i wanna blog...
hahaha.. contradicting huh...
ok dun tok abt e most dreaded topic exams.. nth to do wif today's paper, but rather tml paper i seriously dun look fw to..
ok anyway dis few days i listened to radio bcos of a fren..
[sidetrack a bit: i still rmb how jielin was sooo shocked to hear dat i dun listen to radio haha.. yar cos i no receiver.. n my nano has all e songs i prolly wanna listen liao.. so no need for radio]
anyway to dat fren of mine...
i jus wanna say jia you! its amazing how our paths changed bcos of dat fateful competition ha.. but it also made me realise sth v impt: dat is i was nv suited for dis line.. haha i realise i prefer a 9-5 job.. eg working in a bank or some financial institutions or edb or mas or mti [no macroeconomic policies dept thou my macro sucks!] i think dealing wif money n securities n stuff r e stuff dat will gif me perks!
yeah i still like music, i still like tokking to ppl.. but.. haha i oso dunno..
but i realise reading scripts.. producing trailer n stuff is not sth i wanna do for life.. actually i realised dat last yr when auntie jy was teaching us some stuff.. dat was why i was in a dilemma n i dunno if i shld continue my so-called dream.. cos my passion, my burning desire to b a dj is no longer there..
den came e competition in jan.. i was still hesistant.. n went onstage n it was a total flop! ha come to think of it..
but yeah i m thankful i actually did it n i noe my weakness liao haha..
but ar dis kind of wanting to tok to ppl.. wanting ppl to listen to me desire seemed to b burning quietly within me still cos i was watching super host yest n yeah i saw our fellow radio academy ppl too thou none of them got thru finals haha.. den i tot to myself eh y din i take part ar? hahaha...
yar.. so jia u n i think i m still qualified to gif u some advice or share wif u my opinion ba haha... after listening sooo much from auntie mary n auntie jy.. haha..
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