night safari
n oh yar gg thru those foot trails n sooo afraid some flying squirrel [shit i forgot e name] or some bats will suddenly swoop down... boohoo... so dark so scary... hahaha...
ya but qt fun cos like sec sch excursion... yay....
here r some of e pics... i m tired.. wanna go orhzzz liao...
the princess left at
12:27 AM
a random post...
den i wanted to cook soup de.. cos u noe dis kind of rainy weather drink hot hot soup v shuang.. but my hse really no ingredients... boooo... n i fell asleep after my nian gao feast haha... woke up later in e evening n went nat'l lib... heh i think i v sua gu.. e last time i went nat'l lib it wasnt fully opened i think.. dis time round its v much ready n got so many security guards so scary... n e guard asked me lock my bag in e locker.. i din noe mus lydat de.. so paiseh... but i really like view from upstairs.. i even saw "the singapore eye" ferris wheel.. i dunno if there's e actual name.. but i noe dey wanna follow The Eye in London.. think after it's completed it will b e world's largest ferris wheel i think.. i wanna go!! haha.. wanted to take a pic of it de.. but i think qt malu ar.. cos everyone was studying at lib den i go n take pic of ferris wheel.. a bit off rite.. heez... haizz but made a wasted trip cos cldnt really find much info.. boooo... n it was freezing cold in e lib.. n oh ya i wanna thank my old frens... heh everytime i encounter a big prob i will call them up n whine.. dey r alwiz so ready to listen to my woes n consoling me.. boohoo... i dunno y everytime we haf prob we will alwiz turn to our old-time frens haha.. isit cos we can find dat once-carefree feeling from them? dis goes to show how much we yearn to go back to those good old sec sch or jc dayz... ha... n yeah to my "hero" fren.. thanks sooo much.. i m really touched.. haha... e kind i can jus talk n talk n jus cry... jus show my 脆弱 side n not worry abt how u look at me.. haha.. 时间在默默进行实验
preparing to mix my batter... first crack an egg... hahaha...
ooohhh v sweet... shit... if there's yam or sweet potato my nian gao wld taste better.. haizz too bad i haf limited ingredients at home...
记录喜欢的感觉
有你的日子太不知不觉
认识你 彷佛昨天
回忆里的笑脸和鬼脸
都是为你而浮现
只要你一秒不在我身边
就好像 好久不见
天天想念 天天爱恋
你给我的一切
希望牵着手 能直到永远
爱没有完结篇
天天想念 天天爱恋
在一起的酸甜
想你该浪费在真爱之间
笑和泪是我最美的纪念
如果幸福有保存期限
我要保存一百年
我会记得爱你像场冒险
精彩而扣人心弦
天天想念 天天爱恋
你给我的一切
希望牵着手 能直到永远
爱没有完结篇
天天想念 天天爱恋
在一起的酸甜
想你该浪费在真爱之间
笑和泪是我最美的纪念
爱是一朵玫瑰
是贪心和斗嘴
是你在不在都想着 你的感觉
天天想念 天天爱恋
你给我的一切
希望牵着手 能直到永远
爱没有完结篇
天天想念 天天爱恋
在一起的酸甜
想你该浪费在真爱之间
笑和泪是我最美的纪念
笑和泪是我最美的纪念
heh we dun hafta meet up often but its alwiz so comfy to whine to u ppl.. thanks!! u all alwiz seem to noe wad to say to make me feel better.. hee =)
the princess left at
10:06 PM
speechless
usu if he c dat i haben finish my dinner n yakking away on e phone he will chup in say oei finish ur rice den tok la..
today he jus let me be..
really i m pissed.. to those who haf no idea y i m so pissed jus keep ur mouth shut..
happen once i let it go.. suan le.. 2nd time u stepped on my tail i condemn u for life...
i guess e most acceptable explanation so far is our sch admin is screwed n my application was lost in cyberspace.. jus like one of our coursemate who din got called up for interview oso.. which is soooo impossible..
dun come n tell me dis other person has qualities i dun possess... i dun really believe dat.. i sound really nasty but i still haf dat tiny weeny bit of self confidence left alright...
i rather u tell me dey withdrew from e programme like my 1st choice.. kns...
n dun tell me to email e company cos i m gg to condemn e company as well.. i m sooo gg to make sure i will not engage their services in future...
ya n a few of my frens asked me to go beat small ppl.. yeah consulted my dad on dat n i m gg either dis wkn or tml if i can wake up early... i m ish pisssed!!!!
[budden again i think i say say only i dun bear grudges n will prolly forget b4 i grad]
the princess left at
11:16 PM
im gg wuhan!!
Wuhan is the place to find both history and natural wonders. Hubei
ehhh i hope xy will pei me go if not i no roomie!! boohoo.... went to research on wuhan cos i seriously haf no idea how e city looks like or wad can i do there... ehhh i only noe its 1 of e 3 hottest cities in china.. so i think i might need to bathe like 3 4 times a day n i nid to bring 2 tubs of shampoo there or sth...
we basically can go there n play everyday cos e sch is not giving us aus[credit] for dis summer program!! grrr... so cheat my money but anyway... getting excited.. cos i jus researched a bit [instead of studying for fin econs quiz on wed*yawnz*]
Provincial Museum and Yellow
Crane Tower are two places to appreciate ancient Chinese history and
culture. In the museum, chimes excavated from tombs reveal the incredible
achievements of ancient people in music, acoustics and metallurgy. The classic
poems and inscriptions on the tower, (although unrecognizable to most
Westerners) can inspire your spirit as you pretend to be a poet with a
bird's-eye view of the river from the tower window. In addition, the famous Villa
of Chairman Mao Zedong on the scenic bank of East
Lake, Wuchang, is an ideal place for Westerns to learn more about
him.
Two famous places for local Wuhan snacks are Ji
Qing Jie night street and Hu
Bu Xiang breakfast street. Ji Qing Jie features all kinds of special foods
plus entertainment at table by classical folk musicians. Snacks tops on
travelers' list include Re
Gan Mian , Steamed
Wuchang Fish and Fried Bean Sheets. Street stalls in Hu Bu Xiang support the
local habit of Guo
Zao (having breakfast at street stalls with their cheap tasty food and
vendors' skillful performance). Benefited from rivers around, Wuhan Cuisine
earns its reputation especially from fish. Chinese Chairman Mao Zedong in his
poem wrote: "I have just drunk the waters of Changsha Come to eat the fish of
Wuchang." Streamed Wuchang Fish is a must for epicures.
Time-honored Han
Zheng Street and the bustling walking street near Hanjiang
Road are two choices for shopping lovers. Comb through dazzling shops housed
in traditional Chinese buildings and find special gifts for friends and family.
Even the most fastidious shopper will be satisfied.
Wuhan is also a city with
impressive nightlife. Today people have more entertainment choices than ever
before. Instead of watching TV at home, locals go to the cinema with friends, or
spend the evening at disco parlors, karaoke rooms, bars and pubs and other
interesting places.Put Wuhan on your itinerary; you will not be disappointed.
oh yeah so dey r famous for their fish!! i m gg to b a happy girl there!! yeah i love fish!!! n haha gg to chairman's mao villa sounds fun!!
then i was researching den i realise e famous diver fu ming xia is actually from wuhan!! oh wow!!
n of cos everywhere i go i hope to do a lil shopping la... so i shortlisted dis place which i wanna go..
Jianghan Road is very popular in Wuhan. It is longer in total (One hundred seventy-seven meters) than the famous Nanjing Road in Shanghai.
Over 200 stores and shops housed in traditional buildings sell a complete selection of clothes, appliances, food, commodities, and other luxury goods. Five squares decorated in different styles are arranged along this street with greenery, springs, cafes, and bars. Along the street are buildings that housed old banks, stores and statues. Every aspect of the street contributes to retelling the history of Wuhan. Amenities such as pay phones, electronic screens, mailboxes and car parking are available for your convenience and enjoyment.
The campus has an area of 196.44 hectars, within it has Luojia Mountain, Lion Mountain, Cechuan Mountain, Halfside Mountain, Little Tortoise Mountain, Huoshi Mountain etc. The beautiful scenery with trees and flowers gives people great pleasure.
This beautiful natural scenery, together with the ancient style buildings, form an old-timey beautiful, peaceful and pleasant campus and is an ideal place for bringing up thousands of scholars. Various kinds of plants and precious varieties make Wuhan University campus into a natural arboretum. According to a survey, within the Wuhan University campus, there are more than 800 kinds of seed plants, among them a variety of 17 precious species.
The Students' living area is formed into different parts like Cherry Blossom Garden, Plum Garden, Maple Garden, Laurel Garden etc, all of which have their own characteristics and sentiments. The Cherry Blossom Garden, especially, is mainly Japanese cherry blossom flowers, as well as various other kinds of flowers which are extremely colorful. Every year after winter, when the plum flower fade, early cherry blossom flower blooms, after that Japanese cherry blossoms, strait cherry blossoms, late cherry blossoms each blooms. During the time when all the flowers bloom, the cherry blossom garden is like the sea of flowers, thousands of tourists come to see and fulling enjoying the beauty. Many say "To enjoy the cherry blossom in March will only be in Wuhan University campus".
e idiot sch website is stilll v slow.. so i cant upload more pics.. alright i m not waiting.. i m gg to study thou i wanna sleep liao.. v tired...
the princess left at
10:35 PM
i dun feel happy...
作词:林俊杰 作曲:张思尔
haizz applied for special sem n dey made us declare we wun b away for attachment, hols, ict wadeva... made me feel a bit guilty.. cos a part of me still hopes e other companies i applied on my own will get back to me..
[n ar i really hate *some* ppl for asking me to do dis n dat when dey dun really noe wad's gg on lor.. made me feel so useless]
eh i wanna thank some of my v close frens who i haf not meet in a while v concerned abt my intern haha... qiao n pp! pp so cute somemore.. machiam steal some top secret out lydat haha... thanks! i tried a few... waiting for reply..
as i plan more n more stuff for my hols i think no companies want me lor cos my period of availability getting shorter n shorter...
nvm dere's still e dec period.. i wil try try hard hard de!!
nxt week fin econs quiz.. fri hand in chn ecy term paper n den go night safari! yay! eh den nxt nxt week got chn ecy pres.. boohoo... so fast haben prepare n tok to prof yet.. boo...
如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我 你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天 我离你遥远
不能再和你相约 你是否会发觉我已经说再见
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
如果有一天 梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远 你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天 我们都发觉
原来什么都可以 无论是否还会停留在这里
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
也许可是让我想得太多 也许该回到被窝
梦里会相遇 就毫不犹豫 大声的说我要说
当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好
啦~ 啦~
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道
啦~ 啦~
the princess left at
2:10 PM
wah pissed is an understatement
my dear tutee pang-seh-ed me again!!!!
she zi ji smsed me last nite say 730 she cannot reach.. can postpone till 8... i said ok thou i really hate e idea of ending tuition so late...
at 740 i got her sms asked if i was reaching... but i din chk hp so i replied when i was in her hostel.. n said i reached oredi...
went to e reading room.. cldnt find her.. called her... she din pick up...
waited at e canteen [like e first time when i waited 1/2 an hour]
called again 10 min later.. din pick up again...
alright... 8.30... called again b4 i left..
din pick up!!!!
called cz.. she oso said dis kind of tutee dun tuition liao... asked me claim today's tuiton fees from her... cos i waited 1/2 an hour..
actually ar i wait i not dat angry.. i hate it when ppl gao "disappearing act" n not ans phone.. at least u own up n say u cant rush back.. n dun lemme wait like some idiot...
called winnie.. she oso say mus get today's pay from her.. hmph...
i cld haf gone n watch e v talented disabled girl's piano concert de lor!!! i m sooooo pissed now...
complained to my dad, he jus bo chup-ly said "oh rmb to get today's pay from her"
grrrr... grrrr...
its 920pm now... she still haben reply my sms dat i m gg home n today's tuition is considered 1. booooo...
the princess left at
9:10 PM
有些舍不得
at first he asked me go piano concert wif him tonite.. but so diaoz nv say earlier... i confirmed tuition wif my tutee liao mah.. i postponed once dis week liao cos of tmnt den if i postpone again den i v bad to my tutee rite... haha...
haben seen him since last yr actually cos we were both bz haha.. eh so he asked if i cld spare him 1-2 weeks after my exams if possible.. i dunno still..
hmmm i shld b gg *somewhere* which miss rw haf yet to decide.. n oso cos my intern [which i think is 99.9% gone] is uncertain still.. n oso i shld b gg summer sch.. haben told my dad [hope he lets me go.. i leave home every 6 mths i think my sis v bu shuang] haiz so ya i dunno how to squeeze time out..
all e best to u n may we meet again in e future... hahaha...
the princess left at
4:40 PM
updates on e screwed-ness
dun ask me if i can go wuhan cos i seriously dunno wad's my status now.. gh went down to iro today to ask if he cld change to e 2-week one n how much is e estimated prog cost. dey haf no ans to both qn n jus asked him to leave name n contact no... according to e mailing list in e email dey sent to me.. dun really haf a lot of students who r gg.. n oso dis is e only summer prog outstanding if im not wrong.. cos it shld haf been settled long long long ago.. [i not complaining abt dis cos it's to my advantage since i not sure abt internship n by right intern shld settle by dis week] ok so after gh told me wad happened at iro.. i decided to go ahead n take up e place.. i sent an email to iro office indicating my interest n confirmed i want my place [as requested in their email] but at e same time i told them i was unable to submit my cheq on wed [today] due to "personal" reasons n requested an extension of deadline.. n wow! iro din reply my email at all!!! 18 hrs le ba.. u c dey dun reply email.. n dey expect students to chk email n prepare chk within 24 hrs.. machiam hand in ransom lydat.. speak for urselves n ask urself wad kind of example r u guys setting for us...
really ought to b fired man dese ppl... hahahhaa... [reminds me of e interview talk i went n e anecdote e office of career services told us] no wonder smu grads secured jobs b4 grad n upon grad.. cos their ocs is ever efficient n helpful.. sending out email every now n then if there r companies recruiting.. ours jus quietly upload on careermall n hope we will stumble upon it...
n not only my smu fren fw me wadeva internship opportunities dey haf.. even my dear qiao from nus helping me too... so gan dong.. all my frens love me.. i feel so dui bu qi them dat i dun get intern... u noe e thing dat makes me angry n pissed e most is not being granted a chance for interview.. i mean if u at least send an email saying u haf considered my appln n don't find me a suitable candidate blah blah blah.. thank me n ask me try again nxt time round.. i would feel soooo much better [alright who m i kiddin, i still feel dejected] but still better than leaving me dangling in e air.. dun dare submit cheque for wuhan dunno if i get to take special sem dunno if i shld book tours at natas dis wkn... i hate uncertainties i mentioned a lot a lot of times.. i hate things beyond my control cos dey make me feel helpless, like wad i m feeling now.. dunno if i shld wait or wad... it's really getting on my nerves...
1]dunno if dey still kept my wuhan vacancy
2]dunno if stupid pareto/josh calling me anot [at least 1 call me i will b elated]
grrrrrr....
on a slightly happier n relaxed note.. i hope every conversation wif u wld b as pleasant as tonite's.. n looking at ur lect notes reminded me of my jc days.. i almost forgot abt telophase metaphase n cytokenesis [i think i spelt wrongly].. nvm... i dun miss e mugging-for-bio part but like wad xq said "we all miss e carefree days" n i realise i m a selfish fren.. i read xq's blog den i realise she's troubled over her pharm stuff oso.. but i only pour my woes to her and din ask how she's doing... boo.. im sorry qiao...
这一刻最重要的事是属於你最小的事
n oh ya daddy jus now told me tw gg to open not 1 not 2 but 4 integrated resorts too!!! hahaha... so if i cant find a job as bunny girl at sg ir.. i can try tw ir huh.. ha.. mayb i shld learn game theory from yao st n devise a new casino game n sit n collect copyrights.. *yawnz*
the princess left at
2:29 AM
sch admin is really screwed...
yest stars [our subject reg system] admin sent out an email telling us class schedule for special sem is out on e very same day n subj reg starts on e exact same day as well.. mind u dey sent out e email in e evening 4.56pm! oh so v efficient! their past practice was usu 2-3 weeks b4 class schedule is released n another abt 1 week b4 subj registration. more than enuf time for us to find out each other's interests n get ppl to take wif u... ok n dat's not all... so yest i went to chk wad subj r available dat i cld take [cos i think v likely i wun get intern] n ok more or less confirmed on f/s since e only module offered for minor in chn is biz comm which i haf taken b4.. n ok less than 24 hrs later, which is like 30min ago while i was on e phone wif gh cos he asked f/s every week which day n wad time.. i realised it's gone!!!! n oso e entire layout was changed oso! n e only sub offered for minor in chn is gone oso! n my melayu is gone!! can dey plan properly den send out email n not having students to chk stars every now n then.. we seriously haf better things to do n fret over...
n as if i haf not enuf prob... our sch seriously think we students print money during our free time [which i seriously doubt we haf free time even] and also carry cheque book ard everyday or sth... cos e wuhan summer prog i applied donkey weeks ago finally got back to me.. i m selected.. n guess wad dey sent out email at 12.26pm today n want us to submit cheque of $300sgd by tml. failing which my chance will b forfeited... wad if i come from a v humble family?! where do i get e money in a night?! n also ntu a lot of ppl stay in hall... no cheque how?! n u today send email tml want money..!! can u b less screwed than this?! n they jus anyhow allocate cos there were 2 prog e 1-mth n 2-week one.. me n all my frens applied for 2-wk n now half of us got 1-mth half got 2-week... we r not able to commit for 1 entire mth dat's y we applied for e 2-wk one, get it?! do we eben nid to explain dis simple logic to u??? n not as if we stated a 2nd choice for 1-mth lor...
ok n dat day i found bloomberg webbie.. dey looking for intern so i told yali n we applied tgt.. n we both rejected!!! wth!!! ok n not only dat, today pp v nice.. she noe i looking for intern n she asked me go apply this intern posted on her sch email.. so i rushed out my cover letter within 1/2 an hour n sent it out.. n jus now when i reached home n chk my mail, guess wad?! i received a notification dat my email bounced back simply bcos e hr mailbox was full! oh marvellous!! wad an exciting day!!!
the princess left at
11:25 PM
v gan dong...
the princess left at
12:35 PM
i haf a dream
but ya was tokking to rena n tot if i wanna go somewhere i shld start planning now.. yest was searching for some jobs den saw financial translator based in shanghai.. n oso another job based in tw.. tot of gg overseas to work... preferably a place i m familiar wif still.. den it has to b tw rite.. ha.. rena oso tot of gg there to work! but haizz after e 2 of us went a lil crazy.. den she was saying a bit difficult cos afterall she will b grad soon.. den how to go tgt... haiz..
mayb i shld jus find a tw-nese n marry myself off.. ha... but i dowan stay there for long.. i will miss laksa prata hokkien mee yong tau foo carrot cake sambal sting ray.. a lot a lot..
anyway wanna recommend a few songs... if u dun oredi noe.. 阿沁 from fir released his first album.. dun ask me if dey 解散 ar? cos i seriously dunno.. cos recently all these bands like to 搞 “我们单飞不解散”ya so i suspect its another one of dis case...
my fav fav song cos its a duet by 阿沁 n my fav 李玖哲。。天空不断下着无声的雪。
而我只有思念。勉强能温暖黑夜。
拥抱你我历尽千山万水。每个男人都有说不出的心碎。
我还爱着一个人，但愿回到美好的从前。
也许痛的感觉证明了爱的深切。不然为什么我还不撤退。
记得爱，所有幸福的片段。
所以才一直忘记要离开。
伸出手，继续勇敢付出我的爱。
原地不动的等待，就算风把我的头发吹乱。
记得爱，是我给我的答案。就不再考虑应该不应该。
一滴泪，落进无边无际的大海。
至少我们都活的没有遗憾。
last:只要记得爱，就无所谓孤单。
another song is 主打歌 so mayb u all heard on tv or radio le... i really like e chorus... my gawd.. can really feel my heart wrench... ha..我讨厌冬天的风冷的那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风站在角落 泪水都到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
那一夜 闭上眼睛 我看到了噩梦
因为伤 还是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝 直接割到我心中
不想装做脆弱 也不想爱的懦弱
其实我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意
你给了他的吻 虽然只有一吻
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句 其实还爱你
可不可以 任性求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句 其实还爱你
hmmm actually got 2 more songs to recommend but not by 阿沁 so i think i leave it to e nxt post ba.. ha..
recently got too many albums le.. n stef album gg to b out soon.. nxt thurs.. qt disappointed wif her 2nd hit.. it's a ballad.. but somehow i tot it was lacking in sth.. so let's hope other songs from dat album wld b nice!
the princess left at
11:20 PM
byebye p plate
life's boring... n no intern news yet.. now sch asked us to wait 1 last week... heard some firms even withdraw from our internship program.. oh man.. damn sianz...
i jus rmb today is e first yr anniversary of me getting license.. heh... tokked to my dad abt cars dat day.. a v long story.. i so lazy type.. tell u all nxt time if i feel like blogging n got nth to blog hahaha...
so fast 1 yr past le... bye bye all e ji go pek driving lessons n gg down to bbdc.. ha..
anyway i m v broke leh!! jus spent like $500 e past week.. haizz 130 [md concert] + 100 [phantom] + 200 [g2000] + 52 [bus concession] no more concerts for me... cos i m v v v v broke... boooo... heng my mas r ok wif not gg for e most ex of md hahaha.. n oso heng e most ex sold out eben b4 public sales.. muahaha..
ok looking fw to my sundae treat from gh on mon yay!! he owed me de for losing a bet hahaa.. den oso my tutee still owe me my tuition pay.. ok now i nid e pay a lot.. ha.. cos i m v broke...
after attending e merrill lynch talk on fri it really seemed dat ml has a v nice friendly working environment n e ops guy was really humorous n charismatic.. his voice is soooo soothing... n his subtle way of saying how much he earns is damn funny.. he said he has a wife who shops a lot... n we not talking abt cold storage... but those boutiques in paragon: prada, lv, burberrys... n he said dat time dey were in new york.. den he managed to squeeze time for a escapade to hawaii wf his daughter... n we shld c e tantrum his daughter threw when he cld only get tix for an economy class... ha... his daughter was v unhappy abt e fact dey don't haf those indiv wrapped butter on economy class... with such high maintenance family it's hard to survive without an attractive commensuration.. ha...
n out of 36 global offices ml has all over e world.. he prolly worked in close to 30 of them oredi... dat's v cool huh...
e most impt quote of e day i felt was:
"in ml, there's no back stabbing... a good leader brings everyone up e ladder wif him and share his success..."
i thot dat was v inspirational... reminded me of servant leadership i learnt in smu.. ha...
the princess left at
11:59 PM
qiao v bad...
stupid girl.. mus make me cry...
note: e following video all hc ppl mus watch!! ha whether u r from huang cheng anot.. i dunno abt u but while i was watching e video i was trying to recall where each place was.. i dunno y i was soo surprised to c many familiar places cos i kept thinking some places shld not exist.. so weird huh when our sch is still there.. haiz mayb cos change of sch name oso.. ha.. n oso i tooooo long nv go back le...
n at e end of e video clip.. got dis gary song which i tot was v nice n apt...告诉你我不是一个会认输的人
当我不得不承认
从跌倒失败
也曾经守在阴霾
不看不听不说傻傻的发呆
难道我就被打败
多幸运有你
使我的生命充满希望
从今之后不在垂头丧气走开
所有人的期待让我站起来
甩掉了主败
从今全打开
我终于明白
fly 尽全力在飞起来
没有后悔不后退
我让你刮目相看
just fly
向世界证明我存在
努力过的汗水不断灌溉
美好未来
cause i can fly
yes i can fly
不看不听不说傻傻的发呆
难道我就被打败
多幸运有你
使我的生命充满希望
从今之后不在垂头丧气走开
所有人的期待让我站起来
甩掉了主败
从今全打开
我终于明白
fly 尽全力在飞起来
没有后悔不后退
我让你刮目相看
just fly
向世界证明我存在
努力过的汗水不断灌溉
美好未来
cause i can fly
yes i can fly
fly 尽全力在飞起来
没有后悔不后退
我让你刮目相看
just fly
向世界证明我存在
努力过的汗水不断灌溉
美好未来
cause i can fly
yes i can fly
oh i believe
yes i believe i believe
oh i believe i can fly
hmmm ok tried bolding e lines i tot was meaningful.. but i cant.. cos e entire song is meaningful.. ha...
u noe its scary when u tot u 不在乎 or at least tell urself its ok if u dun get it.. n yet ur physical actions prove u wrong..
i nv forget to lock my hse door b4.. [im not one who misplace my stuff or wad.. i lost my hp once but cos it was stolen..] but yest when i got back home qt late my dad scolded me for not locking our hse door.. but heng i rmb to close e door.. i jus din lock... n i jus broke down n cry...
all e stress n stuff.. i really cant take it anymore.. n it doesnt really help without all my v v v v nice frens ard me.. so i cldnt take it anymore n ask rw out.. v long nv meet up wif her.. n she said e last time she saw me was on my bday.. wah got so long anot.. n it was really nice to nua ard.. n in e end both of us spent a lot.. diaozz.. n i got 1 more membership card..
the princess left at
9:19 PM
utterly no mood...
in abt another 1 hour's time i will b taking my biz fin quiz.. i shld b mugging hard right now cos i screwed up our tut pres n weeks ago.. n so dis 20% is v v v v impt to me.. but i m jus not in any mood to study.
it's jus like dis morn during fin econs tut we were jus chatting away... listening occassionally or asking poor xuemei to repeat wad prof ng jus said ha.. we jus no no mood lor... haizz..
can u imagine.. intern oredi so diff to get.. wad will happen less than 1 yr later? cos now march le.. nxt yr march we shld b out there attending interview trying to secure job b4 grad.. i dowan ikan bilis.. i want lobster... damn sian really damn sian..
today den i found another person who chose joshua oso... haiz to think i tot i haf a slight chance of getting it.. haizz i was sooo sooooo wrong...
alright n govt not giving us a lot of money dis yr.. only $200 cant go anyway fantastic.. haizz.. perhaps cruise ba like win said...
yest was tokking to a fren's sis.. so fast 2 yrs liao.. 2 yrs ago she was gg on exch to tw den i got shu shu to help her look for accomodation.. she's gg back tw for hols for 5 days.. her air tix v cheap leh 290 [thou ours last yr was cheaper] but it was still cheaper than wad i heard from xq n yl leh... she said sometimes she wished she can stay in tw...
ha yest ar when i was soo sick n tired of studying i went to search for econs job in tw.. mayb i can go there intern.. but cant find oso.. anyway i dun think e money i earned from intern is enuf to support me.. but i tot it wld b a good experience..
mayb dis hols i shld go try sth i alwiz wanted to try.. i wanna b a tour guide or actually tour leader ba.. i think tour leader more fun.. in chrg of a tour n bring them abroad.. can go to diff places oso.. but i dunno how to go abt applying leh.. i read in chronicle dat our sch has a girl who does dat part-time leh.. so cool.. i oso want.. mayb i shld go do sth abt it dis hols... dun think my dad will allow me to go get a tour guide license.. hmmm.. dunno oso...
the princess left at
1:50 PM
stupid intern
hmmm i alwiz take e ez way out, believing in not making things to diff for myself.. now i beginning to think if i push myself hard enuf in dis final lap.. hmmm i m more blessed den some of my other coursemates, like how they put it, i haf good track record so far...
i nv knew hc n nj diff dat great n firms wld prefer hc students over nj... [no offence to nj ppl] hmmm it was common back in my jc days that if we cld not get into hc we will get in nj or simply cos we love nj dat y we go there.. i alwiz tot nj was qt good too... i haf a lot of frens there n i certainly dun c our sch as more superior.. except if ppl ask if our sch is better or r is better i wld def say ours! hahaha...
but it seems like our prospective employers not only prefer smu grad over ntu... dey oso prefer ppl wif consistent track record... n eben minoo diff like hc n nj dey oso hiam... hmmm.. but from wad i noe.. smu shld haf less ppl wif consistent track record ba... [i might b making a sweeping statement, no ill intentions]
but anyway ya.. felt v demoralised cos i haf been qt lax n not performing up to standards... like one of my fren qn y do we hafta do so much n spend so much? blazer suits, shoes, cert lamination, nice folder all for e sake of projecting a professional image.. y isit dat my other frens dun haf some ma fan stuff... hmm i m ok wif all e above la.. having invested in qt a lot since smu days n cos i worked in banks b4 dey want such attire so i haf.. but ya my fren questioned me n my ans was "well u need e job, these r e bare minimums required of u." seriously because all e other candidates will dress dis way u will lose out if u dun follow suit. first impression really matters... well cos we nid a job in e corporate world.. if u r applying to b a lecturer/teacher/some other admin posts den ok lor u can forget abt all e fuss abt professional image...
diaoz i din wanna blog abt e prev para de.. my focus was abt how i m pissed wif myself.. not abt e latest smu grad employment stats.. grrr... damn sianz... really...
was tokking to yali dis pm den she was asking me to mug hard cos i stil haf hope.. she was saying she can start studying after her malay test dis week or is it nxt.. hmm i told her nah in my case i haf quizzes every week starting from dis week.. not to mention 1 more term paper due which i haben even started but did research liao... n oso 1 more indiv presentation which i haben start oso.. so yali's advice was i shld head straight home after sch everyday.. i told her well i haben been shopping for v long liao... dat y i haf nth new to wear recently.. so boring... i planned my exam timetable liao... let's hope there's enuf time for me to study..天空间飘来的雨
从眼里滑落到心里
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该不该躲这场雨
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张
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大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向
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大雨
说真的真的我不是故意
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我在犹豫该不该逃避
还是让你看见我在这里
天空间飘来的雨
从眼里滑落到心里
我在怀疑该不该躲你
该不该躲这场雨
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向
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大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张
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大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向
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大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心
qiao asked me for dis song yest cos she heard it at huang cheng..
i suddenly tot of e times in jc... dat day when i was tokking to those tj ppl at open hse i was reminded of e times we were preparing for A levels.. we tot we were gg to die.. ha our juniors were v shocked how can we b so nonchalant n still go coro drink bubble tea..
i rmb how me n pp wanted to study in study room n ended up at sixth ave eating ice cream n i eben bot newspapers cos got her nic tse.. ha..
i rmb got once class gathering wang lei asked me did i regret not doing anything in jc.. i told him my only regret was not taking econs back at a levels.. cos i really think a sound foundation in econs is more impt than anything else.. n i prolly wun struggle dat much during my 1st yr..
but we cant e best of both worlds har cos then i wun noe my fab 7a frens n i dunno if i wld join s6 or go 70 or 71... n i think i wld miss mr wong.. cos i was reading e testimonial he wrote for me last night.. was luffing to myself n all e threats he made abt sending me to cs cos i was late for uncountable times.. [by hc discipline stds i think i wld haf been expelled long ago hahaha..] n he constantly reminded me to buy more alarm clocks... n his "dun trouble trouble" motto... haha...
he actually wrote i made serious attempts at my assignments hahahaah... i think i attempted his physics qn but i alwiz din noe how to do... hahahaha... n dat y when he asked me for ans i alwiz gave him a blank look hoping he will flash e lt seating plan transparency for assembly.. n he will alwiz behave like some mother hen, looking after our seats for us in lt n not allowing 79 or 7b to come near.. haha...
c la i whole day 活在过去 i shld b studying for my biz fin quiz tml.. so many ppl so nice to me.. win went to dig out her biz fin notes for me.. n ui lent me his biz fin tut.. all so nice.. i shant 辜负 everybody n do my very best for tml!!
no intern den no intern lor.. [not finalised yet la.. haha..] i work hard n gao dim my studies dey will still want me!! yay...
the princess left at
8:50 PM
rants
my lib used to b in alphabetical order in hanyu pinyin which means 阿桑 shld b on top n 周杰伦 at e bottom kinda thing.. den it's easy for me to locate e songs i wanna play n stuff... but right now i dunno wad order my itunes subscribe to man... its not in any order?! its gabara la...
n e stupid thing is my ipod is in a mess too cos it will follow my itunes settings...grrr...
wad is dis man?! itunes upgrade their software but for certain aspects it 退步 isit?! i m sooooo pissed.. n i haf been gg to all those discussion n forums to look for a cure but i cant find.. boohoo.. at first i tot my com is siao.. i restarted a lot of times le.. i din touch any of e settings i swear!!! n i went to reset e settings n set chinese as e lang for my non-unicode prog n to no avail!! boohoo...
i was soooo desperate i even went to e tw apple webbie to dl e trad chinese version.. n almost died cos everything is in chinese n i had slight difficulty in navigating.. but heng with my daily practice of using itunes i managed to recall where e functions r located.. haizz i haf switch back to english version since using e tw version doesnt help..
all of a sudden it's as thou itunes failed its hanyu pinyin thou it scored full marks for e prev editions!! pissed...
anybody who has any idea lemme noe... this time round really 考倒我了 i usu managed to find my way out de lor.. hmph.. i m soooo pissed... stupid itunes...
today went for e interview talk.. haizz not dat i dowan ans e career services person but i feel weird "bragging" abt my achievements in frt of my fellow coursemates not dat dey dun oredi noe wad i haf been bz wif.. but still but still... it will b sooo much easier i feel to tell my prospective employers abt my strengths i guess...
n oh shit jus heard dat not only cl got interview for mas.. now even suying got interview for pimco.. oh shit oh shit.. all e hc ppl r called up for interview except me!!! i mus b damn lousy... budden again these r e few companies dat responded sooo far.. haizz... so mayb my companies r a bit slow.. boohoo.. i can only console myself..
n i feel so cheated... so much said abt mas haf 8 vacancies for us mom oso 8 n dunno wad 4 securities firm each a vacancy.. wad rubbish lor.. hmph today e office of pa told us it's up to e company to choose.. we are fighting wif undergrad from smu, nus n eben with ntu e biz ppl.. hmph.. dey jus reduced my chance of getting intern to 0.01... oh great...
so at first i tot we haf 28 jobs to choose from.. n our cohort abt 40+ ppl who r applying... so i haf 0.5 chance of getting... oh i m dead dead dead....哪天你想要闪电结婚
请先帮我找一个好男人
别一个人去幸福不理人
哪天你不小心就变成女强人[哪天你已变成女强人]
别忘了是我劝你要认真[我会记得你劝我要认真]
无论再忙都要陪我聊聊心声
我永远记得今晚
我们回忆往事梦想未来感动聊不完
明天心也要作伴也要勇敢
不管是否天涯两端
只要是情意够长缘就不短
常常联络不准懒散
明天心也要作伴也要自然
就像现在真诚简单
有事你要人商量我最喜欢
欢迎找我麻烦
jus heard dis song on e guess show.. hmm like wad dey said its really a good song for grad.. haha...
really worried abt grad in 2008 actually cos we foresee dere will b an economic recession.. n i wun b able to find job.. boohooo.. n when everyone expects a recession [which is e case now] self-fulfilling prophecy will set in n it will happen!!!
oh no.. dead dead dead....
the princess left at
7:43 PM
yeah
like wad i told xq, i haf a sleeping disorder...
on fri i was damn tired cos i woke up at 8 when i slept at 3 4am.. rushed to sch.. n had to go dentist den go holland v get my bag back from jo.. den reached home abt 2 watched my zhuan jiao last ep den fell asleep at 3 woke up at 5 to bathe n ordered dinner only to noe tuition cancelled again...
slept at 1am cos nid to wake up at 5 e nxt day.. nid to reach sch at 730.. i reached at 740.. a lot of time slacked n wasted.. me n win jus walked ard e sch n open hse n rotted ard cos a lot of waiting time in btwn.. n oso a bit networking wif prof.. i think now prof choy rmb us liao.. n tok a lot to chia wai mun ha.. she really not like prof la.. like our senior lydat haha.. n oso got to noe a new prof who joined e division last yr prof ho.. he said got ppl went to look for him to do fyp but nv go back find him liao.. hahaha told him it's lydat de cos we still in shopping stage.. he told us his interested topic but i forgot liao.. hahaha he seems a nice prof...
after dat win's dad come n pick her so haf free ride home cos dey gg their cousin's place which is near 6th ave.. haha bt timah is a nice place.. surely got fren's relatives staying nearby.. win's cousin, gh's grandparents, pin's sister all stay near my hse!! hahaha... anyway win's dad supposed to drop me near holland v den i take bus home de but he missed e turn n hahaha in e end he was near my hse's exit so he drop me at mkt.. i insisted la.. cos i paiseh dey send me home.. i take bus home v ez anyway from dat bus stop.. i got so many buses.. of cos can walk home oso la.. but so hot n i v tired i wanna sleep...
so reached home bathed fell asleep n slept all e way to 6pm woke up go buy dinner... den watched a bit of tv n studied a bit fell asleep at 8 n slept all e way to dis morn 11am..aint i great?!!!
i slept almost like 24 hours in total la.. i shldnt b doing dat cos i haf a lot of things to do!! like studying for test, like preparing for chn ecy term paper, n my presentation...
grrr... n today after lunch i fell asleep n slept for 2 hours.. how on earth can i sleep so much ar?! my body is spoilt i think... really.. i was feeling so drowsy yest.. wah lau.. i seriously had no energy to do anything.. was supposed to help xq out wif their tw trip.. but told her to call me another day cos i was sooo tired n drowsy...
so much for having to reach sch by 730.. wah lau..
anyway 2 grps of my frens r heading to tw for their grad trip.. haha telling them all my experiences twice jus made me wanna fly to my fav country soon soon soon... n oops i think i say until so fun dat now 2 of my frens [1 since sec sch, another since jc] wanna go wif me instead of their intended grp.. haha.. diaoz...
dun tempt me la... i still hope i can get my intern pls pls pls... haizz.. win said e company mus get back to e sch by 15 if they confirm wanna take part in dis intern prog.. n all interviews mus b held by 23.. haizz.. 2 more weeks only leh...
dat day [fri] b4 i plong on my bed i tot to myself.. if e company calls me how ar? i cant let them noe i m sleeping mah.. not good leh.. like y m i sleeping in e middle of a pm? haizz.. i think i better refrain from taking naps dis 2 weeks... boohoo...
oh ya i m gg phantom!! yeah hahaha.. n oso i m finally gg night safari!!! yay!! shiok man 50% off leh!!! hahaha...
i better do some more reading tonite b4 i go to sleep.. *yawnz* cant believe it i m tired again n i wanna sleep.. diaozz....
the princess left at
12:28 AM
shitty mess....
是否曾经后悔过
den threw me another bomb oso she gg back korea nxt thurs for hols.. oh wow so i nid to haf my nxt tuition wif her b4 thurs.. n wed i haf quiz i was still thinking of bi guan until wed to study for test now seems impossible.. cos i haf yet to get my pay from her.. hmph mus get b4 she fly back mah... she not gg back eternally but still... ya.. haizz..
since i took over this tutee from pin she nv fail to change to tuition timing every single time.. oh e first time she din change but she got me to wait for her outside e gate for 1/2 an hour.. hmph...
c la shld haf jus cancelled today's tuition n went it fair wif my ma.. hmph...
so now i m here blogging.. wanted to listen to online lect for my chn ecy but i dunno y its not uploaded?!!!!! my gawd!!!! how can my fav chen kang play me out!!! cos he usu will upload e online lect on e day of lect... it is fri today le leh.. 3 days le.... boohoo.. means nxt wk onwards nid to attend lect le la.. haizz...
today prof ng asked me if i got any phone call for interview... haizz sadly but no.. gone liao la...
那时候负气说走就走
是否偶尔想过我
所以埋怨我
每当听你的下落
逞强常常让人无法负荷
躲起来边哭边说 i miss you
还舍不得把你封锁
星光闪烁如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用半生的脉搏写成想念你的歌
该怎么才能让你懂呢
谁对谁错已经模糊了忘记了
我们都处理得有点笨拙
毕竟从来没有像这一次如此爱过
想念常让我无法负荷
常常只有一个念头 i miss you
我的爱情从来没有死掉过
星光闪烁如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用半生的脉搏写成想念你的歌
the princess left at
8:20 PM
wed's over again!!
anyway...
话说 when i was at ah yi's hse dat day ah yi's fren told her sg kids dun take care of parents when dey grow old.. as in we wun 奉养 our parents.. so ah yi is worried abt her kids abandoning them when dey r old.. i told her no la... not to worry it depends on how u educate ur kids... hahaha... [sidetrack: ah yi's frens haf farnie opinions n stereotypes of sg kids n ah yi alwiz say we r not typical of sg kids haha..]
再话说, a few days ago e headlines abt hdb relaxing laws on flat rental.. den my dad was saying huh how will it benefit e elderly? yar gif them an extra source of income when dey r old by letting out their ENTIRE flat budden where they stay?!
i was munching my dinner n ans my dad "aiya 跟孩子住啦"
dad: aiya 不可以什么都靠孩子的嘛 也要为自己着想 自己也要有储蓄的嘛
oops 原来 my dad 对我那么没有信心。
hahahhaa... i kept quiet for a while den my dad decide to 试探我。
dad: so huimin 你有什么看法？
me: huh u mean can rent our flat or 奉养父母？hahahahaha...
of cos 可以养我会养。 but i cant guarantee i can gif u a good life...
dad: oh so 你会养我啦。
me: oh ya la but u dun go n 害我有很多弟弟妹妹 den i dunno how to 养了。
btw i haf frens whose parents told them how much dey spent on them so far... education expenses pocket money etc.. den it's like few millions la.. so scary...
dad: 听起来不错leh... 那你欠我few millions oso cos i bot bungalow for u to stay when u were young.. employed 2 maids to look after u n jie jie n oso bot mercedes to chauffeur u ard..
me: oh but 我跟我朋友讲，爸爸妈妈只是说说而已。到最后，我们没有办法还他们，他们其实不会在乎的。hor, papa? hahahahhaha...
dad: of cos la... we say say only mah..
lastly i wanna tell my daddy i will try my best to return wadvea u haf given me.. but i really cant guarantee e kind of life u haf given me e past 23 yrs... thankew so much...
the princess left at
12:08 AM
stef new song...
是我一直害怕有答案`~~☆.`.``~~` 我不要困難把我們擠散～≈`☆.` 有一束光`☆~～那瞬間是什麽 痛的刺眼~~~``...~~ 我以爲我能後退反複證明≈｀ ``
especially dis period when i m filling up my internship haizz.. really dunno how.. i doubt i will get any of e job n i will rot at suntec arcade playing mariokart whole day waiting for win n gh to knock off n come join me.. haha...
也許愛情浸在風裏打轉≈`~~～
離開釋懷.~.★`等斷腸又重來～.☆~~~`
有時候自問自答. .~≈
我不要困難把我們擠散..≈~~
我自卑自己那麽不勇敢
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你還沒有到達~~｀`~
擁抱過還是害怕.~~.~☆.~≈~
用力推開你我依然留下~≈ ☆~有一束光`≈~~`
那瞬間是什麽 痛的刺眼｀.``~`~
你的視線~~~~
是諒解爲什麽舍不得熄滅`.~.~~.~`~
我逆著光卻看見~`~.....☆.
那是淚光那力量我不想再去抵擋☆~~~～≈..
面對希望逆著光感覺愛存在的地方~｀.~ ★~≈～
一直就在我身旁~`～☆~`.`.★
我責備自己那麽不勇敢` `~. `~`~`.
你還沒有到達`☆~ 擁抱過還是害怕~.`~ ☆ ☆
用力推開你我依然留下.~..`~~
你的視線`≈.～~
是諒解爲什麽舍不得熄滅~~~★
我逆著光卻看見`~``
那是淚光那力量我不想再去抵擋☆``~｀☆`..
面對希望逆著光感覺愛存在的地方~.`~~.｀~`
一直就在我身旁~.`~~ ☆~
這份愛有多不對..~.
背對著你如此漆黑````
感覺疲憊~~~` .≈
卻看見打開窗才發現你就是光芒..～★~~☆~.~
有一束光.~那瞬間是什麽 痛的刺眼~`. ~.≈
你的視線~☆是諒解爲什麽舍不得熄滅`≈☆｀...
我逆著光確看見~.```~`.
那是淚光那力量我不想再去抵擋`~~`.☆``★.
面對希望逆著光感覺愛存在的地方`.~☆★.~
一直就在我身旁
anyway yupz like dis song cos got dat kind of 激勵人心 feeling.. n whenever i listen to dis song i will haf e 世界就在腳下feeling... hahaha..... cheers!
the princess left at
10:42 PM
WTH?!!!
the princess left at
4:58 PM
my bz recess coming to an end?!
thurs was supposed to b mj session followed by jb seafood.. ya but pin cant make it last min.. boo... so we had to think of some other stuff to do...
many of our fellow hss ppl did not want to play mj wif gh boohoo... so we continue to haf e prob of 3 que 1... haizz...
cant go jb cos dat gh wasnt really keen to go.. dunno y oso.. he's a weird old man hahahaha...
so me n win met early to go shopping.. we cldnt really decide btwn shopping or k.. n dat weird old man din wanna join us early again... dunno y oso..
so me n win walked e whole of ms to citylink den to suntec... made a few BIG discoveries!!
1] ms giant closed!
2] suntec congress kopitiam relocated [e one that sells nice prata n laksa n wanton mee]
3] rice table oso closed le!!!
n for those of u who dunno suntec's topshop topman dorothy perkins all closed le... dey sent me sms e other time to inform me.. n oso marche's gone...
haizz ya...
den we went for dinner at crystal n spent a total of 70 odd... dunno how we eat oso... hahahaha... n it was weird me n win were eating a lot while gh stopped liao hahahah...
den we wanted to drag dat gh to go sing... but he refused no matter how we cajoled or coerced wadeva...
oh wait b4 dat we wanted to watch movie de.. but only left some movies which we din really wanna watch but e eddie murphy does look good la... forgot e title le...
ya so i anyhow suggested daytona.. in e end we had a helluva good time in there man... from mariokart to ddr.. yesh ddr me n win tried e once-ah-lian machine i think gh had a good time luffing at us.. hmph...
n we realised mariokart is better than initial d.. hahaha initial d is v short.. boo... n mariokart is really v exciting!!!!
i oso played a shooting game[sth like time crisis] n i actually chalked more pts than gh!!! wahhahahaa i m qiang!!!
cant believe we can actually had such a good time in arcade! when we go intern [if we get it which i doubt i will get.. mayb u all can find me in arcade nxt time ha] we can meet up after work to go play man! v good to destress... ha nxt time i wanna try e b-ball machine thou i think i will b v lousy ha...
n we spent a lot of money in arcade lor think we cld haf more value-f0r-money had we gone to k.. hahaha... but anyway gh was so addicted he actually qing us play a few rounds of mario... look who is e childish one.. hahahahaha...
den we went wif him to his workplace n sit in for 2 songs.. cos he nid to collect sth for his shift.. hahaha... yay my 1st time there n it's free hahahahaha yay! qt funny those ppl on stage hahaha... i wanna go back when i haf e chance.. wanna enjoy e whole performance.. ha..
den today met up wif win cos she wanna fa xie so she jio me go k.. n shun bian my toto.. i m v pissed abt toto now how come only 2 ppl win?!!! its 5 mil each we tokking abt here.. i think if i strike 5 mil i will haf heart attack lor cos all of a sudden i haf sooooo much money i dunno how to spend can?! diaozz... 1 mil i think i oredi over e moon liao... i think 5 mil i m out of e galaxy...
den after ktv waited for cab like mad cos of e stupid rain.. nid to rush down to ntu for gary concert!! really superb man!!! really good nv regret gg down! hahaha cos i was thinking of not gg de cos i was really tired... but i was really entertained n touched by gary... i think those girls who managed to sit nxt to gary/pose nxt to him all cant go to sleep tonite man.. hahaha... awww... if only a guy will serenade his love to me... awww... hahaha i especially like e part when he suddenly pat his own shoulder!! hahaha for a part on 你 就负责靠着我的肩 hahahahah... so cute!!! gary gary gary!!
i like his blurness at times n how he's not so commercial.. [dun really care if he's faking] but ya tot he sounded real abt e part abt having concert... one of e v few friendly n real artistes i haf ever seen other than ella... hahah trying to recall if i did manage to usher him to anywhere for gcma... hmmmm... i dun think so.. think jl fight for every single chance... hahahhaa... i m soooo gg to support gary!! u rawk!! hahahaha...
remaining 2 days of my recess i think i shld stay at home n mian bi si guo.. dis recess is like exceptionally long cos i haf been slacking since cny... diaozzz... dunno how my results will b like end of dis sem.. prolly like shit... gonna pull down my gpa man.. haizzz... n my intern is in a mess... mon deadline...
stupid me still got time go kpo see gary, sing k etc...
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