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i oso dunno wad happened.. but jus feel e gap btwn us widening.. like wad all of a sudden i dunno wad has she been bz wif.. n stuff.. k wadeva.. cos of a misunderstanding.. i dun even if it existed in the first place.. dunno how to go abt finding out oso.. wait till after exams ba..
k right now i hafta to try n complete my bedtime story: 中华人民共和国史 haizz.... a few days liao still v far from finishing line damn sian.. n since i din SU dis module in e end i need to do v v v well.. haiz..
n due to some unforeseen circumstances i may hafta cancel my bday party haiz.. dun bombard me wif all e "huh WHY???" questions yet.. pls gif me some breathing space.. seriously thinking it over now.. gif me some time..
k was jolted awake dis morn by joanne's call.. cos ah yi asked if wanna haf dinner tonite.. diaoz.. u noe ar sometimes i seriously wonder isit my fault dat e idea of me having exams now is not driven into her head leh.. cos dis few days she still call n update me on wad is happening n finally a pri sch has accepted e little boy.. i felt really relieved when i heard it ha.. cos ar its like my efforts being paid off..
well ah yi called when i was having my paper n my bag was outside so obviously i din pick up n din noe until i came out n chk hp.. den cos dunno y no recep i oso cant call ah yi back.. den after a while finally got ah yi den she was like 为什么没有听电话？ hmmm mayb cos she called during e split second when there is reception n it got diverted to my voicemail when there is no recep n she thot i kup her phone. den i told her i was having exam n exam hall had no recep..
i rmb a few days ago ar shu shu called followed by ah yi but i nv pick up cos i was still sleeping heh.. den when i finally woke up n call shu shu... shu shu apologised thinking i mus b having exams dat y i nv ans haha n he asked if he disturbed me.. den i jus answered a "没有啦”hahaha..
dat was e time e little boy had to go for e entrance exam.. i rmb calling ah yi cos e sch is v v v v near my hse.. cos dere v ulu den dey might need to noe where can dey settle their lunch.. miraculously ah yi said 你不是在考试吗？没关系啦. wow!
at dis pt when u read dis.. i dun dislike ah yi dey all.. i mean dey helped me a lot during e tw trips n stuff.. yar but haizz i oso dunno haha.. but i m a 讲讲就算的人 i jus need to get it off my chest haha...
dis period is sad enuf for me liao.. its as thou i can nv 打从心底的快乐 haizzz sian..
oh ya forgot to mention i received world vision catalogue yest ha.. den was flipping thru how we cld help e kids this xmas.. den i tot of sponsoring a kid.. not any kid. i wanna sponsor a mongolian kid.. cos dey v cute dey haf v rosy cheeks! haha n so ke lian e temp over there may dip to below -44 deg leh.. dey r in need of warm clothing.. but ar now i v broke.. so e most i can do is not to commit for a long term but rather mayb buy warm clothing for them..
there r a range of gifts u can choose to gif them.. some of them include stationery sets, book shelves, health clinic stocks etc.. oh i tot e most amazing thing was buying pigs n cows for them! so dat dey can attain self-sustainability.. haha i tot dat was qt cute..
if u r interested can lemme noe den can combine n send one cheque. haha so cool!!
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