i must be getting too stressed up again...
last nite.. or i shld say dis morn.. abt 4 5 am i woke up crying.. cos i dreamt of mr wong.. i like mr wong he was my jc civics tutor! he's like dis v fatherly or rather grandfatherly figure haha who will alwiz nag nag nag at us.. den he help me escaped all e CS sessions.. more commonly known as detention for those who r not from hc i guess.. yeah in jc i alwiz down for CS not cos i m some chao ah lian or wad k.. cos i m alwiz late muahaha.. den subsequently.. i got lazier n din eben bother to report to e latecomers' corner.. dat wld mean i wld b considered v late n it means immediate detention lar.. but mr wong, i still dunno y he alwiz 放过 me.. will jus mark me as present during assembly muahaha.. ok yeah so i like mr wong! hahaha... sometimes he will ask abt my family oso.. oh cos in j2 i did v badly for my 1st block test cos i din really study den he had to meet my dad.. dis was how badly i had done haiz.. den ar.. i told him my dad not in sg.. my sis can? he asked when my dad coming back.. i told him i dunno [which is not true haha i knew when he coming back jus dat i dowan him to noe..] haha.. den in e end he let me off but he said e HOD nid to speak to me.. haha n he made me promise i will let my dad noe my horrible results [which i din eventually hahaha...]
okie but anyway e dream i had was v weird.. its abt e module i m taking currently.. International Monetary econs lar.. den we were supposed to collect some test papers.. den supposed to go into dis room to collect.. den mr wong was there giving out e papers.. at dat time i thot eh where's prof ng? but anyway i failed i got 49% den mr wong was like v angry wif me lar.. saying how can i do sooo badly.. den jonathan came in.. yeah e 01s7a uncle jon our super tall guy.. he came n asked me how i did.. den mr wong called him n asked him some econs qn abt wad interest rates increase den wad happened n stuff lar.. den uncle jon cld ans.. den mr wong was like "u c, a non-econs major could ans dat qn, arent u ashamed of urself??" haizz... damn sianz lar.. den i left e room crying..
den i woke up liao.. n i was really crying..
b4 i fell asleep i was reading abt hk currency boards.. den i din really understand den i feel v pek chek.. mayb dat's y i haf dis dream.. but y dream of mr wong? i dunno.. prolly cos he's e only jc tutor i wld tok to.. but he retired le.. so i really c no pt in gg back to hc except to eat! hahaha..
but jus now was tokking to rena abt my dream, den i realised i actually miss my hc dayzz a lot a lot.. cos at least i m not as troubled as i m now.. 人一旦长大了 问题和烦恼也多了。。 when u r younger u dare to do more crazy things.. hahaha..为什么幸福的青鸟要飞的那么高
为什么结局没欢笑而是泪流满面
为什么对流星许愿却从来没实现
我当然知道这世界不会完美无暇
让我们回去从前好不好
天真愚蠢快乐美好
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没童话
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
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