help u.. i really tried.. i oso dunno y i tried so hard? hmmm den i dunno if u wld appreciate all dat i haf done.. den i feel like a fool cos cos cos i feel like i m a kpoh.. ok wadeva... i m washing my hands off ur stuff lest u get e wrong idea.. grrr...
oh wonderful jl jus told me hss outing gg malaysia snorkel! $250 for 3 days.. heh snorkel??? i dunno how to swim.. boohoo but jl say got life vest.. but wad's e pt of stranded in e middle of e sea wif life vest n i cant move to e shore cos i dunno how to swim.. den i will starve to death??!! oh no... hahaha... c how lar... i hope i still haf $250 to go snorkel... cos i nid to change hp soon.. n real soon! cos now my charger calls my hp batt an alien batt n some functions cant work liao.. my hp will say "cant execute command" boohoo...
the princess left at
11:48 AM
look at wad 2 girls can eat...
anyway e long wait [for e bus, e food was served qt fast lar] definitely paid off! n thou along e way i was still complaining to cz i v full from e zha ji pai i bot from shi lin tw snacks stall.. but once i reached e prata shop i was promptly enticed by all e nice nice prata on e menu haha.. n yeah so here is wad we ordered..
our kosong prata caame first.. cz wanted 2 kosong prata... pardon e incomplete prata haha cos i started cam-whoring after eating half of my prata..
my half eaten kosong prata haha...
our v big saucer of curry!!
nxt is cz's choco prata.. i dun really like e choco rice.. ok from dis pic cant really c.. e nxt one clearer..

my banana prata.. in e end i removed e banana haha cos some banana a bit raw n not ripe.. so taste v starchy v e xin.. boohoo.. there is dis v sweet syrup.. i dunno wad isit.. prolly caramel or maple syrup ba.. qt nice hee..
n we r sharing one paper prata.. i think e one at e stall near my hse is still e best n cheapest haha...
and dat's not all.. cz wanna eat curry chicken oso.. i din eat a single piece cos i dowan stain my new braces bands.. boohoo.. hafta ren while she savour e nice nice chicken! boohoo...
heh after blogging n posting e pics.. like not a lot.. but we really filled 2 tables lor.. everyone who walked in was like staring at e food n us la.. boohoo.. n after i finished everything i cld barely walked to e bus stop liao still nid to climb overhead bridge lor.. n cz commented i walked like pregnant woman cos i was too full.. haizz...
the princess left at
11:18 AM
updates... =)
eh tue.. oh i went nus look for xq.. haha n met master khor for a palm analysis.. basically he say my life is good lar blessed wif all e luck n money.. n he said i was born wif both intelligence n money.. haizz n my nxt qn is wad happened along e way? how come i feel dumb now? oh n i m afraid cos he said in dis lifetime i may b prone to criminality, ie. i may commit a crime boohoo.. in e biz aspect.. he said i will do it to make things look better but whether i will b caught by e police is another thing.. n oso i may feel its nth wrong, but actually its a crime.. sounds scary i scared boohoo.. i better watch out..
den for those kpoh who wanna ask wad he said abt my love life.. he said i m a sexy person which xq was luffing her head off.. hahaha.. n i gave him a v big HUH??!! SEXY??!!! haha.. den he said i m v passionate n romantic.. double HUHs??!! haha... but he said i will fall deeply in love when i m 24 27 30.. hmm which means my prev crushes r jus mere crushes hahaha.. dey din really cause me to fall deeply in love wif them lar?? haha.. but y 30?? means wad i can only marry after 30? hmm i dun mind lar.. cos i dun intend marry early oso.. k lor wait till after 30.. anyway he was saying 24.. boohoo a bit disappointed means i wun get a bf b4 i grad? cos 24 i shld b working liao.. but master khor kept emphasising dat palm lines do change every 6 mths.. so mayb if i meet someone special it will change n hahaha it will b b4 24? haha..
den he asked me to look for someone similar to me.. cos he said usually ppl will look for ppl who r different from them den dey will b attracted to them.. he said for my case no cos ar it wun work out.. for eg.. he said i noe how to enjoy life eg travelling, eating good food n indulge in expensive activities.. so i better find someone wif similar interests.. hmm okie.. a bit hard lar.. where got guys like shopping? travelling n eating still not so hard..
n he said i m v practical, in e end i may marry someone not bcos i really like him but cos he has a mercedes or sth.. wah lau say until i so mercenary.. but basically he say all e ppl i fall in love shld b v rich n at least uni grad.. wow! haha... can dey hurry up appear in my life? haha...
n i asked if i can b a taitai he said no.. cos i m cut out to b a businesswoman, a career woman.. a v successful one.. i wun gif up my career for my family de.. hmmm dunno leh.. mayb dat is wad will happen in e future? i oso dunno..
oh n master khor said i tend to reason everything using logic.. he asked me to rely on my intuition more.. n he oso said i think a lot.. n said i m a dreamer.. haha i dream a lot.. muahaha i dunno if he meant it i haf a lot of dreams at nite or u noe dream a lot as in fantasise a lot? i dunno.. haha..
i think master khor is a farnie guy.. n i got his namecard! haha.. so ppl who r interested to consult master khor can get his no. from me lar..
den after dat i went back sch for proj meeting.. reached home abt 8 plus.. den told my dad abt master khor haha.. he will go chk wif his another suan ming person abt wad master khor said abt me.. after dat i went to bed early liao cos i m tired n i haf gastric..
wed is my super long day.. n i went to catch "my girl and i" after sch.. went down to cine wif amanda and rena.. hmm e show qt nice lar.. i jus cried n cried la hahaa... n while waiting for rena to knock off i shopped alone for a while n bot some acessories.. hee..
after e movie.. i was tired n dunno y i got gastric again.. so reached home past 10 bathe chk email den fell asleep liao...
today was suay cos i forgot today's tut cancelled n gh drove me to sch early.. haizz.. gana niam by him e whole morn.. haizz.. after sch went to c dr tan n he said things r looking good n my teeth r moving!! n he predict i can remove them in nxt march latest lar..
wadeva i m tired.. shld b gg back to sleep soon hahaha...
the princess left at
6:49 PM
more nightmares + lost sheep...
yest nightmare was abt me at dis ktv.. den all of sudden dere was this gang fight lar.. n i cant rmb wad exactly happened.. n i was somehow involved.. n i had to run for my life.. but somehow i was caught by dis 老大 n i noe i was gone.. i had to resign to fate.. n he had dis beer bottle in his hands.. n he 砸 it onto my left cheek n i was promptly disfigured.. i cried n ran away.. dis time round i woke up i wasnt crying.. i touched my left cheek n heng its still smooth..
i dunno y i haf dis kind of hk-movie dream but all these nightmares r getting on my nerves.. but thank god i haf tatty nxt to me.. every time i haf a nightmare i will hug n pat tatty's big tummy..
n cos i was so disturbed e whole morn i jus stared into space n din do any work.. haiz.. so i m constantly tired.. cos i m not getting quality sleep thou i sleep a lot.. mayb i shld cut down on sleeping den i will not haf nightmares? haizz..
yest .. in e morn i ordered my fav hotcakes wif sausage meal n sis' big breakfast dat pig was still sleeping while i m awake liao.. n it was 9am liao.. n she was groaning n mourning complaining y i wake up so early.. n i threatened to order mine without hers den she said ok order order.. yay!
rotted e whole pm away as usual.. n evening my dad came back le.. he bot dis weird looking fruit which resembles a promengranate.. but its not nice de.. i dun like.. haha wadeva.. den had to rush out cos meeting cz for dinner she's still feeling down.. n i dunno wad to say oso.. haizz.. qt affected oso.. n rena said can come down meet us oso.. yay! cz had to leave early cos she had xgjy den me n rena shopped ard.. i din buy anything surprisingly.. but i ate a lot.. cos i ate once wif cz at thai express.. thou i dunno y e serving was soo damn small lor.. its v 难得 i eat a course n dun feel full at all.. den abt 1 hr later rena reached.. i went wif her to secret recipes to eat.. i wanted to try cheeze choc but dey ran out of it.. den i ordered my all-time fav oreo cheese lor.. n we shared a brownie.. hee.. v long nv eat brownie le..
den we chatted a lot.. ok lar not really a lot.. but its jus so nice to nua wif a good fren.. n tok abt sth.. rena asked me to b careful abt certain things.. i haf nv put much thot into certain things.. as much as i wana try n improve certain things but i oso dunno how i shld go abt doing it.. i really dunno.. my 身份 abit awkward..
we wanted to go chomp chomp de.. but we scared it wld b too late cos rena had sth on b4 dat.. n since cz asked me out so we decided to stay at j8 since i v long nv go le.. wow really change a lot leh.. got more n more shops.. actually not a lot oso after i shop haha..
nxt part is for my lost sheep fren..回忆是个诱饵
是来叫我回去的
要伤能愈合
我非走不可
知道你很痛苦
不过有些事情
只有你自己才能救自己
时间真的能冲淡一切
就像我一样
当初我一直以为我会很伤心
不过哭过以后
路还是要走
不过我比较幸运
我不需要每天面对他
the princess left at
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i must be getting too stressed up again...
last nite.. or i shld say dis morn.. abt 4 5 am i woke up crying.. cos i dreamt of mr wong.. i like mr wong he was my jc civics tutor! he's like dis v fatherly or rather grandfatherly figure haha who will alwiz nag nag nag at us.. den he help me escaped all e CS sessions.. more commonly known as detention for those who r not from hc i guess.. yeah in jc i alwiz down for CS not cos i m some chao ah lian or wad k.. cos i m alwiz late muahaha.. den subsequently.. i got lazier n din eben bother to report to e latecomers' corner.. dat wld mean i wld b considered v late n it means immediate detention lar.. but mr wong, i still dunno y he alwiz 放过 me.. will jus mark me as present during assembly muahaha.. ok yeah so i like mr wong! hahaha... sometimes he will ask abt my family oso.. oh cos in j2 i did v badly for my 1st block test cos i din really study den he had to meet my dad.. dis was how badly i had done haiz.. den ar.. i told him my dad not in sg.. my sis can? he asked when my dad coming back.. i told him i dunno [which is not true haha i knew when he coming back jus dat i dowan him to noe..] haha.. den in e end he let me off but he said e HOD nid to speak to me.. haha n he made me promise i will let my dad noe my horrible results [which i din eventually hahaha...]
okie but anyway e dream i had was v weird.. its abt e module i m taking currently.. International Monetary econs lar.. den we were supposed to collect some test papers.. den supposed to go into dis room to collect.. den mr wong was there giving out e papers.. at dat time i thot eh where's prof ng? but anyway i failed i got 49% den mr wong was like v angry wif me lar.. saying how can i do sooo badly.. den jonathan came in.. yeah e 01s7a uncle jon our super tall guy.. he came n asked me how i did.. den mr wong called him n asked him some econs qn abt wad interest rates increase den wad happened n stuff lar.. den uncle jon cld ans.. den mr wong was like "u c, a non-econs major could ans dat qn, arent u ashamed of urself??" haizz... damn sianz lar.. den i left e room crying..
den i woke up liao.. n i was really crying..
b4 i fell asleep i was reading abt hk currency boards.. den i din really understand den i feel v pek chek.. mayb dat's y i haf dis dream.. but y dream of mr wong? i dunno.. prolly cos he's e only jc tutor i wld tok to.. but he retired le.. so i really c no pt in gg back to hc except to eat! hahaha..
but jus now was tokking to rena abt my dream, den i realised i actually miss my hc dayzz a lot a lot.. cos at least i m not as troubled as i m now.. 人一旦长大了 问题和烦恼也多了。。 when u r younger u dare to do more crazy things.. hahaha..为什么幸福的青鸟要飞的那么高
为什么结局没欢笑而是泪流满面
为什么对流星许愿却从来没实现
我当然知道这世界不会完美无暇
让我们回去从前好不好
天真愚蠢快乐美好
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没童话
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
the princess left at
3:37 PM
handwriting analysis...
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space.? If the inputted data was correct Emeline has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Emeline fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Emeline has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction.? In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life. The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past.? Emeline seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action. Emeline seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries.?? It will be easy to work with Emeline on a team, because Emeline will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Emeline if she is not careful.
i think e bold parts s qt true.. haha stuck in e middle dunno how to move on and e last bit abt my lack of confidence and ppl walking over me if i m not careful seems to b e case recently.. haiz..Emeline has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
haha dis part seems to contradict e front part abt me displaying particular shyness towards ppl.. i guess its jus my bivalent character.. sometimes i m ok wif making frens but sometimes i jus wanna stay in my little hermit shell... Something is incomplete in Emeline's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Emeline's sexual needs.
hahahaa u noe when i read dis part i was luffing my head off!!! cos ar thou there are disappointment, non-fulfillment and interruption.. dey haf nth to do wif my sexual needs leh???!!! n wad physical needs n desires??? hahaha... funny bom pi pi... Emeline has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.
haha i think i do haf qt a temper.. but when i bu shuang i jus display a "i-m-bu-shuang" face i wun usually flare up.. i will jus fume within.. hahaa but ppl alwiz say i look dao when i dun luff or smile.. so is dis e negative personality trait? i dunno.. haha... Emeline is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth.? This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts.? she finds joy in anticipation and planning.? Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned.? Emeline basically feels good about herself.? She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success.? She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to.? However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach".? She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals.? A good esteem is one key to a happy life.? Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagory, her self-perception is better than average.
dis chunk here bits of it r true bits of it r not.. i dunno if i really set goals r wad but i do agree i m qt practical.. i dun usually do things as planned i guess haha.. positive self-esteem?? hmm sometimes i guess when i feel i m smart if can do my tut haha n at times when i cant do den i feel v pek chek den i start to feel dat no matter how hard i work oso no use.. n once again dey brot up dat i shld do sth abt my self-confidence.. self-perception better than avg? oh wow i m not too sure. haha..In reference to Emeline's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Emeline slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Emeline can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
ehhh i nv thot i was creative leh.. n i agree that in e past i try to get involved in tooo many things cos i alwiz feel dat e things i do r e best n only i noe wad i want so i dun trust others to do.. ha den i realise i will only tire myself out.. so i really slow down now n not get involved in anything other than my modules projects dat r required.. Emeline will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Emeline will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Emeline believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
yar i can b qt direct abt expressing my opinions esp when i m bu shuang haha.. a fren once commented dat sometimes i speak in dat kind of tone which will piss ppl off.. wah! hahaha.. ok i will tone down..
yeah i agree i haf a lot of pride.. Emeline is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Emeline will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Emeline an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Emeline is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Emeline is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.
yeah i agree to dis big chunk! i v ez gan dong de lar.. den will jus tear at any small little heart-wrenching story hahaha.. hahaha.. or if someone jus does sth v nice i might jus tear oso.. but now mus control lar.. cos v ugly if i cry in public haha..
yeah n e moody part is true i can happy today n sad tml.. or even more extreme.. happy dis second, sad e next.. muahaha..
n i guess e ppl i hang out wif r qt different de.. but i nv knew i haf e UNIQUE ability to get along equally well wif both intro n extro wow! hahaha... According to the data input, Emeline doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
i dunno if its balanced.. hahaha..
yeah so dat's abt it for my handwriting analysis..
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i wanna meet master khor too!
but but but!!
i jus read xq's blog haha abt her "encounter" wif master khor! aiyar i oso wanna go nus n meet master khor lar.. is his booth still there? but haizz master khor told xq to get married at 26 so i better save up if not xq's angbao will b v small haha cos i m broke la..
n adrian gonna haf an easy job cos xq asked him to marry her at 26 hahahha.. so adrian can jus wait for e day b4 xq turn 27 or sth den propose and xq bo bian die die hafta marry lar.. haha..
oh n so happy to hear master khor's forecast for hr! wow! i oso want haha.. vien r u gg to like fly back n hear wad master khor has to say abt urs too? hahahaha...
haizz anyway dis pm was supposed to go k lunch wif cz again cos she was upset n troubled over sth.. but when she called me i was still drooling in my bed lar.. n e suction pull of my bed is jus too strong for me to overcome.. n when i woke up my dad was all excited to display his 战利品 from his morn marketing.. *yawnz* he went mkt apparently.. think as ppl gets older dey wake up early in e morn n got nth better to do.. so he can go mkt.. but he only bot 2 fish??!!! grr.. n i dun like e fish he bot.. e kuning fish if u all noe.. eh if dunno jus imagine it to b sth like e fish u find in nasi lemak but slightly bigger.. i like big BIGGGG fishes wif lotsa meat can.. not those skinny san bi ba fish haiz.. no kick..
eh we jus steamed e super bigggg lonnnnggg 乌鱼 if u all noe wad isit.. ha.. haizz now left wif e irritating kuning fish.. c when i shuang i will 炸 it! prolly tml or mon.. but tml dad not in sg.. prolly back at night or wad ba.. dunno..
oh i wanna say ar those darn manicures v damaging to our nail cuticles leh! cos i was previously v proud of my strong healthy nails.. but recently ar e tips r getting brittle.. i dunno e cause of e brittleness.. it cld b due to e loads of household chores i m doing now.. but cant b cos previously i did oso not as brittle leh.. still v strong n healthy n shiny.. so i guess its e manicure.. but weird leh my toe nails ok leh.. sianzz.. so i shall let my nails rest for a while b4 i try any more farnie stuff.. i oredi applying nail moisturizer n top coat to shield it liao. hope it helps! i miss my strong healthy nails boohoo...
oh n yest my fren commented my hair nv grow!! i think so too.. cos if u look at e black part of my hair.. its really a bit lar.. in a way its good lar.. cos means dun hafta keep touching up on my black roots.. but 也太慢了吧? haha it has been 2 mths since i coloured can.. haiz..
i think my hair can nv grow longer it can only grow thicker sianzz.. i feel like cutting it short short short short.. i think i will ask my stylist e nxt time.. cos v sianz liao.. but i scared cut liao will qiao qiao boohoo..
haizz... e following lyrics is for a fren who is entangled in a same-gender love triangle..我掉进爱情悬崖
跌太深爬不出来下降的速度太快
来不及踏上未来
你的爱反覆徘徊
打乱我呼吸节拍
该怎么逃开 我控制不来
我掉进爱情悬崖 回想起你的可爱
傻傻的还在等待 以为你还会回来
你的脸慢慢离开
时间快将我掩埋
消失的太快我负荷不来
真的不愿看你那么痛苦
没想到
你确定了一些事情的真相
只会让你更难受
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12:27 PM
aiyo tired leh...
lemme update my blog-ders abt yest y i nv blog haha..
eh yest was my super long day lar.. den v tired.. reached home nid to rush tut den fell asleep while reading my notes.. aiyo dunno y i so drained.. only one day of sch lor.. e day b4 was still resting at home..
okie but today gh drove his rocket again yay! but i thot i haf a lot of time n dilly dally a bit.. hee we reached on time in e end yay!! n prof was late..
after today's lesson, win n pin ponned their tut n join us for lunch! yeah finally went to eat my bak chor mee!! woohoo.. but auntie gave me a lot of mee pok.. boohoo cant finish..
den i went ntuc to buy vege n fish for dinner.. n i decided to gif shiseido shampoo a 2nd chance cos yl happily using e one i sold her.. n she said its good! n yeah i jus bathed! n its nice leh!! haha...
anyway den so qiao i took e same bus home as sis.. i lazy walk home from bt timah plaza mah so i took bus... den when we reached home we were shocked to c wad dad bot.. he's not at home la but apparently he came back in e pm..
he bot some funny waterless cleaner.. for cars, windows, dunno wad lar.. those kind of multi purpose solution n dad jus told us he v angry cos e nozzle cant work!! i bet he spoilt it lor hahaha..
den he bot another weirdo germ killer thingy which runs on electricity n costs close to $50??!!! we were like diaoz.. think we got a lot of $$ ar?? dat stupid germ killer supposed to put in car.. [electricity source from e cigarette lighter thingy] or put at home using USB cable??!! diaoz.. n my dad jus got me to test on my lappie.. grr.. so stupid lor.. i m not gg to use it! n i can foresee it will b thrown away b4 nxt cny when dad's in e mood to 大扫除 again..
anyway in e pm.. i went to chk ministry of finance website to chk how much i can get.. boohoo i cant get $800 le.. cos i went to chk our property annual value wah kaozz really more than $6000 leh!! boohoo... we mus b one of e FEW 4-room hse owners who cant get $800 lor.. haizz... $600 only enuf go bkk not enuf buy hp liao lar.. boohoo.. unless not gg bkk in e end den can buy hp..
okie wadeva.. at least i m born on e day of e cut-off date if not i wun eben get a single cent again boohoo.. cos one of e criteria is 21 yrs old as of 31st dec 2005.. haha...
hmm i wanna blog abt another stuff..
but i oso dunno wad to say n how to say..
mayb i jus nid a break.. sometimes when ur name is mentioned i really dunno how i shld react n wad i shld do.. i dun eben noe wad i want n so i can only try n distant myself.. but its of no use.. cos i oso dunno.. i dun eben noe if im happy excited or irritated liao.. sianzz.. mayb i cannot stand it when ppl exploit me.. n try n make use of me to do certain things.. haizz i oso dunno lar..
the princess left at
9:09 PM
沉思
只留给这世上所有美的人与物
有些人就是拥有一切
有些人盼了大半辈子
都不可能等得到
不想再继续在自己梦的国度
孤单的徘徊着
欺骗自己
梦想会有成真的一天
与其有一天被冷酷的现实
狠狠地巧醒
倒不如 趁现在还没泥足深渊
拯救自己
总好过拥有了不属于自己的东西
最后失去
才知道自己不配拥有。
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