irritated.. haizz..
ok first lemme update wad has been gg on in my life.. supposed to haf stats test today which was postponed from last wk.. so i pon my fav mon biz comm in chinese lect cos i dowan waste my 3 hours in sch so i went home to sleep.. while i was sleeping, fiona called to tell me stats test was postponed. hmm i noe i shld b happy lar. dis is a piece of good news lar. but i m irritated! cos dis is like so last min.. thou i m ill prepared but i seriously dowan it to drag on lor.. i mean 反正都要死，那我選擇早死。早點面對現實。haizz.. but anyway i jus slack my whole night away lorr..
n shu shu was online!! finally.. i c them on msn.. i asked to help jialin's sis to look for accomodation since she is gg tai da for exchange.. dey r so funny.. n i added chong de into e conversation.. i think its so ironic.. e 3 of them r in taipei yet dey need dis singaporean to link them tgt haha.. anyway den i so sad cos ah yi called while i was watching my hao mei man!! haizz n my hp was on silent so i dunno!! haizz missed a chance to hear her voice! but anywayz its so nice to chat wif dem.. most of e time i jus watched chong de type n ah yi replies haha.. n i only contributed e ha-ha hahaha.. cos i jus couldnt stop luffing dey r so funny!!!! haizz.. dey nv fail to make my day de lor haha.. heng i dun haf stats test e nxt day so i cld chat till v late..
but once again i feel v 不好意思。cos ar i think ah yi asked chong de to bring a lot of stuff over lor for us.. heh.. feel so bad.. i hope i dun hafta bring a luggage go 接机。haha.. dunno how m i gg to lug back..
so was tokking to joanne jus now.. i need to go 林志源 n buy bak kwa liao.. heh.. n some other stuff den chong de can b like a courier boy haha..
i think ah yi dey all r so excited i m gg over was asking me where i wanna go n stuff.. even suggested booking a bus for us.. to bring us ard.. haizz.. got a feeling i jus need to pay for my shopping expenses in tw only haha.. but when ah yi dey all come sg, i think hafta bring them to ritz carlton n shangri la to eat le.. cos ah yi like shang's breakfast.. so i mus save up n get more presentable clothes.. cannot b so siao geena haha..
yar den anna called me dis morn when i was having lect.. but i cldnt pick up cos e head of economics, prof chen kang was tokking to us.. rgding some irritating stuff.. we r like HSS guinea pigs lor.. alwiz breaking this kind of news which will psychologically affect us one mth b4 our exams.. first e GPA, now stats.. dat oso explains y my stats test was postponed again..
anyway dis 3 sundays i really v happy hahaha no tuition.. so happy lorr.. i oso dunno y i dread tuition dat much.. haizz... mayb i m jux not cut out to b a tcha.. haizz *dread dread dread* tuition will start dis sun!! haizz.. hope it will b cancelled again or sth haha.. nah i need e money haha..
anyway fri is my advanced driving theory test le.. will haf driving lessons b4 e test..
tml got guang liang campus concert.. will get to sit at e press section again.. hmm prob e last as well since i decided to not join publications sub comm nxt sem too.. i had enuf.. i cant do wad i like so i m quitting haha.. e plus pt of not having to bother wif points..
n lastly e last thing i wanna tok abt.. i really hate to feel dis way but i feel dat i m drifting away from my clique hmm i dunno y.. n at times i m qt pissed i m not informed of ur decisions earlier.. i cant promise u all anything if its so last min. expect me to bring my notes all e time evri where i go? expect me to noe wad time u all meeting? when u all only told me u all r meeting? as a result i try to fill up my time wif appointments n stuff. i noe, to u all i m like alwiz so bz, n u all gradually c no point in asking me anyway since i wun b free. hmmm i dunno y but its jus coincidental evri time u all ask me i m not free.. but at times i ask ppl out to pei me cos i m really bored but u all not free.. how i wished we cld go back to e happy times last sem.. travelling ard sg.. i mus admit dat nowadays sometimes u all ask me out i dun feel like gg cos i dunno how to face u all.. it becomes tiring.. hope dis feeling will soon go away......
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