i dunno y...
i dun seem to haf any motivation in life.. dis is v sad...
ha n when i get sianz or nervous i will jus chant n chant n dunno wth was i chanting.. dat explains y i tokked sooo much but yet when i reached home i cant recall wad did i say in sch today...
y m i nervous ar? think cos of my driving test on wed...
n i really m sooo sianz.. its not as thou i haf nth to do leh.. but i jus want a break.. i wanna go out wif ppl i wanna go out wif.. so dat i dun haf to tok n still feel v at ease..
anywhere.. sitting by sg river.. nua-ing.. like dat time me n rena had dinner at dis cafe by e river.. anywhere..
i wanna go places i haben been to for a v long time.. like chomp chomp..
i wanna go chinatown to experience e cny mood..
i wanna go ah yi hse to nua/play monopoly wif e kids... [dis is qt out of e qn cos i dun haf time ha..]
i wanna play daytona..
i wanna go cycle..
i wanna go walk ard aimlessly by e beach..
i wanna go take chair lift n try luge..
i wanna jus sit by e pool..
i wanna eat nice food..
i wanna do sooo many sooo many things..
i wanna b invisible so dat i can c u... if only dere is an "appear offline" in reality..
i wanna cry.. to clean my eyes ha n my mind.. n to forget all e unhappy things dat has happened..
i wanna make more nice frens..
i wanna get license soon n hopefully a car.. then i can drive ard whenever i feeling down.. i alwiz imagine how it wld b like to b driving my car, my very own n blasting songs i like.. jus driving ard.. i dun hafta stop anywhere..
i wanna dream... i wanna sleep n not b jolted awake by e screeching alarm clocks!
n i feel as thou i haf no frens again.
boy! was i happy when i saw rena in sch today! ah.. v long nv c my fav khaki liao! n she's dying from intern.. i shall go visit her for lunch soon..
i wanna b myself!
i want a break!
i want a holiday!
i wanna go somewhere where no one noes me..
i wanna go exchange...
there r jus sooo many sooo many things i wanna do..
thou i haben taken cab dis yr to sch.. n i haf not miss any big events or wad lect i think... but i seriously dunno y i go sch for..
cos staying home makes it worse ba.. ha.. i jus wanna get out, go somewhere!
in e meantime, pls keep all e prayers coming in for my driving test! haizz... i need all e luck in e world..
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