Monday, February 20, 2006


suffering from insomnia sianz...

to think i ended my last entry abt me being tired n not wanting to type too much n dat i shld go hit my bed real soon.. i tossed n turned in my bed until like 2/3 am.. i din eben dare look at e clock.. haizz quickly ended all my msn conversations n went to sleep but sianz.. i din manage to get e sleep i needed.. to make things worse, i din sleep well on sat nite either.. [ARGH!! it's a sleep debt accumulation!!]
all dis insomnia is driving me crazy..
k den woke up at 7 wah kaoz.. its recess can?!! n i cant eben sleep like nobody's biz cos my mind n body refuse to cooperate..
latest updates on bkk trip.. it seems hard to materialise afterall.. cant agree on a date wif cz, gh n fren, winnie n bf.. haiz.. n e promo ends today thou we r keeping our fingers crossed e promo will extend.. or dere will b some other promo later on.. due to safety reasons a lot of ppl haf been encouraging us to get guys to go wif us.. yeah which i found liao but cant settle dates! argh.. i wanna go bkk boohoo..
now i feel bad not gg airport last nite to c weibin off.. cos in e end junyi went down haha.. cos he thot its qt bad he needed a senior to tell him his classmate flying off.. n idiot junyi nv tell me earlier he driving.. n can send me home.. hmph! if not i wld haf gone down.. cos i thot i prolly can only reach at 930 ar.. [junyi said he reached at 945 thou] den i thot i rot ard for 1/2 an hour den ppl leave liao.. waste my time travel all e way rite.. den travel all e way back home myself.. which will take prolly more than 1.5 hours lor.. so if ppl drive dat's a DIFFERENT story haha.. n out of 5 juniors who went to c wb off.. 4 drove! omg! i haf rich juniors! haizz or mayb its jus wb clique.. n i feel so useless! cos dey all got driving licenses liao haizz poor me still go thru lots of tests.. sianzz..
on another note sometimes i think its best not to b hopeful n think too much.. being e typical capricorn i thot of leaving everything e way it is now.. i dowan move on liaoz.. cos i m so tired n everything is jus getting on my nerves.. dat i dunno wad i shld do.. n it seems like if i try n initiate anything nth ever works out [since sec sch/jc?] so i better not try anything farnie or further humiliate myself.. haha.. sounds serious.. k wadeva shun qi zi ran is e way! yay!

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