press conference part I
反覆记号
曲：薛忠铭 | 词：蔡依林 | 编：
爱情微笑着开始是美好 拥抱了之后是依靠
触摸幸福坦诚勇敢 我们都在无限的符号里飘
热烈了以后却逃掉 坚持弃权走掉 留下蹦紧的笑
短暂而跳跃 我们习惯安静的放掉 也许我们都在寻找
属于爱情透明的句号 以为找到我们之间 却不是等号
也许我们都在寻找 属于眼泪的休止符号
我们却像平行的双巷道 只剩下各自单向的轨道
(逃离分开的惊叹号) 这样的反复记号
会在那一刻放掉 陷在里面 什么也无法抛掉 抛掉
yesh i noe lyrics again.. but dis song really meaningful n e shocking thing is dat e lyrics r actually penned by jolin.. wow! kinda disappointed wif her album dis time round haha cos dere's no my idol = JAY's songs.. haizz yar.. so like any kpoh ppl ard i was trying to look for any clues or hints abt jolin's feeling towards zhou hou lian..
somehow i think dis lyrics describe her feelings haha... lemme highlight a few sentences paricularly...
热烈了以后却逃掉 坚持弃权走掉 留下蹦紧的笑
短暂而跳跃 我们习惯安静的放掉
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我们却像平行的双巷道 只剩下各自单向的轨道
i think dey may haf some happy times tgt.. n all of a sudden sth happened...
well in life this kind of things alwiz happen..
today is a v weird day.. well first amanda msn me.. asked me abt jy's bday n wad exactly is gg btwn e 2 of us?? i was like ????? thanks to miss rena wong.. well nothing can happen btwn e 2 of us lar. so no pt probing..
den cos its my last core i decided to indulge myself in some "tv watching exercise" oh wow when i came back! i got e SHOCK of my life..
i was in dis conversation window wif like 4 of my jc class guys including jy of cos n me as e only girl.. n well dey were trying to decipher my nick n wad it stands for cos in case u dunno i put [JYYL: 110505 1800 CTSC] i shall not tell u e real meaning here.. cos i was watching tv i din reply of cos when i came back everyone is gone le..
but basically e conversation started wif jy asking me to remove his name from my nick den well only dis one other guy was in e window den he asked huh wad's gg btwn e 2 of u? den more n more guys were added to e conversation well not a lot.. only 2 more.. k but got one guy i din haf his msn n i still dun haf since when i came back all gone except jy..
den when i came back eventually my "ah gong" msn me n ask wad exactly does my nick stand for.. i jus told him nth special.. den he say ok fine den tell me wad does ctsc stands for.. den i ask him to ask jy n invited him in.. cos i wanted to play solitaire wif cz since i cant play wif vien [we play evri nite until yest when there's sth wrong wif her activex controls] n i din wanna answer any more qns abt jy... enough is enough! i m getting pissed wif how things r turning out.. den jy asked wad? den i told him ah gong wants to noe wad does ctsc stands for.. well jy smartly retorted it means counter terrorist study centre.. haha i oso dunno y he doesnt wanna tell me truthfully wad it stands for.. but anyway he kept saying he wann stay home n rot dat day so yar nth special will happen in e end... ok fine so even if my class guys finally decipher THE special code u will b disappointed if u turn up on dat day...me n yl will jus date each other rite yanling??
lemme put it dis way..
i noe he's a nice guy.. he's a good catch blah blah blah but NOTHING will ever happen between us de lar!!! and the story ends here...
k finally finished two of my most hated core today..e only consolation from today's paper is dat i noe how to do like 50% of e paper?? compared to yest 40%?? yar today's paper was like 5 choose 4 lar.. each qn is 25% so when i attempted e first 2 qns was qt happy haha v much similar to our tut qns.. if i din do any differentiation wrongly or wad is hld b able to secure those marks.. well den when i saw q3 4 5 i was stunned.. k q3 was abt game theory earlier on i haf mentioned i dun really wanna do game theory cos haizz its qt cheem n luan but i expected game theory to come out after all my prof is some member of singapore game theorists society?? i dunno lar sth lydat de.. den q4 is abt general equilibrium theory trust me e name looks easy but its deceiving.. i spent e whole morning trying to understand e whole concept n i THOUGHT i grasp e concept le.. n i wld not b so fearful of GE theory but i was wrong when i saw e exam qn! den q5 bestest of e bestest expectations of some insurance policy... by common sense i noe e answer i jus hope e prof will gif me marks thou i used a "not-so-economic-theory" to explain my answer haizz...i really dunno wad to write le n scribbling sth is better than leaving it blank rite.. haizz..
when i stepped out of e exam hall a lot of ppl were saying v hard v hard but i seriously doubt how many ppl TRULY think its difficult n dat dey will not do well. n at dis pt mayb i shld define e meaning of not well: it means getting a C+ and below my dear frens!!
well when i told dis ger dat hey i find it difficult n i think i wun do well den she actually said bu yao pian!! u alwiz do tut n noe wad's gg on alwiz present ans how can dunno?? well i only presented like twice lor where got a lot?? n i dun alwiz do tut i m qt lazy de!! well but thanks lar i m flattered cos when i walked out somemore qt a few ppl ask me how do i find e paper.. oh wow since when haf i become a benchmark???
yest e paper was e WORST paper i haf eber taken in my life really!!!mayb other than SMU maths for econs paper?? hmm a lot of ppl stepped out of e hall saying die yest... all of us think we prolly hafta retake nxt sem or sth... but again i doubt everybody's statement of "really cannot make it". thou i noe e paper is really difficult.. haizz but still wad if i m e only one???? n when i told another fren she told me how can??!! u v zai de leh.. n another fren even zhi wang i cld take econometrics wif her so dat we can grad earlier.. sorry ar xun ning i think i will disappoint u i will jus guai guai stick to 4 yr or mayb 3 yrs without econometrics..
but i qt tong qing my fren [hmm mayb tong qing is not a v suitable adjective but read on mayb u will understand wad i mean] cos michelle's dad is actually our stats A prof.. yar our no.1 killer paper setter n prof.. den when she came online yest she changed her nick to "your module, your practice, your time, your job, my dad's fault - - i dunno u piece it tgt man" hmm i guess it mus b hard on her.. a lot of ppl mus haf told her e paper was v hard how could her dad do such a thing blah blah blah i think? i rmb gg back to sch on mon 2 days b4 our paper to get ans from pooh bear n shun bian c prof to ask him qns.. his office phone rang non-stop n michelle became e part time telephone operator n a lot of my coursemates came knocking on e door for ans n questions.. den prof had to go for some meeting.. den me n pooh ber stayed in his office n chatted wif michelle.. mich was telling us her dad was qt pissed wif us lar like so last min den everybody only come n seek help at e eleventh hour... n he hafta go thru e same qn or concept wif different groups of ppl so many times..its qt tiring for him.. n he has other duties n tasks on hand other than lecturing us such as covering some admin duties.. hannor so he qt bui song lar i would say thou he din really openly express it.. so he's still qt a nice prof! =) n seriously when i stepped out of e exam hall i haf nv blamed him.. in fact i sympathise him i think when he mark our papers he prob will vomit blood reading all e rubbish i gif him n mayb well some others', even if he were to moderate how is he gg to do it? prob hafta go thru a lot a lot of meetings to make a decision haizz.. we did haf a mid term test n he din return it to us.. n based on e test results he said only 2 of us cld make it??!! yar only 2 miserable souls.. so bo bian he had to adjust e weightage of e exam increasing it from 80% to 95% so e test is lowered from like 20% to 5% only... so i expected an easier exam paper but i was wrong lar.. well i noe he cant possibly set an easy paper oso.. cos our chinese prof was telling us e sch may reject e exam paper if its too ez yar so i qt tong qing our prof oso....
seriously dowanna c my results.. i v scared need to da bao!! really!! haizz..
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