i was hoping for a miracle...
this morn woke up n haizz my miracle wont happen afterall..
at least now cos circumstances haf changed.. i dun really want it to happen now.. sianzz... really v suay leh!!
ok back to report typing..
alrightey b4 i really get back to work i saw dis person's post n i think she really described how i m feeling.. btw dis person is jus some stranger i dunno ha.."i realised i let my heart rule over me most of the times. i always paint a beautiful picture of the things i wan. when things dun turn out e way i wanted it to be, im hurt. e cycle always repeats itself, coz i always do things out of my wishful thinking. y is it tt i cld be so realistic sometimes yet so idealistic when it comes to matter of e heart... i feel so aimless once again."
hmm how true.. i can b v practical n realistic but when it comes to some irritating mind boggling n heart wrenching issues i jus cant b as resolute as i can b at times. hahaha adjectives a bit exaggerated but yar idealistic is e word!
troubles aside, i mus get my work done if not i cant enjoy tonite!! grr...
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