n i tot last sem was e worst of all...
i rmb last sem dis time i was oso blogging abt how impossible it is to score for my stats module.. my political economy... my chinese cinema module.. e only possible one was my business communication in chinese.. haha speaking of which last nite i saw my 老师 on tv.. she was in charge of e 语音 training for e 明星偶像...
ok but it was different last sem.. cos everyone said dey dunno how to do.. so in e end i think our prof moderate like siao n everyone 过关 n it was one of my best results attained so far.. both in smu n ntu haha.. cos i think in smu i was no way near 2nd upper..
dis yr if choy choy choy i fail ar sure die.. last yr all e worst scenario dat i thot of gg to come true u noe.. i cant afford to fail any core modules cos one of e 江湖传闻 last yr was dat if u failed any u will graduate without honours!!! my goodness!! my 2nd upper!! i hafta kiss it goodbye.. even if e rest of my sem in ntu i score all As oso no more honours!!!
dis is how stressed i m.. i rmb not long ago me waking up at abt 3am to change my bedsheets.. ok well dis time round i din wake up at 3am cos i studied till 4am last nite...
but from e time i woke up till now.. i dump my comforter into e washing machine.. [pray hard will dry by tonite!! if not i got no comforter] n i jus changed my bed sheets.... n i jus went to soak barley.. yar i cooking barley later... haizz i dunno y oso i lost my appetite for everything..
even e things or person dat once made me ecstatic or go ga-ga proved to b useless this time round...
n right now i m like so broke.. i wanna ask my dad for my nxt 1/2 yr pocket $ i oso feel so guilty abt it.. haizz oh btw i get pocket money from my dad tgt wif sch fees evri half a yr.. last time i took was in may i think... so yar... time for another cheque.. but i feel so guilty now cos i m like wasting my dad's hard-earned $$ i din study as hard as b4.. my results is like on a parachute fall... free falling downwards n nv on e rise... if i were a share, nobody wld wanna invest in me.. n yet here i m wasting my dad's money... oh great!
i better buck up n do sth abt my fav money n banking!!!!
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