wad is WRONG wif me...
i eat so much..
sleep so much..
shop so much...
study so little..
stay home so little..
i really wish i can take time off n be really selfish n jus pamper myself.. me myself only...
no need to entertain anyone.. no need to please anyone.. jus b myself..
i think i m retreating back to my hermit shell where no one is allowed to enter..
i eben haf thots of cancelling my bday party.. well i still haf until 30 sep to decide afterall.. this whole issue is getting on my nerves.. really irritating...
im a loner n wadeva ppl perceived me to be may not b true afterall.. i m jus being difficult to close ones ard me.. n v soon dey will leave me alone n ignore me for e rest of their lives..
i feel so bad jus now.. i reached home n there was supper.. my dad is super da nan ren de lar.. he will only command n usu i will jus please him by obeying him.. jus now i tried to open dat packet of sugar cane dat was tightly wound.. i refused to go kitchen to cut open.. cos i was being difficult.. i was being lazy i din wanna wash e glass i oso dunno wad is wrong wif me.. but i jus pouted n told my dad " e glass is too small to contain e sugar cane.."
but i dunno y i still walked to e kitchen.. n he wetn in wif me, took e sugar cane from me n cut open n poured for me.. at dat time i thot to myself "shit! im gg to get it from my dad!" he will prolly nag at me or sth... haizz..
n anyway true enuf e glass cld not contain all e sugar cane.. n being e difficult little spoilt brat, i jus took e glass from my dad n told him i dowan e rest n walked away, leaving him wif e remaining sugar cane.. he mus haf tot dat was wasteful i think he drank e rest up..
at dat time i felt really bad.. he mus haf noticed dat i wasnt v happy.. n so he din rub it in by nagging at me for staying out so late n not being home all e times..
i m jus a irritating spoilt brat who jus squander all my dad's hard earned money..
i m gg to quit shopping n not buy a new piece of clothing until exams is over unless its wif e $10 topshop voucher dat is gg to expire in a mth's time..
im an irritating pig.. wif no friends n nobody loves me.. boohoo... i m a loner.... ignore me...
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