wad's wrong wif me?
hmm as i drag my feet up e slope along e way home.. i passed by dis baby who was in dis pram.. when he saw me.. he stretched out both his hands n shouted "抱抱" i got a shock cos he grabbed my legs! n cos i wasnt paying attention my mind jus wandered off.. yar so i was like glued to e ground den i looked at e cute boy in front of me.. ha.. n i luffed.. prolly one of e v rare kind of laughter since dunno when..
kids r jus soo cute n innocent.. [of cos not those whining irritating kids throwing tantrums]
too bad my hands were full of books i jus borrowed from nus lib so i cant 抱 him..
一天一点你渐渐走远
我却像空气被忽略
只怪我的爱不够勇敢
一直沉默的作你的依赖
让一切石沉大海
mayb its e journey to nus.. in e past whenever i take bus to nus i wld b v excited n hopeful.. hoping i can bump into him at central lib..
but somehow today.. i din think of him.. but while listening to dat song i thot of him.. i din really wanna c him oso cos i prolly haf nth to say other than a "hi" n things wld pretty much b v awkward..
suddenly haf dis i-find-qt-amazing thot: did i jus allow someone else to displace him from my brain?
today's nus trip was prolly e most boring one cos e prev times i wld b able to meet up wif xq or wad den at least can make use of e short time to catch up wif her.. n oso e prev times wld alwiz bump into ppl from 7a or wad.. today din.. other than jen n matt.. so matt is gg to aust afterall.. still as crappy but somehow we werent as close as b4..
anyway dunno y dis few days i get guilty v easily.. dunno leh n become v careful dunno if i shld say some stuff.. n i m afraid of saying how i feel exactly..
oh btw! my chomp chomp trip seems to b gg to materialise afterall.. but dunno y i not so excited anymore.. mayb cos i m tired of saying "i wanna go chomp chomp!" or mayb i dunno.. i hope we can order a lot of food.. cos among us 3 only pin's appetite is bigger than me n win's.. but i feel like telling them i dun feel like gg..
ha or mayb cos yest was still discussing wif gh abt gg chomp chomp.. den wanted to go watch movie/sing ktv b4 gg chomp chomp.. singing ktv plus chomp chomp sounds more attractive than chomp chomp alone i guess.. ha..
vien is flying back on tue le.. e nxt time we can c her wld prolly b in 2 yrs' time unless i go find her end of dis yr.. vien says we shld lower expectations.. cos we nv met anyone dat matches our expectations anyway.. i think so too.. [eh no i think i did.. but somehow 事与愿违 ] so we will jus c who comes along..
[paiseh dis post lacks structure n org.. cos i m v tired.. mentally n physically so i jus blog wadever dat comes to my mind]
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