all-time low...
my confidence level has hit an all-time low.. y isit dat every exam period i mus cry cos i absolutely dunno wad my notes is trying to convey or dat i cant rmb anything dat i haf read like one hr ago??
n to make things worse, my agony is coupled wif cramps now.. making me feel absolutely terrible now..
looking n counting e number of hours i haf left.. i begin to wonder if i shld
1) not go n suan piao for e time being until 25/11
2) seriously considering not to help janet for billy's concert since
a) i dowanna torture my ears and eyes
b) well if janet wants to threaten me wif 30 dec haizz den dun come la..
(cos at dis pt i m like SOOOO worried for my exams)
c) i will b so tired lor. imagine a paper in e morn, suan piao in e pm,
billy concert in e night + a exams-ended-shld-b-in-hol-mood cz..
what shld i do??
i haf already resorted to switching off my hp at certain times of e day.. so pardon me wif i din reply.. for ppl close to me, u shld still b able to contact me mah u peeps haf my hse no..[but pls do not call me unless its urgent lar..] n i shld b online too..
this is how stressed i m.. really felt like crying again..
or mayb mon i shldnt go wif them to nygh?? haizzz..
yest after singapore hit awards (SHA) xing guang da dao.. i wanted to leave suntec.. since my duties r done.. but cos cz haben finish n she coming my hse to stay over so i hafta wait for her..
i dun understand myself really.. i dun eben wanna stay to watch SHA cos i wanna go home n study.. but yet when i m home now i like nv study much??
grrrr...
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