im so so so dying....
really v jialat...
can u imagine not being able to bite bread?!! i hafta tear them into small pieces n gum in my mouth to soften it.. den try n use my back teeth which r not bound by braces to bite.. but somehow my front teeth oso will pain cos of e entire biting motion.. i m damn pissed la.. everytime after meals my teeth will hurt e most n e pain can persist for hours..
last nite my sis bot chicken chop.. i was sleeping so i din noe she sms to ask wad i wanna eat.. almost died from dat chicken chop can... cut into small small pieces n jus swallow.. i think i m so gg to suffer from indigestion.. oh man...
n its hurting sooo much i cant concentrate on studying!!! damn sian.. n i haf a maths test tml can?!!! wth!!! n i haben finish practising... i m so dead...
i wanted to study last nite de.. but e pain was unbearable so i kept dozing off.. dunno y e pain has sedative effect?!
no use eating painkillers de in case u all thinkin aiya jus pop panadol extra or sth.. den can liao mah...
i tried dat when i first started wearing braces... its of no no no use... other than making me feel guilty e panadol i swallowed is gg to remain in my body for 5 freaking yrs!! anyway i think [yl can correct me if im wrong... or xq our pharmacist] cos our teeth no nerves... only our gums.. den i eat panadol oso wun block e pain... hahahah... can u tell i trying to smoke u all?! diaozz cos i cant rmb wad exactly happens la.. but its sth abt our teeth no nerves de la..
grrrr.... n jus now i tried eating my bread.. n i cant eben finish 2 small little buns.. u noe those miniature ones from 4leaves? [if u all haf seen them b4] heng sis dun like breadtalk so do i.. ha.. e buns r huge i think i will die tearing them to small pieces.. n now i take abt 1/2 an hour to eat a stupid bun!!! grrr anyway i was soo pek chek wif e excruciating pain each time i throw a small bit of bun into my mouth i was fed up.. n threw my buns away [eating 1/2 of each ha] n jus made myself a cereal.. wah i din noe my hse got teh, kopi, milo n cereal!! haha.. cos ar we dun buy de la.. we dun drink dese anyway.. yar.. but mus cos of dat person who stayed in my hse prev.. i chked e expiry date liao.. can last me till i remove my braces nxt yr..
u noe ar at times when i was sooo pek chek i wanted to take out my scissor n yank out e idiot power chain!!! but yar i wun haf e means to put it back.. plus dr tan will not b ard to help me put it back!!
n i told myself i oredi xin ku 1 yrs n 5 mths... i shld jus jian chi xia qu.. but its still v v v irritating.. do u noe i wash face oso pain cos i will press on my teeth slightly when i move my hands across my mouth... let alone brushing teeth..
nth can express my pek-chek-ness...
heng i went for ritz's buffet liao.. if not now ask me go buffet sure die de.. not eben sure if i can savour lobster now.. cos i prolly cant bite.. n everything tastes so nan chi nowadays dunno isit cos i m pek chek from all e pain n trouble dat y i find no joy in eating liao!! so angry!!!!
ok mayb i will shed off e 9kg i gained from ritz... [ps: nope i din get 9kg... din put on weight i think.. jus feel fat ha..]
a song i like recently...我像路人看着你走
逃到爱情外的你终于罢休
过节霓虹炫耀你的自由
就分开走 我们说好不回头
我不习惯牵自己的手
这样却能够止住颤抖
你求去的泪我一个人收
离别拥抱的温柔 还清楚感受
那回忆紧紧追在身后 像敏锐的狗
你到最后不开口 就换我先走
想当初我不成熟 现在才懂
这一次 我是路人看着你走
站在爱情外烛光点亮四周
发现那回忆无法拼凑
夏天的风仿佛一瞬间转秋
这一次 我是路人背着你走
幸福是爱继续的唯一理由
此刻我何苦演你的对手
爱到最后 成全了你的自由
这一次 我像路人看着你走
逃到爱情外的你终于罢休
过节霓虹炫耀你的自由
就分开走 我们说好不回头
这一次 我是路人背着你走
幸福是爱继续的唯一理由
此刻我何苦演你的对手
爱到最后成全了你的自由
i hate it when u unknowingly let me noe one more good pt of urs.. jus leave me alone can?
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