Tuesday, January 03, 2006


my 2005....

kup dis from cheez's blog.. since i m bored i might as well do n reflect..

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?

a] eh had a bday party n invited all my frens ever..
b] took part in an outdoor competition
c] went to a camp voluntarily..
d] went genting wif fren [not my 1st time to genting thou.. but my first time in close to 10 yrs]
e] sent in pri/sec sch applications to help them get a place..
f] went to malaysia jus to attend a v good fren's bday..
g] went to put on braces
h] started driving lessons n failed twice..

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

i dun usually haf any new yr resolutions de lar.. cos i m a 跟着感觉走 person n i dun like to restrict myself..
e only thing i hope dis yr is either to end my 5-yr torture or make sth happen..
n oso i hope to get my driving license..

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

dun haf..

4. Did anyone close to you die?

heng dun haf.. but attended a good fren's dad funeral n reminded me of my mum's..

5. What countries did you visit?
taiwan + msia [qt a few times..]

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
more luck n better grades.. haha mayb being in a dean's list wld b good.. lemme experience wad it wld b like..
now dat i m 21 i hope i get to vote in elections or sth haha..
n a special someone by my side i guess thou 有没有都无所谓 i can do a lot of things on my own lar..

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

4 march - my first driving lesson
good friday 24 march dis yr.. cos i get to spend a whole day wif him.. n got a special sms..
14 april i finally put on braces after a series of tooth extraction
31 dec my 21st bday


8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

organising hss 1st ever foc.. heh my first time organising a camp n i nv was a camp person.. whenever got camp i will wanna siam one..

9. What was your biggest failure?

i spent a lot dis yr..
n i still din get an ans i want..
i hope to get As for my cores...

10.Did you suffer illness or injury?

frequent food poisoning.. diarrhoea n vomitting as usual.. nth v v v serious lar.. n my hand ache which i din manage to find out e cause..

11.What was the best thing you bought?

my white nano!!
+ my white olympus camera!

12.Whose behavior merited celebration?

e sms i got on good friday but no 下文 after dat so it didnt really call for any celebrations oso..
n e numerous occasions i was 感动 by my frens..

13.Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

dat one person who can make me experience 2 extremes of mood in a day...

14. Where did most of your money go?

v good qn! i dunno! haha taxi fare??!! eh food i guess n presents! n my shopping expenditure.. my gosh...
n my bday party cost me a bomb..

15.What did you get really, really, really excited about?
cing his msn pic pop up from e taskbar especially if he msned me..
dat 1 mth when he wld alwiz msn me..

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?

枫、黑色毛衣、 i think i

17.Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?

i guess, happier.. cos i 学会放开 and 想开了

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
done more studying n read up on macro text cos my macro really sux..

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
spend less moolahs lar.. grr... n think less of someone..

20.How did you spend Christmas?
how abt answering how did i spend my xmas eve.. went shu shu house for xmas dinner.. stayed till 1 2 am... first time i c ppl drunk..
den i went home.. spent xmas at home din go anywhere..

22.Did you fall in love in 2005?
no.. [if referring to new ppl new targets ha]

23. How many one-night stands?
ahem i was under 21 back in 2005 haha..

24. What was your favorite TV program?
巴黎恋人、浪漫满屋、康熙来了、真命天女、王子变青蛙

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i dun hate ppl de lar.. i forget v easily... n i wun 放在心上

26. What was the best book you read?
i read a few dan brown's book.. nth really fantastic dat made me rmb till now thou haha...

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?

i dunno lei..

28. What did you want and got?

i wanted ipod but got a nano a pleasant surprise...

29. What did you want and not get?
i guess u all noe.. =)

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
wait.. i cant eben recall wad movies i watched haha...

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

after 12 midnight of 31 dec i played wif sparklers drank 1/2 cup of absolut vodka without mixer..
nua n dunno do wad till 5 plus den went to sleep for 2 hours..
woke up took cab home wif all my presents..
slept till late pm..
daddy brot us out for dinner..

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
ermmm haha

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
usual jeans n t shirts or more polo tee or collared tees i guess..

34.What kept you sane?
e correct frens hahaha some wld only make me more high than others...

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

jay chou..

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
i guess e opening of integrated resorts.. not 1 but 2 casinos ha...

37. Who did you miss?
dunno y but i think of mummy a lot of times dis yr.. n i seldom dream of her dis yr.. i guess i m gradually forgetting how she look like n how she sound like..

38. Who was the best new person you met?
hmmm i dun rmb meeting new ppl dis yr leh haha...

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:

笑着放手
得失不要看得太重

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:

曾经以为总会找到 说服自己的答案
情绪却在风浪平息后 被一通电话打翻

我已经渐渐习惯 忙碌把生活填满 和自己分享晚餐
试着活得更理所当然 我已经渐渐习惯 对感情顺其自然
只是我还不明白 失去你的天空 为何看来不那么蔚蓝

相爱到了解的默契 怎能说忘记就忘记
我想我已经习惯你

and also
看过最美的日落吹过 最暖的寒风 Oh
怎么记忆里所有深刻 你都在里头

and also
乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影 我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景 总在回忆里才看的清

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边 北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间 两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影 我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景 总在回忆里才看的清

在山腰间飘逸的红雨 随着北风凋零 我轻轻摇曳风铃
想 唤醒被遗弃的爱情 雪花已铺满了地 深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

and also

暧昧让人受尽委屈 找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里 毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还不到爱情 远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣 想太多是我还是你 我很不服气
也开始怀疑 眼前的人 是不是同一个 真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈 找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃 连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心 直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局 放遗憾的美丽 停在这里

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