stunned
stumbled upon a fren's blog, someone i dun meet up v often.. but at least once a year i guess.. n e occasional sms-es n msn.. but i realised dis 2 years a bit less...
anyway he made a confession on his blog... he started smoking 2 years ago... hmmmm im ok wif frens smoking.. but they better not b close frens of mine... i jus cant tolerate...
wad is sooooo shocking is that he is v v v v v v v 乖 dat kind... v rational.. alwiz weigh his priorities... n he is v clear of wad he wants...
n like wad he said on his blog... he used to hate ppl who smoke cos dey r bringing harm to those closest to them.. but his dad smokes, his dad's dad smokes, his dad's bro smokes etc... n so poor his mum, his grandma, his aunties...
but he's qt responsible huh cos he said until today he will not smoke in frt of his frens... he will only smoke when he's alone so that he will not bring harm to others... so he thinks he is being v responsible...
e root of him picking up smoking is stress in uni life.. hmmm i think he puts too much pressure on himself.. cos he's aiming to be the top student of the year, which he did for the prev years...
sometimes i oso feel stress mounting on me 到一個我不能負荷的地步，尤其当我想到我每天都要为我和爸爸的晚餐烦恼的时候，而其他的朋友可能就饭来张口的时候，就会想老天爷为什么要给我如此考验？我也想像其他朋友一样，想在外面吃就在外面吃，想回家吃的时候，就有煮好的饭在家里等我。当我看着爸爸的身子一天一天的衰老，[不是我要说，但他也太容易这个痛，那个痒了吧]又会于心不忍让他吃外面油腻腻的食物。所以我都尽量煮给他吃。或许他老了，怕我们不理他了，所以常常会无病呻吟，引起我们的注意。对我这个老爸，我有时候还真的没办法对他say"no"。heh...
but i wun pick up smoking.. thou i was once curious to try a puff or two, but i was jus too "shu la" to try heh.. hahahaha partly bcos i 爱美 smoking will cause yellow teeth n bad complexion.. my complexion oredi far from perfect so i wun worsen it hahaa...
yupz lastly i really hope my fren will find his true happiness n not turn to smoking whenever he is tooo stressed..
p/s he will never get to read dis btw.. 有心就好
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