m i really useless?
but i dare not say i m v close to e 2 liao...
well i jus read sth terrible happened to one of them on her blog.. then i went to ask my e other fren.. apparently e clique knew abt it liao la cos dey in same sch same faculty blah blah n i was not close to them in e first place oso la.. but anyway i m saddened by e fact at a time like dis i felt so alone i dunno wad happened n my dat other fren [not e party in distress] was bz playing some cyber game n not answering my qns... dis is not e first time she is sooo engrossed but dis time round it really pissed me off
den i bo bian i felt so helpless i wanted to help my fren but i din noe how.. i wanted to let her noe i care n if she nided someone to tok to she can call me.. i tot i shld leave her alone n not call her.. but i seriously din noe wad to do...
so i called her n i dunno y.. tears jus rolled down we prolly tok abt 5 sentences i wanted to hang up cos i din want her to noe i m crying.. im afraid my voice wld gif me away.. n partly cos she din wanna tok abt it so i got my ans le.. i jus wanted to noe she's fine...
n so we hung up...
mayb its not jus dis incident but all of a sudden i feel as thou i cant contact all my frens.. everyone is so bz i felt as thou i haben tok to any of my close frens for a long long time.. everytime i tok wif my frens dey will alwiz tok for a while n say dey gtg.. or dey will not reply me.. or take v long to reply.. dunno lar
jus v sad...
mayb it's pms..
anyway dis song is e catalyst... once i double clicked n it started playing my tears jus rolled down uncontrollably.. eben b4 i read my fren's blog entry...mayb i m v tired... e lyrics of dis song is not v related to wad i m feeling or gg thru right now... but.. ha.. listen for urself...
我很想爱他
(Sa) 天空 下起雨了 他撑的伞 在你的身边陪著
(G) 可是 我不快乐 因为看见 他脸上的笑 是很勉强的
B (Sa) 我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗 谁能给我一个好的回答
A2 (Sa) 爱情 是模糊的
可怜的是 没有勇气选择
如果 再舍不得
这样下去 我们每个人都是受害者
Repeat B
Bridge (Sa) 当爱情陷在危险边缘
(G) 是否都会伤痕累累
(合) 是否都会苦不堪言
爱情交会 我们都放不下
click "play" to view e mv...
n when i m in a bad mood i will keep looking for food to eat even thou i m not hungry.. guess wad i ate from 9pm onwards until now.. i bot a packet of hokkien mee n after finishing dat entire packet.. i went to dig my choco biscuits.. den i went to take honey dew to eat.. now i feel like opening my bag of apple chips.. no i m not hungry... i m qt full actually but i dunno y i keep wanting to eat..
haiz i dun feel like blogging anymore...
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