in a not-so-good mood...
i guess i mus b one of e minority who isnt getting too excited abt her upcoming trip less than 14 days away.. i guess e ppl ard me jus extinguishes my passion for tw... cos when i tell ppl i m gg overseas dey will guess tw immediately.. seriously ever since i step foot on dat place 4 yrs ago i haf been gg back there every yr.. i haf equal no of malaysia chops n tw chops on my passport.. can u believe it.. sianzz..
i hate it when ppl begin to infer or eben question "does huimin haf too much money dat she dunno where to spend?" no i definitely wanna spend my money on countries i haf nv been to n not go tw again.. but my hols kakis really v few.. i dun haf much of a choice to choose e country i wanna go.. n i certainly dowanna stay in sg.. ah yi questioned y i nv go korea jeju wif an n jo.. well dey din ask me.. it was rather secretive in fact i din eben noe there were plans gg on until after dey booked tix n i heard uncle cy tokking abt stuff to buy back..
i dun eben noe if my aust trip wld materialise anot.. cos somehow i feel myself drifting apart from vien.. v sad but i dowan us to quarrel cos of dis trip.. but it seems like some things cannot b settled over msn.. we cant discuss n plan stuff over msn.. n it's kind of difficult to plan wif a sgporean [rena] and someone in aust [vien] cos vien wants to go parts of aust wif me only.. but i cant jus ignore rena cos we r buying air tix tgt n we nid to fly back tgt.. i dunno how to tell vien.. but i m definitely not gg to dump her or neglect her.. cos rena wil haf her fren oso mah...
dis is becoming a thorny issue...
dat is why at times like dis i hope i haf a bf so dat i will haf like a fixed travel companion.. mayb master khor is right abt me having to look for someone wif similar interests...
but sometimes having bf oso doesnt solve all prob.. cos like ht.. she wanna go tw thou she has been there b4 but her bf nv been there b4.. den her bf wanna go hk cos ht nv been there b4 but he been there b4 liao.. den in e end dey gg bkk... i was telling her if i gg wif my bf i wld choose somewhere far [k lar not say v far oso] but at least far den will spend more days tgt mah.. cos nan de long hols mah..
if i dun get to go aust eventually mayb i will go japan ba.. oso dunno go wif who.. or mayb take up ah yi's invitation n go shanghai.. since i haf alwiz wanted to go... or mayb i shld choose to go a place where i can go travel alone.. i oso dunno where haha mus b somewhere safe...
i wanna go exchange after reading some of e smu ppl's blog.. dey seem to b having a great life!! so xian mu! but i no chance le.. cos nxt sem is yr 3 sem 2 le.. yr 4 cannt go exch i think.. eben my fren who's interning get to go on a biz trip to china wif her bos.. my gawd so lucky...
but gg exch might b v jialat oso.. cos u might not b able to go wif ppl u click wif.. like poor rena now.. in washington for summer prog.. but she is in hostel everyday cos her fellow sporeans wanna nua n stay indoors n sleep.. keep thinking its not safe outside.. diaozz spend sooo much fly there n 2 wks liao dey haben really been out.. 4 more wks n rena will b back liao lor..
mayb i shld haf gone on shanghai summer.. cos i jus watched on e news dat 襄阳广场 is closed le!! boohoo its e pirated haven can!! a lot of fake branded wif triple A quality.. its closed!!!
disclaimer: oh yar lest anyone gets into a quarrel cos of dis entry.. i not complaing abt tw trip hor.. i m still v happy i get to fly dis hols, getting to fly is still better than not being able to fly ok.. well at least i get to go e 剑湖山 i alwiz wanted to go thou i dun dare take e rides...
dunno y oso today go ah yi hse i oso qt sian.. mayb everyday tok to much le at my booth.. nid to entice customers to buy more than 1 sheet to push sales.. den on wkns i really dun feel like 应酬-ing.. dat y i tend to b quieter on wkns.. tml got gathering i keep forgetting.. sheesh...
okie but ah yi youngest son taught me how to play dis new computer game i shall dl tml.. n 发泄发泄 haha he really good at all dis gaming stuff.. noe where to dl n stuff.. haha.. dat is e only way to get him to tok to me.. ask him abt games n he will tok to me.. jus now jialin asked him he ignore her haha.. i ask den he will ans me.. aiyo so big liao still so shy haha...
i wanna drive out to somewhere n blast e music.. ahhhhhhhhh....
我好像好像飞 逃离这个疯狂世界
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