drained....
tue i missed lect.. felt so dumb taking cab to sch jus for meetings.. but bo bian needed to sit in for meetings n oso to submit proj haiz...
[used to think i m not a perfectionist. but i think i changed esp for projects. i expect a lot. i dun think its wrong jus dat usually e perfectionist in e grp end up doing e most. dat's y i dun really like grp proj other than e fact dat got ppl present wif me]
okie i skipped lect cos i was v tired slept v "early" in e morning trying to edit n compile evrithing.. dun ask me y i got e saikang job as my other proj mate calls it.. i felt bad initially cos i tot my part was qt ez.. so when dey had probs finishing deir parts i patiently wait thru e night. dis was at e expense of my stats lect.
i really hate waiting.. cos u noe between 8-12 i can b v slack.. jus surfing net.. looking at mag n even vcd anna lent me "爱上千金美眉" den after dat stayed up till 3 4 am to edit..
wad i was pissed abt is dat if u r gg to send me "real" LATE lemme noe in advance. if u dunno how to gauge how much more time u need at least tell me at which part liao n stuff.. n not make me wait like an idiot..
e nxt day i was not so angry liao..
n my other proj mate felt bad for making me stay up late so she rushed her powerpt slides in free access lab n send me... when i got home.. i decided to "hibernate" first.. whole head was splitting.. eyes rolling shldn't haf worn contacts to sch haizz.. SUPER TONG KU!! but din sleep much woke up at 7 slept abt 2 hours.. n decided to rush e power pt.. i rmb she said sth abt submitting by 5pm both report n uploading of powerpt slides. but heck le lar. anyway yar so i finished my part n e other proj mate's part..e time was abt 10 plus le..
i msged u asking for ur part, u said u were doing now. so i expected.. cos i din take v long to come up wif my points. so i tot u wldnt take v long after all ur report was done le mah jus pick out pts from there.. so i waited.. went to watch tv at 11 since no news of it yet.. den when i chked my hp during commercial break den i realise u called me.. i return e call thinking wad prob u may haf.. den u told me u were in sch u had eca n u could send me wadeva u haf first.. we oredi missed e deadline! wld there b any difference if i waited a few more hours for u to submit e whole thing??? but u said cos it was too late free access lab was closed so u had to look for a powerpt to send it from ur fren's laptop..
i was very angry liao..u could haf told me earlier dat u had practice. i din eben noe abt it! even if u dunno it wld end so late when i msg u at 10 plus dat was considered late! u really think i m obliged to wait for ur part n do it for u ar? it concerns my grade n ur grade lor!
in e end i pick out e points for ur part cos u only finished part of it.. i stayed up till i-cant-rmb-wad-time. finally upload e slides. decide to add in e animations later..
den woke up late for today's lesson again! haizz.. took cab again! spent close to $30 on cab liao... when i could haf done a lot wif dis $30.. pissed wif myself ore than anyone.
[if u think i m angry wif u yes i was initially. den i was pissed wif myself for not telling u by wad time i wanna receive e slides n ur parts. i was angry wif myself for wasting time when i could haf made use to this time to replenish my sleep or read or do other stuff..]
ok first time dis wk i could sleep "early" i shall go sleep liao!
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