today is 11 jan n in dis 11 days i cried 5 times in 5 consecutive days.. which means that almost in every 2 days, i cried once.
when when can i ever break free from dis vicious cycle of depression? y isit that e things u like e most u enjoy e most dat hurts u e most.. mayb i shldn't join radio academy in the first place? no no no.. if i had not join i wldn't get to noe joanne & anna n i wldn't be able to step foot on taiwan at all n get to noe ah yi n he shu shu... if i hadn't join i wldn't noe janet & meixian.. i wldn't noe auntie mary.. and i wldn't b able to enjoy many free concerts n free movies.. if i hadn't join i wldn't be able to meet cheezi again.. mayb if i hadn't join i wld still b in smu...
dis sem all e modules i m taking seem so difficult n demanding.. almost impossible to cope.. i m jus falling apart i cant take it anymore lor..
"i dream i could run like the wind n be strong ..."
jus chked e calendar.. next fri is hol!! hari raya... n feb 2nd wk is cny loooking out for all e possible long hols.. i m dying!!!!
i oso dunno y m i feeling dis way..
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