more nightmares + lost sheep...
yest nightmare was abt me at dis ktv.. den all of sudden dere was this gang fight lar.. n i cant rmb wad exactly happened.. n i was somehow involved.. n i had to run for my life.. but somehow i was caught by dis 老大 n i noe i was gone.. i had to resign to fate.. n he had dis beer bottle in his hands.. n he 砸 it onto my left cheek n i was promptly disfigured.. i cried n ran away.. dis time round i woke up i wasnt crying.. i touched my left cheek n heng its still smooth..
i dunno y i haf dis kind of hk-movie dream but all these nightmares r getting on my nerves.. but thank god i haf tatty nxt to me.. every time i haf a nightmare i will hug n pat tatty's big tummy..
n cos i was so disturbed e whole morn i jus stared into space n din do any work.. haiz.. so i m constantly tired.. cos i m not getting quality sleep thou i sleep a lot.. mayb i shld cut down on sleeping den i will not haf nightmares? haizz..
yest .. in e morn i ordered my fav hotcakes wif sausage meal n sis' big breakfast dat pig was still sleeping while i m awake liao.. n it was 9am liao.. n she was groaning n mourning complaining y i wake up so early.. n i threatened to order mine without hers den she said ok order order.. yay!
rotted e whole pm away as usual.. n evening my dad came back le.. he bot dis weird looking fruit which resembles a promengranate.. but its not nice de.. i dun like.. haha wadeva.. den had to rush out cos meeting cz for dinner she's still feeling down.. n i dunno wad to say oso.. haizz.. qt affected oso.. n rena said can come down meet us oso.. yay! cz had to leave early cos she had xgjy den me n rena shopped ard.. i din buy anything surprisingly.. but i ate a lot.. cos i ate once wif cz at thai express.. thou i dunno y e serving was soo damn small lor.. its v 难得 i eat a course n dun feel full at all.. den abt 1 hr later rena reached.. i went wif her to secret recipes to eat.. i wanted to try cheeze choc but dey ran out of it.. den i ordered my all-time fav oreo cheese lor.. n we shared a brownie.. hee.. v long nv eat brownie le..
den we chatted a lot.. ok lar not really a lot.. but its jus so nice to nua wif a good fren.. n tok abt sth.. rena asked me to b careful abt certain things.. i haf nv put much thot into certain things.. as much as i wana try n improve certain things but i oso dunno how i shld go abt doing it.. i really dunno.. my 身份 abit awkward..
we wanted to go chomp chomp de.. but we scared it wld b too late cos rena had sth on b4 dat.. n since cz asked me out so we decided to stay at j8 since i v long nv go le.. wow really change a lot leh.. got more n more shops.. actually not a lot oso after i shop haha..
nxt part is for my lost sheep fren..回忆是个诱饵
是来叫我回去的
要伤能愈合
我非走不可
知道你很痛苦
不过有些事情
只有你自己才能救自己
时间真的能冲淡一切
就像我一样
当初我一直以为我会很伤心
不过哭过以后
路还是要走
不过我比较幸运
我不需要每天面对他
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