a dream in a dream..
haizz its was v scary cos its v v v v v vivid... i dreamt dat i was pregnant n its 6mths liao.. i felt my stomach n it was hard n round.. boohoo.. n i felt my pulse.. i cld feel e baby's heartbeat n my stomach was v v v v big n e ultrascan showed dat i was having twins..
i was tokking dis 2 ppl [2 frens i rmb but i cant rmb who exactly] den i started crying cos i dunno who is e father.. boohoo... cos i was trying to tell them i no bf.. n den dey decided oh mayb i haf been doped.. den i sad not possible cos i dun stay out n i dun go chiong n stuff so confirm guarantee plus chop cannot be..
den e stupid thing was i told them i wanted to abort e child 3 mths ago when it was still safe to do so but i was preparing for exams n i forgot abt it?!
yar den now dat i rmb its 6 mths liao its too big.. i dunno how...
i cried n cried dunno where to look for e father.. i dunno who's e father.. i dowan to gif birth n when my twins ask me in e future who's daddy i tell them i dunno...
den i dreamt i woke up n i felt my stomach.. heng its flat liao.. [ok not exactly v flat] but at least its nua nua de [of cos la i dun haf abs mah haha..] not like in e dream where it was sturdy n solid cos of e baby... boohoo...
den jus now i told cz i still a bit scared scared cos e dream seemed so real dat i wanna go pharmacy buy pregnancy kit to test haha.. but yar of cos i jus rmb my period came last wk.. so 不可能！haizz but e dream was v scary...
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