i feel so aimless...
n its irritating i cant seek refuge at home.. cos daddy cant stop nagging at me.. he jus called me e big boss of dis family.. argh~~ i jus want some peace..
he can nag everything from like u din contribute to dis pm's lunch so nxt time u dun help out u dun get to eat.. to like u nv help out nxt time u cant even stiry fry a plate of vege.. diaozz..
i dowan go for gathering later.. cos i v sian really.. i jus wanna b alone..
as i m typing dis entry now.. tears jus rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably..
i wanna go somewhere where...
hmmm actually i oso dunno where...
but i hafta go gathering rite? cos actually i dowan stay home.. cos i can foresee dad is gg to niam me at nite or dinner time.. but i dowan go gathering n put on a plastic smile.. u noe dat kind of feeling when i dun feel like tokking n yet i m forced to put on a smile n pretend to b v interested in wad others r saying..
haizz i m not eben comparing myself wif others.. cos some ppl r jus so fortunate n yet i haf to deal wif so many stoopid things in life.. dey may seem v trivial to u all but u noe all dis small little things can snowball to a big crisis.. v sian really v sianz..
now got no motivation in life.. nth to go ga-ga over.. nth which can ignite my high-ness once again..
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