heh
today is a sad day.. booo i dunno wad to say but yupz.. byebye..
haizz still feeling a bit nauseous.. damn sianz... in e end had to take cab home from vivo cos i was really sick... kns leh...
now still a bit unwell but still uncomfy... dun ask me wad's wrong.. i dun eben noe.. jus feel v v v nauseous... booo..
the princess left at
10:02 PM
heezzzz excited...
jus took out my SMALL luggage out to pack.. hahaha still pondering if i shld bring a bigger one instead.. but rw said i can loan some luggage space from her cos her luggage only half filled.. diaozz... so kua zhang.. i foresee mine wld b 3/4 to fully filled.. hahaha den when i come back it's bulging?! hahaha...
took out my krisflyer cos wanted to chk in den rmb my silly mistake e last time.. cos need to print boarding pass out.. so i decided to wait till tml when i use my hse com.. cos my lappie not connected to printer.. n we din link our printer to our modem.. haiz.. if not it will b so cool... cos our printer has networking fn..
yupz n i m HUNGRY again!!! cos cos cos rw jus told me hk has krispy kreme!!! n i cant stop omg-ing...
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
actually now dat she mentioned.. i vaguely rmb hk got krispy kreme!! heez...
n i went to e website n c .... [ya dey haf a hk kk webbie]
http://www.krispykreme.com.hk/varieties.htm
wahhh~~~ got a few flavours i nv c b4 leh... like maple glazed, strawberry shortcake, new york cheesecake...
ppl who want me to buy back pls self-collect at airport on fri night... rw told me they even provide delivery service.. how cool is dat huh?! my gawd... n cos she oredi has an order for 24 donuts!! im sooo sure kk will deliver our donuts to us... hahaha
but pls do not gif me an order for 24 donuts oso... i seriously got no hand...
haha if u dowan collect from airport.. den come my hse n collect but no guarantee it wun spoil.. i can loan u some fridge space.. since our hse has 2 fridges when we dun cook .. ha...
n cos rw wanna go macau we will go... hahaha thou i m a bit apprehensive abt leaving her to plan e entire itinerary n research.. ha... but its ok.. afterall dat girl conquered new york on her own alright.. ha... we shld haf faith in her..
n i m qt excited abt gg lantau island too!! n visit my 大澳 woohoo~~ its a fishing village.. ehhhh cos its a village there will b stray cats n dogs... i c some in e pic.. booo i hope dey dun come near me... n oso climbing e 268 steps to reach e world largest tallest outdoor buddha!! haizzz i shld haf gone n hug buddha's leg b4 my exams n not after my exams.. its too too too too late~~
alright all in all.. dis hk itinerary has a few places i haf nv been hahaa.. managed to omit ocean park!! woohoo~~ i dun like.. hahaha..
i m oso looking fw to mdm tussauds museum n taking pic wif my jay!!! heez.. e wax jay thou hahaha... n 1001 other celebrities.. heez..
omg telling u all abt my itinerary jus made me more n more excited only.. thou i dowan e trip to come so soon oso.. cos i dowan start work... boooo...
had a farnie tuition jus now again.. cos dey r v high once again.. diaozz alwiz gossiping abt their classmates to me.. n my gawd their sch fees damn ex can.. 20k per yr.. even more than my uni fees?! dey r really rich.. no wonder dey said their classmates all v rich.. they haf dis classmate whose parents r e 3rd richest in ASIA... my gawd.. u tell me 3rd richest in my neighbourhood i oredi think u v rich... 3rd richest in sg is v OMG... now u tell me 3rd richest in ASIA?! im gg to faint...
the princess left at
2:19 AM
因为没说
就算我去HKG
我还是会陪你去原本的 SR 或 SP/VNM
可是我好像有跟别人提起
所以造成误会了吗？
但是
现在不行了
要开工了
可能只能利用周末的时候
到邻近的 RDG ？
为什么现在流行
出国通告放上部落格？
有些甚至不说去哪里？
只说去休假几天。。
我不喜欢科技。。
人与人之间的距离似近非近。。。
haizz
我肚子又饿了
每次想到不开心的东西
好像死了好多细胞
需要补充精力
the princess left at
1:09 AM
我的朋友
有或许，我本来就没有太多的朋友。。。词曲:作词:邬裕康 作曲:王治平
编辑人:朱亚争
言承旭:累了不要见外
言承旭:累了不要见外
把我挖起来
吐个痛快
看不惯朋友有难
谁还冷冷的围观
我的手心为你握起来
朱孝天:烦了不要见外
朱孝天:烦了不要见外
把我找出来
陪你负担
吴建豪:续杯咖啡的温暖
吴建豪:续杯咖啡的温暖
一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
朱孝天:昨天会被今天
朱孝天:昨天会被今天
明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰
关心常在
全体:就算你我再热闹
全体:就算你我再热闹
喧哗中走散
友情会在第一时间赶来
让跳乱的心情平躺下来
重新的呼吸简单
深深的 满满的
朋友只要你被孤单
压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开
找回那片大自然
为着你抱紧你相信你
朱孝天:我确定
朱孝天:我确定
周渝民:累了不要见外
周渝民:累了不要见外
把我挖起来
吐个痛快
看不惯朋友有难
谁还冷冷的围观
我的手心为你握起来
珠孝天:烦了不要见外
珠孝天:烦了不要见外
把我找出来 陪你负担
续杯咖啡的温暖
一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
吴建豪:昨天会被今天
吴建豪:昨天会被今天
明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰
关心常在
全体:就算你我再热闹
全体:就算你我再热闹
喧哗中走散
友情会在第一时间赶来
让跳乱的心情平躺下来
重新的呼吸简单
深深的 满满的
朋友只要你被孤单
压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开
找回那片大自然
为着你抱紧你相信你
吴建豪:我确定
吴建豪:我确定
the princess left at
10:48 PM
魂不守舍
but i nv thot i wld b sooo affected.. n my actions betrayed me..
i dun think i m a v blur person.. but i think i did e blur-rest thing in my life today...
i went to atm n withdraw money but i din take e money..
oh so great rite.. so i made a passer-by richer n made myself poorer.. n i withdrew $40 lor.. cos i tot oh ya tml gg out better withdraw more..
n when i went to pay money for sth den i realise eh how come i got so few $10 notes?? i tot i jus withdrew.. den i tried n recall.. hmm how come i dun recall waiting for e machine to dispense money n taking from it? i only rmb taking my atm card...
ya so v smart n i walked back to withdraw money again.. another $40...
reached home chk my i-banking.. oh great gana deducted twice means somebody took my $40.. it's not retained by e dumb atm... someone mus haf observed dat i was out of sorts.. oh great~
the princess left at
8:09 PM
paiseh
den i told yl "hey look css leh!"
yl:"oh ya... i dunno his name"
rena:"wad wad wad"
me:"campus s**** star"
rena:"huh?! wad campus super*star?"
me:"shhhh there...."
he was like 5 m away from us looking at us.. cos e area was qt empty...
rena said again:"where got campus super****?"
[my gawd... get me a hole]
rena turn back n "oh campus superstar!!"
get me a bigger hole plus lid... thanks... -_-
the princess left at
2:43 AM
曲:周杰伦 词:刘耕宏/陈剑龙 耕宏:黑夜渗透了想念 慧欣:原以为不会改变 i still thinking abt e den ar i wanted to buy this esprit bag b4 exams with my FREE $50 voucher esprit gave me hope hk will haf? but i heard from a lot of my frens their fashion v loud ar.. [i seriously cant rmb how was it like cos i 10 000 yrs nv go le] haizz. but ar hk no gst leh.. so mayb will be SLIGHTLY cheaper? hahaha was explaining to rw abt hk fixed exch rate system.. den told her its pegged to u.s dollar den she asked for wad? den she said all e countries peg den e world v stable lor... hahaha hmmm... no... monitoring band shld b e way... i dunno la.. i forgot most of it liao la.. hafta ask paul yip.. i jus knew enough stuff to make my non-econs frens go "wah so cheem"... oh ya my dad so farnie.. yest he finally willing to touch on e hk topic.. heez... 你几时去香港？
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
合:我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
合:为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
慧欣:原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
合:我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
合:为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
耕宏:慢慢远离的梦
慧欣:渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
i like dis song... heh i din noe my bio clock so effective... woke up at 7 today.. kns.. den went back to sleep n woke up at 9plus cos dor replied my sms.. heh...useless blazer/cape/coat at topshop... haizz its really toooooo ex la... 1 is 106 e other is 166... heh. even wif my topshop card discount i oso cant buy la...[at least dat's wad i told myself] but after shopping ard.. i did see a few similar designs but nth as cute n nice as e ones at topshop! booo y those ppl nv do a top-grade imitation...cos i spent TOO much but ar yest went back to c like not as nice leh...[得不到的永远是最美]muahahaha... ya.. den now i dunno wad to do wif my voucher! can i swop it wif a topshop one?! hahaha... or anybody wanna buy my voucher? dat voucher v good de leh.. u use ar still entitled to epc[esp privilege card] discount de leh... yupz anybody wanna buy can lemme noe.. den mayb i can go get my nicey topshop useless blazer/cape/coat [alright i can pic rw shaking her head].... heez =) so cos i din waste money to buy e bag i can buy e cape thingy?
i din ask my dad for money hor.. i saved my own money to go...[alright not MY money oso la.. my dad's one ultimately oso.. heez]
星期二。
几个人去？
3个。
3个？！
um..3个啦
eh... 3个都女的？
ya...
orh...
the princess left at
10:34 AM
累
身体累了 心也累了
停下脚步 也发现一些问题并没有解决
反而比想象中的严重
距离遥远到一个不行
遥远到你觉得没有回答我的必要
遥远到我好像再也没有资格问些什么
遥远到你再也不会跟我说任何事情
遥远到彼此间的沉默变得不自然
我很累 真的很累
alright declare e end of exams.. seriously think dis exam is a total flop... not a single paper i was confident.. i will do a post-mortem when i m free.. i seriously dunno wad went wrong.. mayb little time to prepare..
last nite studied like 8 lect until 2/3am went to bed cldnt sleep!! tossed n turned in bed.. i seriously hate wasting time at a crucial period like dis... alarm rang at 5am n i jus cldnt get out of bed cos my head ached like mad... slept till 8am in e end... still feeling drowsy n occasional dizzy spells.. haizz..
but luckily after exams got rw to pei me go out!! seriously dunno how we shop.. ha but we tried lotsa tops n shoes hahah.. but eh we din buy any?! but i still spent a lot of money on facial products.. on a new pair of sunglasses n some groceries.. rw say i like taitai diaozz..
we went to try a new steakhouse at cine.. eh.. supposedly award winning but i think their steak nth fantastic leh.. jack's place can easily win hands down.. den oso tried another award winning drunken fish n chips.. e fish is marinated in beer.. i personally dun like beer la.. so dun really like e fish n chips oso.. eh eat a bit still ok la.. too much i bui tahan.. ha..
rw oso thinks i shld go sh on my own.. ya so difficult to accomodate everybody.. might as well go alone.. will discuss wif my "tour guide" if i shld extend my stay in e other country.. yupz...
haizz.. i jus wanna pamper myself for e nxt 1 week... b4 i start intern.. b4 i haf no time for myself... b4 i noe my horrendous results for dis sem.. haiz...
the princess left at
11:29 PM
pissed
ya i noe i shldnt b blogging now n shld hurry up study for fin.. cos i can hear daph echoing behind me"hahaha i s/u u nv so u better study hard"
anyway today's paper was a 2 hour paper.. i aim to finish by 645 so dat i can leave early n not wait for e slow tallying process.. but argh!! i was finishing my last sentence when e prof said "u haf 15 min remaining.. no student is allowed to leave e exam hall until u r told to do so.. blah blah blah"
i m pissed can... grrr... i wanna leave!!
n in e end e profs took like 1/2 an hour to tally.. cos there were a few missing oas sheets!!
not i wanna complain but our dear talents [no not from e middle kingdom, e other up n coming populated market] were happily yakking away dat dey din submit e oas sheets!
n harlow u stay hall i dont alright.. u noe how difficult it is to wait for buses.. n to make things worse, it's raining la...
ok den i tot it's end of e story.. hell no~~ e chief invigilator said nope we are still short of a few.. quick own up those ppl who slip their oas sheets in their ans booklets... wah~~ seriously ar.. sometimes i wonder e calibre of students admitted into uni.. cant u all follow simple instructions?! e guy diagonally in frt of me actually raised his hand to ask e prof how to shade his matric no.. [n he's not an exch student] e prof almost fainted.. e person next to me din turn up for e paper oh so smart~~
oh ya so den e profs n invigilators had to untie e bundled ans booklets to look for e missing oas sheets cos nobody wanna own up! n so i was detained for like 1/2 an hour..
den reached home my dad asked me to help him do accounts.. harlow~~ i mentioned 1001 times i having exams n nobody seems to understand.. ask dat accountant to do it la.. she was taking her own sweet time to iron clothes.. den i had to gobble my dinner n hurry help my dad cos he's gg on n on abt how we grow up le nobody wanna help him le.. not at dis time alright.. den when i walked into dad's room to help him, e accountant ironed her last top/bottom n went to watch tv.. i m pissed la...
last nite i told my dad i gg hk next week.. he opened his eyes soooo big n asked "什么？又去？！"
我哪里有每次去香港？
he kept quiet.. think he must haf mixed up hk n tw?!
anyway den he used his fav weapon again
你啊！整天跟我飞来飞去。以后没有钱不要跟我拿。
n i actually stubbornly said dowan dowan la..
thou my dad's memory is failing.. there is 1 thing he will never b blur abt..
his finances...
he rmb how much he gave me.. when he gave me n how much he has left...
u ask him which jc his daughter went to.. he may not b able to ans u... secondary sch he shld b able to ans i think..
cos i rmb when i was in j2.. i asked my dad to drive me to sch.. he asked "u study where ar?" -_-
last yr i wore my pe t shirt at home.. my dad saw e sch name n asked "eh 你什么时候念华中初级学院？" ah yess my dear daddy... -_-
ok wadeva as long as he doesnt put an end to e financial support =)
the princess left at
9:46 PM
200 pounds
yest i smsed rw to tell her i wanna watch e movie.. but heh she watched le!! i read on a few ppl's blog dat e movie is nice!!
even movie reviews gave v good critiques.. haizz..
jus when i tot e whole world has watched except poor me who is still struggling wif exams preparation [alright not v struggling.. slacking most of e time] i found someone to watch wif me le!!! hahahaha yay!!!
i m gg to watch 200 pounds beauty~~
2 more days my exams wld b over.. nxt week dis time i would b on e plane... wah~~ so fast... forecast for nxt week's hk weather is
01 May
Tue
temp: 22 - 25oC
RH: 80 - 95%
woohoo~~ shld b pretty cool.. like when i was in sydney n melb.. =) or tw 2 yrs ago...
the princess left at
2:31 PM
i dun like dreams
dey make me drowsy n drained... made me feel as thou i din sleep at all... grrr...
anyway i dunno y i v paranoid... i v afraid i will miss my papers.. i.e. forget actually today is e paper or wad...
so i keep checking all e calendars.. on my hp n com n logging onto our sch system to chk my exam timetable...
ppl can u all pls assure me fin econs is 2 days away.. n i dun haf biz fin today?!!
haizz mayb cos i taking alone dis time round so i v scared i will miss e paper.. sianz la...
the princess left at
11:13 AM
要惜福
hmmm actually i got nth to blog abt la.. but for my ardent n bored fans out there i decided to blog abt sth...
hmmm today while i was having dinner.. i ate in front of e tv again [sth i had done for e past week cos i was too stressed n i m still v stressed].. den chn u was repeating 海豚湾恋人 yupz.. e angela n ambrose show.. anyway ya there was dis scene which angela called home cos she left home to pursue her dream.. then she was unhappy cos certain things happened la.. so she called home jus cos she wanted to hear her mum's voice..
everytime i watch drama n when e actress/actor said they longed to hear their mum's voice this particular scene of how my mummy lashed out at me will flash across my mind... dun get me wrong.. my mummy is a v nice pretty lady.. she seldom got angry at us.. mayb dat's y dat particular scene is 特别刻骨铭心... but ya i was super attitude dat particular time.. i cant rmb wad she scolded me for.. but i rmb i *geen* her so she was v v v angry... but somehow angela called home jus now in e show.. i cant recall dat scene at all!! tears jus rolled down my cheeks cos i forgot how did my mummy sound like... i cant rmb her voice... but i immediately used tissue to seep up wadeva tears was flowing down cos i was eating in living room mah.. i dowan my dad to come out of his room n get a shock...
well if only technology was more advanced back then i would have taken a video of mummy or record her voice or sth... budden again with all these data files, mayb it would b even more difficult to forget somebody...
den i decided to turn my attention away from e drama.. so i flipped e i weekly i bought.. irritating.. mother's day coming so there were a lot of mother's day promo n duno wad.. n i stopped eating n went back to my room...
now i m hungry.. booo..从前从前曾拖紧母亲手臂
童年童年渴睡中她亲面冚被
可惜一天她竟收拾行李没再一起
何时离巢长空展翅的小燕
仍然茫然半路中双亲望不见
只好解释一家安乐如意没有多少
然而剩我一个
更加飞得坚壮总算收获
然而倦了哭了
盼双亲再如初抱紧我
荡失的孤燕想归家
处处雪处处冷
降落到哪里才是家
我(你)必须要拍翼挣扎
习惯孤独长空中往返
飞出生天我(你)会怕也会冷
对逝去童年仍念挂
漫天风雪独自招架
但再长大还是会想她
男孩男孩能供给爱跟关注
然而怀疑最后彼此不易相处
多少相恋终生不用情变绝对保鲜
虔诚祈求城中所有的小燕
无尤无愁冷夜中双亲赠温暖
一位不少一家安定无缺没有纷扰
然而剩我一个
更加飞得坚壮总算收获
然而倦了哭了
盼双亲再如初抱紧我
荡失的孤燕想归家
处处雪处处冷
降落到哪里才是家
我(你)必须要拍翼挣扎
习惯孤独长空中往返
飞出生天我(你)会怕也会冷
对逝去童年仍念挂
漫天风雪独自招架
但再长大还是会想她
荡失的孤燕想归家
处处雪处处冷
降落到哪里才是家
我(你)必须要拍翼挣扎
习惯孤独长空中往返
飞出生天我(你)会怕也会冷
对逝去童年仍念挂
漫天风雪独自招架
你已长大能独个归家
前路会掌握寒夜再飞返
the princess left at
10:20 PM
你看吧
HUH-ed me like nobody biz...
this morn 1 of them msg me e other one is sick.. so wanna cancel tuition today.. eh if i din rmb wrongly.. e same person was sick 2 weeks ago too.. dey lousy la.. dunno how to change their stories a bit...
but anyway i m HAPPY! cos i dun need go tuition eventually~~ ha.. i noe la where got ppl so happy after saying bye bye to close to $100 per session rite.. ha but ya i really dun feel like getting out of my hse mah... 反正钱是永远赚不完的嘛 haha...
shld i gif myself 2 hours break? hahaha.. i wanna nap leh.. boohoo weather so hot~~ but i really left a lot a lot to study leh.. die la...作词:周杰伦 作曲:周杰伦 原唱：陈奕迅
我说了所有的谎 你全都相信
简单的我爱你 你却老不信
你书里的剧情 我不想上演
因为我喜欢喜剧收尾
我试过完美放弃 的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了 你我都走散了
情歌的词何必押韵 就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了 也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱褶 你却用离开淌下句点
只能说我认了 你的不安赢得你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰
我试过完美放弃 的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了 你我都走散了
情歌的词何必押韵 就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了 也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱褶 你却用离开淌下句点
只能说我认了 你的不安赢得你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰
只能说我输了 也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱褶 你却用离开淌下句点
只能说我认了 你的不安赢得你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰
n oh ya my jay wrote new song!! he penned e lyrics too~~ so cool...
the princess left at
1:53 PM
v sian~~
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
a part of me is looking fw to my little overseas escapade cum shopping spree..
and yet
a part of me is sooo not looking fw to starting work
a part of me refused to acknowledge e fact dat ya u r ****ing
studying has never been sooo soooo tough.. especially when i go online i c almost half of my frens' nicks saying "graduated!" or "thesis completed".. my smu frens even worse "watching tv, reading blogs, forums.. enjoying my last sch hol"
i got lesser n lesser frens to tell me "jia you! we go study tgt" i so sad...
yest my tutee called me cos another tuition job for me?! diaozz i told them le mah i dun open INTERNATIONAL tuition agency le mah.. whole day ask me tuition dis one tuition dat one.. i dun like tuition! hmmm ok i m ok wif chinese tuition n maths.. but i dun like econs tuition la... booo... they asked me teach their roomie maths... hmm den i asked how come dun get their math tutor to teach leh? they say they think i better?! diaoz.. haizzz... i dun mind teaching when i haf no exams but when i haf ar i really v sian leh... i told them i FEEL like cancelling this week's tuition as well.. they HUH-ED?! so loudly dat i quickly said i FEEL like.. but i DIDNT say i m gg to cancel [althou i REALLY want to cancel] my tutee den said haiyo but its so near ur house... [haiz but still i need to prepare n go out not meh]
i really dunno if i shld take on one more student leh.. i mean i can teach for e nxt 2 mths.. may n june.. but july leh i wun b ard for at least 3 weeks [cos i haben plan my itinerary after wuhan] den how... haizz... online lect meh?! ha... booo...
so irritating... ha but if i teach their roomie as well ar den my pay will b more than that of an avg intern.. ha tuition v good pay hor.. weird leh den y i go find pa.. hahaha... i shld jus gif tuition to my tutee's entire class rite.. den i will 赚翻 rite... haha... somemore time flexible oso.. ha..
hahaha dun tell my dad how much i earning from tuition... if not he dock my pocket money i will b v sad =(
hmmm or mayb i shld take on e student for 2 months hor.. hahaha earn more 旅行费 den i can go more places after wuhan.. hahaha...
haizzz 怎么办？
the princess left at
3:38 PM
此刻的心情
haha
此刻有一种很幸福、很幸福的感觉
ehhh
也不完全是幸福，就很开心很开心
haha
但是开心过后，还是要回到残酷的世界
其实我还是很小孩子的 haha
因为今晚爸爸要参加宴会
我不需要买饭！太棒了！
我叫了macdonalds!!
好开心哦！
这么容易满足
吃饱了之后
我就有勇气做一些疯狂的事
也没有很疯狂啦
alright back to my tut n lect notes...
oh ya one more thing: ha everybody likes my display pic haha n my emoticons ha... sent to no less than 10 ppl over past 3 days.. hahaha... so farnie..
the princess left at
6:42 PM
累
再也不会听到人家对别人说
“哎呀！他还小不懂事啦。。”
不能做年少痴狂的事
不能勇敢追求自己所爱
hmmm ok la i not v old la.. 可是我的心好老哦。。海的思念绵延不绝
终于和天在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远
应该也会跟幸福相见
承诺常常很像蝴蝶
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言
就像一定会来的春天
我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了
在最开始的那一秒有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑真心会和真心遇到
i haf 2 more papers in 5 days haben start revising.. dead again...
wanted to start last nite but i was jus tooo toooo too tired after 2 back-to-back papers... ya thou i was tired i still watched 1 episode of full house.. haha to help me luff n cry...
n oso to read more abt e virgin tech massacre.. v scared this incident will affect racial harmony or worsen discrimination against asians.. haizz den was reading some of e msgs left on youtube ar.. den true enuf it sparked off some verbal insults against asians.. n some chided u.s for allowing weapons in sch.. saying dat wld nv happen in asia.. haizz...
woke up dis morn by my dad cos e air-con man is coming to service our air cons... my dad kept complaining MY air con is not cold.. e problem is i think it's ok.. diaozz its MY air con leh.. his air con cold can liao mah.. wadeva.. anyway we v long nv service our air cons liao.. cos dad is a v diy person...
den e air-con man came n said long time no see.. i was like diaoz?! i dun rmb u!! den he said he was e one who installed our new air cons 2 yrs ago.. oh really?! he din fake la.. cos he said he rmb i haf a 姐姐 wah~ oh wadeva..end up e reason for my air con not being cold was hahaha cos i din lower e temp.. as in i dowan it to b too cold so i set it at 24/5 deg... when my dad found out abt it he was like nobody set temp at 24/5 ok.. everybody set at 17/8... huh really meh?! den hafta keep switching off cos v cold not meh? 24 25 ok wad.. diaoz..
anyway e air con man was saying our air con wah v cold ar thou we nv service.. den i told him orh cos daddy bot e blower machine [e machine e air con ppl used when dey service air con] dey were v stunned... haha ya daddy is a niao pok... if our sewage pipe or sink or tap or wadeva spoil.. my dad will repair de.. he will go n buy n change himself.. i jus changed a new shower head cos dad bot new ones~ ha... oh i think e most kua zhang was our stove.. e cooker hood oso my dad install de! haha...
den ar i did laundry dis morn but e irritating crows ar getting on my nerves!! they keep resting on my bamboo poles.. n dey r not afraid of me!! i got tired after standing there jus to chase them away...
oh no now my air con is dripping water!! wth!! alright i shall call e uncles back to take a look... grrr
the princess left at
12:03 PM
errr
the princess left at
9:07 PM
pissed
p/s: daph say i update too fast... alright i shall blog less then...
the princess left at
6:09 PM
i really feel like giving up...
梦里世纪合唱 爱情留下了篇章 oh yar forgot to add sometimes i m disappointed wif some ppl.. hmm i dunno la.. i jus feel they r not putting in enuf effort.. i offered my help in the hope of achieving sth.. ya but somehow dey jus dun answer.. i think not answering is e most hurtful way of answering my question.. so ya.. i think i m gg to change all my *** plans.. LONE RANGER~~~ yest was searching info on hk trips.. saw dis girl who went hk alone.. wah so v brave leh.. she's our age oso 1984 de.. jus grad from nus.. she actually went to 3 places alone.. but hmm she stayed in meridien hotel in hk so i guess she mus b rich oso la.. ha.. oh den she got to noe dis ang moh guy at hk.. den dey toured i-cant-rmb-where tgt... den parted ways cos dey haf diff agendas... how cool is dat.. i wonder if i ever dare to do dat... n in her ending para she said "if given a choice, i would still go travelling alone" wow! budden ar i got a question... if say u visitng disneyland dat kind u wld want to take a lot of pics wif u inside de mah.. den if u go alone u hafta kep bothering other visitors to help u take pic.. for me, i think i will look paiseh in e pic ba... hahaha... yupz i promised qiao to bring her to tw or at least somewhere cos we noe each other so long le haben go somewhere tgt... yupz so qiao wait for me k... i will try n work sth out... hope our trip will materialise b4 u start work... alright i m gg to die tml.. really die... haizz..
逃避不一定躲得過 面對不一定最難受
孤單不一定不快樂 得到不一定能長久
失去不一定不再有 轉身不一定最軟弱
別急著說別無選擇
別以為世上只有對與錯
許多事情的答案都不是只有一個
所以我們永遠有路可以走
你能找個理由難過也一定能找到快樂
懂得放心的人找到輕鬆
懂得遺忘的人找到自由
懂得關懷的人找到朋友
天冷不是冷 心寒才是寒 [i like dis line =)]
願您的心都是暖暖的.......^_^
saw dis para of words.. tot it really makes a lot of sense.. took a while to ponder abt certain things.. [alright i jumping at any opportunity to move my sight away from wu jinglian n chen kang notes... grrr]
dis pm listened to a few songs.. errr old songs ba.. songs i listened when i first entered uni.. eh smu not ntu.. ya.. so qt old... den stumbled upon dis song which i tot describes me n dis particular fren.. i duno how is she recently.. hmmm cos i haben tokked to her in a while...
在这间k房合唱定情
每字也铿锵
ra:要换人合唱
情事顿觉凄凉
还情愿我练成独唱
一半没有声响
ro:可说是我不肯离场
ra:同一首歌天天唱
2r :望你来再将空白填补上
*如何热唱如何高唱
遗留半首金曲未唱
合唱者未到场
忘形地唱沈迷的唱
抬头看只得我跟四面墙
无人愿接上就成绝唱
行行断句我怎么唱*
ra:你亦逃避我
无暇共我消磨
ro:为何上次又来赠我
一个梦半首歌
当我共你这么谐和
ra:情歌首首都点过
2r:是爱情我怎可能还听错
ra:就算得到单曲让我分一半
ro:不懂享受有的一半
2r:但介意我没有一半
*repeat*
2r:明明是我俩定情合唱
谁来代你我都不唱
yar mayb only i feel dis dis way.. i oso dunno wad happened dat we now haf dis gap btwn us.. eh if u dun think i m referring to u, then i m not, ok alright... hahaha...
think dat's abt it....
the princess left at
10:07 PM
nightmare~
i dreamt i walked into e exam hall to realise i was wrong ck not setting 8 qns...
there r 2 parts to e paper..
1 is mcq section n [i cant rmb who] told me there are 2000 mcqs?!!
alright i mus b mad.. den there is e essay part... i think only 1 or 2 question i cant rmb...
den i was like huh?! wasted my time la [not dat i spent a lot of time preparing for dis paper, most of e time i was more interested in changing songs on my itunes n c-ing who's online]
but at e same time was qt sad i cant smoke cos mcqs r DIFFICULT!! n i jus agar agar noe certain parts cos i think dey r not essay material..
i woke up telling myself eh so its 4 questions 2 parts rite?! how can there b mcqs?! let alone 2000... ck not mad lor..
hmm anyway actually i think i noe nuts.. cos i dun dare question myself wad kind of reforms were carried out.. y? were they successful? wad is ecs? how did sez open up blah blah blah... wad role did local govt play... haizzz..
v v v v scared.. heng its not morn paper~~
the princess left at
11:26 AM
與您實際年齡差2歲
幼稚度48％
成熟度64％
老化度11％
hmmm ppl who r interested to do e test can go to
http://hk.geocities.com/ringo_rainbow/age.htm
the princess left at
12:24 AM
gg mad~~
把回忆重新翻一遍 *你不知道我的难熬 我不知道 really v jialat.. m v worried for exams dis time round.. really v v v v worried to e power of infinity.. even more afraid of checking results.. nth is gg in!! n really NOTHING! y on earth did i take chn ecy?! u tell me u tell me... haizz n i tot chn contemporary pol was worse enuf... my gawd... seems like everyone gave up reading wu jinglian har.. it wld b a miracle if we cld eben memorise e entire ck online lect collection... we cld b e nxt ck man -_- cant afford to do badly cos my honours not v stable... if i dun do well dis sem.. i can say sayonara to e rest of my results liao... haizz how how how?!! i shld haf taken dis subj as ge n s/u it... grrr anyway i got so many s/u options cant finish using oso... grrrrrr... ck is a baddie~~ boohoo... he set 4 qns each qn 2 parts which means total 8 qns to ans la... -_- den all 8 qns muz ans cos no option given.. den each qn is on 1 lect.. yupz so all tgt 8 chap... some qns mayb combine a few lect.. kns.. so in short.. its everything we need to know la... grrrrr... exam is 60%!!!! n my term paper is chui... my pres dunno wad grade cos he haben email me.. i dowan noe oso le la.. cos i think i will die anyway... get A get C no diff.. boohoo... fin econs n biz fin can study tgt cos related... den 1.5 days for mind over stress.. think dun need sleep for e nxt 3 days...
重温我们的交集点
有点甜也有点远
一切的开始就像昨天
剪不掉好多画面
闭上眼还看得见
我好想能停在你的身边
我的想念何时你才会发现
爱情在我们中迟到
爱的暗号你没有收到
我要怎么办才好
你不知道我想依靠
只要能躲在你怀抱
有天你能否只对我好
可不可以靠近一点
记住这张爱你的脸
闭上眼等待永远
我好想能停在你的身边
我的想念
何时你才会发现
i like dis new singer...
if i da bao chn ecy u all dun console me... cos i m 1 big dumbo n lazy ger.. grrr... gh still asked me each qn write how long.. diaoz.. i still scared nth to write look at e qn n stunned can... write how much?!
wei le chn ecy i haben touch e other subjects can?!! haizzz
i feel like cancelling tuition again *yawnz* but i feel bad... haizz... zen me ban....
the princess left at
10:00 PM
不舒服
i gg sch now for an irritating briefing... i hope i recover soon...
the princess left at
10:01 AM
hilarious~~
at first i was dozing off... but jy has e ability to make me luff n luff n luff... omg!!!
i was suaning him for stealing my emoticons n display pic... den he demanded songs for me as an apology.. dat guy uses lousy excuses...
anyway ya den i cant rmb wad den i said he's a weird old man... den now he's asking his frens if he's weird... hahahaha dat's v farnie.. n he hopes i will feel guilty.. not in e least dun worry, jy.. hahahaa.... in fact i thot dat was hilarious...
n i jus found out his dear wormie sent him a card from tw!!! my gawd how come i dun get one from worm huh?! hahahaha... i m so gg to question chong de e nxt time he comes online hahahaa... told ya he's carrying a torch for u liao lor... hahahaha n he refuses to tell me isit during v day dat he got e card... hahahaha... my gawd~~ eli r u reading dis?? hahaha...
the princess left at
1:13 AM
黄先生很奇怪
到了晚上，黄家二小姐去准备鱼头，黄先生躲在房间研究股市。。一切都很平静。。。
鱼头蒸好了，黄先生看了看鱼头。。
黄先生：eh怎么那么多汤？
二小姐：因为我喜欢喝汤。
黄先生：你这是蒸鱼，还是鱼汤？
二小姐：都是。
黄先生：这么多汤，你是喝不完的。没有人这么蒸鱼。
二小姐不服气中，煮东西给你吃还嫌东嫌西。。。
晚餐就在无声中进行。。
大家吃啊吃。。二小姐也拼了老命尽量喝多一点汤。。
。。。
。。。
黄先生：哇！我好饱！
二小姐：我也是。。
黄先生：对咯。因为我一直喝汤。鱼汤很好喝，很清。。。
二小姐暗爽中。。。不知道谁之前还说汤那么多？
结果，汤喝的一滴不剩。
p/s:我没说黄先生是我爸。我没说没说哦！
the princess left at
7:20 PM
random
u all shld go listen to dis song too~~ dun think i v free.. i m way behind schedule actually haizz... i really dunno how to spell "D-I-E" hor.. haizz... v fast its apr 14 le.. half of apr gone.. may is coming.. seriously i dun like may... co its like diao in e middle.. haizz e only thing i look fw in may is prolly our trip.. haizz.. may got too many depressing things happening in may: intern starting and other stuff.. = ( oh but i do look fw to great spore sale.. ha... jus realise i not earning a lot.. cos ar need to give treats as promised since i got intern.. shldnt bet wif ppl ha.. anyway ya n i will b getting my new laptop.. shld b getting new digicam as well.. cos if i delay till nxt yr i shld b getting hp.. i dowan spend too much in a yr.. so mus plan.. i like e new sony t20.. but haiz i rmb my prev encounter wif my sony digicam i a bit apprehensive.. mayb will stick to my olympus cos i like their all weather function n oso i can re-use my memory card.. yupz.. i c how.. may get canon oso.. haizz cos i like e ixus design.. haizz zen me ban... i mus settle all these buys b4 july.. b4 e gst hike.. cos a few thousands r involved.. i dowan incur pay more tax.. had online meeting wif those wuhan ppl... dey wanna go shanghai, beijing n hk.. diaozz ask me dun go hk in may go wif them?! diaozz i m gg wif my 7-yr good fren leh... of cos she is more impt than u all.. ha... i haf a new stopover place in mind which i dunno if it will work... yupz need to chk wif my "tour guide" its kinda exciting ha.. i was telling them diaoz our summer prog only 2 weeks we travel here travel there our summer prog become 1 month le la... diaoz.. but i kinda like dis kind of feeling.. i like to noe wad plans i haf n noe dat i m gg to b kept busy n occupied.. its prolly my 1st hols which is really packed from start to end.. wow.. n its my last LONG summer hols~~ haizz.. anyway i m thankful.. well i like to travel~~ daddy shld b gg vietnam i dunno when.. he looking at some investmt opportunities wif his frens.. haha i think he's worried his daughter cant find job to support him.. n he shld save up for his retirement... [if he get to retire eben] haizz i oso wanna go vietnam.. if i go with him den i break record liao.. for gg to so many places within a summer hols... ha... so mayb not~~ i go nxt time when he make it big... hahahahaha... daddy jia you~ kao ni le!
作曲:Christopher Chak
作词:林夕
编曲:陈珀 / C.Y.Kong
监制:Alvin Leong
徘徊过多少橱窗 住过多少旅馆 才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览 还是用来珍藏 好让日子天天都过的难忘
熬过了多少患难 湿了多少眼眶 才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床 换过几次信仰 才让戒指义无反顾的交换
把一个人的温暖 转移到另一个的胸膛 让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆 才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗 等虚假的背景消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转 等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站 想开往地老天荒 需要多勇敢
烛光照亮了晚餐 照不出个答案 恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上铺满花瓣 拥抱让它成长 太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班 接近换来期望 期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫 漫长总会不满 烧完美好青春换一个老伴
把一个人的温暖 转移到另一个的胸膛 让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆 才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗 等虚假的背景消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转 等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站 想开往地老天荒 需要多勇敢
把一个人的温暖 转移到另一个的胸膛 让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆 才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗 等虚假的背景消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转 等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站 想开往地老天荒 需要多勇敢
你不要失望 荡气回肠是为了 最美的平凡
jus heard jq recommend dis song on radio.. he haben play yet but he recommend so i went to search.. n yupz really like e song esp e lyrics of cos coupled wif eason's singing :PUUURRRRFECT~
the princess left at
11:28 PM
updates~
mrs chong said hss approved my 8-week application.. but haben approve the company..
so diaoz.. cant they approve both at e same time.. but nvm.. i was more worried abt e 8-week being approved than e company.. i dun foresee it will b disapproved.. yupz so it shld b pretty firm...
i shld get my mind off certain irritating issues [e.g. where shld i transit for wuhan] n concentrate more on my studies n quit falling asleep... n looking who's online... or rather c if YOU are online...要堅強 我常常對著鏡子裏的人大聲講
雖然說 孤獨的想一個人好像一種懲罰
MSN上太多的路人甲
偶爾你也該上來說說話
想著你的溫柔 想著你的模樣 我放不下
都說過了再見 我們各自飛翔 各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎 放開愛會心慌 神也很忙
每一天 發生的事情我都好想要跟你講
愛很怪 什麼都介意最後又什麼都原諒
Ooh 心裡最深的牽掛 越想遺忘越不能忘
i really shld study n not make a foolish decision this time round... i dowanna fail my exams thou i think i will do badly.. haizz no confidence at all...
the princess left at
12:32 AM
pissed....
1st is abt internship... diaozz i get internship i still pissed... haizz.. cos i sent an email to mrs chong last nite asking if e sch can approve my PA even thou its only for 8 weeks...
at e same time i sent e hss pa form to my boss asked her to help me fill in...yupz dis morn chk email my boss sent back e completed form to me le.. i chked e time.. wah i sent her at 630 she sent me back at 1030.. their working hours v long hor...
double chk e form to make sure my pay is 1200 hahahaha... yupz.. she typed 1200!!
ya so i fw e form to mrs chong AND bibi... grrr hopefully one of them will reply my email.. n ya it has been more than half a day.. not a single email from them... jus wad r dey bz wif.. u tell me?!!
mon got pa briefing.. i dun eben noe if i shld attend.. cos its compulsory for those who got PA... diaozz i dun eben noe my status lor... i dowan make my way to sch den realise dey not gg to approve.. so waste my time lor... hmph..
2nd is dis morn i went to c dr tan to tighten braces.. haizz tot can remove liao.. which i think shld b soon ba cos dr tan put new things in my mouth today.. think he's getting ready for sth which he nv tell me oso... anyway.. den supposed to make my nxt appt.. i really v pissed cos i cant make it on weekdays mah.. start intern nxt month.. den i requested for a sat slot.. diaozz e earliest is 23rd june?!!! more than 2 months away can.. wth...i asked for wkdays evenings oso dun haf.. huh?! at first was still thinking if its evening den at most i take cab down.. den now dun eben haf.. stupid... i m so gg to make sure my modules snap so dat i can b a request case.. n i can visit dr tan in may.. i dowan wait so long can.. really v kns leh... this yr ar shld visit dr tan 4 times le.. i only managed to get 3 times.. n 1 of e times was cos my modules snapped n i requested an early appt... dr tan is getting richer n richer cos he getting more n more patients.. more his patients r getting angrier n more pissed.. hmph...
the princess left at
2:40 PM
would have been perfect
风还在吹着
天多久亮了
这一切都有理由
是我们不晓得
爱不会累的
我耐心的等
渴望还能够一起
看看明年花开的颜色
Never Say Goodbye
Please Don't Say Goodbye
要是错过幸福会有多遗憾
当眼泪流下来 当勇气走出来
我真的愿意相信奇迹的存在
Never Say Goodbye
Please Don't Say Goodbye
不是没有说完不可以离开
我望着天 想要答案
想知道明天太阳还会不会出 来 (WO~~~~~~~)
爱不会累的
我耐心的等
渴望还能够一起
看看明年花开的颜色
Never Say Goodbye
Please Don't Say Goodbye
要是错过幸福会有多遗憾
当眼泪流下来 当勇气走出来
我真的愿意相信奇迹的存在
Never Say Goodbye
Please Don't Say Goodbye
不是没有说完不可以离开
我望着天 想要答案
想知道明天太阳还会不会出 来 (WO~~~~~~~)
oh ya i wanna thank all my frens who wished me good luck!!
hmmm... eh vv, qiao, xueying, yali, daph, pin, win, pp, edw, taitai and yanling... yupz... thanks for believing in me... i esp like pp's msg.. she said as long as its not some admin who alwayz screw things up for me is involved, or some drawing lots mechanism in place.. she is sure i can get e intern.. n i made her proud! hahaha... thanks!
the princess left at
1:51 AM
happy ending~~
life has nv been so great~~~ lalalalalalalalala
i really nv prepare much for e interview... cos i was half-letting fate decide if i can get e intern.. but i did dig out my econometrics n stats notes to revise when i shld b revising chn ecy.. haizz... but only to realise i forgot a lot of stuff.. but i jus agar memorise a few definitions so dat i can xian if needed... hahaha...
yupz so anyway i reached there 5 min to 4... den e recep was weird.. as in e area cos ppl r writing on mahjong paper wif marker.. n ppl walking here n there in v casual wear.. like some advertising firm kind.. i felt out of place wearing a long sleeve blouse n black skirt n court shoes.. yupz... den i sat on one of e high chairs cos e sofa was taken...
den waited till 415 e hr person came n c wad i was reading...
she:"preparing for exams?"
me:"yupz"
she:its prolly one of e last few exams in ur life already rite?
me:huh?! no ar 1 more year...
she:den y u apply for job so early?
me:job???????? no i applied for intern wad...
[thinking to myself] wth?!! u not only nv read my resume+cover letter carefully [cos she asked wad is my major when she called me] now u tot i applying for job?!!!! now dat i made my way down if u tell me u no intern vacancy i will KILL you... i m gg to blacklist 1 more consulting firm... i already blacklisted 2.. 1 more wun make a difference...
she:oh.. oh.. intern... but how long is ur hols?
me:3 mths but i gg china for summer prog in july so i only have 8 weeks exactly for intern...
she: alright u take a seat...
den e boss came out of e meeting room n saw dis other guy to e door... i guess he's here for interview oso.. but his file a bit pathetic leh.. its jus a clear folder i used to hold my tut n lect notes.. hmmm...
den e boss [a lady] came n asked if i was huimin...
yupz so i went in wif her...
shortly after i sat down.. e hr person came in n said she need to have a word wif e boss
[i bet it was abt i can only b an intern n not a full time]
n i was right.. cos e boss said "oh i heard u applying for intern"
boss:have u had any job experience b4?
me:yupz radio, banks n shipping
boss:not in consulting b4
me:nope
den e boss wanted to find out more abt radio stuff n she was asking if i gg to pursue a perm career in radio.. nope...
n yar lor..
den she asked if i noe stats n modelling...
told her i did econometrics n stats...
den she said oh we dun nid u to build models.. cos most likely we already haf e model n u jus nid to input e figures, do some charting.. n move them over to ppt...
yupz den she asked if i m familiar wif spss[a software]
i told her nope i only noe eviews [which i ans guiltily cos i forgot how to use le lor]
den she said its ok she can get one of them to teach me.. she said it's ez.. so nice rite..
den she asked when im available...
den i told her may n june.. she said i can tag on either e health promo board proj or e ura proj.. den she said mayb e ura one more relevant to my future... so nice rite?!! n so yupz i will b attached to e ura project!!
n she asked if i mind not doing e same things everyday.. cos 1 day may ask me call up companies to hurry up fill in e survey.. another day do charting.. another day dunno do wad...
of cos dun mind la... thou i wld prefer to face computer do charting n make ppt... my fav.. i dowan tok... hahaha..
den i told her actually got a few guidelines my sch set down for intern.. a few requirements for e job.. den she took a look n said oh ez we can let u chart n run stats.. n prepare powerpt... write reports...
yupz so no prob...
den she looked at e most sensitive part: my pay!!
on e guidelines it says:
recommended was 600 la...but most companies pay our intern 650 to 1200...
den my boss asked me how much u want??
den i meekly said 650 is enuf...
den she oh alright... is 1000 enuf?
[stunned n looked at her grinning from 1 ear to another]
den she went on to say.. oh actually i think 1200 is ok wif me too... alright 1200 then!!
my gawd!!! she's so so so so so so generous!!!
yay!!!
den i asked her abt working hours... haha 9-6pm 5 day week.. alright... so i can wake up qt late ba 730 lydat den leave hse 830.. hahaha.. happy!
n i told her its only 8 exact weeks i m tokking abt cos i nid to go china.. n she's fine wif it!!
oh but she qt freaked out if she nids to write a report or wad to submit to our sch.. den she was sorta relieved when she saw it's jus a questionaire she nid to fill in.. oh n dat a ntu tutor will come down n visit me... she was like "when is ur tutor coming down????" huh how i noe la.. i jus pray hard its not gg to b prof ng.. dun make me luff... hahaha... den she said its ok if my prof wanna come down n visit... jus let her noe b4hand.. hahaha...
yupz n she officially said "welcome onboard"
i was elated!!!
jus sent an email to mrs chong to ask if i still can get 5aus... not dat i want e aus.. i jus want e sch to recognise my internship.. yupz... but i told my boss even if e sch dun approve i will still work for them.. yupz...
n taitai said i m now e top intern earner of our course.. diaoz.. i din cheat my boss.. she zi ji offer 1200 de...
n oh yar my boss was qt farnie.. she asked me wad i wanna do when i grad..
den she zi ji ans.. oh actually i dun expect an answer.. hahaha cos all undergrads cant ans dat qn rite? hahahaa so understanding... yupz...
so 8x5days... 40 days in e company... i hope i dun hafta do a lot of calling... jus nid to chart or make ppt...
i shld start studying for exams le!!!
i wanna thank mummy!! i think she helped me de.. cos i sensed she came back after we sao mu... yupz.. i told my daddy too...
the princess left at
9:05 PM
booo weak stomach
dis morn went once to toilet for u-know-wad... den throughout e entire day my stomach wasnt v well... but e pain comes n goes... haizz... but after i relieve myself in e toilet i will feel like puking... haizz... damn sian...
waited for yl to take 179 today haha.. asked her to hurry hurry cos i nid to go to e loo to do you-know-wad but i haben finish my avocado honey... when i came out from e loo i felt like puking again... damn sian leh...
i hope its not stress-induced disease... neither do i hope that it's sth i ate cos can u imagine in sg[a supposedly clean n hygienic place] i m alwiz down wif digestive system-related illness den i go china wuhan how?! cos i rmb yrs ago i went shenzhen i stayed in shangr*-la** n went to some restaurant to eat then got flies flying ard.. i understand e weather hot but it is still v irritating can...
n anyway i was reminded abt how last yr during exam period, e wkn b4 my chn n urban paper i was down wif diarrhoea n vomit... entire weekend din study.. at dat time i was thinking mus b lao tian ye wanna punish me for not being consistent.. want me to die for exams..
apparently i dun learn from mistakes huh.. dats y i m issued a warning again... [not e full punishment yet]
n i snoozed a while jus now.. woke up now i haf gastric.. i haf NO IDEA WHY?! cos i had dinner wif yl at mos.. thou a bit rush n i suspect i suffered from indigestion... but i still finished my food leh.. y now i haf gastric?! [btw yl said heng she ate wif me not our dear R.wong hahhaa if not she hafta wait v long]
anyway gastric is a v irritating feeling... i m dying...
i hope i can drag myself to interview tml n not call up e dumb company n say i m sick... cos i got a feeling e irritating unprofessional lady will think i v dua pai... mayb she applied for hc back in those days n din get in.. so she agst hc ppl.. hmph... in anyway i love hc!! so if she defame my sch tml i will b v pissed... hahahaa a bit kua zhang har...
n oh ya today was tokking to e korean guy from my biz fin class... n he intro me to his shanghai fren who offered to bring me ard if i really go shanghai after wuhan.. haha so nice~~ but i oso dunno how... those wuhan ppl meeting dis sat at can A at 6pm [timing is super off] to discuss where to go after summer prog.. now got a few suggestions beijing n wad nan ning [i haf no idea where is dat] ya.. n i emailed them n said no way m i gg to travel all e way back to sch on a dumb sat evening to discuss wif u all.. i dun stay hall.... hello?! yupz so dey compromised n said alright meet me online.. n dis other girl asked where i stay... i oso dunno for wad?! den come my hse n meet meh.. no lor... i dunno u all.. n i wanna study... i dowan entertain u all..
anyway since i gastric i think i go sleep early.. tml wake up den study a bit more chn history ecy notes.. den prepare for interview... haizzz can i jus sui ji ying bian...随机应变 cos i got a feeling e interviewer hui bu an pai li chu pai.. [direct translation: anyhow issue a card] hahahaha... 会不按牌理出牌... i rather dey ask me do some mcq logic test/write some stupid essay to test my ang moh.. i dowan tok... hahaha...
the princess left at
12:10 AM
damn sianzz
of all e 3 things: chn ecy pres, biz fin pres n interview i really afraid of interview... cos chn ecy n biz fin pre can prepare... i mean if i dunno how to ans i wun die... but interview.. ya la can prepare but i mean there r so many questions dey can ask!!!! it certainly doesnt help now that i m in a v sian mood... cos i dunno if i want an intern afterall.. haizzz... as a rational student i shld go grab dis intern... as an irrational student.. i jus wanna play n go wuhan n enjoy life... but ya i m so afraid dey wld tell me dey cant accomodate my schedule.. n dowan a stupid intern for 8 weeks only.. hmmm n dat i haf to make a choice... i dowan i dowan i dowan... i want everything... i m a greedy girl...
gif me sth to look fw to after interview... hmm shld b meeting A or B for dinner... i oso dunno how...
sorta decided to cancel tuition dis week n nxt week... cos i m dying.. really dying... v sianz... i think i will prepare for interview tml.. tonight i jus concentrate on dating my wu jinglian.. i really really no time.. i dunno how... i think i m gg to do badly for dis exams.. dun console me.. i noe it IS GOING TO HAPPEN... haizz..
the princess left at
9:10 PM
phooo~~~ 1 over....
thanks to pin for smsing to say she is sure i can do it! n oso stupid gh for asking me where i m.. i think he thinks i really not gg sch -_-
at first tot i was gg to b late.. thou i was late ck was later -_- n e prev prof hasnt leave e room yet -_- yupz so anyway.. i started without much hesitation.. in fact i was qt shocked when ck said "alright huimin u may begin" i was like heh huh?! now??!!... of cos i din verbalise my thot...
n so i began... i was lucky in a way cos i errr i din haf time to panic... thou along e way to sch i was v v v nervous n was so afraid i wld faint n fall onto e mrt track n gana knock over like e guy at *i-cant-rmb-which-mrt" yest...
anyway it wasnt as long as i thot it wld b.. or mayb i was accustomed to it oredi having rehearsed 100 4 times.. n i was so afraid i wld rattle on like a bullet train which i alwiz do when i m nervous...
yupz in e end e feedback i got was i was too slow?! diaozz... but its ok... i tot i heard ck muttered "good" at e end.. but mayb its jus a figment of my imagination.. n according to past experience.. "Good" doesnt translate to good grades... heh...
den after lesson i went to ask ck when i can get back my report...
he gave me a blank look n repeated after me "ur report?"
hmmm mayb i shld say “是的。我的报告”
den i gave him an awkward smile n said "oh if u dowan return me its ok, can u email me my grade?"
ck"oh yeah sure i will email u then"
me"thanks" n hopped out of e room... alright i din hop cos u all certainly din feel any tremors in ntu compound jus now rite? haha...
alright n went down to west mall to gorge myself wif my fav food.. n to buy pin's cartridge n run some errands for my dad..
anyway i m now happily at home wif my flattened butter bun [its meant to b flattened de, cz will noe wad i m tokking abt] n milo-bing n fries from double arches! yeah...
tml new challenges await me.. my fin econs tut n 1 more biz fin presentation! kns~~ i wanna date wu jinglian or rather i need to date him [given a choice i dun really wannt date him ] but i cant!!!
alright i shall go snooze a while b4 i attempt my biz fin pres n e irritating fin econs tut...
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4:02 PM
updates
today is a v happening day! first was went to sch for a dumb make up lect... n at e end of lect e prof said "well dey asked me for tip... so here it is... today's lect will not b tested.. suggested ans to dis week tut has oredi been posted" i almost knock my head against e wall cos e prof dua us can!!! eh seriously i got better things to do can than coming to sch n listen to u read out lect notes can... diaozzz...
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i got a missed call when i woke up n went to bathe+brush teeth+wash face....
when i woke up i got a feeling someone was trying to contact me... i lie on my bed holding onto my phone for abt 10min b4 getting out to bathe... [i switch off my hp every night b4 i go to bed]
yupz so yar it was a private no n got voice mail.. listened to e voice mail.. n omg omg omg!!! its from one of e many many many companies i jus randomly sent in my resume...
i hestitated... i din dare to call back cos i m not prepared for a phone interview, if any... so i walked up n down my hse... dunno wad to do.. den i gathered all my courage to call back...
stupid dat person din ans... [its a mobile phone no. btw]
den i waited 10min e person din call back.. at dat time i was thinking oh shit m i supposed to leave a voice msg?! opa nv teach us leh.. oh no!! can i sms her to let her noe i m so n so... its rgding e intern... den i decided to get bread n water n sit down n wait...
my dumb hp was on silent...
n so when i came back from kitchen.. i got A MISSED CALL!!! [slaps myself on e forehead!! alamak]
called back immediately.. tot e lady sounded a bit pissed.. anyway her first qn was wad's ur major?! my god u nv read my resume isit?! then she went on to say oh u from hc n ny.. i think those 2 schs really caught her attn.. not my major thanks leh -_-
den she went on to ask abt my gp grade... wah lau its really sprinkling salt on my wound can... kns!!! got so many qns dun ask.. ask abt gp.. thanks lor... when i told her my grade which wasnt v good la for a hc kid.. she said
"oh... any reason for doing so badly?"
got ppl lydat ask anot u tell me... haizz...
den she asked me my o level english grade heng i got A2 phew phew phew.. den she said not so bad... heh...
n cos she asked abt my gp.. my confidence level hit rock bottom.. n i think i sound like a dimwit after dat.. only noe how to ans "okok" "alright" haizz...
my interview is this thurs... if i dun blog abt it... u all ARE NOT ALLOWED to mention a single word abt it in front of me alright.. cos i seriously haf no time to prepare for e interview... haizz.. wad a time!!!
e plus point abt dis job is dat its hahahahaha 4 bus stops away from my hse!!!!! hahaha 5 buses from my bus stop go there!!! yippie!! its above e bmw showroom.. so if i unhappy at work i shld go befriend those bmw sales ppl hahahaha.. den i can jus test drive e car anytime!! shiok man!! hahaha... but not i wanna say ar dere not a lot of nice food ard leh... i mean its e food places i usu frequent lor.. diaoz.. boring sia...
wadeva... now dat i got an interview i dunno if i really really want an intern cos i really wanna go wuhan to play.. but a lot of frens discouraged me.. haizz... let's hope i get a happy ending...
i think sao mu really helps!! ha i told mummy i v unhappy heh... hahaha...
n to e fren i called immediately after i hung up e phone:
YOU ARE VERY IMPT!! cos u told me to update u abt my intern! haha..
the princess left at
10:40 PM
drained...
jus finished my ppt slides n edit my chn ecy report.. im dying.. i m so seh dat i actually typed a name wrongly..
eh oso so seh dat my poor "hero" fren asked me a simple qn n i cldnt eben ans.. think she mus b so exasperated.. cos e simpler e question e lesser ways u can express it.. ha...
today had tuition.. i think i spent more than half e time ha-la-ing.. e 2 really can chat a lot la.. machiam i m their fren.. gossip to me abt their sch tcha n oso abt their classmate sch uniform.. etc man.. diaozz.. n oso abt lab.. dey so afraid of burning stuff in test tube cos will spurt out.. ha reminded me of my jc dayss... in e end dey r back on e topic of asking me to teach them chem oso -_-||| think dey love me too much liao.. told them i rather teach maths than chem lor.. i lent my tutee my hc chem notes.. ha was flipping thru n totally forgot all abt ionic equilibira wad pKa n dunno wad.. my gawd!! how did i memorise so many stuff for As?! n all e weird weird resonance effect n dunno wad.. booo...
n its super farnie when e vietnam girl told me [she qt pretty n doesnt look like she's a viet lor] anyway ya she told me "i dun aim to get A or B, i jus wanna pass" their teacher super slack oso lor.. tml test still give them 2 questions to prepare b4hand.. one of e qn will is e actual one.. diaoz.. but ya e viet girl has zero knowledge abt monopoly and perfect competition n i almost died.. cos i m no professional tcha who can jus rattle on n on abt e pros n cons of monopoly lor... n their textbook so luan.. n e korean girl din bring my hc notes to class today.. ya so anyway dey jus wanna pass only mah so my job is easier oso la... hahaha.. i hate asking them to do mcq cos somehow my ans n their ans alwiz different n oso from e ans behind.. oh no!! i think after my exams i better read up hc notes again so dat i dun hafta keep referring to textbook for some definitions like allocative efficiency n pdtive efficiency... now i got it drilled into my head liao.. ha..
lastly.. wanna thank those frens who expressed concern n my hero fren wanna date me too haha.. i hope i can squeeze time out.. cos i miss my hero fren too!! n oso my dear pp! she made me promise i wun close my blog cos i m alwayz her private satellite entertainment provider.. thanks huh...
alright i go sleep le.. tml later got 2 lect n tml got my chn ecy pres!!!! i m gg to faint!! did i ever tell u all i m shy? boooo...
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2:49 AM
hermit...
past few days i closed my blog unless u come n tell me u wanna access den i will open up for u.. n only 3 ppl came n ask wad's wrong ha.. dis goes to show how popular my blog is...
over e yrs haf given my blog addie to some ppl whom i may not b close to now.. n i dun really feel comfy wif so many ppl reading some very personal posts... hahaha cos i may sound psycho in some posts.. but rest assured i m v fine! hahah...
eh so yupz will try n work sth out.. e most drastic measure is of cos shift blog but i m lazy.. n i like my current blog skin... n layout n everything.. so i m lazy...
mayb blogger will hear my cries n offer me some features dat wordpress haf haha.. but yupz if not jus bear wif me for a while more.. gif me ur gmail jus so in case if i decided to close my blog again u all can still access alright...
for those without gmail like taitai haha.. eh can come n tell me den i will open it up for u for a while... haha..
m listening to my fren on air now... den she played dis song...在你左右还有多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流每一分每一秒都珍重
握紧的手不愿放松 十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流我必须要走要记得~~~
我们的故事真难忘太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘太多的情节要发展
不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续
wo一定会继续
我知道你寂寞一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看见未来的收获你愿意在耐心等候
我们的故事真难忘太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘太多的情节要发展
不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续
让我们一起演完
u noe ar when i feel so alone... all sorts of crazy thots jus pop up hahaha.. my latest crazy tot is to tour china, namely shanghai or beijing thou i prefer shanghai after my wuhan summer ends.. cos i jus went to chk study visa r given for a fixed period of 3 mths so might as well rite.. since i only there for 2 weeks dun waste e remaining 2.5 mths ha.. n since sg no direct flight to wuhan mayb i can stopover at shanghai but a little complicated cos ar we r supposed to fly over tgt cos e ppl from wuhan uni gg ying jie us from airport.. diaozz.. hafta work some things out... hmm but i think i will jus stay over at shanghai for 1 or 2 nites la.. if anybody noe of any hotel to recommend lemme noe alright.. haha.. i wanna go to the bund! yeah... or mayb i shld attempt to climb great wall.. but wad if i faint along e way due to heatstroke?! hahahaha.. nobody will noe.. oh man...
jus another crazy tot la...
n today i think i was qt bad to a fren.. heh.. i think he thinks i m rude now haha.. cos he din reply my sms le.. boo... ya i was angry at e pt when i sent dat sms.. but i tot my sms was qt mild.. but i went to read again like not v mild oso.. haha.. oops!
today's weather is mad.. same as me.. in e morn was so sunny i was thinking if i shld go out n walk walk.. but lazy ask frens if they r free.. [dun think anyone is free oso] but cos i dun really wanna c anything to do wif chn ecy anymore i m so pissed wif e report.. really lor.. grrrr... i dun eben noe wad i m writing.. kns leh.. den was thinking if i shld go vivo n chk out adidas or esprit or topshop new collection.. or mayb i shld go airport viewing mall to nua alone... den dark clouds started to gather n bish ba boom... it started pouring!! i think lao tian ye doesnt want me to go out!! boohoo.. end up watching wang zi bian qing wa on tv n went ga-ga over dang ou haha.. with my dad in e backgrd asking how come ming dao had make up on.. n how xu zi qian is ugly nxt to ming dao.. -_-||| dad wanna 打入年轻人的世界 muahaha... den when he's not getting much response from me he made me go buy dinner cos he is hungry hmph!
tml haf tuition *yawnz* teaching a new girl tml.. near my hse... 1 bus stop away at e v famous condo.. actually its my dat problematic tutee wanna combine wif dat girl la.. i now run an international tuition centre can... haha 1 korean 1 vietnamese.. nv taught 2 one shot b4.. i think less time to ha-la n not v nice to ha-la oso.. i must find a way to ha-la hahahaa... i like ha-la-ing more than teaching *yawnz* but dey haf econs test on mon.. boo...
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i jus googled n i realise shanghai has metro system i.e. mrt!!! woohoo~~~ dat makes my shanghai stopover more probable... yay!!
the princess left at
1:33 AM
nightmare
n i woke up crying... boooo n i cant get to sleep after dat silly dumb dream... now i better work hard for my dumb report...
the princess left at
11:20 AM
dying
Skies are dark it's time for rain
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don't love me anymore
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
This is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Ten to five at least we tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I never found you
How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
This is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Miles and miles to go before I can say
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh,darling oh
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
This is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
This is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
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12:46 AM
how do i live without you...
temple v v v v v crowded... nv seen so many so many ppl b4... n some even brot their own tables!! wah n chairs... cos seriously e temple is not providing enuf... haizz...
13 yrs le.. but every time i go n get e uncle to help us open mummy's cupboard n i c her photo on the urn i wanna cry...
she looks v pretty n young in the photo... its jus like she has nv left me... n i cld still talk to her...
but ya she's in another world, away from sufferings...
yest a fren told me dat i m v strong in her eyes... wah i din noe i come across as a strong person to anyone hahaha...
i guess so.. in a way i hafta handle stuff n do household chores dat most of my frens dun hafta bother... i hafta b home on certain days to do certain things.. i cant jus go away for a long period of time...
anyway cos my fren know recently a lot of unhappy stuff happened n i was lost.. i din noe wad to do n how to react... but yupz dun worry i m fine cos like wad my fren said i managed to survive 13 yrs ago.. i m a strong girl!! yeah! =)
the princess left at
12:30 PM
boreddd
actually i shld b v bz.. nxt week i haf 2 pres how suay can i get?? booo...
oh yest tutee smsed to say dis week need 2 tuitions cos they haf quiz on mon.. haizzz den i said ok i m free today.. den jus now she smsed to say her fren sick so tuition cancelled.. haizz i shld haf gone sch to study today... booo cos i din really accomplish much today leh.. i m so sad...
alright dis is a crappy post.. haha
was tokking to shushu in e pm...
1]to my wanna-work-in-tw fren.. i helped u ask shu shu to help look out for jobs le... =)
2]shushu said he coming after may... or end of may i dunno haha... ehhh den he's gg to dubai from sg if he has time.. dat is sooo cool can.. dubai leh... hahaha...
3]asked him abt e bullet train tic for yy... my gawd so ex... almost like 200sgd for a return trip. i think yy shld jus stick to our good old train.. our zi qiang hao n ju guang hao! haha...
haizz i m so sian now cos daddy is in a bad mood... booo those ppl in e middle kingdom nv fail to gif him problems de leh... alwiz calling every now n then complaining abt one another n wasting dad's money... grrrr... now dad has to make a trip there soon [but dunno when] to settle some stuff...
the princess left at
5:29 PM
this song really grows on u...
it's sooooo omg!! haha...我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 记得
谁 忘了
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 忘了
我怀念的 是无言感动
我怀念的 是绝对炽热
我怀念的 是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔
我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假 洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说
wahhhh so heart wrenching wor...
n oh ya forgot to mention in e prev post.. now everyone thinks i m 54kg.. -_- yesh i noe i m getting fatter by e day but i swear i m below 50 can wth lor... all bcos of a joke... diaozz...
the princess left at
12:45 AM
guys eat really fast!!!
grrr.. n i hope uncle n yy dun sprout any nonsense in front of him..
anyway ya i m v v v hungry now... v sad... they eat so fast.. i only had 1 serving of every dish except satay.. dun like e satay thou.. booo..
first was sambal kang kong.. took once den fried beancurd skin came.. den took one...i c ppl helping themselves to e 2nd one or more.. i din realise it's finishing soon!! boohoo.. cos my dat 1 piece was v hot.. as in piping hot so i waited for it to cool den i giap 1 piece thai chicken.. den crab came.. yy giap one for me.. den all of a sudden all e other dishes gone!!!
den left 2 crab shells n 1 body part.. i oredi had difficulty biting my dat ultra thick sri lanka crab shell.. boo so i asked winnie to help herself to e last piece.. den gh oso said he not satisfied.. den went to order satay but satay not nice!!
but nonetheless it was a nite full of laughter.. n i earned a new nickname.. thanks ar uncle.. -_- i dun like my new nickname.. boohooo...
after dinner went wif win to jp cos she wanna make contacts.. saw a pair of sunglasses i like n its on 50% offer!! woohoo~~ tml i go tuition getting pay hahah yay den i can buy!! i m so happy!!! den saw another frame i like at 40% off too!! i want i want i want.. need a pair of nice glasses for wuhan... -_-
i need a new bag too.. or rather i want a new bag too.. heh.... ok i will reward myself after exams.. heh...
the princess left at
11:22 PM
breather...
i rmb when i was in hc.. we alwiz go coro n drink bubble tea althou we haf like prac As e nxt day hahaha den bumped into our juniors n dey were shocked haha...
yeah then tml me n hss ppl r gg to eat crab crab crab crab!!!! i m sooooo happy!! cos wkn rena pei me eat sting ray, hokkien mee, hao jian i still din really feel v satisfied... hahaha i still wanna eat more.. so yay!! my hss ppl heard my cries!! n finally we found a time which everybody can make it.. hahaa... yay!! i really love my chn ecy tut!! [saying that cos i haben present hahaha] nah i really love them!! every tue i look fw to meeting them... haha its e best combi i ever had!! really.. winnie agrees with me alright hahaa... even b4 tut we will gather at access lab n suan each other.. it was really fun... hahaha... poor yy is alwiz e butt of our attack hahaha.. n sometimes me alright n winnie too.. not forgetting our 情歌王子 [think he gonna kill me haha] but it's fun!!! really hahaha... my fav tut in 3 yrs in ntu.. hahaha..
so we gg to haf excursion tml!! haha yay! we r gg to extension to eat crabs!! hahaha... looking fw to a night of laughter n great company!! hahaha.. i think my voice wil b hoarse tml nite.. cos today ar i laughed sooo much dat i had lotsa phlegm haha.. winnie too!! i think we r mad! haha....
yay! finally got sth to look fw to after e dreadful biz fin!! yay!!
the princess left at
12:01 AM
sometimes love just ain't enough
den i realise it is actually v lonely for me to handle them all by myself..
sometimes when things happen i dun feel like talking to anyone n jus allow myself to sulk e entire day.. to continue to live in self denial... hoping my friends wld appear at e right time.. more often than not i think my frens also go on hols on wkns...
i was qt rude to my dad e entire wkn... it jus gets on my nerves dat he keep complaining he cant hear me... or rather when i jus grunted some noise to acknowledge wad he said den he wld complain i ignore him.. den he wld say i m so rude n not speak to him e way i speak to my frens.. [shldnt he go discipline someone else?!] dowanna go into details.. ppl close to me shld hear my story oredi... dowanna tok abt it.. n to those few who noe: yes until now still no improvements.. im so gg to wash my hands off this matter... i haf enuf stuff to bother myself wif..
last fri they told me when a company tells our sch admin dey wanna select without interview dey will jus pick randomly = draw lots.. i dun understand y not subscribe to meritocratic ranking?!
n now e same thing happened again.. i m denied a chance to go for e dumb test.. i m soooo pissed.. i m, really...
dis whole issue/episode is making me feel v unwanted... i feel really useless... i m v v worried abt my future... beginning to doubt e wadeva rubbish master khor said last yr.. if master khor words r not true den mayb i m cut out to b a taitai.. cos he said i dun haf a taitai life.. but hmmm i rmb master khor oso told me i more suited to work in BIG companies.. e bigger e better... e more overseas branches e better... e more overseas postings e better.. but right now even small companies dowan me.. wad m i supposed to do?!
then our sch iro [e student exch office] jus sent out email abt new summer prog... wah lau can dey dun release 1 by 1? do u noe how irritating dat is?! n dey told us dey not giving us AUs for our wuhan cos e duration v short rite.. den explain to me y dis other korea uni 13-day summer u giving them 3 AUs?! oh cos we will b learning some basic korean... n for wuhan we oredi noe chinese so no AUs?! tell me abt it man... but dey din quote e medium of instruction/new lang learnt as e reason for not giving us AUs wad... pissed... not dat i wanna go korea... not dat i need e AUs badly since i cant grad earlier anyway... but i jus tot it's absolutely unfair! [alright i can hear prof ng echoing at e back of my head: nothing is fair in this world] haizz...
nth is fair in my sch alright... it's not abt results.. cos i wun get intern still... it's not abt eca too! it's abt luck... i better go temple again on thurs or sth... cant believe my luck man! nth is gg right for me! [yeah everything turning left hurhur]
n i shld learn to ignore all dis stuff for e time being n concentrate on 1 last proj n my exams.. dey r coming right up man... i m so shocked to realise this is e last wk of lect liao.. i m soooo screwed.. n i think i m so gg to die dis sem... fin econs n chn ecy my most afraid subj... esp chn ecy!!! i m sooooo gg to die... n gh still can tell me 1 chap each day.. i haf no time can... diaozz...I don't wanna lose you,
but I don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't wanna hate you,
I don't wanna take you,
but I don't wanna be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter
to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know
it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people
don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Now, I could never change you,
Now, I could never change you,
I don't wanna blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you,
but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just wanna have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder,
It makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know
it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people
don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
And there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love...
it just ain't enough.
Oh...
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