i dunno y will lydat but i actually forgot i belonged to cac??!! yesh for those of u who din noe i m e chinese editor for cac n one of e editors for e new publication "arts jam" u shld haf seen a few copies of dis mag in canteens few wks ago ba.. but so far i onl wrote 1 article on fish leong ntu concert. n it has not ben published yet. k anyway dat time my publications head asked if i wanna b in chrg of external advertisements. den i told her to gif me time to think abt it. i think cos dat time i was working n flying to taiwan soon..
after i came back from taiwan i forgot abt it n nv heard anything from dem since.. so it jus slipped my mind n i concentrated on my foc stuff..
in e first place i guessed i wasnt too interested in dis Arts jam thingy la..cos i signed up for publications thinking i cld continue writing chinese articles cover pop entertainment events... but ended up doing things which i dun like something like biz mag getting ppl to buy ad space n stuff?? can anybody tell me y isit e job of a supposedly chinese editor??
k den my publication head came n asked so how wad's e results of e ads lar? anybody interested? den i huhed? i m supposed to do sth.. ok i may sound irresponsible here.. but i certainly dun mean it i wun wanna tarnish my own reputation. but she heard from our arts jam in chrg dat i "agreed" to b e external ads in chrg?! ok dis is e 2nd time or dunno how many times dis "lydia-person" put words into my mouth. me n her mus b ba zi bu he or sth lor!! wad e hell?!! i haf nv heard from her or rcve any sms after my publ head's lor..
okie so i wanna quit! i noe v irresponsible but i haf been harbouring this thot ever since i noe e existence of arts jam.. i mean i asked my pub head alethea b4 den wad abt chinese pop scene.. den she says it doesnt go in line wif our mag's theme n image.. so only e artsy stuff will b covered.. hmm at dat time i feel cheated n conned.. i mean asking me to write english articles is e furthest i cld go.. now wad?? cover artsy events?? call up event companies organisers blah blah blah??!!
ok i m tired!
dis wk dere r jus so many things to do.. sms my jc ppl inform dem got gathering.. gather suggestions on wad to eat..
den my foc.. met our vice dean n manager twice dis wk le.. got soooo many things to discuss wif dem.. n darn SAO! i jus feel like slapping dem.. at first was still qt pleased wif e meeting yest cos there were jus soo much laughter.. we realli enjoyed ourselves.. n i feel our main commers getting closer.. i was so happy.. but we hafta face reality... i wanted so much to believe in my biz mag.. i hope u guys will do me proud!
anyway i think i m becoming more n more of an escapist. save me anybody??!!
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